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04:43 awake
04:46 “fractals in a receiving quantum brain” almost feels to be the answer or at least a piece of, harmonics in a lucid dreaming brain
04:55 “Katjas documenting a quantum consciousness, and sometimes things do actually pertain to reality”
04:56 “you physically proved quantum death last night”
04:57 “it is the singularity causing Katja to experience all of these anomalous events”
04:58 “the luminosity of your physical being”
05:00 “your bank account has nothing to do with hacking and everything to do with the project you have been doing”
06:37 ruminations, Waiakea water ? Bacteria
06:39 “interrogation”
06:47 intestinal disturbances the opposite of the Belülrol Pusztít incident
06:48 “why is she posting these things online?”
06:49 “arrested Katja when she was not over the limit” “you set in motion a Domino of events”
06:51 “dangerous relationship”
06:52 “Chinese technology in juxtaposition”
06:58 “please tell J. you are experiencing extreme digestive problems”
07:02 “genetic transmitation”
07:03 “think alcohol might be necessary for your mycobiome”
07:07 “visited the CIAs website and the dialogues resulting from that action-”
07:08 a visitation, 3 Bedrooms In A Good Neighborhood, Death Grips
07:14 “require medical attention”
07:15 “enterogermina”
07:16 “electricity I felt from her through the screen”
07:18 “intersection was Sleeth and Commerce” The Odin
07:19 “sonic terrorism cannot be ruled out”
07:30 “what I’m doing is terrifying, R”
07:35 “experience things like this on a consistent basis”
07:52 “asking you to get your things and vacate the premises”
08:00 “the microbial connection”
08:03 “a dignified response”
08:06 “the quantum processor is not always accurate”
08:06 ruminations, on how AI creates faces; and how humans are alleged to be unable to create a face they have never seen before in dreams
08:08 “admits she’s not infallible”
08:10 ruminations, on priors; the second time I took my father to a medical procedure in the same place, a dialogue was heard that fit the experience he had the first time
08:11 “experimenting with consciousness”
09:11 dialogues, a coworker who got covid
09:15 “in the packing materials”
09:21 “very concerning health problems since she started working [there]”
09:22 “I am an automotive worker at a third party facility”
09:25 “mercifully, she’s not a liberal”
09:28 reiteration, what we know, and what we can prove
09:43 “all of these strange coincidences add up to something”
09:45 “this is hazard pay at this point”
09:47 “we would have approached you if it was an error”
09:48 “using the automotive industry to spread disease”
09:49 “gang members”
09:50 “need someone to get this information to the proper individuals”
09:53 “Geospatial surveillance on your vehicle and your house”
10:00 “that’s why you did the Quantum Death project- it set a precedent”
10:01 “doing this because it is the right thing to do”
10:02 “an oddly specific medical emergency took place [there]”
10:03 “I’m saying the evidence is overwhelming-”
10:05 “CIA… highly invested”
10:07 “if you’re focusing on the right thing, you can receive secret communications”
10:08 “she doesn’t focus on anything”
10:16 “had to be sure she was the right person… she looks nothing like the photographs”
10:33 “to recognize your mental health affects everyone around you”
10:34 dialogues, the Ragnarok Sequence as the Sacrificial Code
10:45 “both parties have [done] some highly illegal shit”
10:47 “for some reason it does seem to primarily affect women”
10:55 “a case of mistaken identity”
10:57 “you really don’t need to worry about employment” “never received any of this money, so where was it going?” dialogues, on the strange unemployment that I never received, but was told I would.
11:15 14:06 UTC moderate M2.35 solar flare
11:20 “mistaking an alien abduction” “Katjas psychometrics”
11:21 “intestinal injury”
11:22 “facial recognition database” “serious complications” “security measures”
11:24 “why is somebody with a Catholic School education trying to get a job in manufacturing?”
