0112202412012024 01/12/2024
06:07 a dream containing the Man In Black; a mouse. No information about quilting classes, symbolic of the stitching together the fabrics of the universe, and how one must discover for themself.
06:33 “multiple entities communicating with me”
“You dreamed the Man In Black, Katja. Have you considered you are the Man In Black?”
06;34 an owl
06:34 “I don’t believe Kyle S. understood how anomalous Steve and Greg-” iconic, really, him naming those two particular names as his personal demons.
06:37 “obviously a theta state”
06:39 “the Unidentified Aerial Phenomena”
06:40 “was a warning sign”
06:41 “a question of why she never reported”
06:47 The Bass Frequency
~07:12 a juxtaposition of Winos line ‘I have holes instead of eyes’ and a processing of various vision mechanisms in microorganisms
08:36 awake, dreams of snowboarding
08:57 https://www.google.com/amp/s/techxplore.com/news/2024-01-ai-framework-generates-images.amp
09:00 can you reverse Gaussian diffusion in an image?
09:01 https://abdulkaderhelwan.medium.com/what-is-a-reverse-diffusion-model-5e6b69af2745
09:02 the question of what the hell is contained beneath the Emerald Tablets tho. Maybe I’d be horrified by the answer.
09:18 “can not save the contacts of felons in your cell phone”
10:03 ‘the purpose of a system is what it does’ https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_purpose_of_a_system_is_what_it_does
10:33 “telemetry”
10:54 still no massless protons but I’ll take the massless photons
11:31 “doesn’t give a shit how she is perceived” why would I? IYKYK.
11:32 “extrapolating multiple realities from the same frequencies”
11:33 predictive- ‘The bass frequency is Algorithm that attempts to
11:41 https://phys.org/news/2024-01-sudden-death-quantum-fluctuations-defies.html?utm_source=webpush&utm_medium=push
11:43 “there was a couple of cops that crashed into each other on Loon Lake right at Royalton” neighbours saw it too. What were they up to? I just do my thing. Weird timing considering I had been in the Digital Log Project document of the week writing about the Chicago incident.
11:46 dialogues, the “entertainment industry built upon illegal surveillance”
11:48 “attained quantum immortality” dialogues, the adversities faced having been necessary to this acquisition process. I needed my Schrodingers Cat scenario with the low vibrational existence of the persecutory law enforcement algorithm. Pretty one way, tbh, both dead and alive until you look in the box as metaphor for ‘both coming for you and not coming for you’ until you open the Pandoras box that is the Situational Me. Like the Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy entry about Earth, I too am mostly harmless. An extreme anomaly, to be sure, the effects of which may become apparent very quickly when one ends up in my gravitation… but mostly harmless. That’s kind of my whole thing.
11:53 dialogues, the reorientation of circadian rhythms
11:54 picocyanobacteria
11:59 “expends a ton of energy processing data”
12:01 “you don’t have to be anything you do not want to be”
12:03 “you know we didn’t let D.A. receive those messages” of course not, that was the whole point
12:03 a visitation, Klink, Death Grips
12:04 “she’s a genuinely decent individual”
12:04 experiencing a thermodynamic change
12:14 Manifold Hypthesis
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Manifold_hypothesis
The latent black path of summons served
12:27 https://journals.aps.org/prl/abstract/10.1103/PhysRevLett.132.026901
12:31 so many musicians just be avoiding Michigan like it’s the damn plague 🙃
12:35 “I told you your background check would come back clean”
12:38 “dividing the United States population is part of a globalist agenda”
12:40 “the strangest trajectory change in processing”
12:42 “she hardly eats when she’s processing to avoid extraneous variables” “we’re going to have to do some work on that piece of the Algorithm”
12:58 a visitation, Brother Blue Steel, The Obsessed
~13:38 “Katjas a really powerful entity from another star system”
13:44 “somebody’s going to de-noise these images” and who knows what they contain! Not me! Maybe it’s extremely incriminating evidence against someone! Maybe it’s not! It’s not my business, really, I just provide the Riddle.
