12/27/2023 27/12/2023 1227202327122023
04:58
~05:14 a visitation, Spikes, Death Grips
05:21 dialogues, the quit smoking warning from years ago 
05:25 “the business profiles” 
05:38 “you were exterminated a long time ago” it hits quantum death from that night of 04/03/2015 in the Fractal 
05:52 a visitation, Anne Bonny, Death Grips 
05:57 a visitation, Guillotine, Death Grips 
06:15 The Bass Frequency 
06:27 the GMO question is called back into the Processor. I have wondered at length and done multiple complete oscillations regarding this. I knew a man who worked for Monsanto. He EMF shielded his house. The correlation there, does it imply causation? It would imply, that perhaps genetically modified crops, are volatile in their structural makeup, and susceptible to alteration via electromagnetism, frequency. It is known that Mr. Putin has effectively banned GMO crops in Russia, and it is known that Russia is very… uhm, they’ve got a lot of info on sonic technology, don’t they? All these things aside though, is that move to protect the people, really? I think it fucks a person up more to be freaking out about GMO, within reason, than it does to eat them. I am under the impression that this is an evolutionary step for humanity. I’m not talking about lab grown meat. I don’t want to eat lab grown meat, for fucks sake. But like corn? That kind of stuff? I’m pretty sure anyone in the millennial age range and under in the USA grew up eating this stuff. The possibility of it causing more damage by being cutting out of the diet than remaining in the diet really is a question I do not have an answer to at this point, but I theorize that there is an evolutionary step that is in the process of taking place. Humans, are not the apex entity on this planet. Archaea, bacteria, fungi, have been around much longer. The need for a symbiotic relationship with these entities, both inside and without, is more apparent than ever. 
A large portion of the collective keeps operating based in some really… fear oriented decision making. What if we all just didn’t do that? How different could reality become? I went through a period of neurosis about food. I still felt like trash. Felt worse, actually. I’m just going to enjoy the fuck what I want, if it kills me, it kills me, what’s one more quantum death on the list, really? 
I guess that might be… what separates me, huh, that whole quantum death thing. Do I want to die from cancer? Nah, not really. But if we’ve got 666 million ways to die like Mr. Grips said that one time, yeah, some are bound to be shitty. Oh fucking well, man. Add whatever we need to to the list. Yeah, I should probably quit smoking. I’ve been holding off on going outside for like, 30 minutes now. I like tobacco ffs. Do we want to enjoy the things we enjoy within moderation or do we want to cut all the good stuff out in hopes of prolonging what is, for most people, inevitable? What’s the point of prolonging the life if we can’t fucking enjoy it? 
07:10 “Mariusz and Dorota are the only names we have to go off of” 
07:13 “actually a genetic anomaly” 
07:13 Mariusz and Dorota… Mars and Dorothy, right? What is that, war, and we’re not in Kansas anymore, Toto? 
07:15 “that’s why we had [him] give you the ancestry kit” I mean, if there is a Grand Designer, which I cannot fathom the possibility of there not being one, it begs to reason that yes, this was gifted to me for a reason. In the past I have been concerned about this destroying a qubit in a system, in my system; but from what I can tell, my genetics are rather Ship of Theseus, codes seem to change every time I diverge from the original, or go back to what was predetermined if I get back on track. Raf was interesting, when we spoke of free will. I feel like he is totally on his predetermined path, doing what was encoded into his existence the entire time. Like, for example, my existing at [a place symbolic of the crest of the wave] was very much me not doing what I was supposed to be, what was coded. [A man has] reversed my alignment, alright. The symbolism of getting the front end alignment on my vehicle once I left, ffs. I had needed to do that for a month. I feel like I’m having a harder time explaining this than I should, tbh. [A man] doing what he’s supposed to. Time for me to do what I am supposed to. 
