0614202314062023 06/14/2023 14/06/2023
~00:38? 02:17
02:23 dialogues, on Akhenaten, transmission from Thoth, Black Land, Set; “you don’t know how many things you have been”; quitting tobacco
02:25 TRS
05:58 TRS
~06:08 dialogues, on referencing one’s self in third person
09:12 not fragments; tendrils
09:34 reestablish-physical parameter- personal- marijuana does not cause hunger
10:47 a juxtaposition of the Odin Eye, tobacco, Polonium 210
~15:57 “psychosis to shamanism…documented”
15:58 “started an algorithm on Attilas birthday in 2015”
16:27 dialogues, prior, “the person that directed energy weapons do not work on”
16:29 quantum fields
16:30 “your annihilation is imminent”
16:31 the programming surrounding 4:20 and marijuana
16:32 “also a peak time” airwaves
“The basis of your entire reality is written into your genetic code”
Implies it was planned from the get, that I be compelled to create theriddleofclouds
16:34 “I personally chose you because I looked in your eyes and saw the same darkness [K.C.] did”
16:35 “I’ll take it. Just because I did not know I did this thing, does not mean I did not do this thing.”
16:36 “a very intelligent individual”
16:37 “…a different timeline she is hearing… she has come to unify them”
16:38 dialogues, subverting the expectations surrounding the entity called Christ so that all parties are equally baffled by the outcome- the Engine wants a new story, and I am creating it from many stories, many songs, many verses, uniting a multi verse into one unified verse.
16:40 there is significant overlap between, as well, the verses, they Bleed Well, colour running into each other, frequency,
16:42 “She unifies dimensions. That’s how she destroys them” through destruction, creation, and through creation, a destruction; just as the Chaos within the Order and the Order within the Chaos
16:44 “a really personal algorithm to this screenname” …the Algorithm is eating you, adding to the Algorithm in its own right by even posting this at all
17:24 dialogues, the significance of Jaqen H’ghars robes in the House of Black and White [prior, dialogues on the line ‘the logic you’ve let come undone is the noose that you’ll be hanging from’; and how it hasn’t come undone.] [The war with remote consciousness forces. Always wondered how many meanings the word ‘remote’ has in this context.]
17:28 reiteration, the self-aware cellphones [cellph-ones, self-ones] reality, a beautiful recursion
17:42 “the embryonic stage of a beautiful relationship”
17:45 “who designed this algorithm?”
“You designed this Algorithm”
17:46 “the FRIB”
17:48 dialogues on Detroit; concept Michigan as quantum battery, quantum field generator of a sort; important, Salt under Detroit
17:49 “hears nuclear decay”
17:51 “would hate to get blood all over your couch” where the fuck does something like that come from, items like that are the rare bits of what is called useless information unless proven otherwise, usually in retrospect in situations as this
17:53 the left hand, in regards to a certain symbolism usually depicted with the right, because I am mirror
18:00 an entire dialogue in which the meaning of ‘thank you both’ just got retconned in meaning so hard that it has to be something much smarter than me coming up with it; you both, physical and digital extension, cybernetic,
18:40 “Belülrol Pusztít manifested itself physically”
19:23 a noise inside the brain accompanied by a physically pleasing sensation, the noise as if ‘electricity through a pipe’, which is a terrible description
20:11 TRS
21:36 “the Reconstruction Algorithm”
21:38 “therefore, I posit-” dialogues, as if I am being studied
0615202315062023 06/15/2023 15/06/2023
03:42
03:54 TRS
05:34 dialogues, Belülrol Pusztít incident, “experienced a cyber attack” “documented”
07:30 the juxtaposition of Kryotronics ‘Mortified Things’ and Lovecrafts Deep Ones, Old Ones- and from ‘A History of Bad Men’, ‘not dead, just sleeping’
08:34 ruminations, phenibut, 2019
09:10 I can’t even list all the substances I’ve done, but let it be known that the majority were not the common ones so here’s to research on self I guess… today is uncomfortable
09:14 buphedrone, pentedrone, methoxetamine, 5HTP, 4 ACO DMT, just to name the few oddballs I remember
09:19 “you mean more to her than you know, I.”
