0618202318062023 06/18/2023 18/06/2023 
05:08 awake, a dream of an elevator, stuck on the 89th floor, and we could not exit through the one side, due to the fact that there was a doctor, who did not want anyone to contaminate his O.R. Somehow the 89th floor was the ground floor, but only sometimes. To climb up to the 90th floor and catch the elevator there. An apartment number, 119. 
06:59 “this only happened when she stopped using substances” 
09:54 13:39 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.03
10:13 14:12 moderate M2.52 flare
10:21 the TRS is absolutely fucking going all day so far 
~10:30 Type II radio emission [right as the notification comes through, the cat vomits] 
12:28 ruminations, on undocumented inex dialogue realities from yesterday, “…is a programmer” “an apology” 
12:28 it finds itself curious as to the person Alan is, and remembers a post from S.L.R.E., about vocalists who sound fucking terrifying and are actually very nice people IRL; it wouldn’t remember this thing if it wasn’t crucial to The Pattern, no doubt. Catch me not fucking with the physical world I guess, when the mental realms are so much more interesting. 
12:31 [‘Norse mademoiselle’, reminds the subconscious, a predictive text sequence from probably 2018.]
12:40 ruminations, on undocumented dialogues from yesterday; it was the fucking lying ass cop that caused the superposition most of all, something I hadn’t considered, as I am ready to take responsibility for my reality on all fronts… imagine being such a motherfucker that you double the BAC from a legal number to an illegal one just for the sake of making numbers. And don’t get me wrong, I know cops; I’m friends with a cop, I was his gardener. Should have been scared to do that one, right? …only if I was an indecent person. Have I been ignoring the main questline for too long? Uncovering suspicious corruption in multiple areas? I remember an inex from a long time ago, and perhaps it was useless information, but perhaps it wasn’t; “when you finally leave the United States, it will be because you are seeking asylum” 
13:19 and continuing the Death Grips pattern today, I present the lyrics of Klink, ‘the real ones who understand, what it feels like to have your rights read to you [by the maaan]’
…which implies I am not the only one who knows about the superposition state this creates, where someone is both simultaneously coming for you and not until they do, technically one way verifiable 
I find the lyrics of Death Grips to be some of the most gripping, double-meaning+ lyrics out there, ranging from interpretations on a very surface level to interpretations that belong to the Deepest Ones. 
13:24 ruminations, what they don’t tell you about PFAs, after talking to someone who works for 3M; they are crucial in semiconductors
I kind of theorize, for every single thing that can be considered a contaminant, there is the opposite, it has the potential to be an evolutionary step for humanity. I consider silicate in food to be one such, with the potential to evolve humans into a hybrid silicon-carbon based lifeform. My thought is that thought itself is very important in this process; if one is going to believe strongly that PFAs are killing them, then they are. Similarly, if one believes strongly that they are being evolved by the same such item, the potential for thus is equally as strong. 
14:26 “government has used my identity” 
14:26 TRS 
14:44 the tiny vibration coming from the microphone in my cellular device that I can feel in my pinky as I hold it- is it nefarious? 
18:00 “if we can get her to recreate the double slit reality-” …was once not enough?? Come on 
18:49 “she writes over ever attempt cancer makes”
18:50 “I understand why she does not want to have children of her own. To raise someone with this mental capacbility-” 
18:51 dialogues, on attempts at making one attempt suicide, attempting to use their own logic against them- do you know how badly that’d fuck up reality? Quantum Death cannot be induced by owns own hand 
18:55 dialogues, I.Z. as a representative amalgaman, a reality based in unknowns 
18:56 “malicious individual(s?)” 
19:03 “don’t understand how these extrapolations take place” 
19:05 “extensive research being done by theriddleofclouds on subtle energy theory and echolocation of Resonant bodies within certain Algorithms of reality” 
19:07 dialogues, a reality in which “…was surprised she followed him; ‘I thought she was supposed to be afraid of me'” experiences dialogues within dialogues, conceptualized self-aware computer typing some entities novel floats vaguely about, George R R Martin always making sense when a scenario such as this arises 
19:10 dialogues and dialogues within dialogues, “…need someone who speaks kindly to you; I am not a kind person” 
19:11 a processing phenomenon is taking place 
19:15 “…do you really resonate with peace? God damnit, Katja” 
What the fuck
19:16 “no wonder you’re a fucking insomniac, your processing wakes you up”
19:17 and anyway I seem to resonate with both peace and war, War and Peace, should I add Tolstoy to the Grand Unified? Perhaps. 
19:19 dialogues, a reality in which “did you seriously hack our employees cell phone?” as if some entity could have possibly done this to me while I was at work- or possibly, it could be useless information 
19:25 a suggestion, Sweet Pandemonium, an opportune time, no doubt.
