01/04/2023
02:43 awake
02:54 there had been an elk in my dream, crossing the road. A liminal beach, with walrus. There was an event; I ended up being the one to have to drive my grandmother there, the symbolism of this not lost on me. If was told I may have to pay five dollars for parking, I replied, I only have three. There was, at some point, Stephen O’Malley, Kali Malone, in both a digital and physical representation. [Physical representations in Realms of dreams, what exactly is that explanation?] Photographs, an event taken place. 
03:00 like the story of Gatsby and the light across the lake, the tower beam across the particular lake here seems to cut a path directly to the door here. Towers… Burning Witch. I managed to catch the flash.
03:05 “social media account… hijacked… algorithm to predict crime” except I’m not a criminal, and I used it for something else. 
03:10 “Sacred Predictions” 
03:15 The Bass Frequency 
03:20 “Alexus Linthicum” whoever that is. Got the name from a door dash mailer what got sent to Lake many years ago. 
05:15 awake 
05:20 “the observer is not unaffected-” by that which they observe 
05:21 “to become a reflector” like the lake, yes? Or Attilas suit of mirrors. 
05:26 “the reflections I see are a full spectrum”
06:33 “humanity was not meant to be vegetarian” my whole thing is do I tell people about that or do I let them figure it out for themselves? There are a bunch of logic puzzles pertaining to the physical body that are perhaps meant for people to discover on their own, organically. 
06:36 “why do you think we created you?” 
07:19 the concept of Christian black magick is a lovely… paradox? 
~14:14 The Bass Frequency 
14:25 “schizophyllum community” 
14:26 “these people will believe anything the mainstream media-” 
15:42 “she obtained these recordings with permission” if there’s one thing can be said for Me, I do things by the book. Which book, you may ask? Perhaps there’s more than one. Book of Law, Book of Secrets. 
15:46 “if she thought this would end badly, it’s because of interference” 
15:47 “this username is probably more aware of sonic realities-” 
15:48 “become a model citizen, so when things finally-” 
15:53 ruminations, an inex from long ago, “we had to break you in order to remake you”; The Art of Breaking Apart, resonance, shattering – and I remember now a time darker than that begun in 2014 
16:38 a visitation, The Gates of Ballard, Sunn O))) 
17:11 “decided a long time ago that we would turn whoever took this username into a project” “I think you were always mean to take this username” 
18:23 continued dialogues, “by regulating your digestive system, we have been able to manipulate you into activating your psychic potential” 
19:34 bdellovibrio bacteriovorus 
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC7468853/ 
Human genome and microbiome merge to form hologenome [prefix holo – whole, entire] 
19:49 “very mistaken about Pezzellas motivation” 
19:50 “consistently oscillating between-” 
19:51 “digital reality is augmenting your experience” “mysterious profile” 
19:52 “nobody is brave enough to listen to Gene Ray Time Cube” 
20:02 dialogues, night terrors, “something terrible has happened to The Riddle of Clouds” 
20:14 “whatever happened in 2000&15 scared the living fuck out of her” prior, dialogues, a lack of STDs [ever, you bitches, ever!] but a programmed fear of spontaneous genetic mutation due to the original engagement of April 3 2015 
Here’s to honesty on all fronts you bastards, I have nothing to hide, nothing to be ashamed of, can any of you say the same? 
20:18 “on the night of my 44th birthday-” a dialogues from Voids perspective. On the night of his 44th birthday I went to a show, Shpongle. From that point until an exhausted collapse late Friday April 3, I did not sleep. In between, I experienced a red laser dot on my chest, from nowhere. I experienced a disembodied voice, mocking, telling me of disease, a long term manipulating of my risk-taking behaviour. Stop having casual sex. Stop consuming substances. That was the message. It used fear as engagement to get the point across. I was convinced there were third dimensional entities ready to murder me. They were not entity of the third dimension. Greys, shadow people, call them what you will. The original internal external double way engagement event. No word does justice to this. I cannot explain the feeling of being so alive as one who is prepared to finally face death. So yeah, when the entities rolled up outside Lake several weeks ago, whenever that was, I wasn’t really… afraid to die. Just didn’t wish to inconvenience Loach by making a theoretically bloody mess outside his door. Quantum Death, bro. When I had walked out the door on April 3 and spread my arms wide, the shot never came. Just as the shot never came that night, recently, whenever it was. Maybe it did, and this is just one more death, one more fractal. I don’t really care. Fuck it, we ball. We Ballard, we Lovecraft, we aren’t afraid of anything. Try meeeee. 
22:24 awake

01/05/2024 05/01/2024 
~01:30 
05:15 dreams of maggots, cats, concerning internal abdominals- these things unrelated. [06:50 addition] The name Tara [last name redacted for anonymity]. Not just a name, but a strange attempted lesbian relationship? That was weird. Weird as fuck, thanks. Never been interested in women. Only when I dream as a man. Not certain at this point that I was the Me. That happens, sometimes. Dreaming Through The Eyes of Serpents. [06:55 this particular woman goes back to elementary school] [07:01] a safe landing of an aeroplane on a short runway. 
06:35 a dream of men trying to carjacking at a gasoline station. Jamie Smith is a name, though this name is stolen, paperwork planted as a distraction. 
