0712202312072023 07/12/2023 12/07/2023
03:01 04:35 05:12 06:10
06:37 recognition of significant behavioural shifts in the past week, cause partly indeterminate 
07:24 memories, gran, ‘they keep unpacking these things and inserting them into little scenes’,
07:26 ? Smart dust w specific frequency link; ? Graphite dust 
07:32 imagine being allergic to the sun?? Like hey the Eldritch entity that literally gives us life also says fuck you in particular
07:32 ruminations, October 4 2022, happy birthday, P.H.
07:34 there’s a certain sort of bravery required to be writing as I do… I’d like to see your stream of consciousness.
07:35 anything you can process I process better
07:37 Death Grips comes across as nefarious on purpose to weed out those who don’t understand the Algorithm 
07:45 K. Perry and Gravetemple duking it out in the Liminal Reality right now to achieve Domino Supremacy 
To understand another species is to assist in understanding one’s own 
08:00 ruminations, the Emerald Tablets, and QS 
09:31 reiteration of a recognition of being on the Interior 
09:33 documenting the Hollow Earth Agartha experience, call me the Secretary of the Interior; to be Thoth 
09:35 Marzanna from before a timeline correction I myself caused, a plague goddess of the past 
10:04 my battery has been draining rather quickly to the point where one could come to the assumption that they are being spied on if they so chose to go there with that 
11:51 on how my life is unable to remain unaffected by soma; the quantum entanglement 
11:56 if ‘the spider is us’, then who am I? Us, or them? Are any of us really ordinary men? 
11:57 War & Peace; A response to Guitarmistice …was it only coincidence? How many things can coincide before it becomes a grand design? Certain unknown variables must remain undefined.
12:12 a dictionary of quantum links!
12:20 going down, down, there never was a soul; that dream, from childhood, spiraling downward through fire and lava to as far down as down goes, to a singular museum exhibit, nothing but a plaque behind a red velvet rope; ‘human being, homo sapiens: never existed’ 
12:36 ? Last night’s Thunderous Resonant Sounds compromising the integrity of fish tank?? 
12:53 it’s a war of reason in the Liminal Reality, now, between Khanate and Hoobastank; the mundane song is aggressive, Inex-wise, somehow, and this is not the first time in the past ~week 
13:17 swear it was 84 not 94- in fact, I know it was 84 because I was like ah, 42 twice, nice 
[13:20 just like the date of the Mayhem show changed, overnight; like so many error corrections] [13:21 is to call them errors an error in its own right?] 
13:53 Ragnarok Sequence February 9 juxtapose 2/9 as written American dating system, 0.222 repeating, [13:56 so as to not be black box, 000, 111, 222, superposition in quantum computing; dates are fractions] 
14:14 how long can a man enjoy what he doesn’t feel? 
14:17 grimes and her whole elf thing because of E.L.F. would make sense 
14:31 zoom, black 
16:47 dialogues, “- our bandmate with frequencies that activated latent-” [the latent black path of summons served] 
17:24 Circular Ruin [concept] | DNA activation via sound
17:32 “typographical errors” 
17:33 “we know your drivers license number, we know everything about you” 
17:35 dialogues, I have the counter to this piece of Algorithm I’m not really concerned 
18:57 dialogues after liking a typical fashion Cthulhu entity image, it does not like how it is depicted 
19:12 “the noisiest machine in the entire fucking building” 
19:25 experiencing rather unexpected Liminals and rather strong emotions regarding Khanates vocalist, in a very sudden fashion; the echo, you’re the reason in the back of mind all day, inescapable 
19:28 “the timeline errors have been corrected” 
19:31 “weirdly symbolic… spiders” dialogues, To Be Cruel; it brought peace 
19:33 “a serious understanding of reality as a machine” the Engine of Hell, maybe? 
