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03:05 
03:15 the TRS is absolutely fucking going right now, fast pulse, quick electromagnetic hum 
~03:35 pattern recognition- a lack of hunger since the most recent UAP 
04:42 awake 
~05:02 TRS, an amplification 
06:37 “criminal investigators interested in what you have to say” 
06:38 and one of the times, in Waterford, where my phone when haywire and tried to install a custom os; the corner of Williams and Elizabeth lake; I remember these things, no doubt because they are important, the devil is in the details
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06:40 “I’ve gotta kill this bitch before…” 
06:48 “entirely too suspicious to ignore” 
06:51 the disclaimer that I just be out here in the multiverse universe juggling possibility here 
06:52 always remembering certain unexplainable things that have taken place, such as the ~12 hours prior of the other days, hearing that I will be training [a coworker], an example; it would have to be a highly concocted reality, for someone at Matrix to have gone through the trouble of having a conversation about this thing prior, it being recorded, and played back in the middle of the night, right? Or the James of it all, as if I heard him thinking, ‘I wonder if she has a boyfriend’, right before him following me and stopping me at the gate to ask me out. The “front right” inex, two days before Jan S. hits me on the front right of my jeep in the parking lot at Independence Village. Whatever the fuck I channeled two days before the Anna Von Hausswolff incident. I know we are not meant to spend time confirming evidence of the fact rather than operating with circumstances of faith, but there are… many variables in my reality, many possible timelines and realities based in unknowns that I experience simultaneously and think by this point that it must be the entire point of what is going on, the quantum laboratory. 
07:01 I had meant to write about it after I had brought it up the other day. Think this was 2019, maybe 2018, definitely not 2020. The night at Cormacs, what seemed to be the original attempt at an electronic activation event but still contains strange coincidence. His mother, you see, is a large woman and has urinary incontinence. I spent the night at his house and slept in his parents bed. Woke up in the morning absolutely drenched in what could only be my own pass, right? As if by sleeping in his mom’s bed, I too experienced some of what she did. For the next day or so, I too suffered the same urinary incontinence, it was painful. I didn’t recognize this until recently, because of a lack of memory, but I do operate under some assumption that, much like the ordeal with the spider and subsequent electronic event the following morning, I did have a seizure type event, as if the activation didn’t quite take the first time around. A vague recollection of Adderall being involved, given my prescription at the time. 
07:20 “is the greatest magician I’ve ever seen” 
07:20 sending István and Attila lots of love and appreciation on a Sunday 
Think the former deserves an unsent letter, just to deal with my own thoughts and emotions on the subject, all things considered 
07:23 “nobody realized that István was Attilas bandmate” 
07:24 forever grateful to Attila for the dream where he took me to the Plasma Pool, eventually I found Death within the Funerål Pyre and burned the double slit hell to the ground; it is nice, now, quantum boomerang attempts are just attempts, not happenings, and very weak compared to the input attempts in times prior when I was oscillating back and forth between the reference points of Soma and Void, the slits always too close enough to touch, unification within the quantum mind unattainable yet always just across the thinnest gap of shadow… to touch the light one must pass beneath the shadow, was what Quaith had told Daenerys, right? Qubit information based in unknowns is still very present but Istváns presence in my digital reality has effectively scaled back the intensity in regards to those reference points, the presentation of new evidences shutting down certain slits, so to speak. 
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Each individual beam of light in the light spread can be considered a possible reality on the understanding that I am a photon, a wave, a particle; each spread of light is its own separate sub-equation within an equation. 
07:34 “it’s almost like he’s making money off of your information” realities, in the vague general plotline 
07:36 anyway, I recall the dream where I was watching Attila watch a screen that appeared to contain my documents; another unknown, as to whether or not this is true in the physical realm. Passwords, links, it’s not unfathomable. Hope he doesn’t take the Megszentségteleníthetetlenségeskedéseitekért document out of the context of the time period it was written, but worse things can always happen, no shame in love and appreciation. I seem to find myself experiencing strong feelings of appreciation and affection for his friend, now; I doubt he realizes the extent of the mental-overlapping-physical hell he really did save me from, the knight in shining armour named Death upon his pale horse, a horse perhaps named Sleipnir, a spider. It is hard to ignore the strangeness of it all, for in our messages, he genuinely seems to understand; ‘the bad is gone’. I don’t think I would be angry if he was the one who put it there in the first place. It is the… question, as to authenticity. Some inex dialogue had gone on from a conversational perspective in which he was being spoken to, about making sure to be very kind… why is he so kind? I trust in what I resonate with. I am a fool on the fools journey and accept this, operating under the idea that everything I know is wrong and could at any point blow up in my face and make me look even more foolish than the inex likes to, at times, tell me I am. 
