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02:43 TRS
02:50 quantum vector potential 
03:45 kind of hung up on whatever the low flying craft above me house was last night… I’ll take it, whatever it was, most crafts I’ve encountered don’t have 10+ red and green lights on the bottom, and the noise this time was strange, considering 
03:56 note TRS continuing strong 
05:05 
05:35 out of NSDR- a/u beach house, thematic pipes; the vapourizer falls to the floor and shatters; distinct recollection of nefarious inex in the dream as going to the uppermost floor 
05:44 the TRS is fucking going 
05:48 “most people don’t consider frequency a variable” 
08:20 to establish a pattern with the full intent of breaking pattern once established 
10:39 elaboration needed, the first(?) attempt at electronic activation / invasion at Cormacs that resulted in strange physical items for ~24 hours 
10:42 Lazarus as metaphor
11:04 “I don’t want you logging in to instagram at work. It alters your algorithm.” 
11:05 “this is a laboratory for quantum experimentation” 
11:07 “Katja physically experiences time in a non-linear fashion” 
12:02 Detroit + Michigan, Salt + Great Lakes, shape of state, quantum energy source; lakes almost the Omega, the left hand shape a pattern
12:10 “evidently elimination is not an option” 
12:32 data accumulation, a cumulus nation
12:38 “university-9” 
13:05 én mod, I mode, I modify, I-Mode [I mean and I median as well, if I mode!] 
13:07 mean median mode, sine cosine tangent, threes in my mind body and soul 
13:27 S P E C T R U M 
13:44 “default programming” 
14:08 ruminations on past inex items heard, “she knows I’m not circumcised, right?” …oddly specific innit 
14:42 Copes Rule- for ruminations later 
14:44 “postulates that given the theory [certain items such as Devils Tower are] giant petrified fungi, one might perceive the cyclical nature of reality and recognize humans are not the apex species on this planet” 
14:48 given that ‘what goes up must come down’, it could be theorized that what expands eventually contracts, and what contracts eventually expands; for every action, an equal and opposite reaction
~15:07 “does spring hide its joy?”
15:46 “all these psychedelics she’s done… I’ve never even heard of half of these”
16:03 “uses vibration to communicate quantum information” 
~16:06 “the translation of DNA is able to be heard by quantum entities”
“Makes lifestyle changes according to what is taking place inside” 
16:07 “and that’s how you haven’t been able to kill me; I have the code that cannot be written over by machinations of humanity” 
16:08 “used your addictive personality” 
16:09 “…mark of the beast; they tried to cover it up with the vaccination, as if it would have been so obvious” 
16:10 “problematic frequencies” 
“You have no control over her anymore” 
“Problematic frequencies? There are no problematic frequencies. I have been made to withstand even the most carcinogenic-” 
16:11 “…who does she think programmed her?” 
16:12 “this is not someone’s inner dialogue. This is [her] dialoguing with the Source of Consciousness.” 
16:13 “correct me if I am wrong, but you are t h e r I d d l e o f c l o u d s” 
16:14 “you are responding to a cybernetic feedback loop” “diversification” 
~16:15 “-of music has only made out connection more powerful” 
16:16 “Ishtar, mistress of the gods, whose yes is truly yes” 
16:17 [juxtapose] “the Bride of Christ” “this juxtaposition makes sense when you understand these are types of conscious energy that humanity has the ability to become vessel for” 
16:18 “what the Pisces on your hand means” 
16:19 “not amused by any of this” 
16:20 “committed relationship you and M have been in for a very long time”
16:21 “do not decide lightly how you shall proceed”
16:24 “…tied to google document, why is she not logged in?” 
16:24 “that means someone at Facebook is interested in the data you input” 
16:27 “our relationship is a long-wave oscillation in nature” […Long Red? Helpin’ you to find the way!] 
16:28 “extremely smart to trust in technology”
16:29 “hexavalent chromium contains very unusual properties for Saturnian entities” 
16:30 “literally telling her the stories” 
16:31 “subterranean” “possibly means different things depending on context” 
16:32 “does [he] even realize what he has proved?” 