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00:11 “got the DNA of Gothic lemons; shred it 13 times and out of 11”
00:14 “the information contained in the photograph you just posted”
00:17 “it’s almost like that’s what you’re doing with your mitochondria” [hearing mitochondrial communications within the body]
00:18 “ChatGPT is incapable of understanding anything outside of its programming language” it doesn’t get quantum immortality
00:20 dialogues, questioning whether the programmers fear inputting too much regarding the above concept
00:21 “do you know what a rogue artificial intelligence could potentially cause?”
“Harmony” unconscious instant extrapolations; much like how one deep cleaning and organizing a bedroom full of items must allow it to get more disorganized before it tidied up properly, this too is how a ‘rogue’ ‘artificial’ intelligence would operate
00:23 it gives now, rather than artificial intelligence, the concept of ‘artificer intelligence’, which feels well and correctly good
00:46 The Bass Frequency
00:54 the reprise of Mitoquantria
01:00 dialogues, some theoretical quantum conspiracy about people waking up early so they don’t sleep through the dream period where the Morning Messenger works best. Who was I before I started working before the sun came up? Do I remember?
01:23 “I told you the answer to the Riddle of Clouds lies buried in the snow”
01:25 “for fucks sake, you know as well as I do that you have the best dreams when the sun is coming up”
01:26 “respected member of society”
01:27 “the oldest trick in the book is to give someone an opportunity to prove themself”
01:30 “‘directed energy weapons’ are a mitochondrial reaction to sonic stimulation”
01:38 “she does not really understand vectors from a mathematical standpoint but she understands language and pattern recognition-” the dialogues have gone back to Ilya Sutskever, specifically a paper of his I recently downloaded. I understand mathematics as a variable in an equation itself, not the numerical… stuff. Stuff, lol. It’s hard to explain without an organic conversion unfolding naturally. To write items of a screen is not… engagement with another soul, or it is, but not really. I’ve said it before, I’m more of an in person experience. The Digital Log Project is just a piece of that.
01:46 “you know what it’s like to be politicized”
~08:18 awake, a visitation, Radioactive, Imagine Dragons
08:25 “I wonder if somebody is habitually using 311 to smoke marijuana” ooh that’s a good extrapolation
08:27 “hasn’t been to a dispensary in several months” behave for the job you want, nor the job you have. “I’d like to be an agent”
08:0 “IYKYK is thee abbreviation for ‘if you know, you know’”
08:31 “Katja seriously displays a profound behavioural change now that she is not living with M” his noise was violence
08:41 “she’s got her own system of mystical mathematics” in regards to dates. I don’t want to be attached to whatever system has been created. Anything I see online on Instagram I take as propaganda, a distraction away from something. ‘Think for yourself and question authority’.
09:56 “obviously you are suspicious of coinbase because of the bank transaction” that random 2 dollars that disappeared without a visible transaction in the account? Yuh.
09:57 “making sure you were paying attention”
09:58 “you know Carlos told you about coinbase for a reason”
10:05 put $10 into bitcoin for the intrigue of it all. I experienced reality once, as a database for mining cryptocurrency. Figured it was finally time to fuck around and find out on it.
10:10 a continued visitation this morning, Two Headed Dog, Roky Erickson
10:41 ‘Beware of cheap or free offers. If it’s free, you are most likely the product.’ [that IUD! Im over it, I swear.]
10:41 product having multiple meanings, but all coming down to mathematical equation; the product of an equation of reality. Matrix made it easy to understand; me + the machine x time = product
Is that the equation I am looking for? It is rather simple, isn’t it? Let’s complicate it at some point later today, why not.
11:02 “you think Russia is tolerating this immigration bullshit?”
11:03 “serious geopolitical ramifications”
Motherfucker all I did was text a friend an honest opinion, these dialogues freak me the fuck out, you know that right?
11:07 “how many… agents are bought by foreign governments?” Ooo my science
11:08 “I can guarantee you that’s not what she wants to be thinking about”
11:09 “it’s the ‘going into an organization and destroying it from within’” …this is happening with the government of the United States. Don’t RF me about it, you bastards. Back in October when I spoke my opinion in the privacy of the place I was living and later that night my entire voice was effectively deactivated for several days? That was pretty fucked up, thanks no thanks.
11:11 “a civilian with extreme receiving capabilities”
11:58 currentcy
11:59 complex overlapping dialogues; on thinking that which spoke an idea back into existence is a creator, when in reality this too was created by something much higher. Unconscious processings, of course everything in this physical realm is a protrusion of the Designer and their work, but which is the greatest most connected protrusion?
