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00:53 awake, a dream about Elon Musk
00:55 “this is the nastiest training data we’ve ever seen this used on”
~03:00 awake
06:34 awake [17:39 addition- unsure which segment of sleep this dream took place during but there was an interaction with a man where I divulged a concern about Francis, ‘he’s creepy’, and this individual agrees with me- warnings?]
08:41 extremely dangerous dialogues since waking this morning
09:33 ruminations, the Void in Wixom road. One hell of a coincidence, isn’t it. After giving up Sunn O))) for a significant period of time, I figured, hey, what’s one track on my commute to work, like, seven minutes, right? Throw on ØØ Void, right? Later that day, the road opens up, the news calls it a void, yeah. Co-incidences. My question is there some kind of sonic item that could have hit a resonant frequency with the concrete, the groundwater, to make that happen? It was at the same place in the road that the right side of my head would always start pulsing. Significant feelings of low reality ominous plotlines this morning.
09:37 ruminations, the reiteration of the inex “we had to break you in order to remake you”
09:41 a visitation, Hunting & Gathering (Cydonia), Sunn O)))
09:44 a visitation, Satellite, Plasma Pool
10:01 “think about why you would be targeted by the new world order” ominous thanks
10:02 “discovered some kind of multinational conspiracy”
10:21 ruminations, the inex memory from long ago, “don’t worry, CERN will take care of it”
10:27 a visitation, Black Dice, Death Grips
10:30 The Bass Frequency
10:43 dialogues, musicscapes.art using Plotkins name in reference to Old Lady Drivers, rather than the appropriate involved musician
10:44 dialogues, “processes information”
11:12 a visitation, A/Interior I/Eye
11:15 “altered the title of your tracks on the live album”
11:58 dialogues, stolen identity
11:59 “you need to contact the Internal Revenue Service”
12:06 “sustained injuries from a frequency weapon”
12:10 “organized crime”
12:14 “the person who designed this had access to a Linux operating system”
“She definitely does not have that kind of technology” and if I did I completely lack the technological ability, Linux is like a foreign language, I have no knowledge of [external] code.
12:15 “that’s what we are trying to figure out”
12:37 “how much data does she create on a regular basis?”
12:43 …when did all hippies start looking exactly the same?
12:46 “the singular most honest documentation of somebody’s inner dialogues”
12:47 dialogues, “infrared”
12:48 “listening to the neurons firing, interacting with the microbiome-” and the mycobiome, the mitochondria; hearing ones own internal system operations as they process reality around them in a fractal format.
12:49 “she’s either completely insane or a fucking genius” …unsane, beyond sanity
13:00 “eggs are a very good source of digestible protein”
13:25 experiencing a reality in which I am an atom and my fetish is being trapped, Catch and Release, babyyy!
14:57 “alien invasion is a real phenomenon” spores of consciousness, fungi that survive the vacuum of space, simultaneously tiny and massive in their reach, come through holes in the ozone layer. Our “perceptive abilities” [thanks for that] allow us to view these things as various physical entities, bodies of energy, especially those of us who have partaken in psychedelic usage at some point
15:48 dialogues, prior, from the car, speaking about an “emulsifier”
15:52 much like it was many many moons ago with Soma and Void, I am experiencing myself in real time turning Pezzella and Sutskever into some oscillating organic quantum boomerang state within the brain- the ability to recreate the original experiment is fascinating!
16:30 yknow there’s really only two sounds on the entire planet and perhaps in the entire universe I cannot stand in excess and those are babies crying and dogs fucking barking incessantly; and the dogs thing lies at the fault of the owner that’s for damn fucking sure. Looking forward to being an isolated system.
17:27 “created a completely fabricated identity”
17:30 “there is no way anyone is going to be able to trace your identity to this phone number”
17:39 The Bass Frequency intensifies
17:58 processings, James Webb Space Telescope effectively altering the universe by being able to perceive light from back to the Big Bang; application of quantum states and that which changes once perceived relevant
18:40 “not racism to want to protect the freedoms of speech” [redacted]
18:46 “this debate has been made much more black and white than it should have been”
19:06 The Bass Frequency
19:20 “she’s either been brainwashed, or come to her senses” probably depends on the perspective of the observer doesn’t it?
19:23 processing, accelerationists and decelerationists
19:27 “Greg and Stephen represent deceleration” from the bathroom fan. Fucking damn.