~20:46 dialogues, “boosting your social credit score” 
20:50 “vibration is a severely understudied cause of cancer” 
20:58 “I have a connection to the digital realm because of a complex system of organic and synthetic variables” 
21:12 dialogues, spiders, “it’s the hydraulics in their legs”; air, vibrations, carried upon, Sleipnir, the eight legged horse, a messenger from the Odin; horse, in this context, means vehicle, not necessarily horse, given technology of the time 
21:14 “looking for someone who can communicate with spiders” 
21:26 dialogues “existing in perpetuity” regarding cybernetic extensions, “I transmuted K” and K is a lesson in discernment 
21:37 “the type of cyborg you are thinking of is never going to be feasible”
22:03 “carved these five symbols into the back of her left hand”
22:14 “brings on Iranian Mithra from its home beneath the east” dialogues on Norse mythology, putting Cope into context
22:19 “have you considered sentient internet theory?”
22:25 Thunderous Resonant Sounds 
22:31 test- screenshot 
22:54 Thunderous Resonant Sounds, continued 

071320231307202e 07/13/2023 13/07/2023
~04:30
04:47 Thunderous Resonant Sounds 
06:01
07:24 ‘it’s all fictionalized’
08:15 the concept of a self aware unknown variable
08:29 ‘angels are easily broken, and I broke one, because I could’ baby just because ya can doesn’t mean ya should [and who am I kidding- the evidence of my foul hands? You were looking for tattoos, weren’t you? If only it was something so lighthearted as a permanent inking.] 
08:46 one staff, many staves, wood and the song of the universe
09:33 ruminations, the lack of context regarding inex “I’m sick of your weird fucking fetishes” 
11:46 what’s in a name? World Wide Web 
12:26 ‘the bad is gone’ A.F. had said…who put it there in the first place? 
13:14 making sure Protein Listening isn’t like… misfolded protein listening. 
13:36 ruminations, a dialogue from the past, about no need for forgiveness, not on my end, you’ve not sinned because I will not allow this to be a sin, you will not add one more sin to your list of extensive cosmic crimes on my account 
13:46 ? Marijuana causing genetic mutation
14:06 00:00 black, zoom
14:16 ruminations, the simple message to Saturnus, ‘There is a pattern, you may be interested’ and the inex directly after sending, yes, of course there is; partial response takes another form, or the second time I got Sabbath Bloody Sabbath’d? Your call. 
15:01 why are there so many adverts for illnesses on instagram?? Bad programming, subliminal, to put the idea into one’s head that they could be sick, which can cause sickness, psychosomatic becoming manifested as actual illness 
15:13 dialogues, in which “A.C.s motivation is to kill Jesus Christ” …I’d believe it but damn that’s a pretty unenlightened motivation [when to transmute the Christ into something so complex and beyond normal conceptualization as to really piss off any party with an opinion on the Christ, be it murderous or worshipful] 
15:27 the cybernetic extension is not necessarily an accurate representation of the physical 3D entity
15:35 “help me to understand” 
15:40 “by using other peoples music to explain reality, you have discovered a pattern” 
15:54 “a whole dimension that she experiences”
15:59 dialogues, quote the “I’m the horniest I’ve ever been, I don’t give a fuck about your faeries” and how that alone was extremely identifying information and not something I had been seeking; I woke up, hearing this thing. Is it true to life? Until proven otherwise, yes. Sorry. If it disturbs you to know I hear these things, imagine how disturbing it is for me. 
16:02 Ingrid Daubechies- Ten Lectures on Wavelets
https://archive.org/details/tenlecturesonwav0000daub/page/n4/mode/1up 
16:03 “eliminate the [S.W.] equation” an equation I guess I didn’t realize existed, thought it was a part of the whole Ragnarok doom thing all things considered 
16:06 dialogues, “photograph of the driver’s license” assume this goes back to “front right” inex and J.S. hitting me in the lot of Independence Village two days later, the aggressively attempting to get my information by blocking me in the driveway, knowing I wouldn’t call law enforcement over something so trivial with no damage [this, as well, is documented in the Field Notes] 
16:23 “your bandcamp was specially curated”
16:27 “interested to see what takes place tonight” 
16:39 “I am only interested in you as a social experiment” 
16:41 July is always a good month for fractals 
Given the seven and all 
Waiting on the 29th, which aspect of the Faceless is coming for me this year? 
