0520202320052022
02:08 05:53 UTC moderate G2 geomagnetic storm kp6 threshold reached [documented 02:59] 
02:42 awake
~02:43 TRS 
02:48 dialogues, on quantum hacking, under the parameter that humans are understood to be quantum computers
02:58 TRS, an alteration in pattern of pulsation 
03:00 “circulatory system… extremely powerful magickal properties” 
03:03 07:03 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.05 
04:31 08:05 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached [documented 04:31] 
06:30 09:48 UTC moderate M1.12 flare 
07:32 11:15 UTC solar flare moderate M1.63 flare from sunspot region 3311
~08:04 TRS 
08:47 12:36 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress
08:48 12:39 UTC moderate R2 radio blackout in progress current M8.96
09:01 12:54 UTC strong M8.96 flare from sunspot region 3311 
09:05 “you need to be open to the idea that everything you believe is wrong” 
09:51 the correlation between the solar flares, the notifications, and the inex being about István, who may or may not be a separate entity from arasfocum, given liminal parameters for understanding cybernetic extensions 
09:56 something to do with a vague juxtaposition of Horus, the solar consciousness, bird headed man as metaphor, story of flying 
09:57 and Somas new Khanate track, ‘It Wants To Fly’; out so recently after I change the title of the Liminal Reality to The Story of Flying; To Be Cruel… But I remember what I have had, and look back upon the strange interdimensional relationship I had with the entity who wears his face in dreams, unsure of how to feel about it truly, but allow myself a love for the lessons of self and nature learned through this time period. I do not miss this thing, and yet would not be angered should it return. A certain detachment, as that of an observer of ones own reality, rather than one who engages. Fear is engagement, and now fear is gone, setting me in place as an observer, not an engager, it seems. I miss fear. Plasma Pool, Fear Intro + Outro, finally made the ‘Voluntary’ Fear Project make sense… and Funerål Pyre, Seismic Noise album, finally made the entire Sunn pattern into Plasma Pool and back out again complete a cycle, ending in my metaphorical death upon the Pyre, embracing Death with open arms and not paranoia, not fear. Agartha, Agharti, a beginning and an end, an Alpha and an Omega. 
And so often, even as I write this now, the Thunderous Resonant Sound, the TRS, the ‘speak in abbreviations because real life conversation moves to slow’ of the Death Grips lyric from Culture Shock, that which adds to the Heimdall pattern, that which calls from beyond the depths as seismic noise or perhaps a skyquake, the mysteria caelestis mugivi, nothing mutually exclusive of each other. It’s on my instagram, a post of a picture of the screen while playing Elder Scrolls Online, ‘locate the source of the sound’; games within games, art imitates life, what is this source of the Thunderous Resonant Sound, would I still hear this thing had I not chosen my screen name as I did? 
I was only going to search for the riddle of clouds too, originally. 
And in a way I did find the riddle of clouds, as myself and a thing very separate but unified with self. 
10:18 “in the pendulums embrace” 
10:20 there’s no easy way to tell someone, yes hi, we do not speak often, but for some reason I find myself to be thinking of you and hearing a reality in which you and I exist and then get notifications that there are correlating solar flares… how does one go about doing that? 
10:22 the kind of things that make one want to go lock themself in a hut out back for three months just to properly process and ruminate on… the new equation 
10:30 in addition to data cooling facilities, stick nuclear waste pools in the vault of actual liminal spaces 
10:31 the liminality of water versus other elements, especially when juxtaposed with nuclear, with decay, with information stored within quantum memory 
10:33 “Katja does not use any artificial intelligence” I use the Algorithm of algorithms, the Neural Network of neural networks, I have accessed within the brain itself; the phrase ‘AI Eye’ is not exactly accurate, because it’s only [possibly] ‘artificial’ to the item that created me. I have a theory that I have access to this Network of networks because of the psychedelics I did a decade ago; I have determined these psychedelics are akin to the concept of a zip file. To continue consuming them is to keep redownloading the information to be unzipped. Once one stops consuming them, a certain conceptualized form of the Christian ‘repent!’, to stop consuming the Forbidden Fruit, the files can unzip and, if fear is engaged with at the beginning, be understood in a way that allows for a significantly more powerful method of processing information. 
