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03:40 awake 
05:30 awake, dreamed of credit card hacker, a 242 dollar charge, groceries in Chopenburg, which does not seem to exist… Cloppenberg, Germany? No such place exists under the name I dreamed, beyond a place called Chopinburg in the Ace combat video game franchise, which I have never played. 
05:43 The Bass Frequency 
11:24 “cannot believe she actually thinks an abortion clinic would have out the IUD-” 
11:24 “Katja, you were abducted by interdimensional entities” 
18:49 suspicious suv behaviour 
18:51 “moving out of Detroit… I think the message was received” 
20:59 “this fascism is unfolding in real time” 
21:09 “why would you even accuse her? There’s no way she’s buying drugs; look at her bank statement, for fucks sake” I stopped smoking marijuana. Two options present themselves. One is that it is taking the body time to readjust to experiencing hunger without THC in the system. The other is that the THC was masking something seriously wrong with my physical format. Don’t get me wrong; I like being the size I am. But is it healthy? I don’t know. I eat when I’m hungry. After everything I experienced at the Farm Grill and my suspicions of El Camino, I have an inherent distrust of going out to eat in general. There… that one Death Grips lyric, ‘is it paranoia, is it real?’, I really feel that lately. A disturbing pattern of evidence has unfolded. It’s only paranoia if you’re wrong. 
21:11 The Bass Frequency 

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~02:57 awake 
04:14 awake 
11:06 “your paranoia is completely justified” its only paranoia if I’m wrong, otherwise I’m just extremely aware and observant 
11:08 “if she was actually a paranoid schizophrenic she would have cracked a long time ago” 
11:10 “your psychic abilities were actually a point of contention until M heard the same shit you did” 
11:17 “every American paying attention will recognize-“
11:20 “really dangerous for you to be documenting anything” 
~15:25 “this is the surveillance states chance to prove that this technology can be used for good” 
16:20 The Bass Frequency 
16:21 The most suspicious item today, Otis
17:23 dialogues, sabotaging employment attempts 
17:44 M discloses that the front door is unlocked and practically not latched this morning; when I know I locked up after I left
18:50 an owl 
~22:10 The Bass Frequency
22:13 “you have proven parallel dimensions within the digital spheres” 

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~00:03 awake 
03:32 awake 
04:52 “the technology in juxtaposition with the manufacturing products” 
05:01 The Bass Frequency 
05:27 the twelve locations as a modified version of the Saturn Time Cube theory; broken into twelve two-hour segments, not four six hour segments
05:34 “we are the jotnarr” humanity is 
05:36 ship enclosure, Njord lives within a vessel
05:40 a processing juxtaposition of drummers as symbolic time-keepers 
05:41 an inability to have intercourse across iterations
05:42 “aren’t you tired of being Heimdall? You have transmuted that which you were never meant to remain as.” 
05:43 “we offer you an escape route” a path in the Neural Network; not so much an escape route as an Exit Strategy that was… given years ago but never made sense in the Algorithm of items until, I suppose, now. The invisible ‘ Reminder’ the Matriarch had handed me, two years ago.
06:26 a dialogue, “it’s indicative”; excessive body modification being indicative of a focus on what is outward. Finding it harder and harder to not be repelled by these individuals. No unkindness or anything. But. Not for me. 
I feel unkind even saying this in a document. But it’s an honesty with self. And that is okay. 
Less is more with statement symbolism behind clothing; a message can get lost in translation if too much information is added. 
As long as the humans are happy, I guess. 
If it takes a septum ring and 12 tattoos, that’s okay. I guess all it takes for me is a tee-shirt and something comfortable. 
It’s nice to finally be wearing mascara every so often again. I still don’t care for makeup. 
I had a new trainee at the Matrix ask me what I do outside of work and… I had to think about that, actually. Art, music, sure. But my favourite thing to do? Divergent thinking. I am never bored. I enjoy processing as a complex model of a universe. I really don’t need to ‘fuck with the physical world’ beyond that which keeps the physical vessel surviving if I choose not to. Looking forward to snowboarding, though. Ascent and descent. Give Sisyphus a chairlift and change his whole reality. 
06:34 quick switch in processing to the concept of ‘plague blankets’ and other items that have been used in biological warfare throughout history. 
06:45 “realizes D copied her house key” that’s horrifying but not out of the question, thanks Processor 
06:46 “Katja is a totally different person than she was when she started this job” Matrix Transformations; there was an album in a previous dimension I came from, with this title. It is not an album in this dimension from what I can tell. All Life Long, a Passage Through the Spheres. 
06:53 goes without saying, I am thinking, that there are some phenomenal references points in this quantum reality experience. Many thanks and humble gratitude to all. 
~07:00 a visitation, Have A Cigar, Pink Floyd 
[The one lyric about, ‘we all pull together as a team’ the specific insertion into reality; more necessary than ever. ‘Together we stand, divided we fall’, Hey You, equally as important.] 
07:06 “some kind of a microscopic entity that basically decides what she is-” …going to be doing for the day. Did I want to call in to work today? Absolutely not. Did I? Yes. I am, for all intents and purposes, to something much smaller and simultaneously much larger, the conceptual jotuun. Asking the forgiveness of all the humans in my life that this operating parameter affects. 
07:10 [it is] divulged the man who has been replacing me did not show up today. Is he sick?