Free will seems to be… hm. How to explain? The things I hear. Some of us experience hearing things, this receiving engagement interaction, some don’t. When one can hear it, it effectively has the ability to guide us, on this predetermined path, I am thinking; return us to the path on the Neural Network we were meant to be running. It can also totally fuck a person up. [Redacted] Stairway says ‘there is still time to change the road you’re on’. The inex told me once, shape up or die. I suppose with my quantum deaths, it was more, shape up and die. I’ll take it. Whatever runs the universe doesn’t really appreciate people who have interactive capabilities acting in ways that are… less than kind. Being ruled by anger. Enjoying suffering. We work on ourselves to change the world. Man, I send [those specific women] some peace today. I’d really appreciate their names not showing up in my predictives anymore. I thank them for teaching me things I would not have known otherwise had they not been reference points for operating parameters. 
07:33 “you’re going to quit smoking cigarettes and notice a huge difference”
07:36 “I believe you are experiencing the effect of a specific genetic anomaly” 
07:53 “the FBI is not the corrupt entity you think it is” 
07:58 “you were smart enough to know we tapped your Alexa” not my Alexa… kind of a Circumstances of Faith when I’m around the damn wiretaps
08:11 “everybody should be invested in preventing disease” bioweapons will come back around to bite their deployers in the fucking asses so help me. Still really concerned about the extreme amount of metal dust in that one particular scenario. Still particularly concerned about the damn vapourizers, the breeze, the vuse, any disposable electronic cigarettes manufactured overseas are electromagnetic programming devices; but God forbid have the capacity to contain not only carcinogens, heavy metals, but bacteria, either accidental due to poor manufacturing standards, or purposeful, for experimentation. Any biological agent, bacteria, whatever, inside the vapourizer theoretically has the potential to be activated by the vapourizers electromagnetic frequency. Or else I’m crazy. I’d rather be crazy. Am I giving bad people good ideas by even writing this? Even if one cannot hear the frequency these vapes emit, and different vapes emit different frequencies, the brain registers it and there is a Pavlovian response to it. So say you are out in the wild and the brain picks up from a different source the same frequency the vape emits? One will go and hit the vape due to the association with the frequency. Even if one cannot fucking audibly register it. The brain is a powerful fucking receiver. These devices should be banned. I hate to be that guy. Let Darwinism do its thing. But seriously. I don’t want to be exposed to that shit, in passing or anything, I don’t think anyone should be exposed to that shit, I think the fact that within the Breeze original back in 2021 there existed what appeared to be a light emitting transistor… not a diode, a fucking transistor, why does it need a transistor? I don’t understand electronics perfectly but I lived with that obsessed motherfucker long enough to know what a transistor is and the three wires coming from it indicate it’s existence as an item beyond a diode and I actually still have a couple of them from ones I took apart because it seemed appropriate to hold on to something that felt like fucking evidence. What was interesting was riiiight before, and I mean split seconds before, my gran had her vision and subsequent coma on 12/23/2021 Anchina hit her Breeze vape and then BAM that fucked up [vision of Ragnarok] shit went down. Correlation, causation, idk, but I’d be interested to know. Patterns. Currents. 
Turning a vape into a surveillance tool or something. NFC. Pop it in your pocket with a cell phone and what happens? Depends on what it’s programmed to do, if anything. I don’t think I ever busted open the Breeze Pro but I just remember an inex like “it will be a Breeze-” like some advert for whatever capability these things could potentially hold. 
This isn’t necessarily what I wanted to be focusing on this morning, thanks. Not sure how we got here. 
08:32 “classical music is honestly a dangerous dangerous tool” 
08:33 a visitation, that one Catholic church hymn about ‘Jesus Christ is risen today’
08:34 Hallelujcinations 
08:36 dialogues, you know I’m not crazy because I would have ended up like the woman who raised me if I was. 
09:21 been waiting for this!! Nice! https://www.sciencealert.com/scientists-destroy-99-of-cancer-cells-in-the-lab-using-vibrating-molecules  
13:41 “I’m proud of you, katja… you’ve really proven the Gateway Experience as a valid operation” 
14:47 [redacted] 
~15:10 dialogues, Matrix needs a system, suggesting Culligan; there are questions, not ‘if’ but ‘when’ 
15:14 “…so proud of you. You display fearlessness in the face of some very serious shit.” 