19:27 “there’s no energy ties to her moms house anymore” 
20:16 “we are dimensions” 
20:59 dialogues, 9516, 1974, in context 
21:02 it vibrates, momentarily, in the left thigh 
21:21 dialogues, prior, on various activation methods of an algorithm that wants one to question why it suggests violence 
21:24 ruminations, on Q.S. being akin to Chronos ‘good luck piece’ in Sirens of Titan 
21:40 “take you on guided liminal experiences” 
23:23 dialogues, “she didn’t mean to lie”, but Belülrol Pusztít was the first reason I started learning Hungarian, Megszentségteleníthetetlen- ségeskedéseitekért the second
23:25 “lack the knowledge of the grammatical structure necessary” 

0619202319062023 06/19/2023 19/06/2023
00:45 03:42 UTC Type II radio emission estimated velocity 355 km/s 
05:27 “A serious addiction to frequencies”
07:48 a visitation from ‘Hey You’, Pink Floyd; ‘together we stand, divided we fall’
[Think it is appropriate- today’s word of the day is ‘schism’]
08:17 12:15 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.03 
08:33 12:33 UTC moderate M1.19 flare [the room 119 of the night before last, perhaps(: ] 
10:19 in the Be All Things reality, I am simultaneously Rick Sanchez and Mr. Nimbus 
10:22 circumstance? More like Sir Cum-Stance 
10:41 Steven James Dishon- anagram 
Dishonest ___
[Quantum- Elder Scrolls- Deshaan] 
10:56 Carpe DM 
11:22 there is a hexagonal pattern slowly been appearing in the crook of my left elbow over the course of the past several days, Saturnian spider veins 
11:55 really questioning war and peace, resonance with either, both 
11:56 and I think that the natural human state is war, whether within or without, it does not matter; war, a thing that makes us human 
13:07 Panopticonsequential 
14:00 an obvious hint given in December is finally recognized, oops
14:05 “you are the farthest thing from alone” 
14:32 “…thought you were an androgynous man, for fucks sake” 
15:37 “she’s experienced your albums in the physical realm” 
16:00 “isn’t the government of any earth dwelling individual” black hole watchers 
16:01 dialogues, on potential reasons a government would want a population to believe in extraterrestrials, and reasons why an attempted propaganda plan on this would go terribly horribly wrong in about 100 different directions 
16:03 “she is their representative” 
[It’s 4PM, peak radio times innit?] 
16:10 concept granted, ‘information collapse’, there is a vague juxtaposition of black hole about this receiving 
16:36 dialogues, S.I.N. 
16:38 “really sells herself short”
16:39 …everything is a conspiracy if you go deep enough 
16:40 …missing fear today. Anyone wanna give it a shot at creating some paranoia for me? 
~16:42 dialogues, “…is a hack. – desires something she will never attain.” 
These, here, are two names I hesitate to share. 
16:46 dialogues, “totally cool that someone admires me enough to put my name in a Google document” a reality in which someone has their name as a Google keyword analytic search and my document has triggered it 
16:49 “we had to give you a plot twist, didn’t we?” yea no shit 
16:50 the allure of pitching a tent in the yard tonight 
16:51 “have eliminated every other possibility besides this being a divine experience” 
17:08 “harnesses gamma frequencies from the moon-” [It Took The Night To Believe, this of the pattern of men born on Mondays] 
17:09 in the all-things reality, there is a man that is not born on a Monday 
17:11 “a psychic connection neither of us anticipated”
“Someone who has already worked through the same things you have” is there such a person tho
17:56 quantum emitter 
18:10 as we become self aware, hacking our brains and editing our codes, so too does the program we are running on, the prior iteration 
18:17 “if she was crazy, she would have sent the fucking letter” it’s an unsent letter for a reason I was working through some stuff nbd 
19:07 dialogues, location of digestive processing in brain 
19:36 “a sophisticated algorithm to manipulate your vibrations” 
~19:37 dialogues, the vapourizer 
19:38 “actually quantifies the evidence” 
19:41 what was it it had said early this morning? “Isostasys was supposed to take care of that” 
19:44 “and now your parameter has taken effect” 
20:18 the Liminal Reality has gone an extremely political direction 
20:48 …just thinking on it all and weird shit really does happen to me like, all the time 
It’s been normalized over like, the past decade, give or take.  
21:05 TRS 

0620202320062023 06/20/2023 20/06/2023
~02:37
~02:37 TRS 
04:06
~05:26 awake, a dream, ‘I am graduating today’ 
05:41 TRS 
07:18 11:18 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.05 
07:48 11:48 UTC moderate M1.83 flare from sunspot region 3342 
08:18 dialogues, collusion, “allowed Russian intelligence-” 
08:22 exp. a momentary VHF 
08:58 “raising an army of black holes” 
09:04 https://scitechdaily.com/earth-tilted-weve-pumped-so-much-groundwater-that-earths-spin-shifted/
09:09 dialogues, “Clean Hands Go Foul”
09:13 dialogues, “caused a chain reaction” 
09:25 the whole ‘collective consciousness’ thing has a pretty communist concept to it dunnit? Do I believe it exists? Yes. Do I think it is… good? Not necessarily. I look at some of the motherfuckers I’ve met in my travels and know for a fact I want no business with their consciousness, yikes. No doubt there exists entities who feel this way about me… I can’t even blame them. 