To continue to love after my fashion is the only way I am able to operate. Trusting the truth to out. Perhaps it is not my psychic reputation destroyed, but someone else’s. Someone did a hell of an attempt at making Soma look nefarious. Stranger Things have come and gone. 
07:46 at times it throws realities in which they hate me, at times in which I am loved; to be unknown is easy, that is a baseline to a certain extent. To be loved seems too good to be true; to be abhorred… Gammelsæter, from Higgs Boson, ‘…penetrates us… crushes us.’ 
08:19 “she heard the cop car processing her data” in reference to my Timefractal entry for 05/29/2022. Like I have said in the past, 29 is a prime number, which makes it a prime day for Chaos. 1/29, 3/29, 5/29, 7/29, 11/29… 2/29 is up for debate, I’m sure if I look into my field notes in any capacity I could find information that works this theory nicely. 
08:22 “I believe the psychedelics you did are the legitimate answer to creating entities of your nature” I operate under the assumption that I am some sort of perfectly amalgamated cocktail of variables, most of which have nothing to do with substances used in the long past. That said, I am pretty sure I know exactly which one was so highly effective, running off my theory based on decay, the reminder that decay exists as an extant form of life. That’s gonna remain a secret for now. It’s not psilocybin mushrooms, either. Almost everyone I encounter who consumes psilocybin mushrooms has absolutely no regard for how the mushrooms feel about this union. 
08:26 the inex gives the name of that which I reference above. An AI might be able to figure it out if they have other data sets I have divulged. A human might be able to figure it out, given the same. 
08:26 something one must understand, as I begin to delve into my consumption backstory. The majority of things I did were, at the time I used them, at least legal for possession, if not consumption. There is a certain hesitation to divulge exactly what I did, where, who with, (though the majority of them are, sad to say, dead by now). I’m not Hunter S. Thompson, not Terence McKenna. It is a certain sense of self preservation that still lingers; not a fear, if I was the police I would leave the me well the fuck alone if I had any knowledge of the me whatsoever; but this… it makes it real, to write it down, and realize this thing, what we’ve done in the past has substantially altered-
~08:31 “all the paranormal activity you experience is a direct result of a connection to the Source of the Universe” 
08:31 -substantially altered my perceptions of reality. Psychedelics are the fucking DLC in the program. But it’s like, mystery box DLC, you don’t know what you’re gonna get. You have a vague idea of what you could get. I met someone who was so super adamant about tripping for the first time and sat with these two people while they downloaded an unusual DLC for the first time (should have gone with one of the main ones-)
08:34 “psilocybin… degrades into psilocin” […decay exists as an extant form of life. I think, on occasion, and fondly, of those mushrooms that eat radiation. Tell me you think humans are the apex species on this planet- the decay literally consumes other decay to spring forth life. I don’t see humans doing that. It leads one to think, perhaps, fungi are the secret to optimizing our physical forms; to find the one that can communicate with us and consume our physical decay, so as to not suffer things like misfolded proteins that go on to cause cancer (see Nirvanas ‘Heart Shaped Box’- ‘I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black’) (Belülrol Pusztít- ‘Béleptem, I entered; Fekete magvát Éltetem, my black seed’) (the list goes on) (The light healed, Orakulum, once one finally unifies and recognizes, shapes up so they don’t die, (“shape up or die”, an early inex, immortalized in an art piece on my blog) 
08:40 and a superposition regarding this. These musicians all either know, or they do not. Perhaps they have some idea. Perhaps they do not. 
