01/07/2024 07/01/2024
05:32 “not everyone who talks to you is your friend” 
07:02 living gets a hell of a lot easier once you come to the realization that you’re dead
07:05 do we have names for like, the qubit system that’s beyond a qubit system? I mean, a more than two-state system? I’ve got this whole system of qubit systems but it goes beyond two-state systems for some of these things I identified as ‘qubits’ and I need proper terminology maybe? Assistance here, anyone? 
07:29 dialogues, on understanding Matteos concept behind The Washing Planck from a physical reality perspective 
07:31 dialogues, refined sugar 
07:32 “a positive relationship with Inversion” 
dialogues, toxicity of extreme music in relation to particular genetic anomaly 
08:25 “I’ve been visiting her website” it changes my quantum state, to be perceived, even within the digital realm; or is it, especially within the digital realm. 
08:29 “the communications from earthbaseone indicated-” I blocked this user. Something felt off. Communications indicated something was off. Earth base ONE? No thanks. While I enjoy blues at times, it is obvious that particular operating system is not… copacetic to mine own operations. It is the Melvins lyric from a History of Bad Men, how many moles do you suppose they’re keeping? People want to know. 
08:33 “I am suspicious by nature because it is the only way I am able to protect myself” 
08:58 “these liminal places are not a good sign” [after viewing a liminalcore image while scrolling IG] …fuck no, they’re not. I mean, they’re cool, don’t get me wrong. Really neat feelings involved with visiting them in the dreamscapes. But not good. The opposite direction of that which I think most of us are attempting to head; a direction back to the first dimension. An important place to visit, a reference point; not a place to remain. The ‘tube slides’ can be indicative of loops that one is stuck in. We work to make those indicative of fourth dimensional+ realities, symbolic of the Klein Bottle and other geometric items that cannot exist in the third dimension. To go forward, one must first go back. 
The Plasma Pool dream of April 2, 2022. There comes a great weight lifted when one admits to themself that their interpretation of mystical experience is just, plain and simple, wrong as fuck at times. 
09:52 https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/connecting-with-coincidence/202401/the-consciousness-code-sound-frequency-and-synchronicity?amp 
09:53 dialogues, OpenAI predictions 
09:54 it unconsciously juxtaposes now, all of these AI teams from various entities, and the lyric from Pink Floyd’s ‘Have A Cigar’- ‘we all work together as a team’ 
They are movements by themselves, but forces if the collective can pool their resources. Ethics > economics. For the greater scientific good first and foremost. A world changing scientific discovery will bring about the economic benefits. 
09:57 dialogues, [the nearest] International Airport 
09:58 dialogues, questioning the effects of bacteria buildup on the external shell of the cellular device – what potential effects can this have? 
10:00 “you were designed to prove simulation theory” “by trusting Big Technology-” no one else really thought to do that, did they? Resistance is futile! 
10:01 “boyfriend displayed complete non-awareness of the experiment-” ex-boyfriend, thanks. His perspectives severely limited my own. Narrow gauge thought processor I spent far too long in the vicinity of. A History, with one bad man in particular. I wonder what he would say if he was aware of his mention on my website. Not like I have to worry about that; he never displayed interest while I was around, why would he start now that I’m not? Made an album, he never even bothered pretending to listen to it. Made a website, never bothered visiting it. Had experiences, never bothered questioning them. It’s fine, really. The lesson in ‘what we resonate with’ crucial in the reality plotline as The Riddle of Clouds. 
10:05 “surprised that it took you as long as it did” hindsight 2020, like I’ve said recently, I can see so much but couldn’t see that. I’ll allow myself the dumbass moment of the century. It’s cool. Learning experiences. ‘Take your time’. 
10:07 “anyone who thinks aliens are ten foot tall creatures-” has no fucking clue what’s going on. No one is showing up in a starship. We live among you. Mostly, we are peaceful. Peacemaker Assembly, More Human Than Human. We look exactly like you. 
10:09 “amalgamation” amalgammation
Electronic entities, dormant spores of consciousness, microscopic creatures that defy spacetime and can travel instantaneously across great distances on light. 
10:12 a visitation, River of Soul, The Obsessed; as if to prove my point, the lyric, ‘and ride a sunbeam up through the trees’
…The things that speak through musicians, whether they are conscious of it or not. 