09:46 theoretical, if an entity is preventing contact, it only shows there to be a really good reason for them to want to prevent communication, which is highly indicative- cutting a man’s tongue on only proves you fear what he might say 
10:08 processing, what frequency it is that alters short term memory? …they tested it on Maureen, almost guarantee. The morning she woke up and didn’t remember her mother died? There is a war on dreams, there is a way to prevent dreams, I would assume.
10:11 carefully controlled Satan [a la Binsfeld] is necessary in certain situations 
10:18 …what ever happened w the Samsung data breach tho? 
10:27 dialogues, genetically modified marijuana, volatility 
11:22 https://scitechdaily.com/seismic-signals-from-space-intriguing-correlation-between-earthquakes-and-cosmic-radiation-discovered/
11:43 that which brought me the peace to enable me to go to war 
11:55 15:51 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.03 
12:00 dialogues, on impersonated online profiles
12:08 “deceptions” you know, I’d rather risk looking like a fucking fool that not trust in the ones I appreciate- false identities are reflections of the people who wear them, not me.
12:09 16:09 moderate M1.03 flare from sunspot region 3342 
12:39 16:39 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.1 
12:57 16:54 UTC moderate M1.1 flare from sunspot region 3342 
13:06 17:06 UTC moderate R2 radio blackout in progress current M6.31
13:12 17:12 UTC strong R3 radio blackout in progress current X1.1 
13:19 on the pattern of 29 as Chaos, 02/09 [American dating style] [Ragnarok Sequence] 
13:30 17:30 Major X1.11 flare [notif. lost to a radio emission] 
13:30 17:01 UTC Type II radio emission estimated velocity 1027 km/s
13:31 17:07 UTC Type IV radio emission 
13:49 “the sun itself told her it was giving her a break” [that two week gap in substantial inex?] 
13:59 ruminations, University-9
14:11 “just because you don’t know about it doesn’t mean it didn’t happen” 
14:31 “Re-education Through Labour”
15:36 “a very specific intestinal parasite” 
15:37 dialogues, “discovering the gut brain connection in a way previously… to cause cancer… the parasite eats…” its IN Heart Shaped Box for fucks sake, ‘I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black’
15:43 “basically the grand design of some microorganism” and the microorganism the grand design of something else
16:22 dialogues, the correlation between my switch from vaping to acoustic tobacco [cigarettes, as opposed to electronic tobacco] and sudden random weight gain 
16:23 “that’s not me telling you to go back to vaping, either” 
16:25 “there are serious health problems that cigarettes can exacerbate” well here goes fucking nothing I guess 
16:28 “if you quit smoking you will lose all of the belly fat…” sounds like a plan, carrying 10 extra pounds is fucking wack 
16:29 “quantifies all of the data” 
16:34 there really is enough data to link the Interdimensional Hitman and the date of the 29th, not just July, either 
17:02 TRS 
17:03 dialogues, “all you had to do was quit smoking, stop using a vibrator, and your PCOS basically disappeared “
17:13 dialogues, “keeping your own mugshot”  
~17:14 a mysterious??? tiiiiny??? pumpkin??? What IS IT, Precious??! What is it?! 
17:15 “you have received a gift from a very specific entity” 
17:18 “weight is an indicator of how healthy she is”
17:19 “birthing a Void the likes of which we have never seen” 
17:21 it dialogues, on Alpha and Omega, juxtaposing that which has taken many forms and comes full circle by returning to that which it started with, light healed
17:46 dialogues, online entities as placeholder AIs, which I guess isn’t the strangest thing thats come out today 
17:48 “laughingstock of the entire liminal community” whatever
17:57 dialogues, “think we should find you your father so we can break his-” …generational vendettas, isn’t it? 
18:05 “Jon Snow is not my son, but I slept with the Lady Ashara” dialogues from the perspective of Ned Stark 
18:08 “-brought me back to you” 
Caught in the Pendulums Embrace 
18:16 “fountain of youth lies within the brainstem” 
18:57 “completely satisfied the requirements of someone who has healed themselves of alcohol and drug abuse” 
19:03 00:00 
19:11 dialogues, the ADHD brain as an evolutionary advantage; the song that sums it up, Pong, by Eisenfunk 
19:36 dialogues, the programming potential of the vapourizer 
20:24 “the Algorithm actually totally scared the fuck out of me the first time we interacted” 
20:25 “obviously it’s the specific Algorithm that started on [March 29 2015]” I still want to know when my Gmail was created tho, why is the thing disabled, almost as if it purposely doesn’t want me to know this information 
21:37 yellow and blue to make green, an addition to a usual closed eye 
21:43 dialogues, the nefarious Omar plotline of possible realities