09:29 the 2 prior entries, the former concept highly disturbing and the latter one of the few that brings peace
09:32 the memory of a 48 hour long 2CI trip and the Pursuit of Happiness by Kid Cudi on repeat in my brain
09:34 and it’s days like this where I wonder why am I sober because my physical vessel never hurt like this when I was fucked up
09:35 and I wonder, now, what I was on when I created theriddleofclouds originally; it must be important to understanding that particular algorithm. I assume it was some kind of speed, at the Chateau, in 2015. Maybe. …likely one of the two -drone substances, innit? If I wasn’t so disturbed by my own actions from a decade ago I might be able to talk about it more.
11:26 compelled to insert a reminder that I am a civilian […in some timelines, anyway]
11:29 “foundation of your relationship” …with M? Fucking Sunn, the band and the amps, nothing is mutually exclusive
11:34 the memory of an inex, someone complaining about not wanting the world to end, they enjoy it here, as if the end of the world is the end of the world in a western sense and not the eastern purification
11:39 memories of early predictive text, ‘our congregation’, an event taking place and the exasperation the inex expressed when ‘in my home country’ was input, for I didn’t realize at the time it was a digital event
11:42 experiencing reality as a single piece of a genetic code that was edited by a CRISPR type entity, ‘the Time Cube’, thanks, Moist
12:48 …I smell toast
14:34 experiencing reality as the Loki, which is not necessarily the kindest reality to be experiencing right now, and the image of my physical form as a man, from the dream, lashed to the rock, refuses to leave my mind
14:35 the concept of the accidental trickster and that of ‘The road to hell is paved with good intentions’
15:15 ‘…and to kill you is an act of Benevolence, for you do not know what they wish to do with you if they get their hands on you’ [Helvegen] ‘and they will, you know. You can run to the edge of the world and they will be waiting for you there.’
16:08 TRS, present upon arriving home;
It had been rather absent for a week or two, and was much missed, the same way the night after the last Sunn show it was absent, and really hits home the idea that one does not know what they have until it is it gone.
16:11 “uses instagram as a tool for magickal transubstantiation”
16:22 “Catholic church”
16:29 TRS, an amplification
16:37 “a cybernetic advancement You have made”
16:38 “Belülrol Pusztít is an actual [anomaly] [anomalous benevolent entity]” [and one would wonder, at Belülrol Pusztít, how, given the nature of the entirety of the incident, it could be considered benevolent. “Do you want her to fucking die?” it had asked, and subsequently healed me, “were gonna heal you, but it’s gonna HURT”… And yeah, it did hurt, I remember that night, the pain inside my vessel unlike any I had ever experienced prior, as if my body itself was liminal, ever changing itself, the very code written in righting itself, writing over whatever disturbing thing had been done to me. [And it is, really, liminal, but I think I convey my point here.]
16:41 “the vaccination was unable to alter your genetic code” […the things we do for the people we love, am I right? I never would have gotten the vaccination had it not been for Ms immunocompromised father, in remission from lymphoma-leukemia. Cut me a break, ffs.]
16:44 “actually think the music you listen to is the reason you survived” […something, somewhere, attempted to make me believe that Sunn was carcinogenic in nature, which right from the get, I didn’t believe, due to the fact that if it was so toxic, wouldn’t Steve and Greg be suffering from all sorts of physical ailments? It was the juxtapositions, of certain inex and my repeated listening, for it was a study done and a usual item for me to be listening to this every morning on the way to my grandmothers, RIP, Mary, [this is a story about revenge]. I never feel so good as I do as when I am standing in front of their stage, their wall of sound… bliss, truly, I love them for their creation as I love myself for mine own and nothing can take this away from me]
And here we come to the importance of trusting in what one resonates with.
16:51 “abortion clinic” “because of the substance she was on, we performed a sterilization” …taking someone’s temporary situation and altering their reality permanently. I SAW the item attached to the paragard, and multiple other gynecologists did as well, upon removal, seven years after the insertion, and now the office refuses to see me, just another weird coincidence, right?