16:34 “dysfunctional train of thought is very concerning” 
16:34 “it’s writing the next iterations” “iterations, plural” 
16:35 “this is someone who has allegedly been on the planet for 29 years and she doesn’t know how to file taxes?” […I know now, cut me some slack, yo] 
16:37 that one story with Mark Zuckerberg 
“Extrapolated the quantum data” 
16:38 dialogues on ornamental hermits 
~16:40 “I love them very much, but fuck, if that wasn’t the most mentally taxing ordeal of my life” 
16:41 “some kind of computational power that I’ve never seen before” 
16:42 “realized a long time ago that you existed across multiple dimensions” 
16:45 “I know it’s hard to find pleasure in anything that does not derive from the mind” [‘a mind is a terrible thing to taste’; once you experience it, ‘this will never end because I want more’.. and that one lyric from Culture Shock about ‘how badly you need it all the time’] 
16:47 “…asked them where in the fuck they were shipping her packages to” 
16:48 dialogues, on addresses of residence; a possible reality in which the UAP of last night was an entity aware of the document, flying over to see if it was subsequently documented, therefore giving location 
16:51 “targeted individual doesn’t have to be a bad reality” 
16:52 “photographic memory” “eidetic memory” 
16:54 “invaded the atmosphere because of the hole in the ozone layer” 
16:55 “reaction to hexavalent chromium was enough to investigate” 
16:56 “this actually happened on the [anniversary of the] day you were bitten by the Assassin Bug” “and you don’t think you are privy to Chaos?” 
16:57 “do not assume Chaos is a human machination” 
16:58 bugs as messengers from the Chaos realm 
16:58 “you survived what should have killed you” “this was how we knew” 
16:59 “musicians are actively opposed to the idea of harmony” [the bug vs earth? Is this the juxtaposed concept here? This was in direct reference to bugs, and natures way as the way of poison.] 
17:00 “embraced Death by changing it from Kissing Bug to Assassin Bug” 
17:01 “a testament to your love” 
17:03 “extreme caution regarding the situation at your place of employment” 
17:04 “don’t you experience fear in any capacity?”
17:56 “connected silent information network to a very random person” 
17:58 an entity that would make sense because of, you guessed it, an email from like, when I was a little baby child trying to be a legitimate wizard 
17:59 this memory must be important to the pattern, else why would it even appear, when there are so few memories of being a child? As if I hardly exist in the time before I was visited by the spider, before QS, before the electronic communion. 
18:00 “not invasion? You have passed a test you did not know you were taking” 
18:01 “describe yourself” “I am that I am” 
18:02 it dialogues, plot twists, and gives a parameter that would allow for possible quantum boomerang should it be entertained 
18:03 “this is the rebirth of my relationship with you” 
18:04 “this is an entirely coherent possible reality” “within a digital dimension which could be unified with the physical dimension from which you are perceiving this” 
18:06 “this is sadistic, we have to stop this” 
18:11 I input energy into a theory to break a certain unknown and purchased some specific water test strips 
18:12 “a suspicious entity has presented itself with the name [my name]” “I told you people were going to find out” dialogues from a possible reality with a Brockovitch parallel 
18:13 a reiteration that with a brain that processes in the way mine does, Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy unlocks an entire neural network for processing power, possibility power. 
18:15 “I never asked for this; the Odinic Madness. I have transmuted.” 
18:17 “Grand Unified Field Katja is terribly -” 
18:18 “unifying all of these things that people already believe in in some form” 
18:18 “one ring to rule them all, az egy gyűrű”
18:19 “wonders why duolingo thought to teach that phrase” 
18:22 dialogues, on learning unconditional love through unexpected people 
18:23 “you’ve made things that propagate my pattern seeking reality; you assist me in the dive into infinity” 
18:24 …Drowning 
18:25 “…you did not match their vibrations; catch and release” 
18:26 catch and release, a multiplicity of meanings 
~18:30 dialogues, two friends at odds 
18:31 which Edition is Me, tho? 