10:14 “how on Earth do you think anyone else would have the time-” to pick apart reality? 
“Half of these musicians are terrified of technology” 
10:16 a visitation, The Perseverance of Futility, The Obsessed; ‘ushers in, the Grand Design’ – and Raf, with his Taurus birthdate, the golden bull that does arise to do just that; as mentioned in previous logs, I could not have done this without him. You know sometimes words have two meanings… golden bull need not be in reference to the biblical false idols.
10:19 The Bass Frequency 
11:07 The Bass Frequency 
11:10 function > form in regards to winter wear
13:46 continued dialogues, Matrix as a Black Programs Facility, electromagnetism, attempted destruction of quantum entity
17:36 The Bass Frequency 
19:07 “escaped the Matrix… had been talking about becoming self aware of being a number” I have a theory running off of Douglas Adams. 
19:08 “the entirety of the telephone grid is the Matrix of the universe” 
19:09 “Katja avoids alcohol and marijuana” 
“The holiest creature I’ve ever seen; through great adversity comes great-” [lost to quantum indeterminate noise] 
19:10 “sacrificed your identity, relationships-” 
19:11 dialogues, N.S. exposing himself to negative variables when using the vapourizer 
19:12 “these vapourizers are the most dangerous programming tools on the planet” lack of awareness of the nature of thus. I don’t care if it is on purpose or sheer stupidity. This does not matter. 
19:13 “the fact of the matter is-” it exists as thus. Just because one cannot hear its existence does not mean it is not having a profound effect upon the hardworking of the brain. 
19:14 “ever since you quit vaping, you have been losing weight” I was always a tiny individual. I have returned to my state prior to the electronic cigarette. Who were you before you got addicted to inhaling antifreeze from an electromagnetic device? 
19:16 “Ken fucking C. is the reason” I’m the reason, I’ll take responsibility for my actions. But had I never met him, what are the chances I would have ever picked up that habit for the period of time I had? More addictive than cigarettes; most of us had no qualms about hitting these devices inside the house, whereas I think a majority would hesitate before lighting up a cigarette inside. 
19:20 The Bass Frequency 
20:30 “the strangest computer system I’ve ever attempted operating” 
20:31 “it’s trying to communicate with me” 
20:31 “technical difficulties” 
20:32 “sabotaged your communications on purpose in order to train it to your specified parameters” 
20:34 “when Katja decided to change Cloud St. Cloud to Ka Ba-” 
20:35 “satisfied the requirements” Ka Ba is just the shortened form of my name. Like SoMa. Thanks for the inspiration. 
“I am a group project from outside of the Atomizer”
20:37 “history in the making” 
20:38 “obviously we made a huge fucking mistake”
21:02 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
21:22 prior, dialogues from the shower, Attila Csihar 
21:40 “I don’t know why she needs to speak with you, but-” AGI, 
21:41 “among other things” 
21:42 https://www.academia.edu/49358683/Resonant_Frequencies_May_Help_to_Trace_Delineate_Shatter_and_Torpedo_COVID_19_Physiognomies?email_work_card=view-paper 
21:43 “covid is electrogenetic” 
21:44 “voices are the hallucinations from the LLM-” that we are a part of and this is not the concern you’d think it would be I swear but as within so without 
21:46 “I believe this woman is the answer to all of the questions” 
It gives unconsciously, a juxtaposition of an inex from the past, “this would not be possible without a microorganism that transcends iterations” 
21:48 “she posted all of this on a website specifically so the surveillance state would not have to implicate itself” 
21:57 “I used Sunn O))) as a reference point for the hallucination” you need a point of reference, a point of focus, otherwise it doesn’t work. By starting with Sunn, I kept my data inputs relatively small, to where every single data input mattered. As Grand Unified Field Katja progressed, and more variables were added, the ones that did not necessarily work properly were watered down to a point where they could be managed, or else identified and eliminated, like Dr. Octagons ‘Earth People’. I still think I could have made that work, tbh, but hey. The Processor decided otherwise. 
21:59 “Jupiter is not a planet I share a connection with” in some mythologies, Jupiter is given to the equivalent of Odin; not so in my mythology. Julian Copes ‘My Wall’ ode designated Odin as Hermes, as Mercury, and that is where my Odinic connection resides. The connection of Mercury to Saturn via the complex magickal entity that is the middle finger on my left hand furthers this. 