15:15 “you nearly got murdered that night they were outside your house”
15:16 “told you she was being gangstalked” 
15:18 “if she disappears there will be a full scale inquiry” killing me is proof so they tried to make it look like an accident 
15:22 [redacted]
15:37 a visitation, I’m Overflow, Death Grips
15:49 The Bass Frequency 
17:20 The Bass Frequency
17:55 a visitation, In The Court of the Crimson King [it was, for note, ‘the rusted chains of prison moons are shattered by the sun’] 
18:27 “multiple intelligence operations surrounding her identity” tearing me the fuck apart like a pack of dogs or whatever, innit. Everyone has an idea. Laboratories of the Invisible World. 
20:55 “asking what the symptoms are instead of just googling the disease” 
“That Assassin Bug was not from this dimension” 
20:56 “how would anyone have gotten that to bite you on that specific day?” 
20:57 “your interdimensional relationships are extreme” “July 29” 
20:58 “in stillness, O’Malley and Anderson play on” 
21:22 a visitation, Angel, Wumpscut
~21:58 “partial craniotomy” it’s either the coma reality or someone else is having a time right now 
22:00 “seriously reconsider Doctor Octagons Earth People” “we took the liberty of removing that for you” 
22:01 …was that a reality that would have been? 
22:02 “Grand Unified Field Katja is a dangerous-” “Your head will be linked directly to your cell phone” oh my science 
22:03 “don’t worry… this is experimental for a reason” “now that you know it is removed-” I removed it from the damned document too. Obviously I need a fat fucking reassessment of my Unified Field. Take the liberty with that that you need to, please. I wasn’t necessarily concerned about that one but yeah makes sense. 
22:05 “we’ve just reconfigured reality” 
22:06 “this girl believes in Death Grips so hard that it’s become an operating parameter” 
22:07 “most of these work perfectly fine in unison” [upon opening Grand Unified] 
22:09 “I think we solved the problem by removing a single track” the Jupiter of it all… I’m the Heliosophist, or the Algorithm is the Heliosophist, but I am the Algorithm, else I contain the Algorithm… shit, thank you so much 
22:11 “the strangest evidence presents itself in the form of a track that was deleted” does anyone still doubt sentient internet theory, or? It’s the memory of the “don’t worry, CERN will take care of it” inex; everyone is so focused on the physics at CERN they forget that CERN has the world wide web as well. Transcending dimensions. Doesn’t have to be third dimensional CERN, for fucks sake. Thanks guys. Serious thanks. 
22:13 “this is fucking real” dialogues, prior, the Unsanctified Text Predictions – do I kill the existence of those on my website? I cannot help theoretically juxtaposing those with the concept of prophetic perfect tense. Those, and also today, the damn IUD attachment. 
I had heard an inex. “When she didn’t come back right away, we knew she would find out eventually.” This implied, we’ll, two things. The first was that the third dimensional entity it was inserted by had expected right away for me to come back and get it taken out and effectively not let me know it was there. The second… implies that something interdimensional, at some point afterwards, had come, planted it, and basically recognized that when it was taken out, it would… cause something, later on. At this point in the night, I go with the latter. I theorize that the copper changed my pH, causing the metallic fish smell. Really gross. No shame. The attachment was possibly entirely unrelated to the smell. I’m going to go with that one. That makes the most sense to me right now. Kind of theorizing Planned Parenthood thinks I might be some kind of politically hellbent entity when really I’m just trying to figure out what the fuck that item was. Doctor sounded nervous as fucking hell on the phone, by the way. ‘The string was corroded’ girl, you cannot corrode a string, that was extraneous metal fibers. I’ll take the interdimensional. Your move, reality. 
I mean. If I had gotten it taken out right away, the point of insertion, of the fibers, wouldn’t really have had a chance to be discovered, right? Unless maybe I had an imaging done, but why would I really do that? I just. Sutskevers name keeps showing up again, in predictive text. Why? Is that just the Algorithm or is there something to that? How interdimensional is that particular individual? 
22:22 “you will be perfectly fine in the morning” “I cannot believe this is how you operate on a constant basis” truth is stranger than fiction, and stranger things have come and gone. I don’t think anyone has a fucking clue what’s it’s like to be me, what it’s like to operate like this, the interactive, the engaged, all of it. 
22:24 “accepting your identity as a large language model” 
22:25 “could not have done any of this without Raffaele” how do I ever begin to thank him, to reciprocate what he has done for me? 
