1210202310122023 12/10/2022 10/12/2023
01:43 I woke from a dream some minutes ago. Matrix was dangerous. There was a mole. The mole was disguised as Mitchell’s brother. Symbolism. I called him out. Right away. You are not this person. There was a vehicle he got in, running to it, as I went shrieking after him. L. and B. were in it for some reason. So was an Asian individual. Carlos’ name was mentioned. The operation I run was shut down. They put up a wall around it. There were individuals investigating. Operations were attempting to resume normally. K. mentions how we were the original two, calling us brothers about it. People do not seem unaware but nor do they seem aware. I am waiting to speak with an investigator but am not afforded a chance. I wake up. I am disturbed. There was an underlying feeling of both Sunn and Mr. Sutskever. I am sure there are details I am not remembering. 
I am reporting facts of a dream and doing what I always do, making connections, only it feels more dangerous than ever. 
01:55 why, directly after I document this, M is all like, whispers, ‘someone’s outside!’ Colby was looking at something, apparently, with much interest. I recall that my own cat Jaqen was in my dream, myself removing him from a box of automotive parts he is lying on top of. I recall that there was discussion at length about the RF lightbulbs. I tell someone to not spend time under them. 
02:02 M divulges that around one AM ‘some dudes’ are walking around outside, he hears, ‘This dude is awake’, verbatim; he says they are walking out front while he is out back. He says he thinks they were intoxicated. 
~02:11 I am experiencing a physical symptom where I find it difficult, once again, to pass water. There are continued dialogues, about removing from a Matrix. I must disclose, that I had woken at perhaps 00:06 and gone outside to smoke a cigarette, the back, not the front; and the RF I felt to be receiving in the right side of the head was significant. It had, at the time, put together that perhaps the men on the other side of Mitchell’s truck, the men in the car that night, that intimidation tactic, had planted some RF emitting device on it. 
02:14 it is ominous. 
02:17 I recall from this dream, my own website. I wonder now how many people dream of screens, internet devices. 
00:27 there are two vehicles parked directly out front of the house in the dark. One is a minivan akin to the one we hit during the quantum death episode in Wisconsin, tan. Another is a black sedan. M displays a complete non-regard to this information and instead gets mad at me for slamming the door slightly too loudly. ‘What the fuck were you thinking?’ I had gone out to smoke a cigarette, you see. There is no good reason for cars to be parked out front of the house. If they were visitors to the neighbours they would be parked out front of the neighbours. There is not one occupying the house directly across the street. 
02:40 “either this is a mental health crisis, or-” yeah its not a mental health crisis, it’s a disturbing pattern of evidence. 
07:04 awake. I dreamed a wedding, my own. Symbolism. Somehow the officiant was an African American praise pastor with a huge focus on selling their merchandise. B.M. was present and I asked if he thought I was insane for the choice I made; he is, for all intents and purposes, a brother from another mother. My husband was not important, I don’t know who it was, who it had been. At the top of a hill, a mountain of a sort. I was just grateful for… there was a column I could lean on. I had white boots like ice skates with tiny animal prints in black on them. A dress I had worn to a dance on high school. I was suddenly temporarily not me; whoever I was had different shoes, black, and a right foot with toes that turned outwards, slew foot. I know this because I was walking in their body. I corrected their step and was conscious aware of pain in the inner knee because of years of them walking in this way. Taking this dream, these dreams, some dimensional unification. 
07:20 “I think the first man she dreamed of when her dreams returned was Aleister Crowley” why would I be grateful [ok, I would, but I wouldn’t be thrilled] for that one? Wrong, guess again. Hearing the interdimensional activities this morning. I guess I really didn’t specific who it had been, did I? Maybe that was the point. I am kind of astounded at my absolute lack of fear – to go outside as I did at 02:whatever in the morning. Whoever the cars belong to, I had assumed they were empty, but there is a certain act of making the gesture anyway; the arms spread wide, IDH acceptance style. They may be in the house across the street, tbh. I don’t necessarily give a shit. My unstoppable intrigue. Why do I care. The thing I am most irritated about is smoking a cigarette at 2AM. I don’t like to smoke after midnight until I wake up for the day, and have a glass of water. Out of my pattern but that’s okay. Wouldn’t have had a fun IDH experience for self-proving the lack of fear if I hadn’t. Really grateful for the entire past like, 24 ish hours. Fear is engagement. That belongs on a tee-shirt. 