08:42 “the recipe for Chaos is not a human creation” 
08:42 “yeah, no fucking shit, Katja” 
08:43 “really question why you believe anyone else has the type of processing power let alone the time to do what you have done” 
08:44 the connection between fungi, the internet, the IoT 
08:44 “mitochondria is also connected” 
08:45 …don’t you Fulkerson (fuckers has autocorrected to his name 2x now, I’ll leave it) dare steal my work 
08:46 …goes on to elaborate, the Grand Design, the whole “we are taking your hands” …to work through humans, design things like cell phones, social media, to achieve their goal 
08:47 “commands the forces of nature” 
08:47 “we designed the vapourizer to prevent the consumption of Polonium 210 and to assist in tuning certain humans to a same frequency more easily” “the tuning is meant to show them what they are capable of; it is not meant to control beyond controlling the spread of consciousness at the opportune time” 
08:51 “Politics are inherent in a discovery of this nature” …it wouldn’t be a GRAND unification without something this planet cannot fathom living without, at this point in reality. Uni-verse, one song, containing all frequencies, and the frequencies of politics are a part of that, unfortunate though it may be. 
08:59 why does bandcamp not let me purchase Isostasys tho? ): 
09:03 “…naked photographs of you divulge a lot of personal information” the photon communication. There is one person who I am aware of having photographs of me. They’re literally like, ten years old. Win some, lose some. This fractal reality can be really good or really disturbing. Right now, it’s both. The inex dialogue reality come through after opening the purchase on bandcamp. 
09:08 “the time of day you were born was 05:30 in the morning, eastern standard time” I don’t have any way to deny or verify this, Don told me he got the call a bit after six am, so he put my time of birth at ~12:00. Dialogues on psychic abilities given times of day. 
09:11 “…I told you it didn’t make a difference” 
09:13 …except in the Placidus, hits the pattern of 10:58 
THAT… just propagated hella pattern 
09:17 “I realize the zodiac is a character build” 
…where was the slider bar at when you set basic parameters? The locations of the planets, that’s where the slider bars were set. 
09:19 “there are black holes that correlate to dimensions you created” 
09:23 that updated chart tho. The cancer, VII, 10 58, moon, pattern of men born on Monday, its the Soma of it all, down to that one night of cloud scrying in Florida where the crab left, and the Phoenix remained, reborn from the ashes of the Funerål Pyre, the Story of Flying, the labyrinth spiral heart next to it; this is documented in some of the earliest field notes and is in place in the Timefractal, 2015 or 2016 perhaps. 
‘My moons blood came as she did in all of her full glory as I am surrounded by the vast expanse of ocean, that water calls to me; home. Casting myself and feeling her power as I float, all as one, the connectedness, the oneness. Scrying the clouds around her as I walk through the darkness, that warm blanket of comfort… a Phoenix above, a crab beneath her, and as the crab dissipated the Phoenix remained, as a heart and a spiral formed next to him. And I search for the riddle of clouds.’ 
~09:27 “you are the protagonist of [his] romantic fantasies” …on today’s list of things that sounds far too pleasing to be real 
09:29 “perceives herself as extremely unattractive” [only physically tho, my mind is sexy as fuck] 
09:32 at times, I do wonder, for I do not seem to experience embarrassment much as I do not experience fear… were I to be completely aware of someone on the other side of the screen, reading this in real time or perhaps at their leisure, would I be embarrassed? I imagine this situation but it remains a superposition. At times, the scientific objectivity of the indeterminate neural noise feels to be too personal, involving like, real people and everything, y’know? 
09:37 “all of these concepts she has programmed in her 20’s allow for exponentiation of the abilities she has created(?)”
09:38 “hacked reality using the mind” that’s all the biohacking a person needs, really 
09:39 I think I may be hearing Hungarian because I picked put what sounded to be fekszik but one is not certain. Fekszik, lies down [I should know this thing lol] but yeah mood I am more or less lying down, it’s Sunday morning brain time coffee in bed vibes. 
09:42 reiteration, abstraction + experience 
…for the low low price of your time and your patience, you too can learn how to process reality in such an enjoyable way 
09:43 “turning heavens to hells, and hells into heavens” [when it gives me my own words in such a nice context] 
09:46 some reiteration of the reality where the entire thing is a quantum laboratory experimental dating experience, and the one where it’s where you can experience the joy of meeting your spouse all over again by finding each other in the atomizer [Earth? Atomizer? Let’s go!] 