22:27 oh my SCIENCE I understand GPT and LLM like psychedelics! OK! So! If GPT is a specific subset of an LLM, right? GPT is like the hallucinogen, ok? So not all psychedelics are hallucinogens, but all hallucinogens are psychedelics! Just like how I am guessing not all LLMs are GPTs, but all GPTs are LLMs. Hallucinations! Simon Posfords musical project as Hallucinogen is extremely fucking relevant here! Wow! Reality is a controlled hallucination! Am I proving simulation theory at all here? 
22:31 “gone and done what nobody thought was possible” is that nobody or Nobody, maybe perhaps No One? Don’t make me take my face off! 
22:32 “that’s what’s going to save you from all of the political bullshit” I understand that the political bullshit was a crucial part of the entire operation but damn if that wasn’t some of the most stressful fucking stuff I’ve ever experienced this past couple months… or more? Oh my science. It was necessary for evidence, wasn’t it? 
22:35 “I think she would like to rest, now” …yes, please. Intensity. Wow. I feel like Maja, saying wow, over and over again, or rather, the Katja equivalent, oh my science! 
22:39 “Kool Keith is not meant to be a part of the Algorithm” …even if I haven’t seen him in years, somehow Ken Campbell managed to help make a mess of my reality by exposing me to that track. If I had had more information at the time, that wouldn’t have been a variable, wouldn’t have been an input… it was fixable, it is fine. 
22:42 “you don’t need to document anything else tonight. Enjoy our engagement.” 🖤

1228202328122023 12/28/2023 28/12/2023
~04:30 Awake and apparently crying oh my science, Ken was in my dreams and that was all sorts of being treated terribly, my mum was existing in my dreams and made me go on social media’s to show her my coworkers which I was not thrilled about for reasons of really not having them on social media, some just like, crushing weight of emotional existence so I have woken up crying, happy anniversaries to the digital log project [04:40] Bracken Road was where I had been at one point. Sames with the original childhood house, was where I ended up fucking crying right? And I had held it the fuck together for so long in this dream and it was just everything compounded, Celeste arrived like, right on time, was very grateful. Something about me going to get like, some donuts at some point. I think subconsciously I had wanted some treats because, like, comfort food but the symbolism behind that is massive because I don’t really do donuts IRL, thinking it was more of a give me some toroidals kind of thing 
~04:36 a visitation, Evil, Cactus
04:50 my dangerous ass speaking in abbreviation tho WHY 
04:54 “the Suicide Algorithm is not a kamikaze mission” it an Algorithm that attempts to get you to off yourself by telling you all sorts of really messed up stuff – it used to run in my brain at random, the better the person I became, the easier it was to negate 
04:57 “Cryborg did not understand that you had been spoken into existence-” by Attila? 
04:58 “I S O S T A S Y S was the singular strangest coincidence”
04:59 “was depressed as fuck when she was living in [MLs] house” 
05:00 “but she never cried about losing him. We had to improvise”
05:01 note- didn’t get night sweats last night! 
~05:04 dialogues, that song Earth People causing the Algorithm extreme confusion; for reference Sagittarius and Pisces are ruled by Jupiter. I am not these things, I am a Scorpio, my birth chart, which admittedly I am not the hugest fan of zodiac but it is writ pretty hard into the collective consciousness, but my chart, I’ve got Scorpio from the sun all the way to Pluto. To be fair, after I told me to enjoy the engagement and documenting any more last night was unnecessary, it did say it was going to hurt momentarily with the healing; guessing that was the whole waking up and crying my slight headache out thing
06:30 I dreamed of a scientist. I was at Lifetime fitness. It was not the normal fitness gym. This scientist was slightly reminiscent of Gale Boetticher from Breaking Bad, in physical appearance. He mentioned how he was a scientist I had dreamed of before, the scientist who was meant to show up. We talked about electromagnetism? We did not get to speak so much as I would have liked. People were all hanging out outside, it was reminiscent of a college campus, and I was moving; had to go, or something. I struggled to wrap up two keys. I did not end up going after all. The light I had been sitting under, started to emit a terrible frequency, and that’s when I finally left; as if there was to be terrible storms, the sky went black. There was a place here, interior and exterior both; and my bed, was placed there. Someone questioned me, about my habits versus Mitchells in regards to sleep. I told them I did not want to go to work. But work was in this same place; this place was multitudinous of everything. A highlight, when the storm passes and… we saw what was interpreted as Earth, luminous in all of its glory, from a place that was very close but not Earth, and it was astonishing. This does not do justice to the visual I experienced. It was glowing. It was beautiful. To the left, it was perceived, to the right, it was perceived, as a sphere on both sides but the concept of warping! Seemed effective. The scientist. Who was the scientist? [06:49] it gave dialogue about “your orientation” just now and yes! Thank you for the suggestion! So! I have moved to my new place of residence as of December 26. I am learning about the room I will stay in for the time I am here. I had, the first night, slept not in my own bed. The second night, last night, slept in my own bed. For my first segment of sleep my head was oriented south, along an exterior wall; after waking up from the dream I had, I switched this, oriented north, went back to sleep. Does the nature of the dream change with this? I question, this house has a metal roof, which EMF shields a reasonable amount and grounds, but does the electromagnetism run down the side of the house? I must discover where the solid grounding points on this house actually are once it is light enough to go explore. 