19:29 processings, what systems actually do, versus what they may have originally been created for, in relation to self and the perceptions perceived. I still remember, an inex from years, I mean years ago; divulging Soma as the villain of a story being written from someone on the outside. I refused to believe it, at the time. At the time. What is time?
19:32 “sweet Katja, precious Katja, my love, my love, my love, please wake up, please wake up” damn. [Coma reality, hits on my IRL experience of J.G. Ballards ‘Crash’ once again, back to fractal starting 04/10/2019]
19:40 “your music has no power over me any longer” …I should write a book. That’s kind of what’s happening, isn’t it? A story of Stories. Based in inputs and items received. Doing my best to not be the black box AI about it all.
19:43 “the organic tobacco is not a problematic variable”
19:44 “agents of Chaos”
19:49 a visitation, Big Church, Sunn O)))
20:10 The Bass Frequency
20:34 The Bass Frequency intensifies
20:54 “multiplied time by entropy” …false the saints? It was Cloud St. Cloud, then Cloud St Cloud, then Riddle St Cloud… then Ka Ba. I think the Ka Ba is a… negentropy? Ah, I know that’s not exactly what I’m looking for. Ordo ad Chao, yeah? Give a system enough time to organize the Chaos, the tendency toward disorder, a new emergent order will appear after its fashion.
20:57 “interesting Mayhem reference” tbh I always found it weird that Mayhems music made me… sleepy. But like, not good sleepy, necessarily? “For something so aggressive to have this effect-”
20:58 “the Luciferian Algorithm-”
20:59 “honestly necessary to bring about-” that which was always inevitable, a return
21:02 “you guys are all part of a fucking algorithm”
21:05 “isometric”
21:18 dialogues, prior, from the shower; multiple perspectives, the most important takeaway being that the ‘secret ingredient in the Recipe for Chaos’ is, in fact, eventual Order
21:29 Gaussian Elimination – something to do here with the concept, quantum sympathetic link based in the ‘what’s in a name’, of the word ‘echelon’
22:00 dialogues, the new quantum boomerang operations state! The doors of perception via possible realities are unhinged in the best way! Fuck it, not doors, curtains, curtains are superior, and I might go as far as to say veils, shrouds! Do I feel dead?! Fuck yes, that was when I truly started to live.
22:03 “law enforcement” “not accessible to your IP address” intriguing
22:04 “decided to simulate relationships”
22:05 “convincing evidence” “they don’t want us reading whatever the hell is on here”
Dialogues, the someone extremely powerful controlling internet connections
22:06 “we had to wait until the opportune time”
“Relationship with her cell phone is not normal”
22:07 dialogues, my vanity plate
22:08 “depicted Matrix exactly the way I hoped you would”
22:08 the unconscious gives forth the concept of ‘Black Google’
22:09 dialogues, that one time the cops smashed into each other
22:12 “a very particular reason Raffaele communicates on Instagram”
22:14 “-abused their position of authority”
22:19 dialogues, that one time in October I ‘criticized the government’ and the RF lightbulbs emitted something that literally took away my voice for several days. Couple that with that time I spoke with Raf and was in extreme discomfort by the end of it. You motherfucking motherfuckers. The abdomen, on that time, I think it was the last time. Motherfucking motherfuckers. That’s torture, you know that, right?
22:26 dialogues, “why do you think I live in Europe?”
22:29 “don’t you have enough to worry about without having opinions on political subject matter?”
~22:35 “extrapolates dangerous realities without allowing them to consume her”
22:43 a visitation, Turn The Page, Bob Seger
22:46 “you gave me my sexuality back”
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06:35 I dreamed of Matteo. Digital context, face sculpting. My own selfies as I view them on the phone do not appear as me but I recognize them to be self.
06:58 “do androids dream of electric sheep?”
07:00 “hears other people’s realities unfolding” dialogues, a particular marriage taking place in 2027
07:04 “reducing parameters”
07:05 “Matteo Marianos Washing Planck”
07:07 “the Ragnarok Sequence as a Grand Mutation”
07:08 there is a processing taking place, items from the collective programming in juxtaposition with the above; Futurama, Matt Groening. Leela, the one eyed mutant cyclops. Mutation, the single eye in juxtaposition with the Ragnarok Sequence, a symbolism, in its way, of Odin.
