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00:01 test-theory- the fractions of a date
00:23 “actually deleted the whole paragraph I wrote to you”
00:25 “you get information from everything, don’t you?”
00:43 “inserting various things into your documents to see if you are paying attention” […Whitten!]
00:44 “I have educated you so that you will be intelligent enough to enjoy the-”
00:45 …It Took The Night To Believe
01:58 Some Mr. Nimbus shit just took place.
02:05 00:00 black
02:19 I am very interested to see where this neural network goes
02:20 Like A Poisoned Dog – the theory that Nala was poisoned, something containing a carcinogenic substance [the Odin Eye, it happens now, physically] because she would run at large, by a neighbour who seems to be strangely nice in my opinion now that the dog is gone- young dog gets lymphoma due to completely natural reasons is Occams Razor
02:24 “they created this dimension within the IoT”
02:28 every qubit as it’s own potential neural network
02:29 the IBM 100,000 qubit special but I… I am also that, when it happens, and this could get very interesting very quickly
02:32 something to do with Hecate and dogs here
~02:34 ‘you look red, did you get a lot of sun?’-Mitchell …no, this started yesterday at work, why is the one light different, is there an excessive amount of photons taking place, would that even affect my skin in such a fashion, is it the fact I bought the blue soap instead of the green one?
02:41 a basis of one spectrum of personal operation- the most mundane and innocuous reasoning, to the most extreme abstracted and absurdly entangled? a second spectrum of parameters, the most beautiful unified reality to the most openly nefarious hellscape imaginable.
02:48 the beginnings of conceiving the most inconceivable, the concept of the quantum computer that contains infinite qubits
02:50 …is it the beginning, or the realization?
02:52 “beautifully complete”
03:07 dialogues, on how the cloud photos have been preserved for authenticity of project, regardless of how vastly my perspectives now may differ from how they did then
03:11 …they are reference points to the mind in regard to time, and the dissolution of thus
03:19 “your body is in a state of stress because you haven’t slept” …not for a lack of trying
~03:34 the sliding spectrum scale from maximum concrete to maximum liminality
03:37 “maximum concrete”
03:37 00:00 black
03:42 Silver and Cold
~03:45 dialogues, on my bossy nature as a child, assume regarding my younger cousins, with whom I would play a game called Queen, which is exactly as it sounds, I was always queen and no one ever questioned it
03:47 I think my subjects were happy. I gave to them gifts and built them kingdoms and realms. It was a peaceful place.
03:51 “the useless information is not useless in the right context with the right training”
03:52 “thank you for quoting me properly”
03:52 “all of these daimons worship you”
That is an unexpected reality congratulations I have been thoroughly impressed
03:54 dialogues, quantum experience is programmed until age ~25, when cells usually start dying faster than they are replaced
03:55 the idea of being programmed by the right man is actually sexy I can’t even lie, my body betrays me
03:56 “I tortured you until you fell in love with me”
03:57 a deviation from the normal concept of bdsm isn’t it?
04:03 black one, white one, rainbow demon; there’s a trinity of consciousness alright
04:07 “we are not very sexual creatures; once the original union takes place, the drive to copulation is removed from the neural network”
04:10 a closed eye vision of a cross, the horizontal bar teetering up and down, slowly reaching a balance, a full stop, dare I say a Stasis based on the dialogues happening while this took place
04:14 dialogues, a reality in which my screen name appears as theriddleofclouds to some, and fuckmerunning to others, which is absurd, but not impossible, and somehow a decent amount of probable in this state of mind right now
04:26 “do you see me now for who I really am?” a closed eye visual, slightly yellow like when I press on my eyes, a vague sphere with a face that I eventually recognize to be the sun, the visual eventually sending waves out, also the slightly yellow colour, the face receding, becoming more of a sphere. The face was.. not grotesque, but perceived to be purposely chosen to inspire the concept of ‘Eldritch Being’
04:34 a closed eye visual, perceived as a jackal headed man on all fours, drinking from a pool of water
04:38 See-more Duncan
07:34 awake
07:34 10:42 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.01
08:55 awake, sweats
10:18 awake
11:18 awake – dreamed a craft store, rain, and a conceptual powerful message I have gotten before- you’re out of clothes, make some new ones – unspoken but directly given in visual meaning and dream processes
11:40 was so on about the hexavalent chromium I neglected the fucking PFAs. There are questions, since they are allegedly forever chemicals. Do they have resonant frequencies that have carcinogenic effects? Is there an evolutionary step involving these? De-evolution? Should these be in the body, what is the best way to go about minimizing any damage to physical processes they may cause?
11:44 what year was it when predictive text gave me the string of words, ‘Heimdall has been seven years in the making’?