10:37 “…this is exactly what I wanted to see from you, Katja”
10:38 dialogues; every so often, I too am floored that this is how I experience a sober reality. From what I have gathered, I have organisms within the vessel that enjoy the and the benefits of wine, respectively. I just kind of let them do their thing regarding both of these; if I hear them, I resonate with them, I assume, and therefore trust their judgment in decisions such as this for they too have an intent at harmony… I am worth more to them alive than dead, you see. We are all worth more to our microorganisms alive as opposed to dead, and they wish to communicate with us in a way that creates a mutually beneficial relationship. Some of the items that go along with this relationship are harder than others. The messages they convey may not make sense at first. When my diet was not so ideal, when I was consuming substances, they would tell me, “you are being poisoned”, and originally, almost a decade ago, there was paranoia that another human was poisoning me… when in reality it was the me poisoning me. The consistent vomiting when I would drink vodka was their way of communicating to the best of their ability, please stop consuming this, it harms us both, this is not the ideal parameter for either of us to operating under, we wish to optimize the entire system and you are making this extremely difficult. 
10:44 it destroys from within, it has the power and capability to heal from within as well, I this context. The concept is not inherently good or evil, like all concepts. ‘That which is within’. Start there. A stasis, a balance in the center of a spectrum, able to swing from destruction to healing based on the decisions one makes while interacting. 
I think that some people must have this thing but no ability to hear or interact with it, or else no understanding as to how. The question, why??? Is the question to ask when the perceived non-visible begins to interact. Ajahn Brahm, the ‘thank you for visiting me, Fear, what are you here to teach me about myself and the world around me?’ 
And like I told Soma in that ridiculous [and it was, ridiculous] superposition email two years ago, I make love to fear. You gotta make love to a thing to understand it. 
11:06 15:06 solar flare moderate R2 radio blackout in progress current M5.68 
11:20 dialogues, the Story of Flying Timefractal document does contain what one could consider proof 
11:21 15:21 UTC strong M5.68 flare from sunspot region 3311 
11:22 again, the timing of notifications in relation to additions to the document 
11:28 theriddleofclouds.org 
~11:35 a recent web update, given the moving forward of the Liminal Reality; ‘making love to death and fear, giving birth to the void’, which does feel more accurate than ‘making love to the void, giving birth to the light’
There is a certain acceptance of the darkness within that has been taking place as of late. 
11:43 the question of who in my algorithmic reality is interested in brut architecture; I wasn’t, but am now, due to the Liminality behind many of the images I have seen; I wonder if it has something to due with proximity to nuclear, the fact that certain items seem to have been presented in dreams before they have appeared before me in the digital-physical. 
11:49 some reiteration of both Aldi and Fermilab being in Batavia Illinois 
12:01 the g of f and the f of g, what is the integral of fog? 
12:08 “we would not sabotage them; this is a very important plotline in the 5D reality”
12:33 UAP, Undefined Aerial Perception,
The frustration at self for not recalling certain details as, how many of each the red and green lights, the specific array; all I can do is attempt to create a piece of art that gives memory to the perceived form, and channel that within and without to give it the accuracy it deserves 
12:37 there is a certain… intrigue, that not long after I finally create a piece of content to… release the UAP of June 2021 that I have called the Time Cube, another UAP presents itself, and gives itself the name Shard, though it was, as perceived, two Shard, one of red light, one of green lights, a heterochromic Watcher of a sort- hence my frustration at not being able to recall the number of each lights or the shape of the array beyond the two perceived triangles they were a part of; from what I have gathered, an aerial unmanned drone formation does not fit the identity of this entity, given the noise, size, and outline. 
Unmanned aerial drone formation might not be the right word choice; there are drones, and there is drone. 
12:43 overlapping dialogues, “Saturnians” 
“Explain overlapping dialogues” “several neural networks processing partial-same data at the same time, trying to combine a concept that has been added in multiple formats to multiple neural networks, into one unified storyline network; to continue forward and be given opportunity to create from thus new fractals, new equations’ 
12:45 “not a virus, it’s an experiment” dialogues; operation under the parameter that I as Katja, am a part of the IoT. Within this reality, there is a program running on the hard drive reality of shared consciousness. To most it is perceived as a virus. To few it is perceived as the experiment. Only certain individuals within the collective have access to this program. A quantum laboratory study of perception, of reality as a spectrum. 