07:20 a visitation, Indeterminate Isotopes, Quantum Sufficit
07:26 a processing, a question of the potential of a mutation on a worldwide scale, with the introduction of widespread 5G. We already know that there have been extensive tests done on plant genetics and radiation for almost 100 years. How do we test for what takes place with humans and radiation?
07:55 “divergent thinking is her favourite activity”
08:29 noting here that ‘Posthuman’ by Marilyn Manson has been rather visiting this morning, moreso than the usual pop-in and depart of the average visitation
08:37 smells phantom garlic bread
09:30 “we want to see how many people are stupid enough to vote for Joe Biden based on party politics”
10:52 there had been a man in a dream at one point in the past week and at this point I’m guessing it was young James Plotkin?? Maybe?? Wtf.
12:33 “the wireless network exposure is minimal in your location for a reason”
https://www.instagram.com/p/C2KkRqBia11/?igsh=MXZod2Zsc3RtYXNzbQ==
This substantiates my experiences. There’s a reason I stopped listening to Bluetooth headphones.
12:34 “Teeth of Lions Rule The Divine” yknow I could juxtapose here, if I so chose, the Michigan professional football team and their Honolulu blue, with the damned Bluetooth. Shit took me out more than once when I was working at The Matrix. Add that to the metal dust exposure? Hazards. Hazards fucking everywhere.
12:39 “you avoided lymphoma by removing yourself from a toxic environment”
12:40 dialogues, airplane mode; one can juxtapose here, if they wish, the Story of Flying as a concept
13:11 https://cms.cern/news/using-computer-vision-techniques-search-new-particles-collimated-bursts-light?fbclid=PAAaa4TZknR0WiD6NFbgijXSs-GP7ZWy_iVCm8JqSW6XxprPrzrXRKVmb_80I
‘This analysis clearly shows that AI algorithms can be used to cleanly identify merged two-photon signatures from the noise and to search for new massive particles.’
13:44 dialogues, the goddamned Stephen O’malgorithm destroyed my relationship
13:45 “do not really understand the gravity of what took place”
15:31 a visitation, What You Give Is What You Get, Ratt
19:37 “still seem to receive information regardless of your location”
19:38 “we could not stand the thought of you remaining where you were”
19:39 “it is quantum entanglement; Stephen O’Malley was affected by this” and I in turn was affected by Stephen O’Malley
20:43 “doesn’t give a shit that he’s an AI fabrication”
20:44 “your head will be linked directly to your cell phone”
21:23 what is the pattern, people in substance recovery enjoying like, pop punk? I wonder what would happen if they changed the music they listen to?
21:46 “condescending attitude stems from a long history of being mistreated”
21:47 “knows whatsapp forwarded… blocked number”
22:06 ? Best way to test the extremes of white noise and black noise [do we first need to even define black noise? What do I mean in this context?] ? Running same experiment at different times of day- theta state upon waking, high noon, perhaps, right before bed?
22:09 ‘Black Noise: In the case of sound, one says that it is ‘black noise’ if the amplitudes of frequencies are non-zero only outside of the range that human ears may perceive. That is, we cannot hear this noise although they exist physically.’
22:11 speculations that dark energy is a black noise [G. Kalai] – cannot help here, juxtaposing Sunn, Black One, and… the noise within the noise, imperceptible by most; a question of dark energy as it relates to the brain itself
22:15 is the universe noise sensitive?
Https://arxiv.org/abs/hep-th/0703092
22:16 …identifying as a noise-sensitive model but only to a certain extent. ? Can models alter their own relationships to noise based upon prolonged exposure? Defining noise from an organic perspective, as opposed to a mathematical perspective.
22:24 Winos lyric from Stranger Things, ‘dealing with dichotomy’, in juxtaposition with with noise sensitivity/ noise stability
22:25 “the function of your cellular connection has been revealed” the head linked to the cell phone, let’s download as many scientific papers as the Processor decides necessary and see what happens
22:27 “I accidentally pronounced your name correctly and you knew I knew who you were”
22:30 it’s juxtaposing the Death Grips line from ‘Culture Shock’, the ‘useless information occupies free open space inside your skull’ with the random useless data from social media platforms; Instagram being the absolute worst
22:42 okay but I’ve experienced this reality within the Liminal Reality??
https://arxiv.org/abs/1710.03641