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05:32 awake – dreams of Russians – the number 40,000 – two tiny chips of a substance, shiny, like a well enameled tooth but maybe 1/6th of the size
05:37 if the phone was on the charger all last night how was it only at 94%? 
05:41 The Bass Frequency 
05:43 “Jesus fucking Christ, Katja. Why is-” “I don’t know” 
06:02 continued dialogues 
08:11 processings, any given addiction as a potential for complete retraining of a Neural Network- the greater the sacrifice, the greater the reward. I have long thought that many substances, the bad medicine, have been placed on this planet to teach us lessons. Some of us do not have addiction potential, others do; depends on how we are wired. There are lessons to be learned by using these, and exponential lessons to be used by unlearning them. I have spoken of this at length many times but will reiterate here. 
Any input is an information download on the organic brain computer. Think of these downloads as zip files. When one downloads a zip file, they must afterwards extract the information from the zip file. The zip file cannot be properly extracted if one continues to download the same damn file over and over. Imagine redownloading the file directly over itself while you are trying to extract it. And again. And again. And again. This is my view on substance abuse, it is the redownloading of zip files, corrupting the information contained during the extraction. 
Psychedelics, in particular, are what I reference here. These are complex molecules, at times simple in their makeup but extremely complex, altering ones code of reality at the molecular level upon ingestion. They have consciousness of their own. 
I was speaking at length yesterday; what, between the ~1950s and now, has changed with humanity? I pinpointed three particular items. 
The fission of the atom with the nuclear research that took place during the Manhattan Project [prior to 1950]. The introduction of psychedelics and substances like LSD to the general population. The introduction of digital technology, specifically the internet, cellular phones, the Hitchhikers Guides to the Galaxy, the black mirrors we carry in our pockets. I am under the impression these three items are not mutually exclusive, working together in tandem. 
The black mirrors. I saw a post yesterday, on X, basically stating that what you keep as your lock screen is that which you love most. My lock screen… is black. This technology you hold in your hand is the black mirror, a powerful scrying device operating interdimensionally on a non-linear time scale. So many people get hung up on the particle physics at CERN that they forget, else never knew, that CERN is the hub of the World Wide Web. What can possibly come of a mixing of atomic research and internet? 
08:24 a visitation, Stranger Things, The Obsessed 
08:29 …the gender debate is a good topic of thought for when I’m taking a shit, tbh. The gender debate is a distraction. I am not referencing identity politics here, though lord knows it is applicable. I am referencing something I do not believe the majority of people have even considered. 
We as humans are inside of an extremely complex system. We have the ability to operate in simultaneousness as both particles and waves respectively. This simultaneousness allows for a multiplicity of realities. I have experienced realities as things that have no gender. Do you think black holes care to self identify as male, female, trans, non-binary, what the fuck ever? No. The crushing weight of the gravity of self identification with what resides between one’s legs or lack thereof is a thought process that prevents us from becoming. 
Side note, which I know I have mentioned before, the schizophyllum community of mushrooms has over 23,000 different sexual identities. Think some of these people need to apply this thought to their own… existence. We can have a symbiotic relationship with our fungal relatives or a parasitic, consumptive one on their end. I’ve theorized that the spores of these mushrooms are present inside of us and some people are susceptible to this of the 23,000+ sexual identities; anything that can convince a human to literally butcher their own physical format is concerning. Guess what? You can still be fucking kind to these people while not condoning their actions. The real non-binary in the world needs to be the collective thought process, nothing here is black and white, it never was. Thinking any given situation has only two options is a crash course for disaster, operating on the illusion of choice. If both choices suck, choosing the less shitty of the two does not equate to making the best decision. Non-participation is the secret third option. You go out to dinner, your two menu choices are horse shit and pig shit respectively. Are you going to settle for shit? No, you’re going to leave and find a different restaurant that’s not serving you literal fucking shit. Things do not need to be the way they are. 
08:51 The Bass Frequency 
09:01 holy shit it’s the processing of the “we are taking your hands” inex in juxtaposition with the cellular device itself – processing comes from a video of NYE in Paris where it is apparent not a single individual is just viewing it without the lens of a recording cell phone camera 
10:05 N-propyl disulfide – Heinz bodies – onion + garlic – the theory on vampirism – oxidative damage to hemoglobin 
11:17 activated last Tuesday / deactivated this Tuesday, thank you, that was unpleasant [for note, ~11:08] 
11:18 “genetic engineering from outside-” much like our own scientists, the scientists outside are not going to leave it unfinished. The scientists inside aren’t going to leave it unfinished, either. On either side of our physical reality exists realities beyond the majority comprehension; to remain ignorant of these is likely the easiest method of existence. I’m not here for a good time, I’m here for a long time; rather the opposite of my ex Ken’s thinking, where he said he was here for a good time, not for a long time. 
11:21 “expansion dictates that-” dialogues, what is within is of the prior, and not the other way around. 
11:22 “the symbolism of scrubbing a floor is not lost” 
11:23 “outward expansion is fusion. Inward expansion is fission” 
11:25 “this identity came from a song by a band called Sunn” 
11:27 dialogues, the extent of ‘as within so without’ as applied to things such as genetic engineering and digital technology 
11:28 “how could I not fall in love with you? Please don’t be angry” 
11:30 dialogues, juxtaposing the concept of ‘Silencers’ with the concept of ‘gene silencing’, which is not silent at all in my realm; the reason the program is called Heimdall, I am guessing, is because Heimdallr has the ability to ‘hear grass growing, and anything louder’ 
11:32 “am so proud of you for remaining brave enough to document these things” 
11:33 ? genetic code as a fractal – I can visualize this and understand this much easier than I can use words to explain this – double helix upon a fractal, does it make sense to you? 