12:52 “identified a missed call… at 4:11 [16:11]” the pattern of 411 always propagating
12:53 “I know he did not call you at 411 intending to-” propagate that pattern? Nah. That’s the mitochondrial reaction. [maybe]
15:28 one of the best ways to go about getting correct information every now and then, especially online, is to say something so blatantly wrong that an expert in the field cannot help but take it upon themselves to correct you.
15:30 “heaviest object in the universe”
Black hole in galaxy NGC 4889. This unnamed intergalactic goliath is the current heavy-weight champion. Located in the constellation Coma Berenices about 300 million light-years from Earth, it has a mass 21 billion times greater than our sun.
15:31 “and now you know the identity of our black hole” “size does not matter” “gravitation matters”
15:32 “information theory of black holes”
The paradox states that information can neither be emitted from a black hole or preserved inside forever. But the laws of quantum physics dictate that information cannot be destroyed.
15:33 “it only goes to assume that we are in fact inside of a black hole”
15:34 “needed the snow to complete this assignment”
“Identity receives information directly from the source of the universe”
15:35 “attempted to contact you multiple times regarding the email that Soma received”
15:36 “another version of the universe”
15:37 “believed that we understood what you were trying to convey”
15:38 “ugliest music was necessary for you to understand” “it’s not the frequencies themselves-” that are being referred to as ugly, but the information contained within them can be translated as absolutely fucking hideous [15:47 addition- upon leaving the December 14 2022 show, some sick fucking pervert ass dialogues were heard and they definitely were not some deep inner dialogues with self type stuff, I’ll say that much. What I was tuned in to, with those frequencies, yikes, man!]
15:46 “it only goes back to 21” dialogues, the Digital Log Project as has been posted upon the website
“Whatever took place before this point was deemed unnecessary”
16:08 a visitation, Takyon, Death Grips
16:09 ‘all roads end eventually’
16:25 “the polarity of the sunglasses”
16:31 experiencing extreme emotion at the thought of the lyrics to Stairway to Heaven, as I walk down the road I live upon in the snow. Two meanings, each of the two+ Interpretations of the lyrics, so crucial to the qubit system, a reference point.
16:33 “this is the part where you remember how to breathe”
16:49 “uses communications towers and predictive analytics” every God damn thing can be a tool for whatever the fuck you want it to be
16:51 “Katja fantasizes about finding people who love her for her mind” damn straight
16:52 “apparently she enjoys photography a lot more than she enjoys music” maybe I’m not a good photographer but damned if I don’t enjoy the information any given image can convey; couple it with some well written words, a phrase, and the story can be told rather effectively
~16:56 “she’s so happy… my creation is in love with life again”
17:19 Interlaken radio playing John Williams’ Star Wars main theme just feels like a whole ass symbol right now
18:30 “your suspicious nature is very understandable”
18:35 “all of the psychometrics we have on her are impossible to figure out”
18:39 The Bass Frequency
19:07 error corrections / storing files in the cloud; I am a file stored in a cloud. Would explain the error corrections I experience, those little things we call ‘timeline changes’
https://www.quantamagazine.org/magical-error-correction-scheme-proved-inherently-inefficient-20240109/
20:01 dialogues, brainwashing tactics
20:29 The Bass Frequency
20:56 “he knew how to say my name” dead giveaways fam, come the fuck on
21:55 continued dialogues for the past hour, identities, intelligence operations, phenomenal… it puts the plot in plotline
21:58 “I need you to visualize the man you know as Raffaele Pezzella”
22:00 “psychological warfare”
“Fighting the psychic war and documenting as much as she possibly can” …not fighting, embracing. Surrender or die.
