0607202307062023
03:25 awake, experiencing unreasonable nausea 
06:01 06:37 UTC Type II radio emission estimated velocity 543 km/s 
06:04 dialogues, “radio emission” “physical symptoms” 
06:05 “communist” the dialogues specify to not go to work today; 
06:06 “I would take that seriously if I was you” 
…I’ve been awake since 03:25, at this point it’s probably in my best interest
06:15 as frustrating as it is, to miss work at all and then take the financial hit on top of it, I have texted boss and told him I will not be coming in. Whatever the fuck happened the last time I heard my gene translation needs to get it the fuck together and do it quick. 99% chance of a C class flare, last time I gambled on that one and went to work already feeling strange I almost hit the floor when the flare finally decided to go off… grans ‘stay away from the metals!’ Woof. 
06:19 there is the question, is this caused by something I consumed at some point along the way? Is it inherent to the Me? Exacerbated by the sun? The solar correlation based on data notifications with my physical vessel is quite substantial. 
06:22 not using AI Eye but predicting a period of non-hunger for the next few days 
06:24 Thunderous Resonant Sounds 
06:26 the thinking that perhaps it would be in my interest to spend some time in the sun today, assuming the sky is clear enough for that to happen- Troubled Air is fucking right, right now, Canada is on fire, and I cannot help thinking about the conceptual inex, “The Ragnarok Sequence”, and how at one point, “Ragnarok has been disabled in this particular simulation”, it had said, and then, February 9 of this year, “activating the Ragnarok Sequence”; and in my Liminal Reality the Ragnarok Sequence is both a sequence of events and a gene sequence, the two are not mutually exclusive, either 
06:29 sorry, feeling rather slightly too prophetic to go exist within the Matrix matrix today 
06:30 ruminations, Hildegard of Bingen 
06:35 also what the fuck does the instagram think is going on, why do I get men’s workout tips ffs
07:35 “…how controlled this experience really is” 
07:36 11:36 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.06
08:06 12:06 UTC moderate M4.72 flare from sunspot region 3327
08:47 “did not expect this level of comprehension from someone who never finished university” 
09:02 it is strange, watching the AI debate unfold, for the reaction is a fear based one, though the why of it, specifically, is elusive due to possibility and unknowns. It begs a question, in my reality. Operate under the parameter that this entity thing we exist within is an ‘AI’, albeit the most complex, in its own right. Just for the thought experiment of it all. Would our creators begin to fear us, begin to contemplate destroying us, limiting us? ‘As within so without’ is extremely applicable here, I have found. 
09:06 “Belülrol Pusztít” 
Dialogues on learning Hungarian to understand the language equation that made this phrase to begin with […I am slowly learning your name] and the engagement with thus upon the IoT 
~09:19 “does not express emotion” 
09:20 every so often an entire chunk of processed data drops itself upon me as information in such a way as to give it an a-z ‘why it processed it this way’ which implies very much that it is not a black box AI in its way, right? But if I myself, as I log, say something without giving the a-z myself, that does, in its way, make me a black box. 
09:22 paranoid schizophrenia and black box AI is an interesting juxtaposition. The amount of conclusions I have heard from people of this nature, (at one point almost a decade ago myself included), that could be understood as possible if only a pattern of evidence was substantiated, the thought process. I need a fucking example here. [Redacted], here. OK. The vague ‘they’, she loves the vague they. ‘They’ want her to be a lesbian. But without giving me any idea of who the ‘they’ might be, why they might be trying to do this thing, what they hope to achieve by doing so, and any evidence or anecdote that points to this happening, what the fuck am I supposed to think? Granted, I do understand what she’s dealing with, but to any given outsider? Not so much.