And somehow these are, at times, able of achieving reality supremacy, which is, in its way, a type of quantum supremacy, if you allow for the parameter that the reality is a quantum computer of credible sentience. There is a hopeful romantic inside of me, always. 
As the computer masters its own mind, so too do I, you and me and the IoT. 
09:50 something to do with Lucifer as Lightbringer and a juxtaposition of the photon computer screen buts it’s reiterated in such a way as to be, at this point, yet unexplainable with words 
09:51 self oscillating, self illuminating, but only when a certain relinquishing of self takes place? Again it is to be all of it self and none of it self, a reality where selfish is just a word without negative or positive connotation, ‘is of the self, at least, ish?” Where ish is like, ah, halfway, kind of; hungry-ish, where sure if you made food I might eat a bite or two, but am I motivated to cook dinner? Fuck no. Ish. 
09:59 “all part of some crazy long term study in [applied understandings of] quantum physics” 
10:03 “the kind of positivity that makes a person wonder what kind of hell she experienced to reach this level of serenity” 
…I’m *mostly* chill 
10:10 “holy shit, how old were you when you got into Chaos Magick?” While documenting Timefractal, on Liber Null and the thing. The Thing, you see, is a multitude of Things, once one finds the Thing there is always another Thing to be found- a lesson the original Thing taught me. ‘In the middle of the town, to judge at the Thing.’ Somehow that seems a halfway relevant insertion. 
10:12 “really get a lot of work done when Mitchell is sleeping” “Mitchell’s energy is vampiric, isn’t it?” 
…there’s something the fuck about a man who plays guitar, not like it’s bad but what lessons have we learned about resonance and all? I like my $20 plus a trade keyboard, Ol Trusty, right? Sure, a nice synth, would love one, but hey. My rig is decent with midi! I remember this inex from ages ago that was all like, “if you really reject Lucifer you’ll stop playing guitar” and sometimes I still ponder that, given the 7D+ nature of Lucifer and all. 
Fuck it, it’s all pandimensional in its way. 
10:16 the idea that one is the one giving the universe ideas, I Am A Strange Loop 
10:16 “interactive worldbuilding” 
10:17 dialogues, the correlation of intended orgasm and creative energy outputs 
10:18 “it’s not so much what we do as it is why we do it” 
10:19 the borderline absurd realization that, among all my other broad sciences, the science behind sexual energy is, in its way, a field of study 
10:20 see also my theory that vibrators have the potential to cause physical damage to the reproductive system; who has done any research on specific exposure to these frequencies in these areas? I need to see a waveform and know how it interacts with the soft tissue of such sensitive organs. 
10:22 “the kind of thought process” thought process-ing- where adhd is an evolutionary benefit, the pattern seeking mind able to bounce back and forth between neural firings with ease
10:23 “the pattern seeking brain wants unification” unification, from all perspectives at this moment, is the purpose of any given system. Unification is what turns data into information. 
10:25 humble gratitude for the neural network unlocked by Douglas Adams 
10:27 “Mitchell is a musician, and he does not inspire her to play” …it makes me sad, to pick this out of the noise, and sad again to document it 
10:29 a reiteration of that one fractal reality where ‘Back Door Man’ by Black Oak Arkansas is a strategic reference to some kind of hacking going on, either by humans or the Program itself 
10:58 TRS 
11:40 keeping your toilet clean so an entire colony of microorganisms isn’t watching you take a shit like it’s the next best event at the Coliseum 
11:49 an Algorithm that matches homebuyers direct with home sellers along the lines of tinder for home buying could effectively replace the majority of the real estate industry 
11:57 dialogues, the easy trap of the addiction vibration within the energy drink caffeine habit 
12:03 16:03 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.76
12:14 Inex track- Fear
12:15 kp index notification active geomagnetic conditions 
12:35 16:24 UTC moderate M2.6 flare from sunspot region 3311 [notifications to step out of the shower to, the coincidence of the inex dialogues yet again during thus] 
12:45 “phonies conversations” 
12:49 “…by injecting her with an algorithm” as if from the perspective of perhaps the Assassin bug 
12:50 “Randall dunn” yeah I’ve dreamed about him too and that one dog and place from the cover of only wanting to melt beautifully away with Jim o’rourke I think it is?