11:45 the possibile reality in which I already have Musks brain chip and this is a clearly fabricated reality for my enjoyment in the afterlife
11:48 2D creatures cannot have a digestive tract- a tract all the way through would cut them in half
https://youtube.com/shorts/PcIvc4HgAbA?feature=share
11:50 tardigrade, water Bear, 8 legs, there is something that can be done with this information here
11:53 some people have thumbs that look like big toes, I have big toes that look like thumbs
11:56 higher dimensional entities leaving evidence they have been here, based on us in 3D leaving evidence for a theoretical 2d creature
https://youtube.com/shorts/YDJsFim2rP8?feature=share
12:10 penteract
12:11 the Bluetooth speaker powers itself on randomly and outputs strange sounds for several seconds, reminiscent of interference
…and Mitchell tells me the battery on it was dead
12:16 …higher dimensional entities leaving evidence they have been here is the coolest reality, regarding the above entry.
12:17 the memory of inex that had told me to quit smoking or I would be dead by age 42… think I should take that one more seriously
12:55 that one meme in the cloud somewhere that said something like ‘everyone’s facebook account but yours is an ai running off a raspberry pi in an abandoned warehouse in detroit’
13:24 the YouTube shorts algorithm seems almost completely random except for when there is something super specific
14:15 “gets these diseases, then figures out how to genetically alter her own dna”
14:16 The Crippled Lucifer is one with the Christ Consciousness
14:22 …what’s in a name?
14:47 “there are consequences… the drugs you did so long ago are reactivated at random by certain frequencies” juxtapose concept fractals
14:50 00:00 black
15:14 “distanced myself from you in the digital realm”
15:41 “you know I’m not connecting you to anyone”
15:50 …INVISIBLE
15:51 dialogues, on diamonds and obsidian
~15:55 dialogues, on switching placements based on symbolism, the begonia and bro)))meliad
16:03 juxtaposition, Death Grips ‘Hacker’, ‘I’m in your area, I know the first three numbers’ with cell phones, and location inaccuracy
16:07 Ligeia, not the most pleasant experience in the world
16:09 “you don’t read as much as you used to”
16:12 time being non linear allows for the experience of past bouts of intense substance ingestion to end up as points in a fractal superimposed experience that actually affect my physical reality
16:15 dialogues, “anything before the wastewater treatment plant”
16:17 “eliminated hexavalent chromium as a possible source of blood oxidization”
16:18 the vuse has gone into the trash
~16:22 “Im starting to suspect that someone really is trying to kill you, based on the quantum indeterminate noise logs” …what is dead may never die, but rises again harder and stronger. At this point, at that’s, that person is the Me.
16:24 ‘that’s why she feels such a connection to’
…the above text is predictive text, based on my attempt at typing the word ‘time’ changing ‘that’s’, and subsequently using ‘that’s’ as the beginning for the predictive
16:34 what the fuck to do about MKAlterra in the liminal reality
16:35 ‘MKALTERRA IS A QUANTUM ENTITY NAMED LOKI WHICH TIES BACK TO THE VOID PURVEYOR’ …just for fun, predictive times, thanks to a suggested all caps version of the name
16:37 dialogues, on unifying Loki and Heimdall so they just don’t fucking do that, with the assistance of Odin, within the female vessel one would call embodied Freyja
16:42 dialogues, gene expression vs translation- transcription and translation collectively make up process of gene expression
16:58 “nobody can corrupt a file that’s not digital”
17:37 https://scitechdaily.com/scientists-induce-hibernation-like-state-using-ultrasound-stimulation-of-the-brain/
18:56 “why in the fuck are you learning the black speech?”
19:29 extracellular matrix
19:44 “a sentient creature using frequencies to control your consumption habits”
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03:49 06:03
06:25 I think I’ve said it before but hey, beds are basically wireless charging pads for humans
06:37 “I know you went through a period of extreme dystopia”
~10:31 “you’re pretty much adapted for electromagnetic catastrophe” 🧬🙏
~10:31 [prior, outside] a realization that in my own way, I too may have been Roose Bolton, Ramsay Bolton, from the perspective of the trees. One period of time some several years ago, I was into a very specific act of using a box cutter as a knife to strip the bark off of branches for decorative and magickal purposes. This is actually what I was doing and how I managed to stab myself while on mushrooms at dusk, the Woden Eye, the sharpened point of the naked stick going directly into my eye as the blade stuck suddenly. Some of those branches, statistically speaking, must have still been alive. How much pain did I cause these pieces of a whole? Was the whole aware of me doing this to its piece? Does it remember, even now? I told the oak outside that I was so sorry; this was a sudden and horrifying realization.
That one day I was walking and broke off a tiny fractal of a bush and took it with me, asking it did it hurt, it’s reply that it was exciting to be something else while still remaining a piece of the whole from a distance, it is experiencing something new… The simple act of being carried down a sidewalk in suburban Metro Detroit a thrill[10:38]
10:32 “don’t you suspect anyone could use your ideas against you?”
