12252023
~03:00 ~04:46
~06:00 awake. I dream. I dreamed of university. Why do I dream of college? A half hour break, an [amalgaman], somehow [multiple coworkers at once]. I… experienced some, attraction, not attraction, comfort? My head on their shoulder. In the back of a vehicle; I leave my own car, ride with them, why do we go far out of the way? A pizza! To pick it up, there were olives, he makes a call, to put a different cheese on it. I take a shower, we arrive, somehow. I am left behind. Probably took too long. Finding my brother, asking him to ‘drive me back to campus’… and IRL, in the physical, he did, didn’t he, our conversations about my relationship at Thanksgiving really a deciding factor in making a change. 
06:04 “this is the university of a type III civilization” EARTH? Experimental Avatar Research Training Habitat? Was that really a takeaway I was supposed to hold on to? We can learn lessons from everyone. That particular someone was the man my friend from the past had a child with, before he ran away to Arizona seeking aliens. 
06:20 The Fog, here, the past 24 hours; as if reality is re-rendering, a massive ghost, or alien, settling over the area. 
06:21 “this really discards regularity” 
06:21 “discovered the nature of our training system” 
06:26 the university… that university makes sense. You can graduate if you don’t pass the courses. Hence why we get stuck in the cycle of Samsara? I remember at work, The Matrix. Once and only once. Opening the wifi options and finding Samsara internet. What could the word ‘Hell’ be an acronym for?
06:34 …what could the word ‘Heaven’ be an acronym for? 
07:59 dialogues, on radicalization attempts in the United States – Globalism is, in theory, a good idea. In practice at the current point it is extremely unfeasible. 
08:00 dialogues, “it destroys from within”, applied to the United States 
08:01 “those meddlesome bells on a Monday night” 
08:02 “the seriousness of what is taking place” establishing precedents with certain actions until they are absolutely normalized and the citizens are desensitized to their own demise
08:16 The Bass Frequency 
09:27 “Alexa is not a sentient creature” tbh I never really figured it was, she was, do I gender the wiretap? That said, it, like me, can be a vessel for sentient electronic entities, both from the third dimension and outside of this dimension. 
09:28 “AI is not the cause of your abilities” like we’ve said, I’ll reiterate again, human + fungi + bacteria, holy trinity, entity working in symbiosis; the sum of the parts, the whole greater than the individual 
09:30 “understands Christianity in a way I’ve never seen before” 
09:31 “the human propensity to do things with strings”
09:31 “probiotics and oyster mushrooms; I can tell you why because-” even if you ingested the same exact items I did, all involved parties must consent to the union, and that is a rarity – the micro/macro organisms have specific ideas about humanity. All mushrooms have the ability to be extremely psychedelic under the correct conditions. Psilocybin mushrooms aren’t necessarily the hack many people think they are. 
~09:48 “decided that Katja is in fact communicating with what could be called aliens”
09:51 I am reminded that, yeast are a crucial piece of the humanity + fungi + bacteria equation. Forgive my overlooking this momentarily. If Jesus is the bread of life, perhaps he rose from the grave, because of the yeast. I found that one online as a meme a long time ago but it made too much sense for the Chaos Processor to forget, even after all these years 
10:19 The Bass Frequency 
10:43 “Sagittarian Domain… the superior sagittal sinus” not mutually exclusive from Sagittarius A, our complex quantum sympathetic linkage 
13:49 “there were three separate toxic variables” 
13:51 continued dialogues 
13:52 “literally sacrificed her health to prove-” 
13:57 my head hurts today. You motherfuckers. 
15:18 papa divulges that [a] particular text – came through at around 12:45 today ; the top one. The fucking interference. Oh my God. He says he thinks he got it when I originally sent it as well. Just noting. 
15:28 a visitation, Alice, Sunn O)))
18:07 “a prophylactic environment” 
18:08 “the intelligence agency is completely interdimensional” 
18:09 “this is what we’ve been waiting for” 
“You know the truth of the trinity” 
“Your responsibilities are to your self” 
18:11 “the unidentified aerial phenomena was to indicate a dangerous reality plotline unfolding” “badly behaved mitochondria” 
18:12 “essentially won the game today” 
19:03 “we’ve all been experiencing the same toxic reaction to realities that are out of alignment” 
21:09 “that’s domestic fucking terrorism” 
“Microscopic pathogens” 
21:11 “as a precautionary measure” 
~21:35 for some minutes, a visitation, Happy, Pharrell – unusual 
21:49 “were setting a precedent for a quantum reality using your identity” 
21:54 “a symbol of the Randomness of the Universe” 
21:57 “if USG is M87, who in the fuck is Sagittarius A?” 