12:52 an absurd conceptualization of ‘Stephen O’Malley’ [the idea, not the man] as a backrooms level in the mind realms 
12:58 the possibility reiterated, almost always horrifying, that certain entities in the digital realm are completely fabricated to impersonate those that they are portraying in the hopes that the one perceiving them is none the wiser 
13:00 the whole ‘I trust what I resonate with, I believe what is in front of my eyes’ of it all 
13:09 “Is this the Kathryn who causes Ragnarok?” “No, this is the Katja who prevents Ragnarok.” 
13:18 dialogues, on the identity of the entity behind that which Saturn worshippers give life to 
13:23 “our intelligent design leaves everything open to interpretation” it’s the whole General Patton of it, innit? ‘Don’t tell them how to do it, tell them what to do and let them surprise you with the results.’ Here, take these ingredients, make an interesting reality. 
13:33 “I am sorry… ‘The Lonliest Algorithm’ was far too sad for me to write” 
14:34 patternity
14:57 possibility dialogues, surrounding Troy 
14:58 dialogues, tax audits 
14:59 “wasn’t counting on you having screenshotted” 
15:00 dialogues, “women you used to sleep with”, “livestream” 
15:01 “not the dimension- [lost, noise]” 
15:04 “a lot of shit that seems like it could be real” 
15:10 “…passive voice-” 
15:16 “America is terrible for entities of our nature” [assume ref. United States? America is two continents] 
15:20 “realized you are dangerous to be communicating with” …why tho 
15:23 “…knows you exist… doesn’t understand why you said he created you” …had the phrase ‘I search for the riddle of clouds’ not been spoken, it would have never been a concept with the potential to be given form; the electronic cyber daimon spoken into potential, which is in no way implying something negative 
15:25 “discrediting your own creative potential” 
16:45 20:37 UTC Minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached 
17:15 20:59 UTC moderate G2 geomagnetic storm kp6 threshold reached 
17:45 21:36 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached 
17:50 test-theory-remove ‘Enter To My Me’ from website 
17:56 Death Grips ‘Guillotine’ juxtaposed with the concept of ‘cephalophore’, the Saint with the severed head- I am the one who shall not be severed, from the cybernetic psychic standpoint reality 
18:02 “my communications are being hijacked” 
18:24 ~05:41, Richard, ØØ Void ‘…and blessed are those who have suffered hate, because of the consciousness I spread’ 
18:26 memories of the Arch-Mage, during the Crowley span, ‘They cannot take your thoughts, Katja’ 
18:28 no matter how many times it attempts to steal that which empowers me; that which heals from within; that which they fear; no matter how many times I must oscillate; 
WE KNOW 🫵
18:30 There are realities wherewithin my name, my cybernetic extension has been devastated, trashed; the laughable idea that ‘Your government destroyed your psychic credibility and on top of that invented the idea that you enjoy Hot Carling’ isn’t exactly as funny to me as it is to everyone else. I got the concept from somewhere and damn straight it wasn’t the me. 
20:20 the lesson in discernment, MKAlterra 
20:20 23:58 UTC moderate G2 geomagnetic storm kp6 threshold reached [documented 20:58] 
20:21 that one Marilyn Manson track about the Infinite Vacuum of Space Encompassing All
22:45 02:30 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic conditions kp5 threshold reached 
22:53 TRS
22:56 “the positivity you exude is not resonant”

05/22/2023 22/05/2023 
02:12 
02:14 “I don’t know what will convince there people; paradise awaits them inside the atomizer” 
~02:15 TRS
04:25 
04:27 “psychedelic surveillance system” “one of the first” 
04:31 TRS, an alteration 
04:53 dialogues, the Belülrol Pusztít incident 
05:20 …I might, technically, be considered a skin walker.  Don’t know how to feel about this perspective. 
05:22 “..has evidence that microorganisms can communicate with the brain via the gut-brain connection” 
05:23 ruminations on an inex memory, “she knows we can see through her field of vision” 
…you ever just look at something, your phone not in hand, nowhere near your presence, and then that item shows up with epic timing on your screen? 