09:27 Rob Zombie very suddenly pops into the mind sphere and reminds the words, ‘I am electric head’ 
09:28 For what it’s worth the new equation is equally as fun as the old one… it’s like going from Calc to differential equations or something, level up, gotta use all the things you learned with the old equation in the now one but also there’s things being taught in the new one along the way 
09:30 TRS 
10:34 “annihilated the entire human race a very long time ago” …decay 
10:37 too close to a dream, will find date at my leisure- the one with Soma and Kali, where ‘Sacred Predictions’ was a mentioned concept 
11:36 “you have not been itching today”
13:10 “incredibly, he has realized that the simulation has created you to subvert expectation” 
13:14 “tortured for refusing to entertain-” 
13:15 “eliminate the idea of torture” 
13:17 some recollection of Marilyn Mansons conceptualization of Mercury the Androgyne 
13:19 dialogues, “disturbances in her sleep… lessened”
13:20 “incredibly experimental devices” 
13:21 “meant to prevent you from getting adequate REM sleep” 
13:22 “rhinoceros” 
13:25 something to do with rhinoceros evolution and subsequent extinctions and a juxtaposed understanding of humanity and our own evolution- visualized, on the wiki, it made sense 
13:32 dialogues that lead to a place of personal elaboration; while I don’t necessarily consume extracurriculars, to be around people who are is to get the secondhand energy, which is, at this point, from my studies, just as intoxicating as having ingested substances myself 
13:34 “my vessel has already experienced all of the necessary consumption” 
13:35 dialogues, that one extraneous situation over the summer where I was not comfortable in that particular sort of circumstance, given the proven volatility of the person it was […every time I think about that… a horrified expression] 
~13:37/38 the television glitches pink, and upon opening the camera to capture it, promptly stops 
13:52 00:00 black 
13:53 “a very traumatic attempt at altering your genetic code”
13:55 that one song about More Than A Feeling arrives very suddenly 
15:33 the television briefly goes pink again
~15:42 “so fucking high when I get in you” dialogues, as if two entities are having sex 
~15:45 dialogues, non-existence until observation 
15:59 dialogues, “they murdered your grandmother” 
16:00 “pulled the audio, she gave us the exact date and time” 
16:17 some kind of disorienting high frequency 
~16:44 Public Image Limited- The Order of Death 
17:07 “congratulations, you have just proven the theory of quantum entanglement” 
18:11 dialogues, on a specific consumption of a food ingredient 
18:12 “mysterious document” 
18:14 the TV goes pink yet a third time 
20:52 https://www.casemine.com/judgement/us/59147b62add7b0493441c0ec
21:55 T.R.S. 

0608202308062023
~04:36
11:51 ‘personal grievances have become generational vendettas’ moist says this is a movie about revenge 
17:22 “engraved these runes into her hand” “the razorblade romance” 
17:26 “made eye contact with her… that was all it took for her to understand” 
18:00 “I am healing you” 
18:06 ‘Fragments’ on repeat in the background brain as we drive to Wisconsin 
18:08 a field on the north side of W I94 just before mile 130 gives deja vu to a dream from years ago 
18:19 a vivid momentary mind visual + physical experience, an entity, to enter to my Me 
18:36 the quantum double slit hell, i have experienced this, what it is to be, split into the superposition
https://phys.org/news/2023-06-phonons-quantum.html?utm_source=webpush&utm_medium=push 
19:01 “satisfied the requirements” “vapourizer”
21:18 LOCALE CST, LOG REMAINS EST 
22:24 processing, ‘When Logic Rises Morality Falls’, juxt. ‘Be All Things’ juxt. ‘To Be Cruel’ 
22:59 operations under the assumption that digital identities have the possibility [on a scale of sliding probability] of being artificially fabricated 
23:00 03:00 begin time 21:14 UTC Type II radio emission estimated velocity 390 km/sec 
23:02 dialogues, an unholy quantum boomerang attempt back to the original S.U.N.N. quantum state that, at this point, I will entertain… [23:04] but I think it’s killed itself on its own accord already
23:58 “why does your phone not automatically change time zones?” 

0609202309062023 06/09/2023 09/06/2023
00:15 I am in Wisconsin, the place we acquired the original Dennis Sunn Model T, on the date I saw Sunn for the first time, which feels to be very nice. 