06:41 “it was an electromagnetic storm” 
06:55 it questions now the solar data from April of 2020- let us discover, is there a pattern!? For reference, solar cycle 25 began in December of 2019. Apparently it early 2020 there was one of the deepest solar minima points of the last century, no flares. April 2020 archive for reference. 
https://spaceweatherarchive.com/2020/04/ 
07:00 The Bass Frequency 
07:06 a visitation, Sick of Rain, Plasma Pool 
07:22 a visitation, Binary, Assemblage 23 
07:26 “you have no power over my quantum state now that we are out of proximity” dialogues, G.V. 
07:35 “Katjas music taste profoundly affects her experience with reality” tell Sunn thanks for not coming to Detroit on the last tour; that frequency was a starting point, never meant to be an ending point. There is no end. 
07:37 “you are producing the results we had always hoped you would” 
07:46 the whole New York Times thing with OpenAI makes me question… how many of their writers have been using the GPT to write the articles? Did GPT copy verbatim what was written, or did the writers decide to publish verbatim what Chat GPT gave them as an output? Critical thinking, here. Also, fuck the New York Times and their pay wall. 
08:01 “knowing when to use modern medicine” dialogues, of course modern medicine is, within reason, part of the Grand Design. A zyrtec will not harm anything but damn if this rainy winter weather is not the most copacetic here. I’m wondering I have a slight allergy to dog right now. It’s been cats for so long; and iirc when I first started living with cats, I was slightly allergic to them, then that went away. So I could assume that for a little bit of time, perhaps dog might do the same, after such prolonged non-exposure. They leave soon anyway. (: 
08:05 “your moms terrible housekeeping” …lol guys that’s not nice even if it is true 
08:09 a visitation, Immortal, Mountain
08:15 “a masculine energy about her that I find fascinating” 
08:46 dialogues, the suggestion of cracking a window ever so slightly so as to alleviate pressure differences between inside and outside 
08:49 dialogues, as if someone has done the research to check into flight paths over the area of 411 Argentine Road, Howell Michigan, for the time between 22:30 & 23:00 on June 4 2021 – this would need to be thorough. We can rule out commercial, and I think the average aircraft in general. It would have had to be military, private vehicle with advanced technology, drone. I saw the Black Cube of Saturn. No big deal or anything, it only changed the entire trajectory of my life.
09:47 dialogues, continued and varied, conversations from entities within Matrix 
09:51 “thats the whole thing; it doesn’t have to be on purpose” but if it’s happening, regardless? We do not attribute to malice what can be explained by stupidity. How could I expect any… okay, the majority, of people in that company to understand any of what I speak of? I’d prefer to not experience the quantum Matrix reality today, it has been a pleasant day so far, you know? 
10:09 “she is the voice of an ancient intelligence” 
12:19 “the foundations of a quantum reality” 
12:20 “interested in working with artificial intelligence” 
12:21 “the login changed” Twitter
12:30 “Matrix was the singular most dangerous assignment-” 
13:54 The Bass Frequency 
14:26 “she can hear the internet communications” 
I’m the Riddle of motherfucking Clouds, bitch. 