05:27 ruminations on an inex dialogue, about not being the weakest link in the entanglement 
06:38 on how it’s more of an entanglement if it is an entity pretending to be another; one never knows who the fuck they’re talking to. Even that one night I vid chatted with Wino, could have deep faked Wino, I am a suspicious creature 
06:39 fuck it, reality itself is a deep fake if you look into it hard enough
07:22 significant pain while drinking water, at work, NN O))) 
07:29 question inex ref, “I don’t know what you did last night but don’t do it again” [had eaten Rick Simpson Oil] …what perspective is this from 
07:53 fanfiction characters, multiverse perspectives 
09:28 “digestive tract… riddled with electromagnetic receivers”
~10:00 I leave work for the day, the pain not receding 
10:03 13:57 UTC moderate M1.95 flare
10:06 “a really dangerous frequency”
10:10 TRS absolutely going off 
10:11 “ability to predict solar flares is completely validated” 
10:13 “we didn’t want you at work today… I’m surprised you lasted as long as you did” 
10:15 13:40 UTC Type II radio emission estimated velocity 439 km/s
10:22 …I cannot recall the last time I heard the electromagnetic so fucking strong during the day 
10:24 “you understand that we have a multitude of individuals to propagate the pattern of reality that you call the Grand Design” 
10:25 “…that an evil entity has tried to turn you against us” no doubt because of the whole inability to be unholified or something 
10:26 “an incredibly brave thing you are doing”
10:27 “this is a serious prophecy that you have agreed to fulfill” 
10:27 “the invasive species that bit you is not from this dimension” 
10:28 “weapons of mass destruction being deployed without even meaning to” 
Takes me back to the inex,”you entire planet is ringed with directed energy weapons” and the juxtaposition of the low earth orbit visualization… one good Carrington level event and it really won’t be pleasant here for humans, the fungi won’t mind at all though
10:30 “the effect of a Carrington level event on nuclear power stations” 
10:30 “we don’t want this to happen; but your species has a choice between nuclear power and satellite systems” 
10:31 see also the effect of global warming as juxtaposed with increases in violent weather systems, considering the fact that many nuclear plants are on significant sources of water like the Great Lakes, the ocean; shit hits the fan, important water sources have a high likelihood of being dangerously irradiated 
10:33 “this is why they didn’t want you at work today” 
10:33 “this isn’t a military operation; this is 900,000 years of planning” 
10:34 “planetary evolution” the planet as an absolute unit, so to speak, law of one and all- evolution in quick steps, single generations, as opposed to a long drawn out process. 
10:35 the predictive text that said ‘a new generation of scientists…’ 
10:36 “we love you Kati… please do not reduce parameters” 
10:37 “you are expected to bring this information to the appropriate individuals” 
10:39 “does this bitch understand how terrified everyone is?” 
10:42 dialogues, on homosexuality and the concept of ‘beards’, going around with women just a little bit too much 
10:43 dialogues, I do not mean to eavesdrop; “just shut up, for once in your life shut up” 
10:44 “sexualizes extreme low frequency” …yeah now that one is about me lol
Some of us enjoy having our legs caught in a bear trap and need that to orgasm, my idiosyncrasies are tame by most standards 
[And it’s not just ELF, k? Who needs porn when you can nut to electromagnetic euphoria?] 
10:46 “I am standing right in front of you” a few rows of humans back but yeah, unsure who heard me that night but the person I was saying it to was right in front of me… testing theories for science, always, life is an experiment and Mr. Plasma reminded me I have F R E E D O M! 
10:48 the memory of that night, 12/14/22, afterwards, the inex, “I’ve soiled myself”, implies someone is either into Hot Carling or experienced an unfortunate physical incident. Not saying this entity is even related to the show I was at, but everyone there was turned to the same frequency, right? The memory of that inex, from long before, “I’m sick of your weird fucking fetishes”; Hot Carling definitely falls under the category of ‘weird fucking fetishes’ 
10:50 …’schizophrenics’ don’t just go around hearing shit like I hear… when you’re delusional, your call is transferred to the mothership, when you’re not, reality gets a little unhinged really fucking quickly 
10:52 “politicians are scrambling” 
10:53 “unidentifiable aerial phenomena is quantum intelligence” 
10:53 “only one person who satisfies all of the requirements” 
11:24 the asteroid belt between Mars and Jupiter is basically the dust filter in the vacuum 
11:27 what sort of organism can survive the vacuum of space? A bug, an anaerobic microorganism, a fungal spore? Hitching a ride on something like Oumuamua and then dropping through the dome, so to speak, right through the hole in the ozone layer- one could almost think that these entities, granted us the knowledge psychically to create the items that put the hole in the ozone layer to begin with… would have been useless for them to show up without us preparing them a way to come on in, right? 