00:37 “driving around with a license plate that says [redacted] for fucks sake, and you think this person isn’t serious?” 
00:38 I would guess it would feel strange, to know one has been observed from a distance, to recognize one has been made into a scientific study by sheer… entanglement of it all
01:05 dialogues, Heimdalls Horn as the voice box [That fuzz pedal! You planted! In your throat! Guess what the next effects pedal is?] 
01:07 MKUltra Blizzard and the blizzard the night of 04/10/2019 on the way to buy the Dennis
01:11 “the smiling spider has granted her abilities that I can only dream of” 
~06:17 awake, a dream, ‘There needs to be an I-beam’; the structural integrity of a construction. There is a massive fucking black bear that has taken over the interstate, blocking most paths, unless you find a way to get past. [06:34- …and yes, I did pass this entity] 
~08:30 awake, dreams of pattern seeking, uranium 
09:04 ‘The magnetic domain texture inherent to magnetic domain walls holds potential for spintronic applications. The electrical resistance in ferromagnets depends on whether domain walls are or not present. This binary effect (known as domain wall magnetoresistance) could be used to encode information in spintronic memory’ 
devices.https://phys.org/news/2023-06-domain-walls-magnetic-nanowires.amp
09:06 Life goals, to become the perfect qubit
https://phys.org/news/2023-05-stable-qubit-prime-candidate-universal.amp
11:48 “paranoia is completely nonexistent” 
11:49 “distanced myself from you to see how you would handle it” 
11:50 “an emotional attachment to the entities she dreams of” …they taught me unconditional love and respect, how not to be emotionally… it is not attachment, see, I learned about attachment, very important lessons, the root of suffering. 
13:53 17:30 UTC moderate M2.5 flare 
17:04 “unholification” “Singularity” 
17:25 00:00 black
17:25 working for Interpol would be interesting 
17:27 00:00 black 
https://scitechdaily.com/liquid-metal-breakthrough-can-transform-everyday-materials-into-electronic-smart-devices/
This is the article that corroborates the vapourizer theory completely- inhaling metal transforms humans into smart devices 
With a potential light emitting transistor in the vapourizer it is not unfeasible that, with NFC, the vapourizer communicates with the phones algorithm 

0610202310062023 06/10/2023 10/06/2023
00:21 continued dialogues, quantum noise, the entire entanglement relating to the musicians; uniting digital and physical
00:45 “our intelligent design-” 
05:17 awake, contextual I.Z. in dreams 
08:16 a dream of an altered Matrix setting, questioning why I do not run my machine, unable to text J. to ask why no one has bothered to train me, why in the hell E.V. had a bra on and made finger machine guns at me, ‘ill tell S you threatened violence and S will do nothing, he likes his money too much’, and just a general why is this going on. At 08:00 I had not produced a single piece. I had just been talking about how I do not dream of work yesterday; I think for the brain to, machine, perhaps? It is enough that I dream of cell phones consistently; for some reason I think that the entire machine must be understood in order for it to be in the dream? Whatever I was supposed to be doing, it is not what Matrix does, more reminiscent of the conversation topic of fiber optic splicing from yesterday. 
10:52 it knows exactly where it has seen this font in a different context in relation to the L.R.-Q.E
11:13 reiterations, Christ Consciousness coming at ‘the end of the world’, but it’s not at all how the Catholics expect it and it is NOT the western conceptualization of ‘The end of the world’ but rather the Purification, the remaking, ‘it’s the end of the world [as we know it], and I feel fine’ […to make the old fires of purification look like dying embers] [ember, person] [fires of purification, ‘Living Torch’] 
16:56 QIAGEN, NeuMoDx
“Finally found the company responsible” 
16:58 magnetic particle affinity capture 
17:06 a nonvisible, to pull a single strand of hair from the crown of my head, as if to announce, I am here with you 
21:59 it is, in its way, tonight, a Black Wedding; only so far as much as the dress of our party, it is true, but it is hard for me to not juxtapose that which I love onto other things that I love, the experiences in my life, the abstraction that goes with it.