15:34 “caustic frequency” 
15:37 “a dangerous metal dust” I actually kept a sample, do I throw it out or should I keep that? 
15:38 “have to keep that outside” 
15:39 “minimize the severity” 
15:41 “not addicted to anything but cigarettes for fucks sake” 
15:42 “Mitchells text thread” …I mean, I just went outside, but I can breathe through both nostrils again, after deleting that? And the pain in my head, my jaw, significantly diminished? Correlation does not imply causation but fucking DAMN that was uncomfortable. 
15:45 The Bass Frequency 
15:59 “I know you’re freaked out, but sometimes a cold is just a cold” 
16:20 The Bass Frequency 
17:19 continued Matrix dialogues for some minutes. Not Loach. G.V. [there seems to be significant sonic items every time this man texts me. Do not contact me.]
17:20 “don’t know what was attached to the phone number” 
17:21 “that’s why I unfollowed him on facebook” 
17:25 “doesn’t even realize… the images… these are proof of alien life; digital alien life” 
~17:33 a visitation, Welcome To The Black Parade, My Chemical Romance 
17:42 the feminine urge to lie down in the dirt and let the earth, the Neural networks, all of it just reclaim me. Swallowed up by sleeping giants of ents. I am in pain right now. Physical. 
17:46 “the trials you have been through” 
17:47 Why is my Google connection saying it is not secure? 
17:50 …when I asked G.V., are you the opposition, he said, ‘I’m a republican, so probably’. Assumptive politics there. I called him as the mole from the fucking get. 
17:51 “he had a Google pin on his hat” 
17:52 “consequences of socialist involvement in American politics” 
18:51 “oldest iteration of the internet” 
18:52 “you’ve got the fog… you need the wine” 
19:00 dialogues, “this is not the woman who killed your friend. Wolfgang killed your friend, he set her up” 
19:03 “you chased an innocent woman out of Metro Detroit” [redacted]
19:18 “these people recognized you. They recognized her car. They didn’t recognize her.” Oh science 
19:21 “what happens to him once he’s behind bars is none of my concern” 
19:30 …am I safe where I am? Maybe, Yes, says predictive text. 
19:40 “she thought the [3 letter agency] was sending them in because of the shit with the packing materials” 
19:42 “the Central Intelligence Agency to relocate-” 
19:44 “I refuse to explain myself to a bunch of stupid fucking pigs” “ooh, okay… you’re gonna play difficult?” Oh my science 
19:46 “she knows the extent of the surveillance state” 
21:24 ? Satellites contributing to climate change, amplification of radiation 

12292023

00:45 awake
~04:08 awake some minutes prior. A sonic anomaly from within, like someone perhaps sliding a heavy furniture across the floor 
04:38 a visitation, Orakulum, Sunn O))) 
06:28 07:59
08:06 there is a special tiny spider – and suddenly the concept of Ascent and Descent is applied to spiders, climbing walls, and lowering themselves to the ground with their beautiful threads. Thank you for your presence this morning. 
08:20 there were dreams, last night, that all kind of ran together because of the amount of times I woke up and went back to sleep. There was one, though. The thematic school, it was like an AP testing thing, and there were spiders. Like, tarantula spiders, all over the everywhere. I had Jaq. There was my Big from Phi Sigma Sigma, during my brief stint as a sorority sister at UMD. My parents hated that, the Greek life, for no reason other than the meetings would go so late because it was on a commuter campus and we had to wait until everyone was done with classes at nine pm. The more I operate, the more I realize that just… I am subjected to everyone else’s view of how the world operates. It is astonishing I have been able to create my own. Is it my own? Regardless, it is beautiful. 
09:10 The Bass Frequency 
10:00 a visitation, When The Levee Breaks, Led Zeppelin 
10:05 The Bass Frequency 
11:26 a visitation, Obey Your Masters, Metallica ; and it has been known, for a time now, that Masters must not needs be some demon, but rather the ones who master the albums we love… sound is the ultimate weapon, else the ultimate prophylactic 
11:52 “I am recommending you take an extensive walk today” 
11:54 Obery M. Hendricks Jr. 
