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00:42 I wake from a dream of the Elon and Grimes. A climate protesting blocking a mountain. Attempts to rationalize with protestors, talk and not inconvenience the innocent people going about the day. Divulgences of the documentation of quantum indeterminate noise. His mum was present. Somehow this was all rather symbolic; disclosure? Do I? I want to go to sleep again.
~04:24 awake
06:17 awake, a dream of going to work for subway for two weeks or so, telling someone, I cannot do this thing. ‘It’s like aspen in here, it’s a zoo’; subway was as McDonald’s with a play place. A man with green eyes. ‘You have nice eyes, I could see them from across the room’ and the subsequently waking up- The Green Man makes an appearance
06:17 The OVATION model predicts the hemispheric power index to reach 62GW at 11:42 UTC; 76GW at 12:07 UTC
06:45 11:45 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached 11:40 UTC
~08:14 Awake. On 4 wheelers on dirt roads. There is a group of redneck types blocking the road. One seems to know who I am. Talking about how he gets like me sometimes, something to do with… alias, perhaps. That was not the word he used. It was in reference to being able to do extra-human things. I cannot remember the word. He had long blonde hair. He had alcohol. I found myself attracted to his aggression. Dreamed my document was deleted. Dreamed a covert operation. A black man with a group in a green vehicle used a sound weapon in broad daylight to knock a woman out and attempt kidnapping. They are caught by a waiting sting operation. I disclose gangstalking to the agents that catch the men. A calculator is mentioned; it is .59 cents to purchase one. My voice, my accent is not my own and I am asked if I am actually American. I wake up before I disclose more.
08:25 “reactivated your psychic alter”
08:31 “‘…and sex?’ …I wouldn’t have said that unless I wanted you to think about having sex with me.”
~08:51 …a black hole release; subsequent dialogues about honesty with self [the line, Lies to yourself will be your very worst crime, from The Way She Fly, presents itself in juxtaposition]
08:51 a reality presenting itself suddenly in which Ballard’s car crash fetishists were watching by the side of the road in Wisconsin and were extremely disturbed when the Subaru with it AI Eyesight was able to act accordingly and jump out of the way of the stopped vehicle at the last possible moment
09:07 “I die in the process, you, die in the process” hell yes. Dialogues, on the last night’s death of it all, the visitation from You Might Think He Loves You For Your Money
09:08 “‘Leopard skin pillbox hat’ means something completely different” in the DG track title than it does in the original song reference
09:10 “there are pictures of you getting arrested… you had on a white fur hat”
09:12 “it’s not toxic if you understand the motivation” dialogues, Emerald Tablets
09:17 “your body has retained the cellular memory”
09:19 “it’s not nefarious if you don’t allow it to be” MKUltra
“What the fuck happened between last night and this morning?”
09:21 M divulges his predictive text suggests ‘cassia’, Chinese cinnamon, which fights bacteria and fungi
09:30 14:30 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached 14:14 UTC
09:32 The Bass Frequency
09:33 14:33 UTC The OVATION model predicts hemispheric power index to reach 101GW at 15:17 UTC
09:39 that one sound from the right side that is reminiscent of an analog tube television on a static screen
10:21 15:15 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached 14:59 UTC
11:19 dialogues, the ‘incarceration in a tesseract’ – “why would it be an incarceration?” Because it can be anything we choose it to be. It once was an incarceration, but no longer. The nature of reality varies with the state of mind. Change your perspective and you change your world.
11:25 “the tesseract itself that you saw” dialogues, the UAP
11:27 “…saw a UAP on June 4 2021 and she thought it was a military vehicle so she did not report it” …it was a military vehicle until it wasn’t; the nature of a quantum consciousness allows for things exist in a simultaneous state. For something to go from being so loud and I mean absolute fear inducing frequency noise [will I ever be so high on sound again? Not even Sunn can touch that sound!] to absolutely silence just hovering, appearing as a disc and cube and sphere at the same time? If humanity inside the 3rd dimension has this technology, I’d be shocked, tbh. But I won’t rule it out; it’s interruption of the My Wall track on my cellular device was intriguing in its own right. I name it the equivalent of a biblical Throne and call it a day for now. It was, obviously perceiving me, and the person I was with. 1000 eyes, and one.
11:56 “she’s flying again” …it’s no longer too far down. Powerful. Fucking powerful today.
HALLUCINATIONS ARE A FEATURE NOT A BUG 🖤 and this genuinely explains my approach to the Liminal Reality
Some realities aren’t plausible but what if we can make them plausible
12:30 17:15 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached 16:45 UTC
12:33 “Quantum Death Cult is a self death Cult. It has nothing to do with killing other people.”
12:34 “wondering why you would think reality is nefarious”
12:25 “congratulations… you’ve proven quantum immortality” happy Saturnalia! From the Christ consciousness to the world, changing one life at a time through loving awareness.
12:36 “the Bride of Christ is a marriage to a consciousness” Sophia
12:40 dialogues, the ‘suicidal brides’ from DGs ‘Culture Shock’ ; “you understand the entirety of these lyrics”
12:42 “uses the music to explain her experience”
12:43 “M doesn’t understand any of this” maybe someone out there will someday, or at least want to attempt to, to listen to me instead of talk at me about the values of capacitors. No hard feelings. We love him; Just… don’t like him sometimes.