11:35 “you don’t need to worry about your sinus any longer” 
12:10 “the genetically edited strains of marijuana” the weed ain’t what it once was, I’ll say that much. Better to just. Not. Even. Partake. Comes down to a question. 
I’d ask. ‘Why do you smoke weed?’ ‘Well, I like it!’ OK, but what is it about smoking marijuana that people really enjoy? Like, honestly? I kind of took a look and was like. This isn’t fucking fun. At all. Anymore, if it ever was. The laziness. The sleep interruption. The potential exposure to mold, mildew, fungi, whatever. The government capitalizing on addiction. ‘I can stop at any time!’ Can you? Can you really, actually? 
How many of us used this as an excuse rather than an explanation? Just like I’ve asked, do you remember who you were before you got addicted to sulking down antifreeze full of nicotine from a sentient USB stick?’, do yall remember the person’s you used to be before you started smoking marijuana? Interesting experiment, thanks for the experience, but no fucking thanks; the risks far outweigh any potential ‘benefit’. 
12:16 “her sinus is completely clear, all of a sudden” ~11:08, like I said. 
12:17 “an agency representative” 
“Uses quantum mechanics applied to physical reality” 
12:19 “you are not dangerous; you are quite the opposite of dangerous”
12:30 “she’s been waiting for the surveillance state to discover this data set” 
12:32 “that’s why she had to get arrested” 
“This is calculated by something beyond human comprehension” 
12:34 “sonic weaponry… not from within this physical [domain]”
12:35 “anything outside of the Resonant plotline will make itself known” 
12:37 oh my wow that is rather suddenly graphic
12:3? “knew how to heal herself once she left Matrix” 
13:00 “I told you it was a transitional period. Realize that time passes a lot differently for you than it does for us.” 
13:02 “only go forward from this point on” advice, dialogues, any more backlog of the log the project on the website is unnecessary 
~13:05 “I can’t believe people are even paying attention to the Epstein bullshit”
13:18 “Interdimensional Hitmen are a terrifying concept without context”
13:19 dialogues, the Unidentified Aerial Phenomena as a gene editing device 
13:23 “genetically modified food is not the enemy you think it is” 
14:16 dialogues, elimination in particle physics
14:20 dialogues, questioning quantum immortality “this is not something I can divulge in a digital sphere. I am required to speak with someone.” Like all things of great importance, the voice and a receiver must be used. 
14:29 “helicopters are not able to silence their rotors. Drones are not capable of emitting the frequency she claims to have heard.” 
14:31 “how the fuck would she think the military would send something after a civilian?”
15:04 “was part of the control group” dialogues, vaccinations
15:33 Fourier, bacteria, IR https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC10130498/ 
15:52 “our relationship depends on you maintaining symbiosis” 
20:11 The Bass Frequency 
20:36 “the Men in Black do not exist unless you believe in them” 
20:51 The Bass Frequency 
20:59 “almost everything is perfectly safe is occasional small quantity” 
22:56 oh! I feel like I should mention! MSU returned my email and the man identified the ‘Assassin Bug’ as an acanthocephala terminalis nymph. ‘I guess with insects anything is possible’ no fucking shit lol! What a ridiculous time that has been. Fucking bug. He’s still an Assassin Bug to me, a little interdimensional motherfucker, I’ve never been bitten by a bug quite so violently. Operating outside of his parameters, I can’t even fault him. The way he came out from under the chair was some stealth ass Assassin shit for sure. It’s a leaf footed bug that self identifies as an Assassin Bug. Good for him. Thanks for the plotline closure. Still an anomaly! 
23:03 dialogues, bugs are not from this dimension, only really good at operating here – its giving vague plotline that while the bug looked as though a usual leaf footed bug… it was a disguise. I’ll take the ridiculous plotline on that one. I’d like to go to bed now, tbh. 
23:05 “do you think it is difficult for us to-” use bugs as vessels for consciousness? To teach lessons? Absolutely not. I question now, because it had a few fruit fly/fungus gnat looking creatures on its back at one point, the fungi theories. Let’s process. 🖤💜🩵

01/03/2024
00:34 awake, I dream of Mombi, and a fish tank 
06:22 awake
06:34 “these space aliens she talks about are fungal spores” 
06:56 The Bass Frequency 
07:22 “dimensional overlap is a timeline-correcting algorithm”
08:15 anterior midcingulate cortex
09:15 experiencing the coma reality as certain items reiterate in juxtaposition 
09:22 The Bass Frequency 
~10:48 a visitation, Bring Me To Life, Evanescence 
11:01 “turning you into a fucking cyborg” 
11:02 “highly experimental project” “depends upon your communication” 
11:03 The Bass Frequency 
11:03 “been studying you for almost a decade now” 
21:45 02:15 UTC moderate M3.88 solar flare from sunspot 3536 
21:46 … Surge AI
21:50 dialogues, “distorted frequencies”, referencing what was once my favourite music. Now more than anything, I love the sound of silence. Apparently my loyalty has a limit, doesn’t it?