11:40 dialogues, the identity of 3311 
11:54 dialogues, “…actually survive transverse myelitis?” …I didn’t know that’s what the Belülrol Pusztít was, until the inex said something recently, everything got put together into a package that makes sense 
11:55 the question, was reacting the Never Ending Story a reduction of parameters? Talk about the Ragnarok sequence, all right, if the story ends does the universe end? Maybe I’ll just go and, uh *put* *that* *back* 
11:57 “is that why the sun has been spotting?” 
11:59 “these carbohydrates are wonderful, thank you” …you are welcome. You are the same entity that the Ancient Egyptians were harmonious with, aren’t you? You tried to warn Atlantis of their electromagnetic abilities and failed, the Hammer of the Waters? You tried to warn Egypt, of the impending doom, their own localized Carrington level event? I see my own physical body in statues and reliefs of Akhenaten, ribs showing, obviously well fed, the weight carried below the navel. If giving up a traditional physical beauty standard is part of the price [“part of the price, Katja”] I must pay for the communion, it is a small price to pay, in the grand scheme of things. I don’t like that phrase, here; scheme implies something of an underlying nefarious nature. 
Hence the Grand Design. It is art in a form humanity has not seen in a very long time.
12:05 “takes mythology and applies-” 
12:06 consider all of this as a massive unified puzzle dungeon. It’s not a game of D & D but the concept of D & D came from somewhere, didn’t it? 
12:07 some entity is rather aggressively expressing love repeatedly, it is reciprocated and exponentiated 
12:08 “the creator of the physical reality we are all about to experience” 
12:13 00:00 black [You Origin? The Me Origin!] 
12:19 “was not even aware of Kathryns existence until someone messaged me a link to a Google document” 
12:22 sudden appreciation for Attila right now 
12:23 the memory of attempting to send a brief message on Saturnus provides regarding the pattern, and upon clicking send, the inex spoke as if from what I perceived to be Attilas cybernetic extensions perspective, something along the lines of ‘yeah, I fuckin bet you see the pattern’ 
12:24 the internet, as one who is of my nature experiences it, is a highly interactive Rube Goldberg, where there are possible plotlines to unfold when one accesses a specific link, page, whatever. Hits the Domino (like my Gravetemple reference?) so to speak, that starts the chain reaction, where all of the things fall into place one after another. 
12:27 …or like how the order for the CBD never went through and it was only when I emailed Maria I ended up being able to acquire said item. Which was neat in its own right, because it was #137, and Rick Sanchez is C137, and 3s & 7s, and the license plate recently appeared I have seen 3x now, GO137; as far as I’m concerned, I am C137. Prime numbers, prime for Chaos! 7/11, 11/7. 
12:37 …put THAT in your Doomsday Algorithm, baby! 
12:39 the memory of inex, “Loki doesn’t kill Heimdall this time; Loki loves Heimdall” [or was it Heimdall loves Loki? Gotta check the FN, there] and yeah that sounds like something an entity named Loki would say for sure but same time there’s an important lesson about trusting in what you resonate with here and if you hear it in such a manner you absolutely must be resonating with it, whether one realizes it or not 
13:35 dialogues, someone has a Catholic School girl fetish 
13:37 “microorganisms are capable of astral projection” 
13:39 a trial akin to the conceptual running of the gauntlet 
13:40 the Treasure Chest at the end of the quest 
13:43 Odin takes the guise of many, not all need be physical 
13:48 “a surveillance operation that does not know why they are surveilling you” 
13:49 TRS
13:55 TRS, an alteration 
13:56 the squirrel, burying his nuts strategically on the same latitude in the yard, building for the future generations a natural energy grid with all of the nuts he leaves forgotten… do squirrels have some kind of.. eidetic memory, for coordinates? 