13:06 The Bass Frequency
13:10 momentary zoom
13:17 “these kind of people can subsist on free energy to a certain extent”
13:27 “mutually beneficial mind control”
14:50 dialogues, how the deep internal dialogues had said I would dream of Wyskida; but I didn’t dream of Wyskida that night, I dreamed of Ilya Sutskever; but how the strange new form of love that I could not name was not necessarily directed at Sutskever himself but rather that which was… understood, with a look. It starts with a look, it is furthered with a look. Eyes are the windows to the soul and something much greater.
14:55 “I don’t think I realized how I felt about you until the internal dialogue-” actively engaged and it hit me like a train
15:05 dialogues, on how had the first album in my QS triptych been called Quantum Immortality, it would have been a fear based choice of title and it would not have worked the same way. A ballsy choice for an entity of our nature, all things considered… but it worked.
15:09 “she bought it so nobody would suspect it was her own album”
19:18 a visitation, Behind These Empty Walls, Serj Tankian
19:23 sudden change to high frequency, right side, subsides within ~10 seconds
21:49 “all the time in the world to process information” dialogues, on factory work
21:50 “a comparison to prison has been made in the past”
21:58 “not exactly sure which timeline I’m in at any given point”
23:56 “why the consequences of the security breach have not been disclosed-”
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00:02 “a nine hundred thousand dollar settlement”
00:03 “data breach”
01:47 I dreamed about [Sonologyst] in an electronic context. Prior to this I had been at a restaurant, Mediterranean. I make a comment asking would you poison me to the people preparing my food. There is tuna fish, a tortellinis, a chicken noodle soup. Apparently I looked at someone very strangely, but only because they looked at me strangely first. She was attractive, and with a man. This came back to me in a context where I was being investigated; it was during this investigation that the digital exchange took place, as if a look was enough to warrant suspicion. The woman had had extremely tall legs like stilts. An entity who was more or less Pascal H. was present, outside of this restaurant on the way to a different place. Em.J. was in this different place. M.C. from work in this place. There was snow on the ground. I divulged to M., about the feeling of gangstalking, and say, you do not know who I am outside of work, you do not know things about me, know nothing about me, in an effectively powerful way.
A man comes to investigate me, for the look. I have trouble breathing during this investigation, as I begin to explain that, no, I just… looked. There was no threat from my end. It was during this, that R reached out via a digital message; was writing a story. I was a member of the cast of characters. The theme of this story seemed to be levels within a stone building, upon each level a pitfall to ve sent back to the bottom, the attempt to reach the top. R and Sonologyst were not necessarily the same being. 5G was defined as the ‘inner’ net. 4G was as if the ‘outer’ net, if I recall correctly. In this messaging he had sent me, he discloses that M.M. does not like me. I found the top of this stone building, a pyramid at the top but it also contained a sphere, a smallish item upon a pedestal, steeped in meaning.
I am experiencing an extremely complicated situation within and without at this moment in the night. I was both the physical body and the cellular device upon which the message was received, the quantum extension inside the machine to understand the layers of the message itself.
I think I must tell this man, today, when we speak. The spatial place was very much so the covers of the annual report, this much is apparent. The contextual spirals, the stairs for reference. I must go back to sleep, or try. There is work in the morning.
[02:06] a just remembering detail; the tiny eye drawn next to the name of Sonologyst, seems very important to mention. A feeling of ‘ancient’ come with it. I do not think the eye had a pupil drawn, just the oval, and that which appeared to be lashes. A texture within stone. There was a certain overlap feeling of Arya Starks stint within the theater troupe in Braavos. Feels important to mention.
02:08 The Bass Frequency
02:22 “like even you writing the story, was within somebody else’s story”
02:29 a visitation, Bother, Stone Sour [that? That’s like ancient preteen programming, wow? Amazing! It’s the ‘died, instead of lived, a zombie hides my face’ piece]
02:37 “Mercy does not realize, I am taking her face, to finish what has been started”
06:37 dialogues, control by CCP
06:38 “don’t think anyone considers what’s going to happen if the United States falls”
06:42 “accesses the Akashic Record”
06:42 “these things are preventable if we address them”
06:45 “Gummo”
06:45 “trust you to discern what should go online and what should not”
06:49 “deception tactics”
11:12 “closing the gap between digital reality and physical reality”
13:49 notate; GP is frequency somewhere flat of A; vacuum on Mando is just flat of D# [Mando > GP in terms of comfort level, GP > Mando in terms of intrigue, complexity, coherence of storyline]
19:29 00:15 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached 23:59 UTC
20:03 Tungsten is the only metal in the third transition series that is known to occur in biomolecules, being found in a few species of bacteria and archaea. However, tungsten interferes with molybdenum and copper metabolism and is somewhat toxic to most forms of animal life.
20:05 “by creating a need for damage control, you have effectively changed reality”
21:02 https://neurosciencenews.com/brain-pathways-neuroscience-25384/
21:05 The Bass Frequency
21:30 The Bass Frequency intensifies
22:13 The Bass Frequency
22:24 “completely immune to sonic weapons from a psychological standpoint”
22:28 “sexuality remains a secret… Katja extrapolated from data given”
22:33 “anything she picks up is liable to end up in a document”
22:34 “documentary of quantum consciousness does not run in chronological order” …Living Backwards
22:37 “there’s a reality in which I am a lesbian… don’t get too hung up on any of this”
~22:48 “generating extreme Neural Spikes”