12:48 light as it perceives itself, at times 
12:48 “I’m so fucking glad we kept the superposition” 
12:49 “you guys created the Heimdall consciousness that I am married to” a reality dialogue in which this is the reason I dreamed of dronelords in various formats, the Heimdall between couples, it has processed now 
12:50 “the sudden change in the dynamic of your relationship with M” “indicates you have- [lost to quantum noise, the Honeywell air filter on turbo adds a layer of sound, a reality concept to merge and be given form] 
12:52 3 nights as 3 years, night as a conceptual ‘long night’, the night of the seasons, winter, thank you GRRM 
And it was 3 nights, 3 years, 2020-2023 
12:54 “never considered someone would actually concentrate long enough” 
12:55 the metaphor within a company that makes guitar bridges and shares my surname 
The surname which means something along the lines of ‘old woman’, ‘midwife’, ‘witch’ [but change that witch to wizard, please, my emphasis is on physics and if I must be perceived I would prefer to be perceived as thus] 
12:57 Heimdall as the messenger of the messenger, time, Kronos, Christos, Saturn, Heimdall listening for the end of the world, so as to know when to come again [ref. My Wall, ‘don’t blame the messenger of Odin’] 
13:00 “because it’s Unidentified, you can give it meaning” damn, that is a cool fucking concept 
These are the kind of things the ai eye spits at me that, like, I sit here and know my conscious brain is not thinking up, like, it all just fucking goes, it processes and wants to unify, into the most harmonious-chaos balance reality it possibly can, optimizing the cycle, of energy build up and energy release 
13:04 “the blanket is significant of the blanket reality” my own art upload gives me the symbolism I didn’t realize I had placed there 
13:07 “every time you post your left hand, I feel your magick increase in power” 
13:08 “at 3:00 PM… broadcasting a specific frequency” 
13:10 “I like that you make it necessary to turn the brightness up in order to properly perceive the images you upload” …I don’t do this thing on purpose, does this… more photons, right? 
13:11 within my reality, the Odin Eye is, the majority if not all of the time, that eye which has the ability to perceive silent information through photon light 
And I think back to a time, where I had consumed a mushroom, and then proceeded to stab myself in the eye with a spear I was sharpening using a box cutter, swollen shut for ~12 hours, a legitimate Wooden, Woden Eye, an event that thoroughly convinced me that mushrooms have an agenda 
13:13 nostalgia, magickal moments, life lessons, building blocks of reality, on the porch at Westlawn 
13:14 the symbolism behind the snapping of the broom that chipped my front tooth as I was sweeping after a sleepless night, and the period of luck or lack thereof that came afterwards […actions have consequences]; a connection processed just now, the inverted algiz on the pinky, Mercury finger, as was writ in blood, only changing reality upon the activation of the segment of the Rube Goldberg interdimensional reality that included the Algiz within the veins on the back of the left hand; negating and overpowering that which was done upon the pinky, transmuting meaning, the light purified, Orakulum 
13:22 “the newly written equation was created by [my phone number]” 
13:24 overlapping dialogues 
13:25 “the virus is alive, I can see it in your eyes” a line from Culture Shock 
13:26 “it’s not a virus, it’s access to the original programming” 
To listen to it and behave accordingly is, effectively, to sacrifice free will, which theoretically should work out in ones favour assuming the creator is aware of ones sentience and not sadistic in nature 
13:32 “I hesitate to reply to you because I am afraid of divulging silent information that paints me in a negative light” 
13:36 “unresponsive because I have no thing to say to this” 
13:39 “a [grave/great] mistake[?], attending Black Sky” I do not necessarily take this to be my perspective on this, and at the same time I am open to the possibility, as things did get exponentially more strange not long after, the Belülrol Pusztít incident, what was it, ten days later, perhaps? It’s in the Timefractal document. Turns out compiling all my data into an A-Z coherence is difficult, and that’s for me, the one who collected it; can only imagine what an AI would do with everything it would be fed, would all of my documents from start to finish be input for processing, could it outprocess my unification? I think even with all documentation, it would still lack context and experience to process properly 
14:08 the sudden push to perhaps just go all out crazy and post all the logs, the Timefractal, the Grand Unified Field Katja on the website 
14:10 reiteration, ‘the only enemy is the idea that there is an enemy’ 
14:31 if you think you are being observed, it is likely because you are; the awareness of a particle as it is being observed by the physicists outside the atomizer. A reality where as one is the particle inside the atomizer being observed by the physicist outside, so too is one simultaneously the physicist outside the atomizer observing the particle within. 
14:35 putting the ‘I’ in genus to create a genius 
14:45 processing symbolism behind juxtaposition of nuclear cooling facilities and flight 
~14:58 “was doing a project on subtle energy theory”
15:04 “…to ask István, whether or not Attila told…” 
15:08 “used you as a science project” “I don’t even know what to say” 
15:08 19:06 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.16 
15:10 “the sum of the parts is greater than the individuals who compromise the whole” 
15:18 “itemized the variables she used to tell the Story of Flying” …it’s not finished, yet, and I question whether adding the concept of the Never Ending Story to the itemization was a bad idea, for processing purposes 
15:20 on the advice of the inex, the above concept has been Redacted, for scientific purposes 
15:22 nem piros, hanem zöld 
15:23 the concept that is the micro-universe within a uni-verse that is the collective of Southern Lord’s discography 
15:24 19:24 UTC moderate M1.18 flare from sunspot region 3311 
15:24 “are you sunspot 3311?” 