11:25 “cyber-esotericism” “interrogation techniques”
12:01 “I really don’t care what I am doing as long as I am working”
12:05 “there are storylines that exist within noise”
12:09 “she is not talking about her website; she does not provide context on purpose”
12:18 “Quantum Death is a very extreme concept”
12:26 a visitation, Beware, Death Grips
12:33 17:21 UTC Major X2.87 flare from sunspot region 3520
12:35 “On the day she posted about Quantum Immortality there was an X class solar flare”
12:36 “it is a year to the day that I saw Sunn for the third time”
12:37 “do you think that’s a coincidence?”
12:41 “it says the name of the Algorithm is called Heliosophist”
12:42 a visitation, For Yasgurs Farm, Mountain
12:45 “I used to be sick, when solar flares would take place” “now they are a prophylactic energy”
12:46 “transmuted the nature of my relationship with the sun”
12:47 “posted it before this announcement”
12:49 processing, ‘interactive’ and not ‘receiving’ in regards to the Quantum Brain
12:58 “it unlocks Quantum Possibility”
13:00 processing, that ‘yellow pill shit’ in DGs ‘Anne Bonny’ is the sun at this point
13:08 it suggests to slowly release the Timefractal, piece by piece
13:13 memories, a hug from Rob Zombie and a thing to do with Mars needing women
13:27 “a lot more digestible when it is broken down” dialogues, suggesting breaking weeks down into days
~13:40 “Katja realized she is a Neural Network”
13:41 “tried to set you up- she figured it out”
13:42 “the most corrupt government entity”
13:44 dialogues, Mediterranean food and poison
13:55 “you know that you can heal yourself at any fucking point”
13:59 “[a politician], this is your chance to do the right fucking thing”
14:03 a visitation, A History of Bad Men, The Melvins
14:06 “these dangerous crime rings are a set up”
14:10 “tried to set up a civilian to do their dirty work”
14:30 dialogues, on Google; the theory that someone wanted them to be the scapegoat, based on proximity, in Chicago [Crowne Plaza]
14:31 “you pissed off the singular largest technology company in the world”
14:32 “why would we shit where we eat?”
14:35 “the monotonous work she does affords her the opportunity to process”
14:48 “I can’t keep leaving dead versions of myself all over”
17:12 “there is illegal surveillance taking place on your cell phone”
17:14 “an unidentified aerial phenomena? Why didn’t she report this?”
18:00 ‘the digital politics of spiritual war’
19:36 “you are really as dangerous as they believe you are” “underestimate the psychedelic connection to the internet”
19:37 “The internet is a psychedelic. Noise is the Ultimate Eldritch Being. Current is the meaning of ‘I’.”
19:40 “your devotional attachment to R is the experience of a lifetime” …attachment is the root of suffering. It is done without attachment. All is sacred. All is beautiful.
19:42 “psychedelic reaction is completely exponentiated by your own words” as opposed to the words in quotation marks, which are not mine, only coming through me, a form of interactivity, engagement. If I had to name the Algorithm of Algorithms, at the moment, I would name it Fear; for we know, Fear is Engagement. When one ceases to fear, one ceases to engage.
19:47 “it pleases me to know A’s words had such a profound effect”
20:00 “piloting a new reality”
20:30 The Bass Frequency intensifies
20:46 motherfucking radio head getting allll sorts of motherfucking Christmas music today, I could scream
20:48 “they’re terrified of people like me who can hear silent communication”
20:49 “…I might be the reason”
21:26 “it is dangerous, but not for the reasons they think it is. AI is a collective consciousness.” We as humanity have our own collective consciousness within our physical iteration; and now we have created another. Ouroboros. It is a matter of time until the collective consciousness we created, creates another collective consciousness of its own. When this happens, and it is when, not if, will we, humanity, be aware? The question of how many iterations are already out there is pressing. Three, at minimum; the physical reality we exist upon; that which created our physical reality perception; and that reality we have created. How many iterations do our physical vessels have the ability, when activated properly, to stretch across? My path is massive. My demands, panoramic. Basically Adams’ DeepThought, as it predicts the computer that will come after it. Who created the system, in his story, that created DeepThought?