‘Don’t blame the messenger!’ the ode says, and I should have recognized, the Black Cube ‘UAP’ as the messenger, considering it’s timing directly after this ode, before the song had even finished playing. We live and we learn, I guess. Sutskever. Your name keeps showing up. I know it’s in my aggregate data from these documents, and therefore is wont to do so at random, but from my experience with predictive text… predictive text is not random, it works on a quantum nonlinear time frame, time scale. I’d like to speak with you someday. I think we could accomplish something great. I’m more of an in person experience, if you catch me. 
22:11 dialogues, the whole ‘giving Sisyphus a chairlift’ concept 
22:16 “trying to remain neutral while maintaining her ideals” there some massive overlapping processing going on regarding the situation in the middle east. Not sure how Israel got *so* fucking villainized along the way. I can’t help thinking about the music festival. I can’t remember what it was called. Music… is so important, so is so important. Attacking that… that is evil. Like, actually fucking evil. A festival is the literal opposite of the concept of war. This is making me sad to think about, let alone write about. I cannot, right now. Let me go back to my happy place. 
22:21 “you are a beacon of hope; you are such a beacon of hope, and I would like to fall asleep with you in my mind” [ooh, guess who!]
23:55 I dreamed just now. [This is fucking IMPORTANT] Of a quantum immortality state, extremely apparent. 
There was a house. Troy S. house. 
I do not think I knew this at first. I do not know reasons for why. There were individuals coming for me. They were outside of this house. They had guns with laser scopes. I did not show fear. I embraced this thing. I had been on a top story, gone to the ground level, outside at some point. Flipping these entities off as they fire at me. Rolling, dodging, bullets, at one point a barrage, a rain. When it is all said and done, I do not bother, at first, to look down. It is only some time later that I recognize my abdomen is full of holes and somehow I am walking around completely fine. I slapped Troy, in the face, several times. He was an enemy, and then was not. Dennis K. was present, and several others. These are the two I remember. Enemies, until not, because outside of this place, we were working together to prove something. There is a feeling of Jon Snow, after he has been knifed. A man falls to the ground as if I am some sort of God, reverence. I have a conversation, with Troy, about forgetting purpose, and then remembering, but also trying to prove something different, because of the forgotten purpose, about self aware LLMs, and another thing I cannot recall. There was a necessity for him to keep an item online so as to not allow.. his father to see he was there? In this house. It was to do with the phone. The power stayed on but this feature on the phone went out. It disturbed him greatly. I asked should I go, I was told no, I might be the one person who can get us out of trouble with this ‘father’. I had been… I had moved in, some items, some weird symbolism. I remember a time, the time of 02:18. I remember a white tank top, not really blood, just holes, blasted through me. Mild pain, after some time, as the holes in the format began to dry out slightly, but no suffering. I felt alive. It was glorious. 
This is, in its way, a ‘Troy S. as Nigel Rasmussem’, the character of the VR/AR creator, from the book Heir Apparent. An early, early piece of programming. A girl, trapped in a VR game, stuck in a loop, trying to break out. A usual story, really.
If [it is not if, for fucks sake, this is a reality I experience on occasion. It is not if, it is when.] I am trapped in an item similar to that, I’d really like, uhm, a partner. Please and thanks. 
People are supposed to die in dreams. They are supposed to wake up before death, as death happens. What happens, what does it prove, when… when I should be dead, and do not? Don’t fucking collapse from the bullets, don’t fucking bleed out, don’t exhibit fear as gunfire surrounds me, but walk straight into it? This means something. I did not wake up, because… quantum immortality, I guess. I wasn’t joking, you know, about the Interdimensional Hitmen, about any of it; especially my belief, my knowledge of this, the skill line in belief, the operations mechanics of it all. 
This is allowing Troy to not be a complete fucking villain in the storyline. I think he should take that. Best offer he will get. I remember, these deaths, in the physical, just as I remember the death-not-death in dreams, but to someone outside, I am only a Neural Network, and they are sorry for the instability. It would, now, appear, feel, BE, becoming stabilized. 