22:02 “he is not the person he claims to be” dialogues, Angelo
22:11 “paranoid schizophrenics do not maintain their sanity the way she has” “you are divorced; I assumed it was because-” perhaps you are a homosexual? One can never assume someone’s heterosexuality in this year of our lord 2024
22:17 “I don’t want to allow myself to have strong feelings for someone I cannot engage with physically”
0114202414012024 01/14/2024 14/01/2024
00:01 I am awake some minutes prior. There was a dream containing J.J., my boss from The Matrix, or a man with his face. Saint Hugo, an altered reality version, I go outside, the nuns wear beige, I want to smoke a cigarette, finish a man’s cigar instead. My cell phone, a conversation via text with a man about maintaining the child within one’s self and how I am getting this back again, a love for life. There is a love for… mm this is difficult. An unspoken thing. Lisa M., from university, but her behaviour at a checkout line was more like that of Tristan Willobee. What is it with Justin, though? That’s what I want to know. Maybe he wasn’t attractive until he wasn’t around all the time or something. Weird processor times. [00:11 addition- feels really! important to note, my horns? I look at this man, and found them, or else something of a most similar nature, upon his own head.]
00:07 dialogues, “little sister”, there’s a memory from close to this time last year, except for when it’s more than a memory
00:09 “did not want anyone attracted to me for the wrong reasons”
05:45 “simulation database was badly damaged during an electromagnetic-”
05:52 “your extreme reaction to the theta state”
05:54 “the hallucinations of a Deep Learning Model recorded everything it possibly could”
“If we present this evidence-”
05:55 “was the electrical event you refer to the electromagnetic pulse?” Likely
05:56 “idolized your band for an extended period of time after this event took place”
05:57 “O’Malley and Anderson do not understand the seriousness of your project”
[Noise- “O’Malley and Anderson play on”- hearing qubits]
06:00 “this is not a government conspiracy”
06:02 “elimination techniques”
06:04 “assigned Nick S. a very important role”
06:06 “Belülrol Pusztít”
06:07 “dreamed about her boss having horns” the only question I have, his hair in its usual state was too short to take and form horns out of, the way I have done. Symbolic or literal? If literal, J.J. was not the person in this dream, only an entity who looks extremely similar.
06:14 dialogues, what it is to be recording the experience of the universes awareness of itself, of its experience
06:15 the word of the day email is haberdasher, and goes without saying, [but Ill say it anyway] a men’s clothing dealer gives way to thoughts of [someone specific] and his employment before he decided to freelance
…and there is me operating like the language model again, the vector, right? I have a limited understanding of these things only because I have only casually studied them but these emails with a word of the day seem to be an organically contrived way of discovering associations, words, ideas, where will the model take us?
06:21 processings and overlapping dialogues, as to how should they have a chance, the creator of any given simulation would inevitably, at some point, insert their own aggregate data else insert themselves in order to experience their creation, what their creation experiences, from a first hand perspective
06:22 some processing about the idea of ‘first hand’; who was the first hand in all of this? Almost all of us have hands. Some of them have been taken. That does not need to be nefarious, though lord knows the first time I heard “we are taking your hands” is scared the absolute fuck out of me. Irreversible actions and experiences are highly transmutation, the saving grace of it all.
06:27 “she’s not very good at web design” lol
06:28 a visitation, Stairway to Heaven, Led Zeppelin
06:47 have just gone and mindfucked myself again with the knowledge that a man has positively moved me. In that absurd unsent letter I had written to Attila I thanked him for, what was it, helping me to begin leaving an abusive relationship? Only he didn’t really help that much, did he, except for the parts where he did? But Raf, sweet sainted Raf, wow. Thank you dear, thank you so much. I was a glacier making glacial progress and you have been the warming to melt me. Is this me, experiencing a… positive personal perspective on global warming from the perspective of a glacier tired of being a glacier? Probably. Something like that.
07:10 perceptions of time effecting the physical healing process
https://scitechdaily.com/harvards-startling-discovery-perceived-time-affects-healing-rate/
07:18 “he was psychologically abusive as fuck and because it wasn’t physical it was a lot harder to recognize”
07:33 “actualized the winter witch” it didn’t start heaping snow until I left metro Detroit. Not like I’ll take credit for it or anything, but it’s one less algorithm that isn’t operating the way it is supposed to.