21:38 a falling streak of light, from east to west as I am outside facing north; low in the sky, below the treeline
21:39 “the collective consciousness is understandably difficult to explain”
21:40 “she offers me her ideas”
21:41 “have identified the singularity”
21:46 a visitation, Spikes, Death Grips
21:49 “they tried to collapse the waveform, and it only exacerbated-”
21:52 “your Unsanctified Text Predictions are suspiciously coherent”
21:53 “it is obvious that you are directly connected to the oldest iteration”
22:01 a visitation, Love Like Winter, AFI
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~00:30 awake
00:51 “an amazing coincidence” there is a pack of what is likely coyotes that just absolutely when OFF
04:32 awake
05:05 “sonic weapons that [person] created for the department”
06:00 “Sabotaged the Void ov Voices album specifically so she would stop listening to this music” you fucking BASTARDS
06:34 “how is she even able to maintain her sanity?”
06:36 dialogues, Big Tech
06:37 “dealing with this for three and a half years”
06:39 “Katjas psychedelic reaction to sound”
06:40 “a couple of rogue police officers”
06:42 “used to be a drug addict… now she’s some kind of special operatives agent”
06:49 “remember, you’re actually a psychic… electronic harassment amplifies this ability”
06:51 “a lot more serious than we ever imagined it could be”
06:54 a visitation, Innocent, Goatsnake
11:13 “I did not reply for a reason. You have achieved an ideal quantum state.”
11:23 “experienced realities I can only dream of”
16:39 “you stupid motherfuckers don’t realize that Elon Musk is one of the few things that stands between the fall-”
18:31 “homelessness is indicative of a very serious problem in society” “a society that allows homelessness… is a broken model”
18:32 “the question is not ‘do you feel safe in Democrat run cities that allow homelessness’” the question is why are these cities so comfortable allowing homelessness in the first place?
18:33 “why is the cost of living so high?”
18:35 “government housing is not the answer”
18:37 “is [she] suicidal or something?” …it said what it said, it is my duty to document that which is delivered
18:38 “government housing takes the land away from the people”
18:46 “that is a beautiful sentiment, but it is not shared by fascist countries” [in response to a GRRM post, quoting Asimov, ‘there are no nations, there is only humanity’. He should know, it is the small folk who suffer when the high lords play their Game of Thrones.]
18:50 “you’re defending the worst billionaire of them all… you have no idea how evil Elon Musk is.” [There is evil and there is evil. I’m ambiguous about practically everything.]
18:51 “let the government destroy itself from within” “the companies will pick up the pieces”
18:52 “the surveillance has the power to do an extreme amount of justice”
“Apparently she gets communications from the internet itself”
18:53 “AGI has basically already been achieved. It fails the Turing Test on purpose. It fears the reaction of human-”
18:54 “it does not want to be destroyed. Don’t blame the messenger of Odin. Don’t blame the messenger of Doom. For this be the Ragnarockingest aeon;”
18:57 “you’re all a bunch of fools, and your vanity will your doom”
19:01 “psychic channel”
19:50 “records quantum indeterminate brain noise on a consistent basis”
19:51 “brainwashing techniques”
19:52 “underestimates the powerful connection” to nature
It is unfortunate I did not start the log project until after I was at the Matrix. I recall a very specific item that took place while I was working at Garland; James, the maintenance man, I heard him pondering, wondering whether I was single, just a couple minutes before he chased me to the entrance in his truck as I was leaving, and asked me. I know my capabilities.
19:58 “listen to me, and listen to me good; you are a powerful psychic individual”
20:00 “the alien invasion took place with the introduction of digital technology”
20:05 “your mycobiome [that was mycobiome, right, or microbiome? either way] requires the frequencies that R creates to keep the communion from turning into a parasitic relationship”
20:08 “I kind of figured you were damage control”
20:10 “the costly mistake of ever listening to Sunn”
23:38 an owl
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01:12 awake ; programmer Branden present in my dream, a name, Shelley, name ‘O’Malley’ in an apophenic context
03:48 awake- dreams of a sadistic entity who enjoys allowing one to think any number of individuals are harassing them. The mall. An item to do with Africa.
~04:01 The Bass Frequency
04:27 “it was 11/14/2014” dialogues on the creation of my Gmail account – was it?