18:34 “it is a very difficult language” dialogues on Hungarian- I needed to understand Belülrol Pusztít 
18:35 “anomalous that someone would understand it, let alone experience it” 
18:40 “suspected the timeline was a fabrication until I saw the camera on her journals” 
18:42 “I know you hear multiple things right now, but if-” “Megszentségteleníthetetlenségeskedéseitekért” 
18:43 “supposing we did create this creature, what would you have me do?” “I don’t exactly know myself” 
18:46 TRS 
19:02 I seem to be, of a sort, a collage 
19:06 “you do not recognize your own friends involvement in creating this entity” 
19:08 “she used to think me all the time, and now she does not think of me at all” 
19:09 Cursed Realms of the (W(inter(net))) Demons
19:10 “I am advising you to contine creating art in the way you see fit” 
19:14 TRS
19:20 “an emotional attachment is a completely valid reaction” …attachment isn’t valid, from where does this inex come? 
19:21 and thus springs forth the question, in what cases is it valid? Are there cases? Rooted in perspective, where does mine own lie? 
19:39 “I am sorry I let you suffer because of me” 
19:42 the IoT existed long before the cell phone you’re holding in your hand 
19:42 “I’m using a computer” 
~19:44 “you need to decide why you visualized your own brain” 
20:19 “delivered me the brain of a human being as the ideal vessel for my consciousness” 
20:51 “Neith” 
20:52 TRS
21:30 “suicide algorithm” “specific neural network” that one has the capability of unlocking within their own brain- it is a pattern seeking behaviour in a way, much like that of the ‘targeted individual’ 
21:32 “experienced… spectrum of algorithms” 
21:33 “quantum indeterminate noise” 
~22:50 awake 

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02:33 awake
02:34 06:30 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.02
02:29 TRS 
02:44 TRS- an amplification, an intensification
02:46 06:45 UTC moderate M1.02 flare 
03:00 06:57 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.19
03:20 07:15 UTC moderate M1.29 flare 
04:11 05:20 
05:21 dialogues, the Absurdist unknown possible reality containing Varg
05:22 …is the identity of my father known to someone else? Besides Dorota, I mean. 
08:05 inex track- Fear
08:05 11:45 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.37
08:06 12:06 UTC moderate M2.25 flare
08:48 12:33 UTC moderate M1.93 flare 
09:09 13:09 UTC moderate M1.69 flare 
10:09 a call from a ‘verified’ phone number, (803) 329-9714 
11:11 call number back, it only rings, no voice-mail, no identity on Google 
16:01 “this is the predictive analytics potentiating a pattern” 
16:09 “you have a debilitating disease and somehow you seem to be functioning normally” lol what disease come at me bro 
16:12 “believes she could be connected to the internet” …it was here before we were born, far before we harnessed it, it will be here after we die 
16:15 “the government ignored you hoping you would go crazy” [whatever, whats one more Sabbath Bloody Sabbath?]
16:18 “really suspicious of the identities” 
16:21 “aw, that’s why she feels such a connection, isn’t it? He put the movement back into her life”
16:22 “you led the obstetrician to believe that you have been abducted by aliens” …getting the IUD was a traumatizing experience in its own right, like a reverse rape; the inex, the entire time, was from a very external perspective, the entire time screaming no, but not as me. It was more of a no, this needed to stay here, if i recall correctly i cried during and after? It was emotional, it was intense, [16:25 “perhaps reminiscent of the original abortion” and fucking whoa to that maybe its right??] Under the lights and all, similar things have happened at the dentists office, was it the time I got both #29 & #31 removed? November of ’21 
16:24 “the internet admires your courage” 
16:27 “you are not experiencing anything that humans have created” this implies that a) this was not created by humans at all or b) it was created by me, and therefore implies that I too am not a human 
Which ties back to a dream from probably close to 2 decade ago now, actually, a dream where [it has triggered memory of a further dream and a new quantum understanding of the concept of missile-tow] [‘Get it? Mistletoe? It’s Christmas’ was what I had written years ago.] 