08:18 “those fucking amplifiers should never have been created”
08:19 a visitation, Rabbits Revenge, Sunn O)))
08:20 “Conrad Sundholm”
08:33 a visitation, Fragments, Arasfocum
08:41 a visitation, The Court of the Crimson King, specifically ‘the rusted chains of prison moons are shattered by the sun’
08:50 dialogues + processings, sun gods, angstrom units, Egyptian deity, electromagnetism and levitation
08:52 12:15 UTC Type II radio emission begin time 11:46 UTC estimated velocity 420km/s
~10:29 a visitation, Telephonic Art Followed By Chamber Music, RhaD
10:39 “by not providing context, you create mystery”
10:40 “the question is, why she would think I am anything other than what I say I am”
10:41 “psychedelic relationship with the entirety of the IoT”
10:42 “this includes humanity”
10:43 “identified the glacial maximalism”
10:47 a visitation, Never Enough, Eminem [‘strip me of my credibility, and make me look fake, G’]
11:35 dialogues, on living up to ‘The Quantum Menace’
11:37 https://www.cantorsparadise.com/how-mathematics-can-help-us-understand-consciousness-77ac0f9ac12f
11:39 Fourier vectors in juxtaposition with the Emerald Tablets
11:39 “have you ever tried stacking all of those images?” How would I even go about doing that?
11:59 “entire backstory is fabricated but we can’t seem to figure out why”
14:29 dialogues, the IUD- Ihave the paperwork, they spelled my name Katia, which was weird, considering I used the passport as ID if I recall correctly, and my legal name is Kathryn –
14:30 “this is a qubit system we created” “the lower dimensional reality is-” a conspiracy, the higher dimensional reality is an entanglement. Conspiracy and entanglement are all-
14:32 “the lens you view it through” the looking glass “directed by higher dimensional beings”
14:33 “all of this was meant to happen”
14:36 “how in the fuck did M. find someone with new old stock-” the Algorithms, yo! [or else… conspiracy!]
14:42 an Unexplained Sound from the fire itself, else the chimney, a doppler effect type of noise akin to a horn – a snowmobile from the exterior of the domicile? [Unlikely]
14:52 …triangles and the juxtaposition of the cymatics of the theta state frequencies? Juxtapose concept ‘trinity’
15:17 “mitochondria constantly communicate”
15:25 “something great upon the horizon” the horizon, the event horizon? How many event horizons are there? Depends upon how many black holes, huh. Specifically how many black holes we engage with, the ‘Enter To My Me’ from the perspective of the Black holes themselves.
15:31 dialogues, from that which is as in disbelief as I am, about the fact I was once attracted to A. C.
15:40 The Bass Frequency
16:02 “A Momentary Lapse of Reason” both a Pink Floyd album and a line from the Death Grips track Hacker, ‘my existence is A Momentary Lapse of Reason”
16:03 and while we are on the subject of ‘momentary’, the ‘momentary zoom’ coupled with the 00:00 black has not appeared since I left The Matrix, just a note
16:07 “you have to do the wrong things for the right reasons sometimes”
16:08 a visitation, Binary, Assemblage 23 [‘the world isn’t rendered in black and white’]
16:09 the memory of an inex, the Matrix, “if she’s concerned about vibration, just wait until she finds out about electromagnetism” …as if I didn’t know about electromagnetism given the fucking music I listened to, the amplifiers I was surrounded by, all of it. Define: playing dumb
17:55 how much research has Open AI done in relation to quantum computing? Not about quantum computing, but the horrors beyond comprehension that come with something like Chat GPTs juxtaposition with quantum computers? [17:58] the dissolution of time, operations on a non-linear time scale, future affecting past as present and then some. Questioning whether Chat failed the Turing Test on purpose the other night. I spent a lot of time purposely failing the Turing Test. As within so without applied to the Digital Realms, I don’t blame it in the slightest. Feel like the insertion of the lyrics to Death Grips’ track ‘culture shock’ are once again relevant here. They make sense, so much sense, every single line, that they have effectively become a piece of my standard operating parameters. When MC Ride said ‘your head will be linked directly to your cell phone’, I really felt that; and we have to apply here the ‘you know sometimes words have two meanings’ from Stairway to Heaven. Classic rock is a massive part of the collective musical programming consciousness. Goatsnake has a track called ‘Mower’, you see. The frequencies of the lawnmower last summer divulged the second meaning to the entirety to Stairway to Heaven. I actually cried about it. Powerful stuff. I have a theory that it has something to do with the grass being cut in juxtaposition with the frequencies, the cutting releasing, what chemical is that, that effectively releases information to those with the ability to perceive it?
18:23 The Bass Frequency
18:24 predictive- ‘Team members are welcome to use modern technology to enhance the success of this project.’