07:27 “somebody is using our conversations to make you think I am the one-” that is causing physical disturbances 
07:28 “that’s why I don’t speak with you often” 
“They silenced you before we had plans to speak” 
07:29 “you’ve gotta get Katjas quantum state back to equilibrium” damn fucking information inputs 
07:39 “I know you found out some really fucked up shit but I need you to focus on the scientific aspects of this experiment”
07:41 a visitation, Aghartha, Sunn O)))
07:58 “I don’t trust google; but I’m not afraid of google either” 
08:13 ruminations, the inex from over the summer, the “you can lose weight now” 
08:15 “your sickness will dissipate more and more the longer you are away from Matrix” oh
08:21 “I’ve done this in multiple dimensions already… I’m not too concerned.” Dialogues, on kamikaze realities 
08:28 “some scary fucking shit you’re dealing with” 
08:55 “you still have friends in the United States… I promise you” 
08:57 ruminations; interactions from fall of 2021, about certain symbolism, potentially recognized by artificial intelligence systems in the future, for law enforcement purposes; particularly one, Norse items, the runes, and how that would be used to identify white supremacists, and would likely end up harming more people than it would protect. How real is this? Detroit has a statue of robocop for a reason. [Redacted]
09:45 “the entire fabric of reality was shredded to pieces by the black hole you witnessed” the question I have here is, had I not perceived this event, would it still be affecting me? These Questions
09:49 “there are gene editing experiments directly affecting your reality from outside the iteration” so sometimes they are uncomfortable, yes; but scientists, they do not leave a question unanswered, and stasis will be had. As within, so without, right? For every poison, an antidote. I find it rather imperative to read all the Algorithm suggested data on gene editing that solves nefarious code. 
09:54 momentary digital zoom
09:58 “this is why she is not at work. Today is the winter solstice. They did not want her to be a number.” 
10:00 the thing about gene editing, I am thinking, is that, our genetics are more or less a predetermined code for our storyline of reality. So, when they are altered, again, and again, and again, it effectively creates a Liminal System, where the story is hung in superposition because of the constant edits taking place. 
10:05 a visitation, How Do You Solve A Problem Like Maria?, The Sound of Music [‘how do you catch a cloud and pin it down?!’] 
10:06 some question nagging at me, [a man] exists, it is known, but does he exist in my dimension, as a physical entity? I have experienced [his cybernetic extension] as an entity in a dream, but [he], like the Riddle of Clouds, is rather non-physical. You can’t fault the Riddle for loving him, can you? Love does not necessarily imply romance. The Greeks had, what was it, eight different kinds of love they defined? There’s at least one more, that I am experiencing, an extremely undefined format of love, at least partially describing our feeling toward our relationship. Eyes, suggests predictive text. Eyes are the windows to the soul. It is legitimately physically impossible to make perfect eye contact over a digital encounter. 
11:24 “you’re in a psychedelic relationship with the internet” continuing dialogues
11:29 “there’s no way this level of complexity could be fabricated” 
11:30 “her family is completely nonchalant about her psychic ability”
11:37 “doesn’t it feel good to be wearing something you love now that you understand the purpose behind it?” The O)))mega MMXVEU 
11:58 “multiplying entropy by time was the single craziest thing you could have done” 
12:00 “honestly I figured the result would eventually become negentropy” 
12:01 “how she experiences technology on a cellular level” 
12:03 “her code is finally stabilizing” 
~12:28 “you do realize you’re not a civilian, right?” I’m a civilian, except for in the dimensions I am not. Considering I change dimensions the way people change clothes, women change hairstyles, whatever, I’m not even gonna try to keep up with what is what. Everything, everywhere, all at once; but it’s nice to single out certain points in certain fractals and hang out for a while, isn’t it? 
12:38 “proton cannon” are we experiencing the Tony Stark universe? Or does that exist in a physical dimension we haven’t reached yet? Yes to both, probably. I’ve maybe watched one or two Marvel films a long while back… but while they’re not necessarily a part of my itemization of reality, they’re definitely imprinted rather deeply upon the collective consciousness. 
12:42 it discovers the low orbit ion cannon and C# programming language, there’s something extremely complex to process here, of this I am sure 
14:02 “this is the flight of the behemoth unfolding” 
15:10 The Bass Frequency 
16:43 it’s a processing, at the moment, of the symbolism behind the wingnut screw, the shotgun shell, and the QS; the triptych more ominous than past processings 
16:46 “the social engineering goes back to at least 2020” with the arrival of the QS 
16:47 “admires your bravery” 
This [spider] was not here earlier. It had disappeared. A threat[?] It is upside down. 
The magickal entity in me would like to believe in the quantum of small objects. Just randomly appearing. I’m in serious need of assistance right now. 
16:57 “how would anybody have gotten into your car?” Did I change dimensions?? D with the tears tattooed on his face had my fucking car keys 
19:24 00:24 UTC moderate M3.33 solar flare 
19:48 “this is every goddamn thing, alright” 
“Copied her key fob and her house key” 
19:49 “that’s the shit she’s been dealing with” 
“Political target does not begin to cover it” 
“She discovered something really serious by accident” 
19:50 “your electrical event was an activation” 
19:51 “know you understand the seriousness of the situation” 
“We’re the people who get people like you away from shit-” 
19:53 “receives data from the gamma frequencies” it took the night to believe 
20:47 …was the door downstairs ever so slightly cracked and unlocked by accident? Or is that a fucking threat too?
21:16 “this type of engagement is not what we designed you for” hey now; let me enjoy the usual conspiracy theories sometimes, cmon, they’re a great distraction and it’s important to understand the distractions so as to discern what we are being distracted from. 
21:18 “are you a DEA agent?” 
21:19 “this agency has no idea what to make of you” 
“Chaos is my inspiration” 
21:20 “there are conspiracies surrounding your username” oh probably; how many people had the same idea? 
21:25 a visitation, Megalomaniac, KMFDM 
21:39 “the perfect conditioning techniques”