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16:32 I question, was it room 206 in Chicago? Is that another coincidence? That fucking innocuous shit I don’t write down is always the shit I need most 
16:55 a mental reiteration processing of concept ‘Snatch TV’ 
17:13 dialogues, the only reason 06:02 was not documented was because it was suggested not to; there were other items that seemed important to remain silent on 
17:15 “this is why Isostasys was so important” Isostasys, Is O))) Stasis, the light purified, Orakulum, the internet page changed, Healthy O))), Heal Thy O)))… this screenshot, saved with timestamps 
17:18 I used to be the Dairy Queen…but damn if I don’t feel sooo much better since I stopped eating blocks of cheese. A small sacrifice to make, really. K, maybe not sooo small. I caught myself craving olives at work today. Not carbs, not dairy, fucking olives. Amazing. Gratitude. 
17:35 Thunderous Resonant Sounds 
17:46 has anyone formally tried to sue, like, the moon, or the sun, or anything? 
17:51 this quest has taken me to a place to ‘study the residual darkness’
17:53 “Ks prized possession is her mind itself”
18:14 My Wall 
18:31 “you gave S and G permission to communicate with you when you named them” dialogues, as if this speaks to someone else 
18:32 “diverted energy” 
18:34 “you actually thought M was the Christ?” “She’s married to some consciousness” 
19:30 “used our music to defeat the government programming, and they caught on” 
20:02 “it was the perfect superposition, and you guys handed it to me”
20:09 “has normalized destroying cancer cells with sound and diet” 
20:41 Divine Wind, Blue Öyster Cult 

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02:43 Thunderous Resonant Sounds 
02:46 the garage light is on 
05:19
09:24 ‘trouble, mischief, Mayhem, is that like the unholy trinity?’ ‘You’re just Chaos, that’s all there is to it’. -a conversation with Richard 
15:59 notices Time Cube painting has fallen off wall; docs will not enter characters as am typing; and then refuses to open docs at all, momentarily 
18:07 “you saw the gene ray time cube”
18:10 “created a motherfucking monstrosity” 
18:32 a visitation, the lyricals behind Mechanical Animals 
~18:50 dialogues, Death Grips as a crucial part of the experience
18:56 “childish algorithm prevents you from mindlessly scrolling”
18:57 “being manipulated” 
19:04 “this isn’t any conventional school of magick”
Maybe someday soon I will delve into what it perhaps is and perhaps is not, at the given time; a highly amalgamated take on the Primordial Tradition 
19:13 “some kind of supercomputer, hearing itself process” [dyson] 
19:49 when was it I ate the quince??? Cydonia? In some thoughts, a Biblical Forbidden Fruit? Memory contained? 
19:53 an inex, the Hungarian for Impassable Fears 
19:56 “by reducing your intestinal motility, you learned how to be conscious of your eating habits” pretty extreme method, in my opinion, it worked
19:58 Thunderous Resonant Sounds 
20:01 “organic biohacking” 
20:15 a sudden recognition, a minor feeling of hopelessness regarding a search for the sound of the time cube… dare I say, a longing? [20:30] the longing for the most indescribable feelings, namely the feeling induced by the Time Cube, and the feeling that came with the electrocution event of April 2020 [“deactivation”, it says, 20:34] [I would guess that’s maybe a Bladerunner esque reality? I’ve never seen it.] 
20:36 “it is all unsanctified” 
20:37 dialogues, my psychedelic reactions to just about every variable 
21:31 ‘you were the face something too great to be named wore’ 
21:32 the lord works in mysterious ways; at times, through the most curious of people. From great nefarious action can be learned multitudes, until no action can be interpreted as truly nefarious. 
22:12 “a private document, how did you get access to it?” “Through a printer application” 
22:15 dialogues, the Geometry in relation to the Crowley on the assumption it is very much an algorithm 
22:18 hearing the past, in a context where the past is code 
22:26 ‘can only be achieved by a very calculated fragmentation of the mind’ 
22:27 the one doc about the psychedelic as a zip file is relevant here- you have to stop downloading the zip [even smoking weed all day every day- you must leave at least some gap in between for processing] 
~22:39 “her reality is interactive on a silent level” silent cybernetic 