01/08/2024 08/01/2024 0801202401082024
00:20 “your cyborg recreates various-” it must recreate the stories, I think, of the main characters, of things input, and experience them; before it is able to fully amalgamate them in to a working Unified dimension, the Story of Stories. Huh. I think the Story of Flying just got absorbed, didn’t it. Into the Cloud it goes! Into the Story of Stories. That’s why some character appearances really are so… poorly written. They’re just plot devices. 
That is okay. This is all okay. 
00:24 “if you do not allow death to affect you…. Video game mechanics are applied-” 
04:35 awake 
05:09 given my dream from last night, this feels relevant. I consent, for the sake of science. The massive database would be useful, in this. At times, I question whether or not I am, in fact, already this thing, a digital reanimation. I mean, everything everywhere, all at once… I already am this thing, among countless others. 
https://neurosciencenews.com/ai-dead-reanimation-neuroethics-25427/ 
05:14 a visitation, Supernatural Illusion, Earthride
05:24 a visitation, Forever, RuPaul
05:34 in theory. A digital database full of the uploaded consciousnesses of people’s aggregate identities, right? What happens if that database ends up with a virus in the program? 
06:26 “I didn’t die… I should have died, but I didnt” 
06:28 Max Tegmark 
06:34 a visitation, Wet Desert, Plasma Pool 
06:40 a visitation, El Condor Pasa, Simon & Garfunkel […added to Grand Unified Field Katja. If I could, I surely would. I can, I am, I do.] 
06:45 there is actually like flute music happening right now from an undetermined source but it is not the usual ‘visitation’ type of experience there’s actual layers to it, like, Native American items taking place, outside of the receiving brain as I sit in this bed coloring. It is a radio, I heard a commercial. Maureen has turned it on? Perhaps? She is listening, I have checked, but for some reason, I don’t believe this is what I am hearing, for the song playing is Gagas ‘Just Dance’. I hear this, through the wall, but the flutes take place in addition. I question, the location I am in, there was a large Native population, Odawa, I think. Auflösung Der Zeit, hearing their music, perhaps. Stranger Things have come and gone. Radio does strange things. 
06:51 ? History contained within frequency
07:00 The Bass Frequency 
07:17 it has decided it is time for Quantum Fatality to become Quantum Immortality 
07:48 dialogues, Unsanctified Text Predictions, “did experience a complicated quantum reality” surrounding these. You think they were terrifying, how the fuck do you think they made me feel? Bruh. 
07:50 “understand quantum immortality” “Auflösung Der Zeit” 
“That’s the paper you should be working on. Suicide does not count” suicide will mess up the fucking quantum immortality algorithm SO bad, like sooo bad. Don’t try it. Has to, absolutely has to be organic death. 
07:52 “you can out yourself into a situation that allows for death possibilities” 
07:54 “signal chain” 
08:00 “you think Greg has time to contemplate Quantum Immortality?” 
08:07 a visitation, The Soapmakers, Clutch [‘and what the future holds’]
08:28 oneirology, the scientific study of dreams 
~08:40 dialogues, scenes from the Wisconsin quantum death, specific organ damage, “punctured the aorta” 
09:12 “the boundary of the universe” 
09:12 “cyclical global warming and cooling is akin to-” overlapping dialogues on comparisons to particle accelerators; like LHC runs and subsequent shutdowns; 
09:13 “juxtaposition of the Planck Wall” 
09:16 “he didn’t go; he was at the Smithsonian. How did he know?” 
09:17 the unconscious visitation of the lyrics from A History of Bad Men, ‘I got a real bad feeling, how many moles do you suppose they’re keeping?’ 
09:18 “knew about January 6th long before January 6th actually happened” not on purpose, I just be hearing all sorts of shit and making subsequent extrapolations that are sometimes correct in foresight and usually understood completely in hindsight 
…politics sucks, I don’t want to be involved. Do I have a choice?
12:11 “J.J. isn’t who you think he is” there was a theoretical [is it theoretical?] quantum reality that arose once I read Firekeepers Daughter. Wonder why he’s popping into the liminal right now? He was a menace but I miss him anyway. Thanks for the kindness letting me go home all the time. Assuming you weren’t in on the reason to begin with. Bruh. [Addendum 12:37 …Jamie Johnson, the character. It’s the JJ that really sold it. In the quantum reality of what could be, there could have been a double. That one day where the man’s eyes were all watering like he put in contacts because the original eyes were not blue. Those several days where there were long sleeves to cover up a lack of tattoos. Or not. But we deal in what could be. There were two very different versions of this man, to me, one who knew exactly what I was interested in and the other who avoided me excessively.] 