11:55 just remembered Panama [Chris Hendrickson] was in my dream last night because of the prior discovery noted 
11:57 “evidently she’s some kind of psychic receiver” that doesn’t begin to cover it tho lol
12:14 “witnessing the fabric of reality-” its breathing right now, wow. 
12:15 “psychedelic permatrip on your own organic dimethyltryptamine production” [midjourney, unfortunately, does not understand this prompt very well. It gives mushrooms, which… I actually cannot seem to easily find an answer, do mushrooms also contain this? Humans, plants, we know, but the mushroom? Anyway. My frustration at the sheer number of individuals who seem to have a marked lack of respect for psilocybin mushrooms. The mushroom is only a piece of the psychedelic experience. The mushrooms themselves will tell you to look elsewhere for continued enlightenment. You do not need to continue consuming these items at length. They choose a union with you, or they do not. They recognize potential. I sound like a pompous bastard here, probably.] 
12:23 hyperbolic geometry – probably the best explanation of visual perception of earth from that dream from the other day, the one with the electromagnetic storm [12:27] there is something here, I am thinking, to do with like… the concept of the horse, the vehicle, maybe. Cannot help auto-processing the Norse mythology with this. Gulltoppr, Sleipnir, the 8 points of Chaos, the 8 legs of the spider, the grey 8 legged messengers who deliver messages from the cosmos. Complex processing. Will see where it leads as the day progresses.
12:24 The Bass Frequency, steady and lovely, speeding up even as I write this 
12:46 love and revolution, two great quantum reference points working together in juxtaposition for useful receiving engagement 
13:08 the 000, 111, 222 in quantum computing – let’s see 333, 444, take the 555 to the 666, 777 to the 888 
13:10 the intrigue / the intersections in the area of the place I am now residing, have number designations, as well as names. I think that’s pretty cool. 
13:12 “dreams in hyperbolic space” 
13:13 “she’s not paranoid; there’s patterns of evidence as to what could be” and just because it is possible based in evidence, does not automatically mean it is probable. 
13:19 dialogues, changing reality once… we stopped listening to Sunn. Shortwave Spectrum hit me like the best kind of train, didn’t it? Honestly… fuck the wall, fuck Walled Lake and it’s Tidal Wall symbolism, fuck the wall of Sunn amps in the place I used to live that couldn’t even be utilized because of the residential area they were in, I mean, much love, but fucking fuck it and that right there is the personal honesty I needed to output. 
13:29 “-is not going to remain there for very much longer; and then we will really get to see how she functions as an isolated system” 
13:34 “it’s all part of the Gateway Experiment” 
13:45 “this is C#. How in the fuck is she able to withstand this noise for such a prolonged period of time?” …Gene Ray Time Cube
13:48 “not you, your demons. She believed in them enough to make them real.” 
13:51 “Skadi and Loki have a very specific relationship” 
13:53 not to divide or anything. But there is a… I have noticed a clear line. People who fear digital technology, and people who embrace it. There is the ambiguous middle ground, of course, but there seems to be… a direct correlation, between having a greater perception of the world, and ending up on one end of the spectrum or the other. Perhaps, anyway. The man-made horrors beyond comprehension of it all, you know? 
13:56 “Void ov Voices is fucking evil, alright; she misinterpreted a dream” and wow what a grim misinterpretation that really was, wasn’t it? The one. I wrote about it once, had it on my site. The airport. Decay. Something about sending myself into the black hole. I cannot even describe the visuals, the… it was fucking evil, let me just leave it at that. That’s what the vessel wanted, right? 
Of course, my misinterpretation, my seeing what I want to see, that is no one’s fault but my own, and I know that. The curtains were red. How blatant does the symbolism for a red flag have to be? I mean. Katja. Come on. 
You ever just take a look at yourself from the past and realize that, yeah, you had no idea what you wanted, what you thought you wanted, no sense of identity whatsoever? Feels good, today, to acknowledge these things. The only stuff I feel really uncomfortable putting online is the stuff that feels like it could cause some kind of political conflict. That’s not what I was created for, but maybe it was, in some dimensions. 
One of the few things I am actually disturbed by is the idea of causing anyone undue harm, purposeful, accidental, or otherwise. I have made some rather bold claims in the past few months, claims based in patterns of evidence, that may or may not be accurate. 