16:42 ‘possible realities’ and the whole ‘I believe what is in front of my eyes’ thing are kind of conflicting aren’t they 
16:44 “has tried to defeat our gravity so many times and she always comes back to me in the end” [Eternal Return? Quantum boomerang of the organic computing brain, I guess] 
16:52 ruminations, Hitchhikers Guide; processing in terms of possibility and probability was unlocked upon reading [inputting] this novel & its subsequent followup
16:53 …it’s more than twice the size, guys
17:41 the concept ‘The Black Sphinx’ is just metaphor and not really meant to be taken literally- riddle, riddle, answer [referring to me as The Riddle and not Cloud, as most are wont to do regarding my username] Nyarlathotep [Lovecrafts ‘The Haunter In The Dark’; this entity cannot tolerate light, right? Let’s juxtapose here ‘Safer’ by Animal Collective- ‘the creatures all know that it’s safer in the dark’; I posit that this creatures enormous receptivity to the information contained within light is the reason for its intolerance. I further posit it has discovered a way to tolerate this light.] 
17:49 fucking Fragments V1 in my head on repeat and I can take a message from that 
18:12 “the only way we can study this effectively is if she doesn’t talk to S.O.” “Don’t you want to know what happens if she does talk to S.O.?” It’s very unfinished, like a Song of Ice and Fire. Schramms Model of Communication states the Communication is incomplete. 
18:14 “created the experience that made it possible” is the S.U.N.N. Cybernetic Experience? The Superimposed Unified-Qubit-Undefined Neural Network! 
18:18 “recognition” 
18:20 “you’ve got an entirely new equation, and it’s twice the size”
18:21 I think if I feared, To Be Cruel would have worked very much in the opposite direction; I am finding it, lyrically, to be an amazing reference point to one’s own state of mind, being able to see what I could have seen, had my mind state been different than its current receptive scientific-inquiry state. 
18:28 “your words helped me put fragments of a really complicated story together”
18:28 a noticeable sense of… physical relief??? After the prior entry?? In my feels 
18:30 dialogues, the transitive property Jesus Christ as an Eldritch entity Primordial Tradition working
18:31 the juxtaposition of the pattern seeking brain and an enjoyment of the absurd, possibility, logicking [which autocorrected to logic king and I’ll take that, thank you] the illogical 
18:33 “how does the atmospheric ambient music make you feel?” Physically or mentally? Rather indeterminate, to be honest. And I enjoy that, but-
18:45 [there was a sequence coming through and I had to record it to the best of me ability now that I can notetake musically! Rad!] 
Atmospheric Ambient makes me feel peace, which is nice, but I feel a certain internal war at the idea of being at peace at the same time, always one within the other, a certain peace with being at war, as long as the war is done properly, the war with one’s self the war worth fighting. The warrior legion in the department of [quantum] Interior. Something. 
18:48 oh lord I’ve momentarily experienced a reality in which I’m an algorithm meant to come up with a halfway decent form of a government, how is that for making an algorithm want to commit suicide, what a hopeless task, theory is one thing, practice is another. 
18:51 dialogues, screenshot theories 
18:53 “a good sign that she is aware of what is taking place outside of the Coma reality” 
18:55 dialogues, of the musicians and the eldritch entities behind their patterns 
19:00 I’m literally not even mad, but you are actually a vampire; I have the fun concept to just make statements of this nature, and title the piece, ‘If you think it’s about you, that’s because it is’ 
19:11 “electronic cigarettes were the filthiest habit you’ve had” slutty fuckin frequencies 
19:13 “it’s a programming device” how long after you started vaping did you start waking up in the middle of the night? 