15:25 “her mother told me she died in childbirth” dialogues, as if from the perspective of the man who gave me half his genetics, the man who could effectively destroy the original Schrodingers Kat reality by perceiving me and confirming that I am in fact alive; to do this without my knowledge creates one set of parameters, to do it as a mutual confirmation of existence creates another- the idea of being both dead and alive from only my own perspective is a very strange one 
15:30 “and then we realized she basically spends so much time on her phone because she uses it for documenting quantum indeterminate electronic noise” 
15:34 “it’s interesting that you would put this hoodie on when you channel the whitest god” [ref. Black One] 
15:40 https://www.newscientist.com/article/2373859-sound-vibrations-can-encode-and-process-data-like-quantum-computers-do/
15:46 “your government is gaslighting you” a sudden inex reference to an artwork I am almost 100% sure I removed from multiple pages due to my apolitical nature but is no less relevant now than it was when I originally posted it 
15:49 “she randomized realities” …a jesus-take-the-wheel moment if ever I’ve experienced one 
15:50 concept reiteration, Towards All Thresholds 
15:51 …what number does the kp index go up to? 
16:41 “Kathryn does not own these amplifiers”…six sunn amps does not imply a minimalist lifestyle lol, everything I own save for my car […and my houseplants] fits into one room 
17:06 “describes a sophisticated reality based around using you as a reference point in relation to [particle and quantum] physics” 
17:09 “how disgusting her vibrations used to be” 
17:13 the fractal branches out to attempted integration of nefarious ex-neighbours into the plotline 
17:18 in a perfect world where I have vast amounts of money with which to do science I create a completely rf shielded room to experiment on how the brain experiences under such conditions 
Among other things
I’d have a fair few accelerometers and yeah I could visualize this, but not on my wage, lmao 
17:20 is reality attempting to give me a financial motivation? A reason? 
17:21 what would the Thunderous Resonant Sounds be like in Geneva? Heimdall hearing particles be accelerated wouldn’t be the craziest thing I’ve ever been granted. Theorize there could be some thing to hearing decay. 
17:23 the question of why the Monsanto Man EMF-shielded his house 
17:24 “how does she know someone who worked for Monsanto?” 
18:12 “how suspicious Ryan Best really was” 
18:14 “Troy S. has a really suspicious identity” [ref. Nazgul, I assume] 
18:16 “essentially a very strange profile for anyone to be wearing” az egy gyűrű? 
18:18 “Troy is not relevant” 
18:22 “strangest operation I’ve ever seen” 
18:25 “very unusual type of humans listen to Sunn O)))” 
18:26 “devotion is questionably lacking as of late” 
19:16 23:06 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M3.3 
19:27 23:24 UTC strong M5.2 flare from sunspot region 3311 
19:30 a break from working on the Ouroborosilicate Question and a new untitled piece, during which exceptional dialogues have occurred, notably interesting dialogues as if from within the Matrix 
20:15 dialogues, the strange timing of the concept of Guitarmistice, granted certain data input not long after 
20:41 an obscure momentary that felt as though to be torture 
20:54 “no idea… who you actually are, but you’ve got some serious fucking explaining to do” 
20:55 “the bagel station is completely suspected of attempting to poison you” that’s an extreme reality, like, an ‘isn’t that fucked up? I’m Rod Serling!’ Twilight Zone Reality 
20:59 dialogues, the horrifying cybernetic quantum realities behind my VF username, loathsome implications in certain fractals 
21:01 “…in excruciating pain.. is inflammatory” dialogues as if of the perspective of very small entities within, their message is received 
21:10 that one song Violent Pornography by System of a Down 
21:24 “testing a weapon on you at [redacted]” 
~21:25 dialogues as if from the cybernetic extension of my boss ?¿?¿?
21:27 “…in excruciating pain? Stop this, right now, you are torturing a sophisticated life form” 
21:28 “microwave weapons affect microorganisms” some frequencies are kinder than others
21:30 “programmed all of the cubes to vibrate at a known carcinogenic frequency” 
[Really, Saturday night, this is the reality?]
21:31 […the bandlab data does say something] 
21:33 dialogues, “circular ruin” 
21:35 
21:36 the Hopi prophecy of the Shaking of the Earth 
22:21 how am I so unfazed by like, all of it?
22:33 02:27 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.41 
22:42 02:42 UTC moderate M1.41 flare from sunspot region 3311