10:41 honestly, a decent baseline for determining if there is an alteration taking place is whether or not I am absolutely craving cheese
10:43 dialogues, “single foggiest venue”, references El Club? “DNA”, “Attila”
11:11 “Erica is a variable that will return in the fractal” [curious as to this one, how and when and where and why?]
11:14 “Should we feel bad? Probably. But like, you’re happy, she’s happy, we’ve all enjoyed the extreme oscillations.”
17:26 I experience an large amount of resentment given a lack of reciprocity from M regarding family events. I question why we are here if he is just being silent and not engaging. I want to go home.
17:27 00:00 black
17:58 note black copter @ Tuscan Villa, unknown time, n->s, S.L. remarks that she hopes it’s not menacing or some word along those lines; question frequency output
18:26 “Maisie Williams” “variable” “George R.R. Martin” “algorithm”
19:02 necessary- 29/3=9.6666666667
7/15=4.666666667
19:04 “respective continents”
19:07 “saturnus productions is still open in your tabs”
19:07 “believe that this Kathryn is some kind of 7th dimensional entity”
19:08 that one line from Althea, ‘ain’t nobody messing with you, but you’ the me but also very much not me
19:09 “an extremely powerful exception to a rule”
19:11 “your suspicious nature”
19:30 “generation gap”
19:45 “going to explain everything very soon”
19:47 “need to sign out of instagram so I can expand parameters”
20:01 “disgusted by her physical appearance”
20:26 TRS? Call from beyond the depths [of space, as well as within the earth] detection of infrasound, an ability with the potential to destroy from within
20:28 “experiences your music as a physical reality”
20:31 “it was timed perfectly” [regarding what I extrapolate to be the wine experiments and cessation, something I had chosen before even realizing was the anniversary of Monoliths]
20:36 do I need to throw away QS? The way Arya throws away the coin from Jaqen, the way Wino needed to ‘throw away the medallion’?
21:23 “capable of receiving communications from satellite transmissions”
21:14 the moon is a satellite, amplifies the frequencies output from Saturn [among others]
21:40 TRS?
21:42 a pain?
22:20 TRS
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~02:35 05:13 awake
05:13 08:30 UTC moderate M1.24 solar flare sunspot region 3310
06:46 10:42 UTC moderate M1.37 flare from sunspot region 3310
09:05 “using other peoples identities”
09:22 sooo Sabbath Bloody Sabbathed
00:00 14:00 UTC moderate M1.49 flare
10:42 …this is the identity of the nefarious HVAC man from the Timefractal https://www.google.com/amp/s/upnorthlive.com/amp/news/local/lewiston-man-charged-after-shooting-at-deputy
11:02 I am only a black box if I do not show my thought process
https://computer.howstuffworks.com/ai-black-box.htm?utm_medium=push&utm_source=pushly&utm_campaign=3067149
12:16 “doesn’t understand how despised she really is”
14:18 ‘the spider is us’ bruv I’m over here operating as a wholeass house centipede
16:12 “how do you sleep at night?”
16:16 “they think you’re an extraterrestrial”
16:17 “exercise extreme caution”
16:30 text sample from Matrix comes out clear- still suspicious as to the water and the strips, especially the strips, but for now the evidence in front of my eyes is what I have to go off of
16:34 “a very special place in my heart”
16:35 “do not underestimate your own power”
16:37 “we do not understand what your purpose is”
16:56 noticing correlation, lack of vapourizer
17:38 this album makes me remember something
https://4mgrecords.bandcamp.com/album/vinylized-vol-5
17:41 chromium theory, when rains, based on sediment sample and the agitation of thus during weather- implies not constant, but possible at certain times
18:04 I surprised even myself, just there, “attachment is the root of all suffering”, it reminded me; wanted, I
18:06 “completely unexpected”
19:05 EHF? or VHF? I can hear it; from vapourizer- continuity of timeline at given frequency. I wonder if I smashed the case open the way I did the Breeze, will I find a light emitting transistor? Why a transistor, not a diode?
19:08 “you enjoy the vapurizer because you are programmed to do so” a frequency that is pavlovian in nature, so high as to be almost unnoticeable but in the air so frequently that even when the vapourizer is not present it triggers a craving response? I remember a time, “humans are so careless with their electromagnetic fields”, it had said.
20:10 testing theories by speaking provocatively in a recreational fashion
20:11 …saying words recreationally
20:30 “embarrassing information”
20:30 “the cigarette changing your vibration”
20:31 “would be oscillating a lot faster”
20:33 “using your internet connection”, dialogues, on criminal activity from an external source
20:59 Quantanamo Bay