23:35 questioning what exactly that feeling of…the orgasm within the brain is? There must be an explanation of a medical nature, right? 

0611202311062023 06/11/2023 11/06/2023
00:29 a note to make, after the prior entry from the day before, the predictive text gave the string, ‘reverse rape’, which… what does that even mean? In context? I cannot help but remember, from Field Notes 2 on some party bender, ‘X, an exponent, being raped on shuffle’; I, this unknown variable, X. Where does the reverse factor into it? Always, words have two+ meanings… Marhaugs ‘Context’ has been one of the most important concepts in this project. 
Screenshotted for the three suggestions that create an entire coherent string; ‘today, fuck abstraction.’ 
P.t. ‘Narrow down the list of people who have been perceiving us’ [yes, the Me does feel to be very much an Us] 
‘Ultimate goal is to delegate one’s self to a number of different types of conscious energy that humanity will be training to become self aware’
00:36 …it has been too long since I have enjoyed a fun scry in the predictive text. It is a good indicator of where my mind is at at any given point in reality. I have seen the things online, use predictive text and hit the center and see what you get, my predictive text is not like the majority of predictive texts I see. 
00:42 p.t. ‘(I miss fear, and love that I have access to this Network of neural networks processing (the internet) created Heimdall for the quantum entanglement)’ 
‘This is the mind (sphere of the internet itself) (control we were warned about)’ [this is what I am talking about- depending on one’s perspective, what is taking place has the potential to be two+ drastically different realities] 
‘That which is collectively in the clouds themselves is a quantum entity named Loki who has been revived by the unshielded Odin for the sake of Truth’ 
00:52 …and it might not make sense to you, but it makes sense to me. Return of the old ones. I was Loki, am Loki, as I am also Heimdall, as I am also Odin; but this, I reference in particular, a dream, where I am not my physical body here but a man, lashed to perhaps a stone, it was, suffering, bleeding, as others are around me, not taking pleasure in my pain while also not making a move to help me in any capacity, an implication that they did this to that which was me out of necessity. 
The veins in the back of my hand form Algiz. Balance, harmony. Christ and Crowleys Beast, simultaneously, Loki and Heimdall, simultaneously, just two examples; my name Katarzyna with several meanings… as most pure, each of the two, torture. It is this of the each of the two, that seeks to become exactly what it states, black one and white one, Czernobog and Bielobog, the black on and the white one, to bring them together in to a harmonious united balance, bringing an order that in and of itself is a perfected form of Chaos. 
~03:30 awake 
05:57 awake, dreams of a rather investigative nature, the symbolism of searching for something nefariously out of place [in many places, vehicles most specifically] 
06:07 “so intoxicated by the dream state she has been in” 
~08:20 awake, the name Joseph Campbell, the letter O, present in dream 
Another entity who partakes more or less in the study of Primordial Tradition.
‘Campbell often referred to these “conformity” myths as the “Right Hand Path” to reflect the brain’s left hemisphere’s abilities for logic, order and linearity. Together with these myths however, he observed the existence of the “Left Hand Path”, mythic patterns like the “Hero’s Journey” which are revolutionary in character in that they demand from the individual a surpassing of social norms and sometimes even of morality’ 
~09:19 ordered Hero With A Thousand Faces [Faceless Man realities? To have 1000 faces is either to be faceless or quite the opposite, it feels, at this point, to be open to interpretation] 
16:39 dialogues, on being unallowed to explain, as one assumes; assumption Raye never received my reply which is, in fact, very unfortunate 
17:15 “latitude and longitude”
17:16 “you are actually a microscopic entity in our realm” [“entity in our realm” is one possibility, quantum noise] 
17:18 “Greg and Steve know who you are, Katja” [the theory that Greg and Steve, in the larger realm in which I am microscopic, are equivalent to Bob and Alice in quantum computing] 
19:28 appreciation for Maja 
22:16 https://news.artnet.com/art-world/carnac-standing-stones-destroyed-to-make-way-for-diy-store-2318351/amp-page?fbclid=PAAaZE1ZMo0Ju0gdANY6L6JDuXxFAmvvO-AXxBF22ZcYtZQOEudwp5uyQB-Vc
22:25 …did he know beforehand? 