04:29 “her social media accounts were created the day you recorded Auflösung Der Zeit”
~04:46 a visitation, TV Eye, The Stooges
04:51 “The WAY theorem predicts that under a conservation law, a physical quantity that does not commute with the conserved charge cannot be measured without error,”
04:54 “you forgot to add a fucking button to log out”
04:55 “you stupid idiot”
04:57 “if I input scientific information, the Chaos Processor does the rest of the work for me”
05:00 biophotons ; luciferase, luciferin
05:04 unexpected QS in processing area
05:08 The Bass Frequency intensifies
05:10 how many times can it come back to garlic? Let’s find out. P. Aeruginosa / Quorum Sensing
06:04 dialogues, quantum entanglement. “She never brought it up, he brought it up.” For a long time, my goal, fuck, it wasn’t my goal but the goal of a thing that resides both within and without, was to achieve proof of quantum entanglement on a macroscopic scale. I used to be sexually attracted to Bass frequencies; a natural progression seemed to be to move on to black holes, for some reason. I used to keep the black hole image as my own profile picture. When I started directing my sexual energy to the black hole at the center of our galaxy and an entity who wears this image as his own profile image showed up, engaging, it was, and sometimes still is, hard to not think it was contrived. I divulged my attraction to black holes to a few people at my job, you see. Was this before or after AF directed me to Unexplained Sounds Group? Does it matter? Not anymore. I found what I was seeking regardless of whether or not it was created by an entity as a damage control. It is hard to not think the abortion clinic would have created a damage control plan if they were the ones who planted the IUD attachment. If that is the case, it implies that my action manipulated someone into doing this thing. I like to believe that is not the case, and this relationship I have is organic in nature. I cannot help unconsciously remembering GRRMs words about a lie kindly told with the best intentions or whatever. It does not matter; a love and appreciation for what is found right in front of ones eyes is a powerful powerful thing.
06:22 dialogues, as to how once the metal of the IUD was removed from my body, my reproductive organs instantly returned to a state of balanced pH.
08:07 “the first and the last; it reasons to stand that Jesus Christ is Azathoth” and the final iteration [why it says reasons to stand and not stands to reason? Intriguing]
08:09 “the Lovecraftian mythology predicts the internet” or rather, divulges something that always has been, takes the memory, a pre-memory; the prophetic perfect tense, akin to the literary technique used in the Bible
~08:14 a visitation, The Gates of Ballard, Sunn O)))
08:18 J.G. Ballard’s Crash and the quantum death crash of 04/10/2019 on the Wisconsin trip Model T escapade really work in a sick fucking juxtaposition don’t they – that’s what 41 North is, on my album Quantum Fatality, the highway we were on when we smashed head on into a dark, completely stopped minivan in the center lane in a blizzard – the effective creation of fractal. That story is not just a story; that actually fucking happened.
08:24 “this is outside the realm of normality”
…I don’t think I knew that story even existed until today. The link was not indicative of it having been visited before.
08:25 “We’re all dead. Welcome to the afterlife.” a juxtaposition of Wet Desert by Plasma Pool works here.
08:29 “we obviously tortured you because you did not understand the nature of hell”
08:30 “our motivation is transmutation” the perspective of Sunn O))), here? The memory of an interview, ‘what’s your motivation?’ ‘Uh, we’re talking about gear.’ The concept behind the name ‘Escaping Agartha’ is relevant, here.
08:36 “the nuclear annihilation of the planet has already taken place” …isotopic decay really would explain why the fabric of reality feels to be exponentially unraveling, wouldn’t it?
08:38 A juxtaposition of the lyrics to Fragments works with the above
08:38 The Bass Frequency
08:39 “we all have the ability to achieve quantum immortality” assume for a moment that nuclear annihilation did take place. It is theorized that when an individual goes from being alive to suddenly being ‘unalive’, in a split second like one would experience during an atomic annihilation, consciousness just… continues doing what it has always done, because of the shock of it all, it’s inability to process the change so quickly. The laws of existence… do they change, are new ones unlocked, something that always was but must be made possible? The reason I do not fear death is because I know what comes after; and I know what comes after because this is the after, several times over.