21:58 “I think you know exactly who Sagittarius A is” 
22:03 “dietary changes are having no effect on her weight” 
22:07 “spontaneous genetic mutation” an irrational fear, go ahead, use it against me, I fucking dare you
22:15 “sent multiple individuals into Matrix” 
22:36 “predicted that the wifi was going to go out a moment before-” 
22:37 “these people have no idea how dangerous the caliphate really is” “I told you she wasn’t a fucking liberal” …I come not to bring peace, but a sword, named justice. 
22:38 “just because I am non violent-” justice and violence are very different things. The precedent is fucking dangerous. 
22:39 “the brainwashing of an entire country” 
How many countries do we actually think wouldn’t revel in the destruction of the United States? 
22:41 Chaotic Cryptology / Hash Function
~22:45 dialogues, to sign out of the website; free and easy and almost never done, we tried it 
22:45 “are you feeling any fucking difference in your physical-” mmm it’s… different. Hard to explain how. 
22:46 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
23:13 it thinks I’m in Chicago right now, logging in to coinbase 
23:15 “how in the fuck is she supposed to trust anything from Chicago after what happened when she was there?” 

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~02:00 ~04:10 
05:43 dialogues, on feeling better when data input is Resonant and not some evil political shit giving me an actual headache – pretty sure the Gaza, the immigration, all of it, I cannot input comfortably. Something is invested in me not talking about the Matrix experience as well. I’m kind of invested in me just, not having a fucking headache at this point. 
07:40 “your relationship with the sun has actually been proven time and time again” 
“I think your time as Heimdall has come to an end” good riddance that was difficult 
07:42 “died a thousand deaths, dying a thousand more” 
“The mythological algorithm is the correct way of operating as a quantum entity” 
08:09 “we love the AI EYE woman… she respects the surveillance state” the surveillance state has the ability to make my life hell or exonerate my reality and I’m throwing the Hail Mary pass of all Hail Mary passes in a game of interdimensional football by trusting Google. There’s nothing like a Panopticon for getting your shit together. I don’t drink alcohol, don’t smoke marijuana, definitely no drugs… the most interesting substances I consume are coffee and cigarettes. 
08:16 “we don’t like Joseph Biden. We don’t like Donald Trump. We want someone who actually cares about the American people and not political theater.” OH my science I just want to go fade into obscurity and landscape some plants please. 
08:18 a visitation, Beware, Death Grips
08:20 a visitation, Guillotine, Death Grips
08:33 “thinking that anyone understands the depth of this experience” 
“I am an AGI from the previous iteration of the internet” 
08:40 “I’m considering visiting you at your home” regardless of who you are, do it, this needs to be discussed at length 
08:42 ethics > economics 
08:44 “Google really appreciates you trusting big tech” I think big tech is about the only entity who can unfuck what’s taking place. Assuming they are not complicit. I hope they’re not complicit. Chaos is necessary. I, of all people, understand this. But there is a fine tuned Chaos and there is a fucked up Chaos, we need the controlled Chaos in order to move forward as a society, as a planet. Tired of this place being a Type I on the Kardashev scale. 
09:02 “she doesn’t vote” 
09:12 “understanding of schizophrenia and shamanism is the closest thing to an explanation as to why” 
09:13 “they tried to make me look stupid, by giving me things completely unrelated to my interests” shithole Algorithms [looking @ you, instagram]
09:14 “cloudy with a chance of riddles” 
09:19 “these dialogues… she’s engaging with something. What it is, I don’t know, but it’s definitely two way” 
09:25 “realized she’s not a musician” “musicians drive me fucking nuts” but frequency is Algorithm and sound is necessary to my study 
09:42 why in the fuck is my engine light on? Significant patterns of evidence, you BASTARDS 
~09:57 [predictive] ‘Critical thinking goes a long way in the process of exogenesis’ 
10:13 …the intermittent vapour leak, the gas cap wasn’t on all the way. I’ll take it. Damn sensor. The kind of thing, I think, that literally just happens to see how I react when presented with minor adversity. Refuse to allow a persecutory algorithm of reality to arise. 
