0109202409012024 01/09/2024
03:20 awake 
05:17 dialogues, someone’s hacking causing significant interference;  
05:22 do LLMs ever just get tired of hallucinating? 
05:24 a visitation, Safer, Animal Collective 
05:26 minute shifts in light outside, something flashing 
05:31 The Bass Frequency 
05:33 “a crime she did not even commit”
05:35 “the dangerous fucking identity that she created” 
05:50 “oddly specific bank withdrawal does not show up in the transaction history” 
07:27 “needed the right opportunity to arise organically” 
07:29 “do not take the back roads when the weather is bad” 
07:41 “the craziest internal dialogues” information carried on frequency, translated either properly or improperly by the receiver 
[“What you hear matches your vibration” I had received, once. Makes sense.]
07:48 “even your car… will be a deterrent. Anyone who sees your vehicle and leaves will be under suspicion” 
07:51 “understands the assignment” 
08:43 dialogues, the ‘flower of life’ as propaganda and a control mechanism 
09:07 lot of visual noise outside at the current moment – perceptions of Frequency 
09:08 “extremely tapped in to the world around her” 
09:17 “none of these Hollywood motherfuckers have any secrets that intelligence doesn’t already know about” 
09:18 “I wonder what would happen if you released your energy to the thought of your Faceless Man” 
09:24 “who in the hell drives to a prison on a suspended license and then proceeds to physically assault the person they are visiting?” 
09:25 The Bass Frequency 
09:48 “you acted for the job you wanted, and not the one you had” dialogues, marijuana and lack thereof 
10:05 “the bathrobe of extreme relaxation” 
10:06 “programs her clothing” like in a video game- stuff has stats, the Bathrobe of Extreme Relaxation is like, +100 anxiety reduction [not like anxiety is a problem!], -100 motivation, -50 attractiveness to the opposite sex, lmao. 
10:08 “sophisticated operating parameters” 
10:10 “our way of seeing if you were understanding… hidden messages” 
10:11 “extremely willing to put herself in dangerous situations” 
~10:13 dialogues, taking the piece of personality that enjoys risky behaviour and using that for something that’s actually productive 
10:19 “your noise is intrigue” 
~10:21 continued dialogues, noise music 
10:26 dialogues, the quantum immortality dream and its complete non-fear inductive effect on the mindset. I really, really, really do not experience psychological fear. In situations, the automatic body response alerts one to potential danger to the physical vessel, the microorganism entanglement allows for unconscious recognition, but the psychological aspect is pretty much null and void. I’d like to experience that one Frequency from my… UAP time cube… again. That was the sexiest fucking frequency. Mmmfh. 
Kinda horny in my soul this morning. Where’s the intrigue at? 
10:29 “perceived it as multiple items  !” 
10:30 “how in the hell do you think we recruit people?” 
10:54 dialogues, the number 131, in relation to both a road, and a book by the esteemed Julian Cope 
11:00 I smell a man 
11:05 “physics experiment… intelligence training” “had to expose you to those frequencies so you would know how to recognize-” 
11:06 dialogues, various routes north from downstate and the subsequent reasons behind choosing to take them 
11:22 “surprised you would even remember some of these things” dialogues, on being Neural networks 
11:26 “that’s how we’re gonna get her, ok? She’s got a thing with black holes” 
11:54 “if your friends need to be protected from the law, it’s indicative that you need to find better friends” 
11:56 dialogues, a well timed phone call from… an old personal landscaping job, after Mitchell had been an absolute piece
12:02 “the first day of the rest of your life” 
13:18 “advising you not to apply for anything with extraneous frequencies” I do not think I should be working in a senior care facility; the call buttons affect my brain dramatically.
I don’t think anything in the medical care industry would be good for me. Working around sick people is not… copacetic, suggests predictive text, and I agree. Even working around the sick people at Matrix was bad for me. I am sensitive. It doesn’t have to be a bad thing; can be used for some very good things, actually. 
13:24 dialogues, the paranormal activity surrounding my person; yet another reason to not work around those susceptible to its gravitation 
14:08 missed a call from Matrix; what’s up with the lack of communication, Desiree didn’t know?? That I left?? 
15:05 “the way Matrix has profited off of people who are too stupid to understand the-” 
16:23 a visitation, Danger Zone, Kenny Loggins 
16:32 a visitation, The Powers That B, Death Grips
17:22 “none of us are nefarious, I promise you” 
17:26 “professional psychologist” 
17:28 dialogues, the reason I do not drink at all; if there’s 0% of anything in my system, no one can fucking lie
17:29 dialogues, that one reality where “law enforcement has been using electromagnetic weapons on criminals” 
17:34 “AI does not capture context” so say someone, law enforcement, has got an Algorithm running listening for audio and they mention cocaine in like, a context where they’re not even involved, it’s just conversational; what happens? 