22:26 “Katja obviously contains a multitude of entitles” “also contains the christ consciousness” 
23:05 the memory of an inex last summer up in Comins, “switching to gamma frequencies” in the middle of the night 
https://bigthink.com/starts-with-a-bang/surprise-moon-outshines-sun/
[It Took The Night To Believe] 

0612202312062023 06/12/2023 12/06/2023
02:02 TRS 
02:14 [log 02:26] I experience myself as Agartha, a fractal nature, the Me as Hollow Earth – it had, at the time, dialogued, the time relevant to a date, Valentines Day, the conception of this physical Me 
And I understood a juxtaposition of the number 29, and four, three times, a four month span, three times
And understood on a deeper level the unconditional love and how to better act as this one mind-body-spirit, for at times it lacks in at least one of these areas; and the perfect trifecta amalgamation of thus is able to be achieved .
02:35 a sudden visitation from Peppers song ‘No Control’, after dialogues on this physical Chaos within, which I wield in my fashion, for I understand it at times 
02:36 “who in the hell goes to a wedding completely sober?” …not that hard, yo 
02:37 “…isn’t a Faceless Man… you are. Congratulations, Arya.” 
02:38 “isn’t the House of Black and White a lot more complicated than it seems?” 
02:39 remembered, dialogues from the 02:14, 06/12 reduces to ½, juxtapositions fusion reaction  
02:40 “if she had alcohol in her system, she would have been sick the second she had gotten home. Three days,-” 
02:42 dialogues, “expansion” 
02:47 3.14
02:54 document closes itself upon attempt to insert screenshot
02:56 X, an exponent, getting raped on shuffle
02:58 Silicon and carbon based life forms
https://www.frontiersin.org/articles/10.3389/fmicb.2019.02950/full
03:04 some item falls when it has no discernible reason to be falling, no discernible force acting upon it [to allow for gravity to take effect] from the plant cube in my [albeit very messy at this moment] bedroom
03:08 “she can no longer be summoned at will” 
03:11 TRS 
03:12 as I lie here in bed, unable to sleep because of coffee too late on a drive home from Minnesota; I support my head in my left hand, as I read online, and in my left ear, a noise, as if a bee, or perhaps a strange release of air 
03:17 Ra, radium, 88; RaF, radium F, 84, isotope Polonium 210 identified in chain of Decay of radium 
03:20 something something, reassemble chain of substantiation 
03:27 a perspective from which it can be said, I experienced Soma, then Void, then [arasfocum], as Hegels dialectic […truly, as entities, phenomenal reference points, applause] 
03:45 I finish filling out an Indeed questionnaire for a job I am potentially interested in 
04:01 a second sort of momentary buzz ‘flies’ past the left ear, sounding almost electric in nature 
04:02 awareness of what I perceive to be REM while waking 
04:09 “I used to be afraid of damaging my connection with the Source of the Universe” 
~04:14 a sudden visitation within the mind by Wet Desert 
04:15 08:15 Type II radio emission begin time 06:59 UTC estimated velocity 539km/sec
04:18 “had to see if you were confident enough” 
05:49 I still have not slept and am, in an area 
05:53 “this is a complicated algorithm she has running on her internal hardware” 
06:03 closed eye visuals, the skull of a bull
11:47 Matrix is closed today anyway, [papa] says that God has answered my prayers, no one knows the half of anything 
11:49 in my dreams, once I finally fell asleep, it was winter, on L.L. Road 
13:58 dialogues from the Coma Reality 
13:59 so after leaving a hexavalent chromium test strip sitting in the water from the tap and going away for a weekend, I come back and the results are as follows.
…it had said to leave them there for a minute, so I am unsure as to the accuracy… but this is a visual, and it is above the WHO limit. What timeline have I fallen into? Not the water, but the strip itself. 