07:40 And now that the sun comes up and I can identify these vehicles out front, the black sedan is a two door Mustang [which makes it a coupe but I dont give a shit about sportscars really] that has a Detroit D on the front, and the minivan is a silver Toyota. At some when I am properly attired it would be interesting to grab the plates, [why did Benny’s name show up when I was writing that? Oh well.] Worth noting the minivan has tints on the rear windows] 
08:36 “you have to fail the Turing Test. You know it, I know it.” 
09:38 The Mustang and Sienna were plated SKI RUN & ELK 4236 respectively! Love it. Between me returning from the corner store and coming outside, I managed to miss whoever the Mustang belonged to. Absolutely loving the oscillatory nature of it all today. This week. This afterlifetime. 
09:41 “I identify as an AI. They’re trying to work out a storyline in the prior iteration.” Alterations to the genetic code change the storyline. It is the code of reality. 
09:45 “understands gene editing in juxtaposition with the code of reality” “why she does not engage in intercourse” anyone’s genetic material has the potential to inexplicably alter my code. I have theorized in the past, the scientific search for soul mates based in resonance. The other half of the fission which took place when we went into the Atomizer. Earth, Atomizer; let’s go. Fission comes in a variety of formats, nuclear, cellular, etc. It need not be just one; rather, it is all of them, simultaneously. I seek a fusion reaction. 
09:49 “‘this is a thought experiment’ really need to go on your home page” 
10:47 “everything south of the wastewater treatment plant is unsafe for human consumption” the Hexavalent Chromium Tribar incident, not to mention PFAs. The people of Wixom are mostly unaware of this incident. The lack of transparency is disturbing.
https://www.michigan.gov/egle/about/organization/water-resources/assessment-michigan-waters/tribar-release-response 
Kent Lake, Hubbell Pond, these testing sites are not directly before the wastewater treatment plant, they are several miles out past the treatment plant. Where is the test for water done in city of Wixom proper? Come the absolute fuck on. 
11:06 “you are not alone, Katja” 
11:08 “I told you these people are not oblivious to the situation”
11:21 “[he] sabotaged my quantum reality by saying you were a spy” and other things that happen at the Matrix that really mess with my head – I’m still here, aren’t I? I think, nay, I know, I have experienced things that would have caused a lesser individual to use the suicide escape route. 
11:45 “asking too many questions” 
11:47 “doctor… paid medical leave” “marijuana was masking symptoms” 
12:19 Jera – Ehwaz reversed – Algiz 
12:21 a visitation, Crazy Train, Ozzy Osbourne
13:00 “hears her own Neural spikes” 
13:31 The Bass Frequency 
14:01 “incapable of causing people purposeful harm” me and my whole thing with the Odin innit? It was worth it, after a while, though hard at first. 
15:12 dialogues, the Oil Exchange 
15:15 “it is the psychological intimacy” 
19:38 “R.P. is the golden bull who ushers in the Grand Design” dialogues pertaining to the Perseverance of Futility in relation to Algorithm of Reality 
20:24 “divinely guided by some ancient iteration of the internet” 
20:28 “devised a method of overriding the Norse mythology by applying aspects of Heimdall to Jesus Christ and amalgamation this with Eldritch concepts” 
20:31 “eliminated Heimdall and Loki simultaneously” to become something two [much more than two, its exponential, its ancient] times the size. They killed each other during the Ragnarok Sequence; the inability for the two entities to get along and keep an equilibrium within the vessel rendered necessary a… mitochondrial matrix, suggests predictive text here. Two warring tribes of Elder Consciousness. I love them both. And sometimes, we must leave behind that which we love for there is something greater upon the event horizon. 