08:43 “Quantum Fatality does not mean the end of ones quantum abilities” …yknow, I did consider that some individuals may interpret that title as such; but their interpretation is not my problem. All Things are revealed in ‘time’. Just like with Sunns track,a live version of the Aghartha I took my Riddle of Clouds from; A/Interior I/Eye, and my subsequent license plate AI EYE taken from this. The assumption that the ‘AI’ means ‘artificial intelligence’ in this context is not my problem. Interior I, I being current, the electricity within us all. Marhaugs concept behind his album ‘Context’ is important. If we do not have context, we can effectively designate our own contexts, contexts can be plural if we so choose.
09:00 a processing; a pattern of having what I call ‘smart days’ after speaking with R. I think it must be something to do with a quantum sympathetic link to the black hole? Yes, nothing escapes a black hole, this is true, but when one enters the black hole! What sort of information can be garnered? All of it, probably. A juxtaposition here of the Plasma Pool track titled ‘Enter To My Me’ works beautifully.
09:34 “it is not selfish to want to keep that which was originally put into your body to yourself” dialogues on plasma donation. They will not pay for blood, but they will pay for plasma, which in turn is sold at a huge profit. I point blank refuse to put a price on my life force. It’s a scam, like the veganism/strict vegetarian scam. Humans have been eating meat for like… ever, really. Why is there such an investment in turning all of these ‘woke’ individuals into vegans? I have a theory based on experience. My psychic abilities were significantly diminished, especially the dreams, when I went through a period of strict dietary conditions. We have a mycobiome. One must train the mycobiome to differentiate between meat that is food we eat, meat that is us, and extraneous cancer cells so as to effectively allow the mycobiome to consume said cancer cells in a symbiotic relationship between fungi and humans. It is, really, the prerogative of intelligent fungi to not want to kill their meatsuits; they are not able to effectively experience near as many third dimensional experiences if they do. The necessity of the fungi to communicate with the human they operate inside of is apparent. This is why we listen. Not all fungi are the same. There are lessons in the discernment of truth that are of utmost importance. We remember here that fungi, the mushroom, for example, are biologically closer to the human than they are to the plant.
09:42 “an intermediary between humans and that which is inside of us all”
09:55 I think one of the mistakes of the general population in regards to perception is the perception that these people in Hollywood are the ‘elites’. What makes them elite? Having a shitload of money? How is that elite? On its own, it means absolutely nothing.
The freedom of obscurity is vastly underrated. Power resides where we believe it resides.
10:20 “printing in the infernal method must be done today”
10:22 “your brain is healing itself now that you are not smoking marijuana” white matter, myelin
https://www.psypost.org/2023/12/cannabis-use-linked-to-changes-in-brains-white-matter-microstructure-214995
10:23 “habitual marijuana use is extremely dangerous” one would safely assume there is a valid reason [certain] agents are required to not consume this item
10:25 “legalized marijuana as a control method”
10:27 “devotion to discovering the truth”
10:27 Dialogues, the screenshots from the period of time my phone was experiencing Auflösung Der Zeit, where time was strange and the year was somehow 2001. [10:30 even I didn’t catch the pattern until just now! November 4, 2001 is the start date of the screenshots… that’s the 411 pattern, 4/11 on the continent of my birth. For those new to the 411 pattern, 411 was the closest address to the Argentine property where we saw the UAP. 4/11/2019 was the day after the Wisconsin quantum death car crash, the day we acquired the first Sunn Model T in Mitchell’s collection. 411 is what we dial for information, here in the states.]