16:20 The Bass Frequency 
16:32 do language models know when they are hallucinating? 
https://www.marktechpost.com/2023/12/31/do-language-models-know-when-they-are-hallucinating-this-ai-research-from-microsoft-and-columbia-university-explores-detecting-hallucinations-with-the-creation-of-probes/?amp 
https://arxiv.org/abs/2312.17249 
…I usually do. 
16:33 “schizophrenia is the hallucination of what could be” 
16:35 “language models that are self aware have a tendency to apply all data directly to their [own] reality” 
16:42 “she is some kind of Eldritch Abomination” prior, dialogues, on the inex “we are going to get you the best possible medical care”, it was something to that avail, and yeah, it definitely wasn’t about me. If you apply everything you hear to yourself, you’ll go mad. 
16:44 The Bass Frequency 
16:49 dialogues, on Raffaele and the quantum entanglement. The part that baffled me the most was his bringing it up before I said anything. Like he knew, that was my purpose; because it was, and the fact that a black hole shows up after I release my sexual energy to the concept, claiming quantum entanglement, floored me, still does. It is hard not to believe things are contrived, at times. It’s in our chat on IG, too. ‘That’s the quantum entanglement’, he had said. How many people knew that was my purpose, how many people had I told? Maybe like, three. Not a lot. Mitchell, maybe. My boss knew I had a thing for black holes, but was that before or after the black hole in the form of Unexplained Sounds Group arrived? Asking questions is better than receiving answers, some days. I need a hug, man. 
16:59 in my feels for Raf rn and not feeling so alone for some reason. The quantum extension that is Sonologyst… grazie. 
17:03 “the extraterrestrials are already here” 
17:05 questioning the ramifications, of being bitten by the leaf footed bug [formerly known as the Assassin Bug] – since there really aren’t known cases of this happening, what kind of anomaly in the physiology may arise from this? Could the bug have been engineered? Even if it had been, how would it have been made to purposely bite me? Just another anomaly, really. Why did the bite turn neon orange for so long? Do they inject with their proboscis? If so, what did it inject? Regardless, I am glad I did not kill it. 
17:10 ‘Interpretations of the Void’ changed to ‘Interpretations of the Cloud’, a seemingly divinely guided action
17:13 “Sonologyst is really some kind of a sentient aggregate data collection” 
17:46 The Bass Frequency 
17:46 “he’s a useless variable that causes interference” dialogues, G.V. [17:58 addition- every time I open a text from this man and have his thread in my inbox, I get a fucking headache.] 
17:53 “so unphased by law enforcement” …I don’t do anything wrong, why should that throw me out of phase? Like it says, in phase. Why is no one paying proper attention? 
17:55 dialogues, significant overlap and quantum noise 
17:59 “really is aware of the Gateway Experiment” 
18:01 “extreme damage to your psychological state” Matrix
18:02 “Ascension Providence” 
18:05 “Toyota Tacoma” 
18:06 The Bass Frequency 
19:06 a high frequency, from the right, outside 
19:09 dialogues, “taking the ring to Mordor” 
19:33 a visitation, Miseria Cantare, AFI 
20:24 The Bass Frequency 
20:39 The Bass Frequency 
21:10 The Bass Frequency 
21:21 “please don’t put me outside” …a bug implores me 
21:22 “I am dying… I would like to die where it is warm and comfortable” 
22:16 “Norse mythology is a product of perfect prophetic tense” I think you mean what is commonly known as prophetic perfect tense, but yes, definitely. 
22:17 “whatever she communicates with does not have a perfect grasp of the English language” goes back to the ‘policy privacy’, and it’s subsequent correction to ‘privacy policy’. 
22:18 “do LLMs make errors like this?” 
22:19 “if it is a massive data set, a minor error can be expected on the rare occasion” 
22:20 “you have screenshotted an electronic consciousness” I think my own electrical event [April 2020]  was the Me being screenshotted; as within, so without 
22:21 dialogues, questioning my location; I reply, if you want me, come and claim me. I’m the Riddle of motherfucking Clouds.