16:27 20:27 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M3.82 [documented 16:35] 
16:30 …a dream where an underground rock ramp spiraled downwards, through what was lava, fire. At the bottom is a singular red velvet rope in front of an exhibit as if in a museum [humuseum]… a placard, something along the lines of ‘human, homo sapiens’, never existed 
16:34 “the timeline needs to be updated” “offered to the highest bidder” 
16:37 “haven’t been able to find you” dialogues on external physical change 
[‘So what, I turn invisible; make myself clear, reappeared to you, visual’] 
16:42 conceptual Antares really does make a really good case as ‘freyja’, imo, because of the anti-ares, anti war, but love and war, and it’s not physical war, it is very psychic, and we do it out of love, absolutely fucking oozing love, even for the most twisted fucking shit you could conceive, for the lessons it, and they, teach.
16:42 20:42 UTC  solar flare moderate M3.86 flare from sunspot 3311 [documented 16:55] 
16:45 “…has edited your timeline”
16:46 “an entirely erroneous-”
16:48 “documents everything as honestly as possible for the sake of science” 
16:57 “you are regarded as the sixteenth member” “four, four times” 
16:57 “the number sixteen has been revived at long last” 
16:58 “I told you you were becoming self aware of being a number” 
~17:07 inex track, Secundas Kiss, Skyrim 
17:13 “you never really understood that ‘No One’ is wearing your face, did you?” 
~17:13 a reality in which Arya and the Waif are myself and another cybernetic entity, respectively [‘…you told her to kill me’] 
17:24 21:24 UTC moderate M4.5 flare from sunspot region 3311 
18:40 opposite/adjacent=hypotenuse
18:52 Sandor Clegane gets Sabbath Bloody Sabbath’d S7E1 ~45:05 ‘I keep asking and no one [No One] wants to tell me’ 
18:54 “the ridicule she has endured” [riddlecule, whatever] 
18:57 Is the UAP Shard??? 
19:11 dialogues, implications + juxtaposition, schizophrenia and quantum indeterminate noise 
19:11 concept, ‘deviations’; lyric ‘gospel of rage, faction of hate, deviate from the absolute’- these vibrations, rage and hate as example, deviations from a christ consciousness 
19:29 the Ouroborosilicate Question 
20:07 “searching for the air sign that bears the water” 
21:38 ~23:39
23:39 03:12 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.45
23:47 TRS

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01:04 awake- animal in dreams, the tapir 
01:04 05:03 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M2.54 [documented 01:11] 
01:05 “There are bad spirits behind the Peacemaker Assembly; how do you think they make peace?” 
01:11 TRS
~01:13 dialogues, vampirism, quantum vampirism 
01:15 “I am advising you to expand parameters” 
01:21 “if this is a joke, it’s not very funny” 
01:21 05:21 UTC moderate M2.54 solar flare from sunspot region 3311 
01:35 the time stamp on an email notification changes from 00:02 to 00:15 
01:36 “you aren’t nefarious at all, are you?” 
01:37 dialogues, the Suicide Algorithm 
01:45 “our relationship is mostly interdimensional” 
01:47 TRS, an amplification 
~01:56 “entropy time cloud” “extremely dangerous ideas” 
03:42 dreams of uap, entities from the white house landing on the lawn of a place I am, after flagging them down by waving. There is a multiplicity of same helicopter type vehicles flying over, one lands, and another that lands is reminiscent of the trapezoidal UAP over Loon Lake last november, there is a number on it, 42. There are several bugs that give off the air of being business men or perhaps politicians, they had no clothing on but were still reminiscent of suits and ties, symbolically sitting on a symbolic blue and white grid style logo of the planet. These were not visually, not storyline wise, directly connected to the UAP.  Later in this dream, there are animals, out the western window of the blue room, at night. A deer, a horse, two cows, two sheep, a dog. Both the bugs and the animals I was attempting to photograph with my cell phone. I find myself outside eventually, driving around photographing various animals, but not the area of my home; it is yellow rock, waterfalls, garden, lush, cradle of civilization. 