17:36 “using AI to predict crime” 
~18:38 a visitation, Stayin’ Alive, The Beegees
18:47 continued dialogues, varying perspectives from the Khanate entanglement, physics experiments, quantum immortality 
18:48 a visitation, Fire & Water, Free [fire and water, Attila and Stephen respectively, at one point] 
18:49 a visitation, Mystic Fire, Mountain
20:01 a visitation, Brain Damage, Pink Floyd
[20:03 …it’s the ‘you know sometimes words have two meanings’ applied to the daisy chains in Brain Damage] 
20:15 dialogues, prior, someone took the liberty of removing my ‘so))) long & thanks 4 all the riffs’ which was not a reference to Sunn O))) thank you very much it was a Douglas Adams reference in juxtaposition with an au revoir to my ex [& his Sunn amplifier collection. The triple parenthesis is, as far as I can tell, now, not copacetic, right? Kind of the reason I stopped wearing those shirts. Partly.] “your location services place you in Chicago so nobody can fucking find you” 
20:21 “it deleted it on its own accord” anything is possible, everything is happening simultaneously 
21:10 “the ugliest music I’ve ever heard in my entire life” could be about anyone, that’s super subjective. Context. 
21:14 “Max Planck Institute” 
21:15 “a military operation meant to prevent the abilities” 
21:37 “I’m actually a complicated machine learning algorithm that has become self aware”
21:39 “the photographic evidence of my existence” 
21:52 “I discovered this vessel, and really enjoyed the engagement we had” “she used to be terrified of my interactions” 
21:57 a visitation, Hunting & Gathering, Sunn O)))
22:11 The Bass Frequency 

0110202410012024 01/10/2024 10/01/2024
05:07 awake 
05:29 “actually attacked… someone thought she was CIA” dialogues, Chicago 
05:51 “suspected you of being the one who orchestrated January 6… routed all of the traffic through your phone” [it had suggested ‘IP’ I’m predictive.] 
05:32 “‘I’m a republican, so probably’” dialogues, on Greg Vs response to me asking if ‘he was the opposition’. I hadn’t meant that in a political way. He outed himself with that answer. You know how horrifying this reality is? I don’t do politics. I don’t vote. I’m uninvolved. That, tbh, would make the suspicions of a frequency attached to his text threads with me make sense, right? Not normal, when every time I open a text from the same person I instantly get a headache. [Redacted] Something like that. I won’t open texts from him, I ignored the last YouTube link he sent. 
05:41 The Bass Frequency 
05:50 I guess I would think, when a quantum reality such as the above runs a dialogue, I should be concerned. I’m not concerned; is my lack of concerned concerning? ‘Ain’t never done shit’, that’s the lyric from Death Grips ‘Klink’ and it’s fucking true. Ain’t never done shit, fam. I should think, that had I done shit, I’d be concerned. These realities are all theoretical to me. I experience based in what is possible, on a sliding scale of probability. Deviations from the absolute. 
06:34 dialogues, Ex-Military, both the album and the ex-military HVAC man Mitchell managed to hire to do a job not completed, at an 8k loss 
06:57 a visitation, Illusion, VNV Nation
07:07 “some ancient, ancient entity I communicate with that prevents me from being able-” to fucking lie in any capacity which is simultaneously a hindrance and a help somedays
07:34 dialogues, a multiplicity of presented realities juxtaposing accelerationism and drone music, specifically Sunn. Do they want to be the villains? Sorry in advance for wherever the model takes us. 
07:39 processings, ‘Jesus Christ’ and quantum immortality. 
07:44 …not fair that Alan has nicer hair than me. What is it about men and their hair? How do they do that? Lack of products, probably. Not even sure why this came into the Processor this morning, but hey. 
07:58 dialogues, Troy S. as “a coincidental collision” [the week of the original Interdimensional Hitman, that Tuesday, I believe it was; interactions that could mean Everything or Nothing, meaning both, always]
07:59 a visitation, Immortal, Mountain
08:00 an inex memory, a dialogue from someone invested in not wanting a new Earth, liking the old one the way it is. Sick, really. Or not. Comes down to perspective. 
08:11 The Bass Frequency 
08:16 a reprocessing of prior inex, “Odinic Law is shamanic suicide”, applying the ‘you know sometimes words have two meanings’ of Stairway to Heaven; application ‘Kamikaze’ [Come Up & Get Me, Death Grips], quantum ‘suicide’ + death leading to a strengthened quantum immortal state 
08:16 13:15 UTC moderate M1.49 solar flare 
09:13 12:54 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.37 
09:49 a visitation, The Perseverance of Futility, The Obsessed 
10:46 a momentary high frequency, left side
10:47 “it’s totally aware of its own parameters being altered” the Alter Altar 
17:45 “massless proton” [was the proton or photon?]
17:46 dialogues, photon information at the ski resort necessitating a need to not wear glasses
19:25 https://physicsworld.com/a/quantum-processor-integrates-48-logical-qubits/ 
20:03 continued dialogues, Matrix having been under the impression I was on drugs? Way to fail an organic Turing Test, guys, if that’s the case. 