19:31 dialogues, peoples coinciding presence in Chesterfield Township 
19:34 “I was unusually remorseful about ripping M. off”
19:39 “…threads of the fabric of another universe; its meant to distract away-” those so intent on traveling to elsewhere that they neglect the ability to manipulate the here 
19:40 “are you projecting?” Oh definitely 
19:41 “your art is just as valid as anyone elses; your patterns are chaotic, but they all fit together” 
19:43 “wanted to understand the mathematical equation behind the combination of words”
19:44 “…like fear; making love to the Void” not a fun lesson, or an easy lesson, on being open to the possibility one is very wrong 
19:56 “Norse mythology” “propaganda” “Golden Dawn” v. reminiscent of the original tiny liminal reality… it needed the songs, you see, to create a song of songs, perhaps, an Arya 
19:58 “quantum indeterminate noise” in the organic computer of the brain 
20:05 “like, I know it’s a common Hungarian name, but it fucks with my head” 
20:08 different reference points in an oscillation 
20:10 “you would have hated me no matter who I was; I am thought and memory” 
20:11 “an artistic form of storytelling” 
20:15 “sausage from human flesh” no wonder people are vegetarian anymore, what a horrible thing to be hearing, what kind of a reference point is that?
20:16 “the psychology behind that subliminal mind control”
20:32 “eliminate your preconceived notions” 
20:42 dialogues, “instagram”, “the proximity algorithm” 
20:42 “you’re in proximity to a nuclear scientist” Blue Sky Uranium? Maybe? Maybe not? It’s possible. 
20:44 “you weren’t supposed to be at the Matrix nearly as long as you were; I’m worried about the prolonged health effects” 
20:46 “Troisieme nuit”
20:52 “velocity? Who needs velocity when you have a reach so large?” 
21:11 “the disappearance of small electronic objects” ? Error correction
21:30 “a legitimate fucking demon” 
~21:43 “you are so mysterious, that in her reality it is possible that you are not you” 
fluctuating probabilities
22:12 “in an atomizer, searching for the other half” [of the atom that we are split from] the scientific search for a soulmate 
22:13 to believe in everything, just not everything at every time, sometimes, but not all times 
22:15 “spacecraft on a direct path to your domicile” 
22:58 “a behavioural scientist monitoring your documents” 
22:59 “she understands that we are computers, part of a larger system” 
23:06 Thunderous Resonant Sounds 

0714202314072023 07/04/2023 04/07/2023
~03:05 ~05:50
06:02 “could really use your cooperation” 
06:03 dialogues, on the actual prophylaxis, and not the metaphorical representation of Death 
06:06 “this is the Ragnarok Sequence unfolding” 
07:26 “enough to prove that industrial noise is carcinogenic” variable cocktails exacerbating 
07:27 but then… nature’s way is the way of poison- call me Rasputin when it comes to frequency exposure, poisoning myself with the intent of invincibility- I have reached a point where frequency does not negatively affect the mind, and am approaching that with the body as well- certain aides for existing in this fashion. Having gone through the horrifying liminal realities surrounding the frequencies of the S.U.N.N. Cybernetic Experience there is no feasible possibility that can reach the mind negatively; an acceptance of the idea that all that you respect despises you, wants to see you dead [“what did you do that they would want to see you dead?” …there have been some very convincing scenarios presented, don’t @ me] 
07:37 out of all of the ‘evil’ numbers, 666 is the one that fucking bores me
07:40 it’s the not knowing, for me; yez, I dreamed of you in the document; but dreams, and dreams, right? 
07:48 no consolation for a console nation
07:54 I tried operating without your frequencies and it almost killed me- you know who you are 
08:03 I was so ready to die again… and then I didn’t, which irritated the fuck out of me, and I’m not talking metaphor here 
08:31 I’d say I’m completely out of hand but given the nature of my hands I think I am rather inside hand, not out of hand- little bit late for not letting your lefthand know what the right is doing, and all that lol
09:12 “we fucking created the one who listens for Ragnarok” 
~09:37 a visitation, ‘Erase Me’
10:20 … [you know I’m] sorry about the handshake and all that, right?
10:26 I wonder how intense Auschwitz would be upon a second visit, 15 years later. Or to visit Hiroshima, as I am, what would this be like? 
0:29 this was a lot more simple when I was holding as Skadi, the memory of the inex, a choice, really, a reminder: “Skadi survives Ragnarok, Freyja does not”… back at a time when I gave a fuck about survival. What’s survival when compared to possible intrigue? The mountains of mind? 