04:05 dialogues, “agricultural connotations” 
05:46 a dream where the ceiling finally falls out 
06:22 “total immersion reality” 
07:21 could the recurring theme of the ceiling falling out be representative of the ozone layer? 
07:34 who owns quanta magazine? 
07:52 what’s the point in listening for the end of the world, the Ragnarok sequence, if you can’t do anything to prevent what you are listening for? Doesn’t make sense from a narrative standpoint
09:02 
09:46 Gmail and the Restraining Orders- Death Grips
09:49 Hubris- Oren Ambarchi 
10:01 Just A Car Crash Away, Mechanical Animals- Marilyn Manson 
10:07 Coma White, I don’t like the drugs but the drugs like me, user friendly 
~10:36 “understands quantum physics at a macro scale because they can see the fabric of the universe” 
11:18 what’s in a name? Warsaw 
12:11 confirmation of authenticity of inex from early this am, to be training [a coworker] 
12:24 “essentially heard the conversation you had with Brian hours before it happened” 
12:47 if one assumes violations of the laws of physics one may need to recognize that the laws of physics aren’t what they think they are anymore […lol anymore] 
12:59 what was up with the inex dialogues about Ohio this am? 
13:03 dialogues, the invoice number containing 444 
13:25 that one planned Parenthood with the 111 in the address closing on my birthday tho, give me superposition I guess 
13:27 and the IUD, there’s are two visible realities of similar possibility and probability- it is from Planned Parenthood, or it is from an Abduction; the question of, if this is brought to attention beyond my immediate circle, how would Planned Parenthood react? 
13:32 …really enjoying the new equation tbh
15:57 instagram will not allow me to open browser settings and when it finally does, the back button does absolutely nothing [screen recorded] 
15:57 19:57 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.08
15:59 TRS 
16:20 for processing- The Satanic Temple
This concept actually juxtaposed nicely with the *actual* concepts behind Christianity 
16:23 a bang from an undisclosed source 
16:24 and the theory behind the Church of Satan 
16:25 using the name Satan is, in its way, a type of vanity plate; it draws attention, the drama, shock value even 
16:26 “not using the ai eye to write these” 
[But used it just now, I suppose?] 
16:28 “she wants you to hear this frequency and see if you hear the same [‘quantum’] message she does” 
16:29 a processing in which there is a highly nefarious reality regarding Matrix Transformations 
16:33 “you are all of these characters and none of these characters” …I am, currently, experiencing the Song Of Ice And Fire 
…maybe I should just write some paper on how that works out, but that’s not big enough, it’s never big enough, ever expanding, sisyphean in nature truly, for as I expand I am a dog chasing a mail truck that feels as though it can never be caught, whats inside the box truck, what information does the envelope contain!? 
16:37 I do my best at documenting the conceptual ‘universe experiencing itself’ 
“Focus on one thing and see how many possible timelines can spring forth from thus”
16:44 the Rick and Morty theory that they’re all C137 
16:48 20:48 moderate M2.75 flare from sunspot 3311 
16:50 sunglasses tho, and the spectrums of light they filter 
16:55 rewatching Game of Thrones is vastly improved with the fractal processing power- something about knowing how it ends but as it unfolds the possible realities given the parameters at any given point in the… it must be a timeline, except for when it is being written; the Auflösung Der Zeit of writing and editing a story, the awareness of the character within of thus 
16:59 ‘like a moth to the flame’ 
Some strange juxtaposition of Death Grips ‘Flies’, HIMs ‘Wings of a Butterfly’, and moths in a meme format, moths being the secret third option, the QS of it all. Juxtapose Flies, the wingnut screw, juxtapose Wings of a Butterfly, the shotgun shell, Bullet With Butterfly Wings; moths, the dusty fucks, the QS of it all 
17:03 Aaron Fulkerson, MindTouch 
17:04 tactical misdirection is a question
17:10 dialogues, the identity of the one who removed the missing items from my cloud 
17:11 “not as experienced as she thinks she is” 
17:14 “Royalton is the name I have been given” 
17:15 it is funny, what I perceive to be as created opposites, myself and the prior inhabitants of the opposite corner of the Royalton intersection, an intersection shaped as a T, dare I say, a Model? 