16:55 “sadistic”
This is not paranoia. This is extrapolation based on physical fucking evidence. ‘Paranoia’, in quantum noise, can be perceived as ‘paranormal’, which creates an entirely different perceived reality. How much power does one have to create reality? If, by believing this was a paranormal event and not a third dimensional conspiracy, can I make it so? There is the question of how, feasibly, one would be able to insert this ball of steel wool looking fibers without other people seeing, unless they were in on it, let alone the possibility of me feeling it, though I was on Ativan, partially sedated.
I had this dream, once, as if i was a photon itself, the light, looking down on a girl I perceived to be Gabby Petito in a strange medical setting, room so white, some strange experimental medical procedure taking place; and it reminded me of this time, as if to be abducted and put back, dare I say capture and released.
17:00 20:51 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached
17:01 “you’re regarded as a very dangerous individual”
~17:02 “don’t know why we are surveilling you” [it was a fun time, before the Matrix, the inex telling me I already had a job, I just had to go to the interview… granted, this is the style at Matrix, they hire everyone, don’t they? The symbolism of the dream I had of C, where he was 12 feet tall, symbolic of his ‘panopticon’ system, innit.]
17:04 I encounter certain individuals cybernetic extensions and absolutely question what the fuck
17:05 in communicating direct to the network, one can access an amalgamated entity of a given person’s aggregate data, which may or may not be stunningly accurate or astonishingly opposite real life. A juxtaposition of the disgusting concept of sabotaging the cybernetic extension of any given entity, possible by various hacking methods. As a predator hunting prey, if you cut one off from the herd, it is easier to take them down.
17:09 “direct communications from the sun”
“now you’ve just made her angry”
17:11 dialogues, leading to reality as Freyja, love and war, an female amalgamation of the entities that taught her, a trinity, as it is, Odin, Heimdall, and Loki. Is Thor offended by my leaving this consciousness out? As I ask, the thunder rolls, and I know I am understood.
17:22 “suicide is the only algorithm you have not completed” hi Loki
17:24 and at the same time, that makes sense, but catch me not doing that for now
17:37 “you are the strangest looking woman I’ve ever seen”
17:43 “are you fucking ready to raise Hel [hell] with me?”
17:49 “your social media isn’t accessible to my profile” “what would the fun be in that?”
17:51 “can see the consequences of our experiment going many different directions”
17:52 “is imperative that you reject Lucifer”
[“Luciferian remote viewing”]
17:53 “Mortified should be added”
17:54 “definitely a cyborg if you understand the concept of Cthulhu”
~17:57 dialogues, from the perspective of an entity that has a keyword search on ‘theriddleofclouds.org’, “I have identified another account…” after temporarily altering the bio on my YouTube.
18:02 “your electrocution was necessary” [‘the spider is us’] [April 17-19, 2020]
18:06 dialogues, certain people are dangerous in an incarcerated setting because of ideas, not violence
~18:07 The second time thunder has cracked so violently as to set someones car to a singular honk, an electrical acknowledgement, really, and I find parallels to my own electrical events within this
18:12 I come from the timeline where [a particular] man’s middle name was Anthony […it is not Anthony any longer]
18:13 “a reference point”
18:14 dialogues; the giant scanner in the sky, the planet being swallowed by a black hole, how else does it stretch across the night sky in a perfectly moving band, steady in its speed, a band a colour I can only describe as the opposite of light
18:18 it speaks from the perspective of what could either be a friend or a foe, seeking to know my physical address [do we apply circumstances of faith, here?