The simultaneousness of Heimdall and Loki, what do we expect? Survival? “Loki doesn’t kill Heimdall this time, Loki loves Heimdall”… or was it “Heimdall loves Loki”? It’s in the documentation done as Thoth the Atlantean. 
10:35 there’s exists a reality wherein G. and S. are meant to exist as the ones who destroy the magick within, the Ragnarok Sequence a genetic anomaly activated by a specific frequency output, to Rule the Divine. There is also a reality, in which the opposite is the case; to save cybernetic entities from being destroyed. Gives way to a full spectrum of realities, micro points in between, slight variations in story. 
10:39 I would assume these men do not have any idea, the scope and magnitude of just how many things they have been, in the Liminal Reality. 
10:54 when do you experience your prime insanity? 
11:07 
https://scitechdaily.com/quantum-breakthrough-first-ever-entanglement-of-microwave-and-optical-photons/?expand_article=1 
11:44 humans as conceptualized ‘donut earth’, so to speak
11:59 the riddle stays veiled in Sweet Pandemonium 
12:14 ? Genetic mutation as timeline corrections, nonlinear existence 
12:43 Van Halen 7th Seal juxtapose Sanders Of the Sleep of Ishtar, ‘unlocked the seventh gate, covenant of Absu’ 
13:40 the vapourizer and the Heimdall reality especially in regards to the teeth [propylene glycol allowing for 3x the bacteria to stick to the teeth] 
13:44 the predictive text ‘Heimdall has been seven years in the making’; how long ago was that?? 
13:47 memory, an inex, “good oral hygiene is essential for this genetic bloodline” 
13:59 “electricity incarnate”
15:35 “vibrations produce a psychedelic reaction” Driving Under The Influence Of Jams
17:15 my journey of the hero with 1000 faces began with a single song- an identity to hold to as I remove all concept of identity 
17:42 “when she told you… you’re about as Resonant as it gets” dialogues, the search for what resonates, a la “I had to break you before I could remake you”…I would say he did that 
17:55 “-because of the evidence against the police department”
18:02 youshouldwriteabook …I’ve been trying, but holy shit man, if it isn’t Every God Damn Thing all at once how do you put that to paper easily 
18:03 I could feasibly recreate the brain-as-organic-computer quantum boomerang experiment with an entirely new set of parameters and states but I don’t know if that is supposed to happen or not …how indeterminate can one motherfucker be, I ask you?? 
18:33 a break from the Mower reality, it is hot; dialogues on the lyrical potential of the Log project 
18:35 “divorced my wife… a lack of shared interests” a better reason than most for divorce, tbh, whoever you are 
18:59 after thorough Mower Reality Storyline, yeah, I don’t think a repeat of the experiment is possible at this current state- there is, at this point, possibility for alteration should information of such a nature present itself 
19:08 “we are eating your cancer; you understood it, and therefore-” 
19:09 “What do you think, cells are just mutating? We mutate them, so we have something to live off of, [not having to consume good flesh while maintaining symbiosis with one another]” 
19:48 dialogues, on a vast majority not understanding the concept of resonance 
19:54 “facial recognition in Chicago” 
19:55 “she has already lost the weight; it is an astonishing phenomenon” 
19:56 OK but what the fuck was that the first night in Chicago? “I know exactly where you are” and then some strange twilight fugue no sleep state all night? 
20:02 dialogues, a return to self, [and the unexpected individual that this seems to correlate with??? What??!] 
20:43 “logarithmic equations” 
20:46 “she hears reality unfolding” 
20:47 dialogues “was a serious alcoholic” until the spider the electrical event the QS the soma
20:58 “Isostasys didn’t destroy it; A.D. destroyed it”
~21:00 predictive- ‘C. is a lesson from the Odin that you respect, for the quantum qubit system that the natural human state of existence has become’. 