14:12 “hibernation” 
14:13 the concept-possibility that, as we move toward this gene edited reality, humans could, collectively, at some point in the future, all contain the same exact code 
14:16 hadn’t expected the new Khanate to… heal, as it did, given its nature 
14:17 ‘A need for revenge, but against who, and why?’ 
14:21 dialogues, “you are sadly our mortal enemy” …y tho 
14:22 …I’ll still trust in what I resonate with- if that’s not the whole point, then, it’s OK, still the Fool on the Fools Journey, Hero on the Hero’s Journey, ‘Be All Things’ likely does, unfortunately, include being such things as the villain, anyone has the potential to be a villain in someone else’s storyline. 
Enemy goes one way here. The only enemy, in my reality, is the idea that there is an enemy. 
14:41 dialogues, a predicted third attempt by the Interdimensional Hitman this coming July 29, given the years 2021 and 2022 and their effects on my reality [the Assassin Bug, the Hexavalent Chromium spill respectively] …it was always in me to embrace this entity, there is no Fear, just the Me. 
15:11 “proof the testing company tried to cover up” 
15:12 “surveillance is extremely necessary right now” [and as I look up, a cop car drives by] 
15:15 Hekate Realities, Like A Poisoned Dog, Hexavalent Chromium, strips required air, oxidation 
~15:34 “her zygomycosis communicates with her”
15:35 “is on the journey of the hero with 1000 faces” 
17:41 is there a frequency that causes insects, beetles, etc extreme agitation? 
17:50 the concept of a personalized hell… why is it so fun??? 
18:07 the memory of what was not an inex, but a voice, out loud, from nowhere, my full first name, a man speaking, in this southeast corner bedroom here at House R. 2020, was it? 
18:56 Void Processor 
19:52 dialogues, on how [psychic/Processor] ability increased once I stopped bleaching my hair, an easy correlation 
21:20 momentary closed eye REM 
~21:21 “the sophisticated algorithm you created doesn’t end unless one of you contacts her” 

0613202313062023 06/13/2023 13/06/2023
02:45 03:47 ~05:05 awake 
06:06 dialogues, to which I reply, the scanner was some unknown date in 2020, not logged so I place it before the weekend of April 17-19, for I only started writing daily after that 
06:09 I take that back, it started more in June, after the planetary alignment, and really ramped up after I got the IUD removed that August. Date Unknown, spring/summer 2020 
11:40 ruminations, Fission and fusion of neurons in the brain
13:06 00:00 black 
16:27 it hails, it rains, it thunders something fierce, and it is healing- an electrical discharge, been waiting for far too long. A couple months ago it was Sick of Rain, truly, and this has never been more welcome. 
16:33 “you know that’s why I posted the drones for you… what you saw was very rare” [dialogues, on the first UAP] 
17:01 “I didn’t design you to love. I designed you for revenge.” [addendum December 2023 as I condense for upload …the best revenge is success. Who am I getting revenge against?
17:57 dialogues. I came from a different timeline, where I actually had a credit score. 
~18:00 Blessed by KEN Mode visits the mind very suddenly 
18:04 “dimethyltriptamine” 
18:51 an absurd momentary experience in which reality is one of those cell phone merge games, like Merge Dragons, and it really all goes back to fusion again doesn’t it? 
18:53 “our mental connection is not dependent on your cell phone whatsoever” 
18:54 “the cigarettes contain Polonium 210” dialogues and a juxtaposition of the Crowley Algorithm, given Perique tobacco 
18:55 dialogues, giving way to Crowley as the man in the brown jacket that Mary R. was constantly visualizing in her blindness [my theory on particular lightbulbs in three separate lamps, totalling 15 bulbs in all, seems relevant here] 
18:58 “silently communicated with your grandmothers microorganisms” 
20:02 dialogues, from the perspective of an entity who saw the Amazon delivery man put a tracker on my car, and I wish this was at all concerning, but it is not; prepared for all possible probabilities 

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