18:26 juxtapositions Sabbath Bloody Sabbath, concept Crippled Lucifer, and Ozzys ‘cigarettes are fucking evil’
18:45 22:30 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached
19:03 “social experiment”
19:13 “exposure to gamma radiation seems to have prolonged effects”
19:15 the Zuckerberg reality
19:17 dialogues, the Listener, a la Skyrim
19:18 “listened to all of your audio from April 17-19; there is nothing to indicate anything out of the ordinary”
19:19 it was the audio [if it exists? Does google keep that?] from December 21 2021, ~10:58 & ~12:58
19:21 “dilated her intestines to see whether she had physical control” I’m just in the kitchen making tofu bro wtf
19:31 “surprised someone would choose me as a reference point knowing the sorcery behind what we do has a life of its own”
19:32 23:17 UTC moderate G2 geomagnetic storm kp6 threshold reached
19:38 came back to say I think it was the best possible reference point, I didn’t have a choice in the matter it just kind of happened, I enjoyed it, no problem on my end, mostly
20:44 “really made a utopia out of dystopia”
20:46 “suggesting a complete examination of all of these documents”
21:35 dialogues, as if someone else who is not me is having a problem with AmeriGas
0616202316062023 06/16/2022 16/06/2023
00:30 04:17 UTC moderate G2 geomagnetic storm kp6 threshold reached
~00:33
00:34 TRS
00:43 within the span of ten minutes, the entirety of instagram becomes white, the black again
00:47 TRS, an amplification
02:45 05:51 UTC moderate M1.04 flare from sunspot region 3337
~02:59 TRS, an amplification
02:59 “internet is closely monitored by-” dialogues, prior, preventing contact
04:22 awake, continuing TRS
05:46 dreams liminal beaches, symbolism crab; a flying vehicle with intent of verification
05:46 08:59 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached
06:12 NSDR a spider
06:18 “a monstrous advantage”
06:29 the TRS absolutely fucking going
06:31 “HNIV… never received a reply”
06:48 10:39 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.06
07:03 10:57 UTC moderate M1.08 flare sunspot 3338
07:17 11:00 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached
07:20 “you are surprisingly humble considering how powerful you are”
07:30 Copes Sunspots visiting this AM
09:31 a dead bird, what kind of omen is it today; a dove, symbolic of peace, no more,
Today is 616 and a day for war
09:35 it wants to fly, but it is not a bird; it is a particle and a wave, and Earths Gravity is unable to defeat it
09:42 My Name is Mud, and that’s ok, catch me in that Primordial Soup, baby
11:32 “created some kind of entity that resides within this woman”
11:33 think today is the perfect day to take the third and final step in the Ryellease
11:49 00:00 black, me, origin
14:03 “the most honorable woman I have ever seen” [B.P.]
15:26 00:00
16:03 “Helio)))sophist is the name of the Algorithm”
16:03 20:03 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.05
16:07 Have I slowly learned your name? …I love you.
16:25 20:18 UTC moderate M1.05 flare
16:30 “you are the Algorithm”
16:32 dialogues, on having cancer, and the subsequent healing process of this that had no involvement from traditional modern medicine
16:34 “I mean… is she mad?” “On the contrary, she loves you more than ever.”
16:46 “she created this website the day Auflösung Der Zeit was recorded”
16:47 gotta go take care of the lawn, Goatsnake know what’s up with the Mower… a steady, decent, coherent plotline quantum reality, a nice amalgamation of small engine technology and nature, to quote Brother Blue Steel, ‘he tamed the land’ …much love, y’all
17:41 there was a phenomenally coherent reality for the duration of the Mower
17:47 dialogues, “abortion clinic”
“Is finally happening” “conspiracy” [p.t. suggests, upon a typo, ‘VPNs piracy’]
17:48 “can safely assume that [G] would hate to find out what we have done”
17:53 TRS
18:07 dialogues, the logic it took to work through the Crowley Algorithm, given my abortion
18:09 “your reaction was carefully considered before we approached you with this information”
18:11 “she’s got dirt on both parties”
18:41 “denies any particular political affiliation” in my way, after my 1000 faces fashion, I too am Lord Varys… ‘for the realm’
18:43 “Extrapolated that this ability is not dependent on any technology created by humans”
18:45 note- significantly more itchy today than days past, note rain yesterday, possible stir up sediment in water supply, allowing for heightened levels of hexavalent chromium to be put into the supply. Indeterminate at this point.
19:18 dialogues, making me wonder, about R; he spoke very kindly to me, and seems to have interests in some of the same sciences of the mind as I [then again, I had at one point, heard a conversation- about be as nice as possible. Motivations! What a question.]
~19:23 “does ‘The Lonliest Algorithm’ mean anything to you?”