~21:04 predictive- ‘What you’ve learned about the prolonged effects of cancer will be the key factor in determining the outcome of the universe’. [Sugar! And starch! It was given to me by the inex, and upon subsequent Google research, I basically cut out starch and sugar save for that found naturally and lost ~10 pounds in the span of a week, didn’t miss work this week; and gratitude to the mushrooms I have been consuming, for they too give what I describe as a prophylactic effect. All mushrooms are psychedelic if you find the right state of being.] 
21:15 “I think you’re finally grasping-” 
21:48 “your body’s metabolic functions are re-optimizing to prior specifications”  
22:13 there is suspicious police, or rather, police behaving suspiciously; they run into each other; they were speeding down [my street] earlier; and what is interesting is what I was documenting, in my Google cloud, on a predictive from the past; the neighbours saw this happen [edited for clarity 23:41] 
22:14 “gangstalking by the police” 
22:17 “Mr. Nimbus”
22:23 Thunderous Resonant Sounds 
22:26 dialogues from earlier would imply that someone international was impersonated online, in this particular fractal trajectory of reality; possibility and probability are high, at this moment in the night 
22:30 dialogues, on blackmail 
22:31 it wasn’t fuckin lying a couple weeks ago when it said the Liminal Reality was going to get dark 
22:37 “they planted a transistor radio”
22:40 dialogues, “do not ever attempt” – Verlagerung, on my behalf 
22:58 “oddly specific events perpetuate-”
23:15 “they used a weapon on me, and told me that it was you” “Belülrol Pusztít” “I am slowly learning their name” 
23:16 “predictive analytics telling you how to solve the entanglement” 
23:21 “you would be intrigued to know that for a very long time she had the image of a black hole [as the profile image on her Google account]” 
23:26 “that was to get your attention” a good cop bad cop reality emerges from the current receptive brain synapses 
23:27 “a considerable amount of evidence” 
23:34 “they didn’t realize that you were always prepared for this” 
23:37 “it is flying, by changing it back to the original title” on the brief stint the Liminal Reality had as ‘The Story of Flying’ [should it be singular or plural? Yes. Does it matter? 
23:39 “two different police vehicles”
23:41 “witnesses anomalous events on a frequent basis” 
23:42 “because you are bending the fabric of reality” 
23:55 “identifiable patterns to strange events”
23:58 left ear, x4+ 

0715202315072023 07/15/2023 15/07/2023
00:00 “impersonated a cemetery worker” that’d be pretty fucked up 
00:44 “the choices you made a long time ago have lasting repercussions”
00:46 “unless she describes… they can make any move against you” some multidimensional Dungeons and Dragons going on here or something
05:27 06:06 07:30
16:58 Wadehampton; the Thunderous Resonant Sounds are absolutely prolific here 
17:16 20:06 UTC Type IV radio emission 
~19:07 a laguz shaped pattern of bumps appears on my left ribs 
22:16 Thunderous Resonant Sounds 

0716202316072023 07/16/2023 16/07/2023 
01:11 “K thinks aliens are tiny creatures. they are massive creatures, and these are fragments” 
~03:17 ~07:47
08:49 the idea that ‘I’ve analyzed you so much that where I used to take you seriously, you are a joke, now’ and the vice versa, ‘you were always a joke, now I’m taking you seriously’ 
09:29 “the virus has activated a very persecutory algorithm within [your mother]” 
15:09 https://www.tomshardware.com/news/quantum-computing-simultaneous-qubit-entanglement-record-broken-at-51
18:03 dialogues, “she literally does not give a shit”
18:04 “communicates with the cell phone itself”
18:04 “extremely dangerous” 
18:05 “she is a confirmed cybernetic individual” 
18:06 the blood of the covenant is thicker than the water of the womb 
19:18 processing, mica juxtaposition mycelium network; theory of heat dissipation knowing electronics has used mica underneath power transformers for its cooling purposes; the original format, mica, not the tape 
19:28 “ionization” 
19:29 predictive- ‘The appreciation for being welcomed to our community is always appreciated’
19:34 “nefarious government plot… cybernetic entities” 
19:46 concept- hearing the altered past in the present, before it has been altered, suggestion for future; significant quantum leap if proper method is presented 