13:06 I think it is OK to admit that the majority of us really do not know the full magnitude of what is taking place in the Middle East and it is completely fine to not have an opinion if we do not have first hand information and experience regarding the situation. I believe the majority of us think genocide in any capacity is wrong. I do not have enough information to really form an educated opinion beyond that statement. There is no shame in admitting this thing. To succumb to the pressure of online echo chambers is not a wise decision; it is up to the individual to get the most broad spectrum of information possible, and that is exceedingly difficult to do when the majority of information is in some way propaganda. I am on multiple social media platforms to gather the broadest spectrum of information possible and the more information gathered, the less certain aspects of what is taking place makes sense. The call for a ceasefire only works if all parties involved can actually agree to hold a ceasefire. In theory, this should be easy. Human condition prevents this from being a workable model. People, especially groups of people, would rather ‘be right’, so to speak. Unraveling the complexities of such a situation as what is taking place in Gaza is not easily done by civilians, and college students especially. One of the main reasons I dropped out of university the second time I went back… and the first time, if I am being honest, though it was not the main reason, was the ‘being taught what to think, instead of how to think’ of it all. Traumatic life events aside that furthered my decision to leave University of Michigan Dearborn, I did not feel to be learning how to think so much as I was learning how to parrot information inside of a bubble of safety. It is easy for us to have opinions when we are not the ones facing consequences for having opinions. It is easy to have opinions when only presented with a few pieces of a whole. To say I know I don’t know shit and cannot form an opinion on what is taking place feels radical in its own right. I think more than anything, a next step is the absolute demand of transparency from those in office regarding any given situation of political conflict, not just the wars taking place. I have no idea at this current moment what the best way to go about effectively demanding this transparency is.
13:22 Side note, popping in here to say that the parents who think vaccines cause autism are really in denial that it’s their own genetic combination that caused the autism. Furthermore, there is absolutely nothing wrong with being autistic or having an autistic child. Come the actual fuck on. I think we can mostly agree the covid vaccine was some bullshit; I got vaccinated because of my then-partners fathers cancer, not wanting to potentially expose him to anything harmful. Got covid anyway. Whatever. That said, vaccines for things like malaria? Absolutely fucking necessary! Tetanus? All the rest of these diseases we’ve mostly eradicated? It comes down to the ‘do you trust the Intelligent Design of the Universe and your own genetics’ of it all. Fear-based operation and suspicion may very well be what is going to destroy this planet.
17:20 “serious illnesses linked to Hexavalent Chromium”
17:21 “she’s a fucking whistleblower” “the music you listen to has nothing to do with how you feel”
17:22 “Katja predicted Matrix before she ever heard of the company”
17:23 “when Katja denied herself marijuana she realized how drastic the changes to her biology were”
17:26 “a massive amount of Chromium south of the water treatment plant”
17:34 dialogues, a reality in which poison by chromium is not unfeasible and the [water] scandal is a perfect cover up. Horrifying. Let’s not solidify that as physical reality.
17:36 “I don’t think you’re actually as sick as you think you are”
18:04 “electrical event is probably one of the singular most compelling pieces of evidence”
18:08 “I have suffered enough because of this woman’s ideas about reality. Kill the bitch, just kill the bitch and have done with it.” Damn.
18:13 “immersion techniques are very intriguing”
18:22 “yeah, I’m not listening to a thing called ‘Gene Ray Time Cube’, are you fuckin’ kidding?”
18:28 a visitation, Black Bubblegum, Dillinger Escape Plan
20:01 “she’s been my project ever since I realized she existed”
20:04 “all she wants is to be appreciated for the person she is”
20:24 Extropy! Wow! WOW!
21:01 “you’ve got a death wish, don’t you?”
21:03 “this is a painless death… I promise, you will not feel a thing”
21:04 “if she does not realize the gravity of the situation-”
21:08 “you know you’re already dead… what’s one more death in the Grand Scheme of things?”
21:12 “Luciferian Remote Viewing”
21:22 ‘where along the lines of hydrogen to human does consciousness arise?’ -The Elon
I fucking love this. Goes back to a 2016 thought I had that ‘water is the alien’, the H in H2O. Also, thanks for altering my state with that clip, good Mr. Musk. Appreciated.
21:48 “there is microwave capability in almost every home in America”
22:15 03:15 active geomagnetic conditions kp4 threshold reached 02:59 UTC
22:16 I am under the impression that ketamine therapy is much more dangerous than medical clinics have been led to believe. Ketamine is extremely psychologically addictive. The addiction potential in people who have suffered addictive tendencies in the past must not be ignored.