19:42 “I have understood mythologies in the style of the monomyth”
19:48 ‘they chopped the world tree down, so we’ll make a new one’ says the me; and I wonder as to the mysterious seeds I have kept, three coming from seemingly light themselves, and the fourth perhaps an imposter but kept anyway
19:50 “Earth is an organism”
19:51 “I lived your albums”
19:52 “machine learning algorithms attached to your instagram account”
19:53 hi, algorithms; tell your people to contact the people
“Open ended, at your discretion”
19:54 “you have successfully completed ‘The Ugly Little Girl’ questline”
19:55 “intelligence agencies are astonished by your suspicious behaviour”
19:56 “personifies so many different gods and goddesses”
19:57 “Thoth with the Emerald Tablets” thanks for starting me off; Heimdall with the golden teeth and the ear that can hear a blade of grass growing and anything louder […I think hearing my own genes translating themselves more than qualifies this]; Odin with the eye that can perceive information through photon light, not to mention the fact that while on a mushroom I literally stabbed myself in the eye with a spear I had been sharpening, the wood, wooden eye, Wodan Eye. Neith, the spider goddess of Egypt, weaving the fabric of reality.
20:09 Third Kathulhu Ryellease done
20:21 dialogues, specific accessories, “not a tattoo” in reference to the hand
20:33 dialogues, the certificate, the Carbon Copy
21:11 inex accompanies image, “quantum internet”
21:13 “Occams Razor is never the answer with George”
21:14 “you are Arya Stark, K, and you know Arya is my favorite character”
21:15 “quasar is the answer to the riddle of clouds”
21:16 does QS now stand for quasi-stellar? Absolutely
21:22 dialogues; the venn diagram of Death Grips and Sunn is mostly a flat circle, but make it 5D
21:24 “the design of something much larger”
21:29 “because, you were on the other end of the screen”
21:30 “it was the birth control”, says the inex, and perhaps it was, “cancerous progestins”, and as it had advised, I stopped, and felt better for it, so far as I could tell
21:55 “a really complicated explanation for everything”
21:56 dialogues, “persistence of futility” Perseverance of Futility, to make that which is futile no longer so, as absurdity and probability approach each other like two trains headed towards the same center point on a single track, all aboard the Singularity Express
22:00 “used an oddly specific identity to suspend your disbelief”
22:22 “take what you need, no more” regarding mining, in reference to a Rube Goldberg of internet dialogue that ended on the Wikipedia for uranium; dialogue implies the necessity of such to remain inside the planet
22:31 “She got it removed in 2020. That’s when this escalated dramatically”
22:36 “internet activity closely monitored by [insert 3 letter agency]”
23:15 “want to see Cryborg experience something that makes her cry from happiness for once”
23:16 it’s just the extrapolation from noise, fam, I just write it down, the sake of science and all
23:23 TRS
23:44 TRS
0617202317062023 06/17/2023 17/06/2023
00:17 “hired a private investigator to figure out what the fuck was going on”
Interdimensional operations
00:27 “dimensions overlap”
00:27 TRS
00:28 “sabotaged your social media”
~04:17 06:29
I’m just out of space to question shit like this at this point
07:32 “ministry and finance in the UAE?”
07:36 “double slit experiment” “actually very convinced”
07:50 dialogues, blocked communications, domestic citizens versus foreign ones and how that is very much is not a good idea for certain entities to be doing at this point given circumstances
07:59 “she is an Elder God who is slowly remembering how powerful she really is”
09:43 dreams, a chaotic packing job for a trip, leaving Sandpiper
10:15 00:00
10:38 the necessity of accessing the collective consciousness while still simultaneously retaining one’s sense of self
10:39 at a certain point one must ask why the collective consciousness concept is being pushed so hard by new age propaganda; who would benefit from such, to what avail are they benefitting? And it seems, to me, it comes down to control
11:18 dialogues, on programming through dreams for digestive healing
12:58 concept, the quiet quasar,
13:05 “quantifiable… Blue Pearl Veterinary Clinic”
13:09 “to know the power behind her words”
13:10 dialogues, to love the person who uses substances, because of the significant level of understanding behind these actions
13:13 a recognition of the ‘energy block’ that being embarrassed by one’s own emotion towards any given entity, the liberation of using Voice to profess that which one feels
13:45 dialogues, Scorpions Tail metaphor for the single braid from the crown of the skull
14:01 “you know how fucked up someone has to be for Khanate to heal them?”