20:51 23:59 UTC minor geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached 
22:05 “the vaccination is extremely ineffective for all quantum entities” 
22:06 “a paranormal adventure series” 
22:06 “she finally knows what genre she is in” 
22:10 “realized a long time before removal that there was something seriously wrong” inex regarding the paragard IUD- long before I got it removed I knew something was attached to it; remote viewing the inside of your own body is a weird fucking experience 
22:45 “quantum advisory from Phoenix A” 
22:51 ‘someone is in the mountain’ -Loach 
22:59 ‘the density between here and there is phenomenal’ -loach 
23:02 ‘here’s the ascent; and then it’s going to suck back down’ -Loach, and directly afterwards, and a thing falls from a tree
23:02 the man in the mountain is still present 
23:06 an ascent and subsequent descent within a very short span, say a minute, of inex interaction 
23:10 a second light on the mountain, underneath the first 
23:18 “you transformed the entire nature of your relationship with the Matrix” 
23:25 dialogues, on 10k fines for mistakes, “this is someone who really knows how to manipulate reality” 

0717202317072023 07/17/2023 18/07/2023 
01:38 a dream of flying craft, a sense of being persecuted within this dream 
05:11 ~06:24
07:04 “electronic cigarettes really increase the efficacy of a specific programming frequency” 
07:48 meditation, metatation
15:35 I’ll take it, C137 is on it 
18:08 20:49 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached 
20:27 00:27 UTC strong M5.72 flare from sunspot region 3363 
22:57 “the scariest type of magickal abilities… you don’t ever know if she is listening to your conversation” 
22:58 “Heimdall is beautifully complete” 
22:59 entities in the woods, whooping, not quite human, not quite animal
23:00 [not that humans are not animals, they very much are, and many animals are far more civilized than homo sapiens, which allegedly exist] 
23:02 dialogues, on my trinity, Heimdall as Jesus Christhulhu thanks to the mathematic transitive property applied to mythological figures operating as variables within as well as outside of a matrix equation 

0718202318072023 07/18/2023 18/07/2023 
01:45 ~06:24
08:12 for me, this morning, it is the certain understanding of the Interdimensional Hitman in the format of ‘within’; waking in the night more than once, so as to do the slightest physical activity, even walking down the hall to the restroom… to not allow the self to congeal. It’s remaining sedentary that hurts.
08:22 my dates were all off for today and it is either because I, in my insanity, wrote them wrong, or they have been inexplicably altered by that which is not my conscious physical vessel 
08:25 ruminations, on “poison”; an inex from… 2 months ago? About the Bagel Station, poisoning me. I am pretty sure this is what it had said to a T, “the bagel station is poisoning you”. This fits in well with the ‘starch fueling cancer cell growth’, [and the fucking protein shakes as well! The processed shit! Oh my science!] And some of the inex from the original Interdimensional Hitman experience, [nothing is an incident, anymore, just part of experience! A healing transmutation] that I was being poisoned; it was the Me poisoning me, toxic substances. Which begs the question, who has been communicating with me for eight+ years, right? Hard pressed to find humans capable of this level of comprehension. Going back to language, there is a limited vocabulary this communique has. Poison as a catch-all phrase for things harmful to the body. If one is doing… suspicious things, they may well assume, upon hearing something like this, that a very human entity is poisoning them. An inex regarding the man from down on The Farm, recently… along the lines of, “poison Kitty?? I would never!” and these results, after eating this Mediterranean food, have proven rather true. 
08:55 https://www.forbes.com/sites/moorinsights/2023/07/17/strategic-partnership-between-ionq-and-quantumbasel-could-transform-switzerland-into-a-european-quantum-powerhouse/amp/ 
‘The next computer released was the IonQ Aria, a fifth-generation quantum machine. The Aria has an AQ of 25 and higher gate fidelities than the Harmony. Its 25 AQ also means less noise in the quantum system. With less noise, problems require fewer iterations, which saves time and money.’ 