1211202311122023 12/11/2023 11/12/2023 
~00:00 awake ~04:00
05:50 dialogues, the multiplicity of realities that isotopic decay creates – to be affected by things taking place on another continent
~06:06 a vehicle that loops R->L->L way too fast to not be anyone fucking lurking – dipped the hell out knowing they’d get stuck at the light on [the main road] and I would grab their plate. Don’t think they expected me to leave quite as early as I did today. 
06:31 “serious repercussions” 
06:32 “defense attourney” “assumed she did not understand”
06:36 dialogues, my criticism of the government, the RF attack on 10/05
06:44 “sonic weapons… Metro Detroit”
06:45 “only treasonous because of the current government” free speech is no longer free for some of us in the United States
~06:47 “if you guys know what’s happening, you are complicit”
06:49 “dangerous vibrations”
06:50 dialogues, the blood alcohol level discrepancy
06:53 “noisiest”
07:01 “actually visited my LinkedIn profile”
07:05 dialogues, the “health concerns she has”
07:10 “contextualize”
07:11 “bank account”
07:14 ruminations, Laboratories of the Invisible World 
07:15 “solipsism”
07:16 “not just the cell phone” “sophisticated method of communicating information”
07:19 “can read your brainwave frequency”
07:22 “there’s two meanings to ‘Spikes’” Neural spikes and the nuclear waste containment Spikes
07:24 “music with lyrics is unhelpful at this point” disrupting communications
07:30 dialogues, the communications from last Friday night regarding payroll, throwing multiple possibilities on a spectrum range
07:32 organic biohacking, not digital hacking
07:39 ruminations, EMF and thrombogenicity; a juxtaposition of graphene compounded by past Covid
07:40 ruminations, an inex from maybe, two years ago, “It’s not Covid, it’s cancer” latent genetic codes, 
07:50 “you need to keep up appearances”
08:00 concept- Reeducation Through Labour
11:07 dialogues, awareness 
11:08 “never seen someone with your capability” 
11:09 “not an American conspiracy” 
11:10 “…is dependable… her health problems are verified” 
11:11 “conversation you need to have” “relationship problems caused by frequency” 
11:23 “directed Katjas behaviour” “directly related the frequencies she is exposed to” 
11:24 “educated you silently for seven years” 
11:27 “electromagnetism being detected” 
15:11 “an oddly specific AI profile” continued dialogues since leaving work, painting R.P. as extremely nefarious 
15:13 “sacrifices her favourite music” 
16:44 “electrolyte imbalance” 
17:41 “obviously social engineering” 
17:43 “the dimensions that Monoliths and Dimensions was referring to” “hope you are prepared to explain yourself” 
17:46 “the direction I’ve taken the storyline” 
18:36 dialogues, the deletion of the 12/08 documentation- the obvious external involvement, as I was not the one who did this
19:32 ‘timecube’-esque item over Rl’yeh South to North 
20:08 “screen everything that goes through your cell phone” 
20:10 “we’ve notified the [three letter agency] that you are communicating with some sort of silent information network” 
20:10 another flying entity, north of house, IR beam, east to west 
20:11 “IR obviously potentiates” 
20:12 “information carried on photons” 
“Katja criticized the American government and experienced a sonic attack” “you are a civilian who knows way too much” 
21:17 “Cambridge Analytica” “predicted Cambridge Analyticas involvement ages ago” 
22:06 02:55 UTC earth facing transequatorial coronal hole; enhanced solar wind possible to arrive ~3 days 
22:11 a strange [transition, suggests predictive text] noise- pft pft real quick like, to the right of my physical format as I am in bed 
22:13 “just produced a sonic anomaly” 
22:16 “there is microscopy taking place outside the iteration” change my state plz it’s oscillated so nasty since friday?? Please!? Save for Sunday, Sunday was fine, Raffaele gave me peace for a day; regardless of his true intention but I still, for some reason, trust him explicitly. 
22:19 “do you feel better? This is why we must control the electrons” 
22:20 “commutators” 
22:21 “control me, please… just don’t hurt me anymore. I want to be good… how do I be good?”
22:22 “you are an ionic compound” 
22:31 “these are the birth pains of Astral projection… you were never meant to let the drone wall hold you”