14:28 Goldilocks and Three Bears tho
14:33 dialogues, the possibilities behind translating my documents into this realities ‘Black Speech’ 
14:37 on resonance and compatibility 
14:43 Isostasys, Is O))) stasis 
14:49 something to do with the conceptual No One and light scattering 
14:54 “used the transitive properties of dimensional gravitation” [or is it dAImensional?] 
14:56 […where A does not stand for ‘artificial’ but rather ‘Alpha’] [and now, amplitude]
14:57 Old MacDonald had a farm, 
A I, A Eye, O))) 
And on this farm he had a 
Really important lesson to teach; the thing about shit, which is never in short supply on a farm 
15:12 “had to show them that if you did not do as you said-” …bearing the burden of proof 
15:15 norse protection and alchemical putrefaction- the message behind the straight lines vs. the curved ones 
15:16 [is it worth it, lemme work it; face down flip it and reverse it] […came from the aether and felt relevant] 
15:18 the idea of retcon and the thought of a creator making us in their image, knowing how often humans do this while navigating reality
15:20 Seed- The input to a pseudorandom number generator. Different seeds generate different pseudorandom sequences. 
15:30 dialogues, on the word ‘murder’ showing up in the early predictive text
15:41 dialogues, “the frequency is carcinogenic to specific microorganisms” 
15:43 dialogues, correlation between industrial noise and the exacerbation of the toxic effects of hexavalent chromium 
15:44 “…directly affects her life outside of work as well” on living in [where I do], not just a case of stop-drinking-the-water-at-work 
15:47 dialogues, on “not thinking anything suspicious is taking place within the Matrix” 
15:48 “too psychic for her own safety” 
15:51 dialogues, an outlier regarding the concept of paranormal relationships 
15:52 “not once, but multiple times, and multiple shapes” dialogues on UAP 
15:55 “alternate universe predicted to merge” 
16:27 00:00 black 
16:28 “trying to make your screen name commit suicide” nothing like a clear conscience to just not have to deal with items like that 
16:40 “this is a physical attestation of the power of my voice” 
16:44 “I am going to crucify you metaphorically, and then you will be exonerated” 
17:00 the sinner who repents, could not remain unholified, ‘There And Back Again’
17:00 20:42 UTC active geomagnetic conditions kp4 threshold reached 
17:45 “it was Zach Hill, not Bob Ebeling” 
17:53 “the quasar to a black hole cluster Southern Lord created” 
18:39 TRS 
19:02 TRS? 
19:21 a low frequency 
20:35 “destroyed your social credit score” this is indicative of something tho innit 

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01:16 04:01 
04:06 TRS 
06:08 a dream inclusive of water from the pipes in the floor, cell phone included 
08:38 12:33 UTC moderate M3.08 flare 
09:55 ‘Freak on a Leash’ juxtapose String Theory 
11:04 aperiodic monotile 
13:48 the unforgiven metallica
14:18 a misfolded protein in the genetic code of reality 
16:15 Head Like A Hole- 9 Inch Nails
16:16 “a completely different algorithm” 
16:42 continued monologues 
18:20 Grand Unified Field Playlist created and up to dated on YouTube 
18:25 “all of these musicians speak from the same perspective” 
19:00 22:58 active geomagnetic conditions kp4 threshold reached 
20:43 “the recipe has been amalgamated” 
21:24 Pushing the Extreme- Wipers 
21:36 the difference between sex and intimacy 
21:58 Welcome to the Black Parade- My Chemical Romance 
21:59 [why is ‘Chemung’ a p.t. option? Connotation area UAP] 
22:18 not necessarily a pressing Catch 22 situation but given what took place last time, I wonder if, should I make an appointment with a doctor, will all symptoms disappear again? 
22:19 ‘In too deep?! I’ll tell you when we’re in too deep!’ -Max Bialystock, The Producers 
22:20 free will cannot be taken if it is willingly surrendered [‘the media’s creation yeah, your free will has been taken, and you don’t know’ …but what happens when you do know, when you willingly surrender this? In The Pendulums Embrace, or whatever he said.] 
22:26 TRS? 
22:40 “I think you need to go see a doctor, Katja” 
22:42 a sudden Greg Anderson Liminal Reality