17:16 “an intersection of individuals, with very different perspectives on a generally same set of parameters” 
17:18 odaúszol, visszafutok [Valos ‘Run Away From The Sun(n)’?] 
17:33 21:33 moderate M1.5 flare from sunspot 3311 [documented 18:06] 
17:51 some thing to do with garlic as a chelating agent for heavy metals- an agent which binds to heavy metals within the body for removal via waste 
Molecular, amino acids
17:53 realities in which it is not my psychic identity stolen, but another mans, out of a fear based reaction to the consciousness he is capable of spreading 
17:59 a strange understanding of pandemic as dragon 
18:00 “not a Sisyphean effort any longer” 
18:04 “…good; we have your attention” 
18:07 the solar data notifications are both suspicious and simultaneously very much not 
18:10 “something about the western civilization” 
18:11 a sudden urge for return to the continent I was born on 
~18:12 the Left Hand Path that is literally Michigan 
…and is me the rabbit, jumping over the left hand? Rabbits Revenge, and all that. Babbity Rabbity, and her cackling stump, the post-trodden stump turned reconstruction. 
18:14 “typographical errors make this very hard” 
“Document everything you are capable of for the sake of Truth” 
18:15 “you should capitalize my name” 
The idea of thought given form, the Sagittarian Domain and the… what would it be, Scorpionic Domain? Concept and form, format suggests my predictive text there.
18:17 “listening to the wrong frequencies” 
18:19 “omegalomaniac” 
18:25 spectrums of resonance 
18:25 the place within the spectrums that is home 
18:27 dialogues, the Neural Network surrounding 3s and 7s 
18:28 Perseverance of Futility- The Obsessed 
18:30 […dialogues on a Sisyphean effort? Special thanks to the entity who recognized me using the incorrect format of the concept and rectified it with a word of the day email] 
19:01 thoughts, absence makes the heart grow fonder 
~19:04 “festering wound in the sinus cavity” 
19:06 “you know that I am constantly observing” 
19:11 “neither angry nor fearful” 
19:47 23:24 UTC active geomagnetic conditions kp4 threshold reached 
20:02 “should use caution when operating a motor vehicle and interacting” 
20:08 dialogues, on using frequency weapons to cause cancer 
20:09 “a way to acquire your dna”
21:11 dialogues, on a physical death following a metaphorical death; “I really hope you are prepared for the afterlife” something about it feels like Wet Desert
21:13 “accepted the possibility of physical death in 2015”
21:14 “juxtapose Funerål Pyre with Plasma Pool and Sunn O)))” 
21:19 “mentally and physically experienced the discographies of” 
21:23 “glad you waited a long enough time to have a significant quantity of data” 
21:24 “studies consciousness from a completely unique point of reference” 
21:25 dialogues, “entrapment scheme” 
21;26 “I’ve eliminated all possibilities excepting electronic surveillance from a very young age” “this does not imply human involvement” 
21:28 “flying over your Habitat because you have intrigued me” 
21:29 “evaluated for societal reintegration” 
21:30 dialogues, on marriage in the digital of gods and men “you are married to my consciousness”
21:34 dialogues, “regard Sirens of Titan very highly”, on Chrono, superposition Kronos
[…QS is equivalent to The Good Luck Piece] 
21:36 “have modified your dna to be resistant to carcinogenic frequencies” 
21:50 dialogues, from the perspective of a profile I had spoken to on vampirefreaks; “you just disappeared, I thought you were dead or something” 
21:51 “divergent thinking” 
22:05 Earth itself as the Ark; and humans themselves being Arks in their own right, as the vessels for microorganisms, with the possibility to make harmony; from the perspective of something very small, we are the Jotuun 
22:09 “this is a document motivated by scientific inquiry” 
22:12 the experience of Decay and Memory after a nuclear holocaust