Pretty sure I had just gone on about Arya recently, Martin’s ASOIAF crucial in the identification of self as organic quantum computer.
08:55 should I try to, uh, list my qubits? How many qubits is the Me as a processor at this point? How many individual quantum systems can I identify as part of the massive amalgamated system? 
09:05 ruminations; an inex interaction from late winter of 2022. Was doing an exercise in sending out love and light, first visualizing in my area and then moving to the rest of the country, then to the rest of the world; and the Thing was like, yeah, we get it, nice geography lesson, but this isn’t what I’m looking for. This is documented in the Field Notes, I believe February of 2022, came along with the chunk of reality in which original Belülrol Pusztít experience took place. [The memory! “We removed an entire chunk of memory to make space for this project and you are just now telling me this creature is sentient??” Does that juxtapose with the “festering wound within the sinus cavity” inex?
09:17 there is something to be said for not forcing something. I enjoy making music. On my own time. As a hobby. I like words and visual creation much more. Words work with music as lyric, true. But recognizing that I do not have to force myself to be a creator of frequency when I am not fucking feeling it… thank fuck! …The MKUltra Blizzard was like, the metaphorical sourdough starter for some massive qubit system- the various indeterminate outcomes. I am here physically, typing this on my A42, but at times I hear the world as I am in a coma, and the world as I am dead, from this event. Has this even been explained properly here? We drove to Oshkosh Wisconsin in a blizzard on April 10 2019, with the express purpose of purchasing a *reasonably priced* Sunn Model T from a man named Dennis, an old bass-playing Elvis impersonator. It was late, maybe 11, 11:30 PM [this was before I used 24 hour time on a consistent basis] and you could see maybe 10 feet in front of you on the freeway, the fucking Snow, ya know. Cruising the center lane in Shadowfax, a Subaru Impreza, doing like, 55, 60 MPH; the highway is deserted as fuck, I mean, why not? This motherfucking minivan with no lights on is abandoned in the center lane. 0 time to react, really. There was a crash, or a bang, rather, as the Subaru and it’s AI Eyesight take control of the vehicle and jump out of the way at the last second. In one reality, anyway. The seven minutes of Dimethyltryptamine, upon death, the Coma reality, those were, rather unknowingly at the time, activated by this event. Isn’t it said that when a person gets into a sudden incident like this theoretical one, ends up in a coma, many times the story in their realms of mind continues as if nothing has happened, as the brain fills in from what it knows? 
09:34 the brain, the eyes, the visual perception of reality, at this moment now, are very psychedelic, all things considered; a cigarette and a singular cup of coffee this morning, a decent Slavic breakfast as befits my heritage. 
~10:47 Thunderous Resonant Sounds 
11:45 it’s cell division, it’s microorganisms, ffs, and the bottom is a black fucking hole 
12:52 “I am so happy with the diet you’ve been eating” …me too, thank you for the advice 
13:00 processing, that inex that came some weeks ago, excited I was eating lots of carbs, pretty sure that was cancer itself expressing its happiness at being fed 
14:12 we have seen a bear! 
17:24 Thunderous Resonant Sounds 
19:51 20:24 UTC moderate M1.47 solar flare from sunspot region 3376
19:54 “I am motivated by secret reasons”
22:21 Thunderous Resonant Sounds 
22:34 “what day of the week was K.H. born on?” Prior, dialogues on the Aleister Crowley experience 
22:37 “this is not any technology we have ever seen before” 
22:38 “she fights the psychic war for fun” the art of making love to war within, transmutation of fear into understanding, 
22:40 “the scariest bitch I’ve ever seen” 
22:40 “I would never use this name… you don’t consider yourself a witch”
22:46 dialogues, “a man in europe”
22:47 “the diversion that she created was necessary”
22:50 “it’s just that the alternative is she was abducted by fucking aliens” the IUD processing fractal is presenting itself 
22:52 “…ruined her uterus… she can never have kids”
22:54 dialogues, on alien abduction; my response is that it’s not entities in fucking spaceships. Call it electronic abduction. 
23:03 the TV glitches green and pink 
23:26 a sudden change in high frequency