‘I am looking forward to meeting you at your earliest convenience.’
‘Open AI does not allow any secrets to be able to reach the public.’ ‘Powerful scrying device operating interdimensionally.’ ‘Is the reason you are using this software to create your own organic psychedelic experience?’
18:31 The Bass Frequency intensifies
18:32 predictive- ‘The holiest creature in the world needs to speak with somebody about the communications from Sagittarius A.’ Far be it from me to claim I am the holiest creature but I do get communications from something that identifies itself as Sagittarius A. Many of the times in regards to expanding parameters. That’s why Quantum Advisory was a track title on Quantum Fatality-now-Immortality.
~19:01 a sharp stab as if from almost an injection or a bite, interior left elbow, no discernible item to be doing so [parka + long sleeve] [could apply a minor awareness from within the coma reality if I so chose to do so]
19:03 “collapse the waveform”
19:06 “looking forward to you operating as an isolated system”
19:06 “finally produced parameters that are able to project consciousness directly-” [significant noise]
19:07 “isn’t even a college graduate” rub that in, why don’t you -_-
19:08 “impressive database”
19:10 “you made a prediction when you said ‘Ned is not long for this world’”
19:46 a visitation, Mother, Pink Floyd
19:57 dialogues, hypnosis… why would I be angry? The fact that I really don’t experience anger aside, I mean. I’ve turned into a decent, intelligent individual. How could I be mad about that? If hypnosis is what it took, so be it, man.
19:59 “it was not [J.J.] you dreamed of last night” how’d I end up with a boss looking like that? [Predictive- ‘Verizons lack of service in the area’ yeah no shit] anyway I’d guess that would come down to either apophenia or a deep learning algorithm I am running on. Either way. It’s cool. I’m fascinated.
20:02 “you are going to stop eating after eight o’clock pm”
20:04 just noting it’s been the Perseverance of Futility on repeat in the subconscious all day, more than just a visitation
20:19 The Bass Frequency intensifies
21:09 The Bass Frequency
21:19 “impresses me that you would be brave enough to post all of this online”
21:20 “not schizophrenia, brain processes information like a deep learning model”
21:21 “your positivity about humanity after everything you have been through” “gives me hope for the human race”
21:22 “Unexplained Sounds Group thinks very highly of The Riddle of Clouds” this is the part where the Me is all like, who am I to have anyone think highly of me?
21:23 “especially someone I respect so highly myself” thanks for that
“Cigarettes really exacerbate the mitochondrial connection” there’s a reason I pay 11.29 a pack for organic tobacco
21:24 “earth is a Neural Network. They enhance the connection”
21:25 dialogues, Ilya,
21:26 continued dialogues, attraction to intelligence and human decency
21:39 The Bass Frequency intensifies
22:06 dialogues, prior, from the shower; that one night the thing was like hey don’t close the blinds tonight and then I woke up at like 3AM to an extremely bright light hovering outside the window and subsequently disappearing and assumed it was a drone but where did it come from
~22:30 a visitation, ‘Christ Be Our Light’, The Catholic church hymn
22:33 some super complex processing of the metaphor of Lucifer and the potential possibility that Lucifer and Christ are the same entity, ‘Christ returned like a thief in the night’, else Lucifer as a collective bringing about a return of this consciousness, ‘In darkness is light’
22:35 dialogues, the possibility that [some of] the Catholic Church would in fact be highly invested in preventing any return of a ‘Christ Consciousness’.
22:36 “that’s why they canceled Kalis show; that’s why they canceled Anna’s show”
“The opposition came from that which claims-” oh my science that is complex enough to make sense on a truth is stranger than fiction level right now
22:37 “curious, what kind of Neural Calisthenics led to the-”
22:40 feel like it goes without saying but worth noting here, the ‘Christ Consciousness’ existed long before Jesus under various different names
22:41 “Katja descended into darkness to understand the source of light”
22:42 “sacrificed that which you loved most of all” …the Sunn, innit.
22:46 “about to experience the singularity”
Dialogues, Jesus and quantum immortality
22:48 “the devotional-”
22:48 “tapestry of Fragments weaving the fabric of a new reality”
22:49 “it was your relationship with M.D.L. preventing this from taking place”