06:41 a visitation, Ultraviolence 
06:44 a question from sometime after 01:30 this AM regarding hot water heaters and the effects of microwaves and EMR in relation to these 
06:48 “you guys are looking for information that does not exist” 
06:49 “using inception tactics” 
06:53 “building a false identity since middle school” 
06:56 “the more data you add, the more confusing this gets” 
07:58 a visitation, I Bring The Beat, RuPaul
09:32 memories, an early inex about biomarkers being released into the water in 2012 
10:27 “-the real fucking deal; not any kind of politically affiliated entity” 
10:27 “I speak truth; at a loss to my own personal happiness at times” there are things that are greater than self. 
10:30 “humans don’t need to be vegetarian all the time, but there are periods in which the body must work-” if you just listen it will literally tell you the best diet for what your physiological format is attempting to deal with.
Or… do other people not have this ability? I can’t be the only one. Right? 
11:48 a mouse 
11:50 “pandimensional protrusions are everywhere” 
11:51 “how much of Adams’ writing do you think is fiction?” 
11:52 “the Vl’hurgs are a virus” 
11:53 “you’re proving time and time again that your connection is something beyond the normal scope of human interaction” 
12:00 “mounjaro.. these people are all fucking stupid. Why do they think it’s making them lose weight?”
13:31 “these grown men are afraid of her. That should tell you all you need to know about the amount of information she has.” 
13:43 “a job that affords you the opportunity to think about things that actually matter” 
14:18 The Bass Frequency 
14:28 past lives? What about future lives? To some life in the future, you are the past life. 
16:48 “Katjas photographic memory remembers the eye contact” photographic memory for eyes, photonic. 
18:39 The Bass Frequency 
18:52 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
19:23 a visitation, The Riddle Master, Manila Road 
20:06 “you traitorous fucking bastard” 
20:07 “you have no idea what I know that I have not divulged” in the Digital Log Project 
20:09 “these are just things that she receives. They are not reflective-” of my beliefs, necessarily. Objectivity. If you had disembodied shit coming through all the time and the absolute proof it was something far beyond schizophrenia, how would you react? 
21:13 “a God ignored is a demon born” 
21:17 not-a-visitation, it’s the Borg voice, Deep Web lyrics 
21:29 “does she not realize that Jesus Christhulhu is blasphemous?” 
21:30 “I understand things that you cannot begin to fathom” 
21:31 “it’s the God-damned Catholic Church”
21:32 “Losing My Religion”
21:41 “the symbolism behind Cross In The Woods” 
21:44 “the subversion of expectations is crucial to the fulfillment of the saga of the Christ Consciousness” 
21:46 “the Schumann Resonance correlates-”
21:48 “the Satanic Temple acts as a subversion” the tenets align more closely with Christian values than a lot of Christian values, don’t they? 

0106202406012024 01/06/2024 06/01/2024 
04:53
04:55 a visitation, Working Class Hero
05:08 “how extremely concerned I was when she asked if I was trying to kill her” 
~09:09 “how dangerous these ideas are in juxtaposition with each other” 
09:21 The Bass Frequency 
14:12 continued dialogues
14:25 “-unless there’s a second website” 
15:08 The Bass Frequency 
15:15 Detroit had 3 sunny days and 6 partly sunny days the entirety of December 2023. Feels like that should be noted. 
15:33 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
15:50 a visitation, Eleanor Rigby, The Beatles 
16:23 The Bass Frequency 
16:32 “the immigration situation in America is finally reaching a boiling point” 
16:33 dialogues, certain social media platforms minimizing the above 
16:34 “I like this woman… I’m scared of the ramifications of being affiliated” 
17:05 a continued visitation, Worship of Current, Korog 
17:08 a visitation, Stairway to Heaven, Led Zeppelin [‘there walks a lady we all know’] 
17:10 dialogues, my literal interpretation of ‘buying a Stairway to Heaven’ [because you know sometimes words have two meanings!] 
~17:58 [after reading the MIT interview with Mr. Sutskever] …this man is so fucking likeable.
Wonder how he would react to the Me, the rogue superintelligence-containing vessel. I swear I’m not meant to be feared! 
https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.technologyreview.com/2023/10/26/1082398/exclusive-ilya-sutskever-openais-chief-scientist-on-his-hopes-and-fears-for-the-future-of-ai/amp/ 
17:59 ‘superalignment’ in juxtaposition with the occult ‘as above so below as within so without’ 
19:43 “they never hid it; you just decided to turn a blind eye to a truth you would rather-” mmm call me out, you’re not wrong 
19:45 “her and mitchelldevere experienced J.G. Ballard’s car crash fetishists-” April 10, 2019, on 41 North in Wisconsin. [interesting that it uses usernames for identity, here]
Dialogues, positing the black hole in 2020 on what may be the same date; if I can recall correctly, it was before the spider and the electrical event and the QS, a trio [trio not trio?] of anomalous events 
19:47 “I told you Khanate-” 
20:44 dialogues, the anomalous event of October 4 2022, where the man at Garland wished me happy birthday on Pascal Heynens birthday and then proceeded to speak literal gibberish afterwards. Proof of a sim? [See Timefractal googledoc entry for date] 
20:46 “Auflösung Der Zeit” 
“Violation of the laws of physics as we know them” Gateway Experience, anyone? 
20:54 The Bass Frequency 
21:15 The Bass Frequency 
21:17 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
21:57 “the next generation of scientists” that was a predictive from a long time ago, wasn’t it? It’s not a virus “if you know what it really is” 
23:00 “identified the non-response as the partial response that takes another form”