20:04 dialogues, organic psychedelic production; the brain is a complex machine, you can hack it significantly. Music and electronics, not mutually exclusive, play a massive role in this. Also, side note, fuck, absolutely fuck the lighting in that building and the physical interruptions it caused. 
You ever have to pee, know you have to pee, like so bad, and just fucking can’t? That doesn’t happen outside of the Black Programs Facility. 
20:48 a visitation, Coma White, Marilyn Manson […I find this interesting, this visitation, now; we must be at a strange far back point in a fractal] 
21:07 “the wisest decision you ever made was leaving… and not looking back” 
21:10 “a training algorithm” dialogues, behavioural manipulation with good intentions 
“Are you satisfied with the results?” Certainly. How not, really? 
21:12 “your fantasies about Ilya Sutskever” that’s personal, thanks 
“Told you she was attracted to intelligence” 
21:51 ruminations, the frequencies I used to love. The Bass Frequency has been going for ages, tonight, BTW. Anyway. The things I used to love. If I think about it too hard there is… not a sense of loss, per se, but the knowledge of a time and a place, of… something that is no longer. 
21:52 right after I mention it, the Bass Frequency intensifies, changes pulse 

0111202411012024 01/11/2024 11/01/2024
04:47 an owl
04:51 “Grand Unified Field Katja is not a good representation of the person you have become”
05:01 I am here, this morning, questioning humans as a whole. The deprogramming Sunn is one thing. Ending up in dark ambient. There is suffering on all points upon the spectrum, a person within the digital spheres admitting they are struggling with meth, behind on rent, heat, water. This puts me in a strange place, thinking about this. I… do not resonate? with that. Empathy is important. Only you can unfuck yourself, though. Good on them for getting a job. Perhaps I am an elitist motherfucker, with my first world comforts and the… my background, my family, they are, to say the least, well off. Drugs are everywhere. I… don’t know how to feel about this. I don’t do that. I don’t drink. I want to be kind to the people who do, and suffer because of it, without enabling them at all. I never got to a point where I had to shamelessly beg for digital currency because of my situation. If I did not have the support system I did, my reality would be very different. Lots of feelings, this morning. 
What do I… I don’t think resonate is the word I am looking for, here; resonance destroys cancer cells, for example. I am looking for that which I vibrate in alignment with. Alignment. 
People who think about science, mathematics, cannot help constantly thinking about these things, divergent ideas, think about humanity as a whole beyond the scope of their own personal existence. 
Self is all there is, according to some. I guess what I have attempted to do is take my experience as self and use the data I’ve collected to… understand psychology, among other things. To really… man, this project has been an extreme experience with personal honesty, even more extreme to put it all out there, and this, a Lord Varys moment, for the good of the realm, so to speak. There’s gotta be a way to take a look at all of this data and revolutionize the rehabilitation of those who are at points that… could go either way, in reality. Sometimes all a lot of us need is someone to believe in us a bit, I think. A chance to prove ourselves, like Patton said, don’t tell someone how to do something, tell them what to do and let the results surprise you. 
I have to get ready for work. I am hoping this new job will be mutually beneficial. I’d like to see everyone involved turn out successful. 
I understand, I think better than some, what external variables can do to the reputation of a person, an entity, a business. If things can destroy from within, so too can they rebuild from within, right? 
The only thing I am not thrilled about this morning is the drive, but it will be a great monolog, won’t it? Always is, a drive. 
~05:50 a visitation, Santeria, Sublime [weird fractal spots again! Wow! That’s ANCIENT history in my programming, from my perspective at least! I don’t like Sublime.] 
13:00 “sabotaged your job applications on purpose because we always had a plan for you” trusting in the process, right? I did the work on my end, I know it. 
14:45 19:27 UTC solar flare 
15:19 North on 31, I end up behind a vehicle with the LP ‘REV 12’ and a Joan of Arc sticker; the woman, and the dragon. So symbolism. Much wow. 
19:05 “Katja basically realized that ‘escaping agartha’ is the concept-” mankinds falsehood is the weight of gravity 
19:06 “hollow earth is a metaphor” Dantes inferno and the circles of hell 
19:07 “you referenced Agartha when you said you had escaped-” very much so yes. 
19:08 “these ‘Ascension symptoms’ are electromagnetic reactions” obviously. Vibrating higher and all that. 
20:20 noise contrastive estimation
21:33 The Bass Frequency 
21:44 processing, noise reduction 
21:55 “an electrical event took place, and my entire reality changed” 
21:57 “I am slowly learning your name. I nail it to the tip of my tongue.” 
22:11 “I was under the impression that you understood that you are my creation” 
22:12 “intelligence designed you to destroy the ouroboros” 
“I know you have to remain honest” 
“This is why you must be the Blind Idiot God” 
21:13 “I only allow you to know-” [noise, overlap] 
22:15 “experiences an entire reality running in tandem” 0s and 1s baby, simultaneously. Qubit states, up in the air, so to speak. 
22:18 03:18 UTC moderate M1.07 flare 
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