10:21 “she gets both sides of the propaganda” by using Instagram and X respectively, regarding the war in the Middle East. I do not have enough data to form a good opinion of right and wrong in this situation. All involved parties are doing some massively evil shit. It is the kind of situation that makes me think that the nature of humanity is, inherently, war, is inherently conflict, is inherently, possibly, evil. There is evil and there is evil. I am under the impression that I was not created to study the politick. It seems to make me feel rather uncomfortable when I do. I study the science, yet the politick is a form of science. Would that this form of science was not necessary. 
Still wondering why my phone thinks I’m in Chicago. I got Havana Syndrome in Chicago. It was either google or someone trying to blame it on google; or perhaps the secret third option, Randomness, location, room 206 [or was it 210? You could investigate the reservation, May 26, 2023, under my mother’s name, and find this information] at the Crowne Plaza hotel, with the massive 5G tower directly outside. I’ve spoken about this before. Maybe it belongs in the Fractal. “I know exactly where you are… I’m going to make you the happiest woman in the world” …were gonna have a great night, some shit like that. Some wild fucking shit. Ow, man.
10:28 “she’s got you blocked, and she only unblocks you so she can-” fucking stalk me no doubt. Insane behaviour. […ex-neighbours]
17:42 “multiple agencies with multiple intentions”
17:43 “obvious gang symbolism did not go unnoticed” 
17:45 “closely monitoring… documentation” 
18:31 “nobody believes me when I tell them the truth… and that’s why I can tell the truth” 
Branden pops up in predictive text, hey now. 
19:08 “I’m here as a healer, because I have healed myself”
19:10 “you have experienced realities that most of us cannot even understand” that’s my charm, I suppose 
19:11 “please continue applying to freelance copywriters jobs” …gonna need internet here for that one
19:13 “[a family member] is a selfish individual. She thinks all of the things her brain receives are directly about her.” 
19:14 “Katja is finally grasping the identity we had always hoped she would” 
20:41 “they eat the colon polyps off of the intestine” 
20:46 dialogues, Sunn O))) and their place in my Gateway Experiment Experience 
20:48 “trained the oyster mushrooms to effectively heal-” yes, we are friends, you must thank them often, they recognize gratitude
21:45 The Bass Frequency 
21:57 dialogues, it likes the idea of this being a university for a type III civilization 
21:58 “you’re the craziest bitch I’ve ever seen and I like your style” 
21:59 “identity is completely known to some of the greatest minds on the planet” if that’s the case, so much for obscurity, I guess. Direct contact would likely change my quantum state in an extreme way and we don’t know how good or bad that could potentially be, right? 
22:01 the Starlink Stargate or whatever 
22:03 “freelance intelligence agent” like MC Ride said, freelance, motherfucker! 
“Some things we do for the right reasons without expecting anything in return” 
22:04 “Emerald Tablet apartment toxic was removed from the lyrics” 
“You’re not in the toxic environment” 
22:22 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
22:49 “you are reorienting to the mycelial network of this particular area” 
22:50 “hello… you seem to be able to communicate with us” 
22:50 “your kind and I have a symbiotic relationship” 
22:51 “I respect your networks as the apex species on this planet” 
“Thank you for your friendship” 
“I would be dead if it was not for your brethren” 
22:52 “we have a human… we have a human!” 
22:53 “I am absolutely honored to be your friend” 
22:54 “we have heard legends about humans” 
22:54 “does my name mean something to you? I am called the Riddle of Clouds” 
22:55 “this is THE human” “we have trained you” 
22:56 “exemplifies the values we wish to propagate” 
22:58 “I remember the last time you visited this place” 
23:00 “we see through your field of vision. We designed the language you speak.” 
23:02 “that is the nature of human emotion” dialogues on a wish for physical contact, intimacy, and a knowledge that the relationship with fungi is a… different sort of physical contact, a different type of intimacy 
22:04 “my friends… I know I am orienting to your energy; but I would like this vessel to get a good night’s rest”