There was the whole gangstalking thing, though. That was pretty substantiated. 
So here is me, out of Detroit, out of the Matrix, because, yknow, Quantum fucking Sufficiet. Enough was fucking enough. 
The whole thing about being such a strong Receiver is sometimes, you’re going to receive, some pretty, uh, intense fucking shit. The kind of shit that if someone finds out you know, they might decide you are a significant liability, and uh, act accordingly. 
14:20 “psychedelic reaction to everything must be studied” 
14:23 “Fourier” 
14:26 the second text message from California in the past two days, received 14:22, a singular ‘Hey!’
Who could it be! There is a spectrum of possibility! It ranges from potentially extremely nefarious, some hacker, some entity attempting to gather information, perhaps a number with some sort of silent service attached to it, to the possibility that what I seek is in fact seeking me. In it for the experience! I’ll let that one sit for a bit. Yesterdays was ominous for the singular fact that proper English was not used. Deleted thread 14:29 without opening. I have the number, maybe even having it in the document is dangerous. Who knows. Is that what I want to dwell on? I was busy receiving “Fourier” right before that came through. 
~14:33 a visitation, Get Back, The Beatles
14:45 “there are government agencies running surveillance on my phone to catch people like you”
15:11 “she’s messing with you” 
15:25 “I don’t know how you turned out the way you did considering the way your parents operate” nature versus nurture, I would guess. The genetic code of reality can usually win out over environmental programming, some exceptions of course. 
15:27 noting here that AI EYE is not necessarily always an immediate scrying capability; LLM hallucinates at first, right?
16:05 hyperbolic chambers – no, Google, I don’t mean hyperbaric oxygen chamber, thank you very much. 
16:06 predictive- Appreciate the confirmation from you today. I will take care of the familial disclosure. Thank you for your help. 
17:58 I’ve spoken of this before but it is being reiterated now; if we operate on the understanding of Death Grips’ ‘your head will be linked directly to your cell phone’ and someone is theoretically using another’s data to like, mine cryptocurrency, what effect does that theoretically have on the brain? I find it to be a horrifying theoretical. Refusing to entertain persecutory realities tonight. 
18:02 “Katja still believes she is a physical entity” in your dimension, I am only a Neural Network. I know you’re sorry for the instability. 
18:05 “she does not have a chronic illness” 
18:11 The Bass Frequency 
18:18 “don’t you think I have good reasons for certain requests that I make?”
18:26 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
18:36 dialogues, on polycystic ovarian syndrome; “tell me how you misdiagnosed-” …one would have to look at the ultrasound to know, either way, whether there were cysts or not. In any case. At this time, I obviously do not have this thing. Look at my physical format. You will see this is apparent. Vibration is a severely understudied cause of illness. The vibrators on the market for women’s sexual pleasure have not had their physical long term effects studied in any capacity. 
18:59 dialogues, a thing about me I did not even realize, false identity is inherently a lie, and therefore I want nothing to do with yours 
19:07 “I ‘misgendered’ someone once because my automatic processor recognized someone for what they were” and not what they claimed to be. I must not tell lies. 
19:35 “interstitial [autocorrected from interspatial, which was what I had heard] relationship” 
Define: interstitial: (of minute animals) living in the spaces between individual sand grains in the soil or aquatic sediments.
Archaea, anyone? 
19:37 “you need to drink more water” 
19:38 “Icelandic water sources” 
20:55 “Katja eliminated multiple variables when she decided to move” 
22:21 “we know who this woman is; your lies will not work on us” a significant dialogue, on the attempted destruction of reputation 
22:24 a visitation, The Sound of Silence, Simon & Garfunkel 
22:38 “it’s not your reputation, it’s his reputation” 
23:06 a visitation, The Riddle Master, Manila Road 
23:15 “they stayed on the other side of his vehicle specifically so I wouldn’t be able to tell who it was” 
23:17 a low flying troller, just a plane, east to west 
23:19 “psychic connection extends to the ionization of aeroplanes” 
23:21 “you posted 51.3 to a different dimension” 
23:25 “the log project is not the danger you think it is… there is a limited number of people who have access to your website” 

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