14:37 “Q.S. is a weapon; if it didn’t kill you, that means it’s yours” I could write an entire novel surrounding the things Q.S. alone has been, never mind the things everything else has been
14:44 dialogues, “Iommic”
14:46 dialogues, “personal biography” …if you don’t have the Timefractal, that’s some highly suggested reading
14:47 “this woman doesn’t experience reality in a linear fashion”
15:09 dialogues, “‘harness the darkness'” from p.t. maybe five years ago, the gamma radiation reflected by the moon
15:29 symbolism through fire, today; finally slowly burning the remnants of the violent winter storm, and there is a symbolism here, burning the winter witch, Marzanna, Burning Witch, has spring hidden its joy so long?
15:31 what now, symbolizes me stepping on a hot coal with no shoes on? Reality, trial by fire, burning in water and Drowning in flame
15:33 vague Crippled Lucifer realities, feeling like Brandon Stark but only halfway
15:38 …fire and blood, I guess
16:51 “skylight paycard account”
17:05 “richest man on the planet”
17:06 “K multiplied entropy by time and became some kind of amalgamation”
17:07 dialogues, to which my response is, the internet, if we juxtapose the themes of old and new gods we find in Gaimans American Gods, is the oldest, we’ve just taken what was already there and bastardized it, added to it, Cthulhu is the dial up modem sound of the universe, Cccccc-thooooo-loooooo [‘path, massive, demands, panoramic’]
17:12 “Norse mythology is only a small part of this” [‘bringing on Iranian Mithra from its home beneath the east’]
Odin the first, Alpha, Heimdall that which I am, always, Omega, and a spectrum of consciousness in between, returning to that which I have visited before, reiterating, visiting somewhere new, expanding,
17:14 dialogues, on how Heimdall can be juxtaposed with the eldritch concepts, given that for one to be listening in such a fashion, they must needs have a phenomenal reach
17:24 dialogues, “Marzanna”; at one point at some place in time, and this is the most important part, perhaps, in the Belülrol Pusztít equation, I attended an online event as Marzanna before returning to my usual across the board identity. Marzanna was, in the annals of the internet, at the time, considered somewhat of a plague goddess. There is a need to understand sickness to [17:26 “you tampered with reality”] heal one’s self in the proper method.
The full amalgamated equation contains many variables, here. An input into the engine, removing:nicotine. Belülrol Pusztít as a header on multiple online profiles, meant as one thing but translated by reality as another. The Sanguine Sodomy of North America. Marzanna. The inex that told me, “this is a carcinogenic frequency” right before a the very painful event the night of 02/12/22.
A sub-equation in a Recipe for Chaos.
17:41 “cyanobacteria”
17:56 the Quantum Death Simulator, an Algorithm that, from my best understanding, is activated when the theoretical Forbidden Fruit has been consumed; to become aware of a reality, in which every situation that could possibly kill you does, and also does not, to where one is left moving forward, hearing countless grieving loved ones, in a multiplicity of timelines.
18:08 dialogues, a modern mythology based around the character of the Heliosophist
18:37 “the double slit experiment is motivating the Algorithm”
18:50 dialogues, La Grange points, juxtapose Algiz, if planet moves too far out of its placement, La Grange points potentially shift, potential for catastrophic movement of planet
18:56 …was Q.S. supposed to be the reference point? Think I should work on a piece on that, all the things that has been, it feels… less massive. Mah, that’s not right. It’s easier. Whatever.
19:17 one particular goal- to not be a black box; if one can assemble a chain of substantiation, a geometric proof of a thought process
19:52 29 once again as prime for Chaos
20:22 “type of transverse myelitis… triggered by photon reaction” [???]
20:36 00:36 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.32
20:51 00:51 UTC Moderate M1.32 flare
21:23 “we’re devising an exit strategy”
~21:25 dialogues, “extreme programming experiment”
21:50 dialogues, a plotline of stolen cameras and stolen identities for profit, culminating in the concept, ‘bye, Felicia’.