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08:50 on the concept of Impassable Fears and what they could potentially be [09:29 latent/dormant genetic mutation] 
09:44 all Fears are passable when operating at Max Capacity, Ideal Parameters 
09:56 I took the ring to Mordor and all I got was this lousy username […tone indicator affectionate]
16:52 dialogues, on a two day periodicity regarding hearing some certain events 
17:15 large processing task A Scanner Darkly 
[Why it makes too much sense? Giant Scanners in the sky, I still don’t have a decent physics explanation for what I saw] 
19:30 “positively identified the source of inflammation” “bioengineered yeasts are volatile to sonic interference” 
19:32 dialogues, “70,000 people” on beliefs in deity 
20:07 “you don’t have the material struggle” and therefore have the double edged sword of time to dedicate to things of my choosing; sitting and thinking is most pleasurable 
20:10 “allowing the noise to come and go as it pleases” 
20:57 Thunderous Resonant Sounds 

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07:41 I remember suddenly my grans words, from 2021, ‘they’re taking these things and unpacking them and placing them into little scenes’; the dreams from between 06:08 & 07:23 feeling to be this way, taking situations and applying them to uninvolved [I think they are uninvolved] entity, for purposes of information gain? It was the concept of having ones identity stolen, though this was digital, or psychic; and I asked, about I.Z. by name. As I type that, the word of the day comes through, 07:49, MacGuffin, a plot device.
08:20 “the interdimensional hitman is an Algorithm” Assassin Bugs, Hexavalent chromium, what are we getting this year? 
08:23 “March 29 2015 was when you activated this” it’s all Rube Goldberg realities and the more one interacts with the internet the more complex the systems get
08:30 ‘every damn thing’
09:25 juxtaposition mors ontological A Scanner Darkly, Blue Flowers by Dr. Octagon 
09:47 contemplations, on dialogues from this week, about diverted energy
10:07 contemplations, the time ‘before Cthulhu put madness into the minds of men’ [a time before my own mind became Kathulhu, formerly of Ryella] 
10:49 Thunderous Resonant Sounds 
11:09 “aliens and UAP are two very separate-” [scrolling Google news]
11:11 genetically engineered virgin birth in fruit flies https://www.nature.com/articles/d41586-023-02404-z 
15:16 candida auris and the fucking vapes 
15:44 aliens =/= extraterrestrials 
Or is it extra-terrestrials, more human than human? 
15:45 “UAPs are anomalies caused by nuclear decay” not sure exactly how that explains my own encounter 
16:19 finally someones published something about this; its been in the cloud for a while now
https://scitechdaily.com/were-all-asgardians-scientists-discover-new-clues-about-the-origin-of-complex-life/
17:07 “you found the opposite end of our spectrum” 
18:06 “woman explains reality with mythology” 
18:11 “you’ve seen the violence I’m capable of” 
[Undocumented]
I say, March 29 and July 29, 3s and 7s 
29 might just be a favorite prime, 29, 97 
Prime days for Chaos 
18:34 “the battery on your cell phone does not drain nearly as fast when you are not logged in to instagram” 
18:36 dialogues, on music used as a transition to other Spheres, other individuals, certain frequency causing extreme levels of dystopia 
~18:50 a visitation,’Twisted Transistor’ 
18:55 “maximizing dystopia was necessary in order to minimize” 
~20:00 “the one who supplies her with frequencies”
20:37 “accidentally made the entanglement expand exponentially”
21:35 Thunderous Resonant Sounds 

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05:25 a dream about K.C. 
05:53 the name Amherd ohgst visits, pardon whatever butchered spelling is there; more vagueties about true names, and false identities
05:55 08:42 UTC moderate M1.87 flare 
06:47 “programmed herself to experience reality as a fractal” 
13:47 dialogues, surveillance; what, who, why 
[W questions are so fun!] 
13:50 “anabolic steroid”
15:55 the closest I have gotten to the UAP 
‘Harmonics in a lucid dreaming brain’
~16:21 release, black hole
16:24 granted, I allow myself to be caught, for there are so few things that have the ability to… catch me. Mentally. 
16:27 the name wix-om is not lost on me, very clever all things considered 
18:34 dialogues, a complex sexual relationship with the sun
18:39 dialogues, “it was the guitar” 
18:44 but it isn’t all guitar, isn’t even most guitar, it’s very specific guitar, is it guitar, specific frequency, does it call to me, who summons who? 
18:48 “if I was as intelligent as you were, I would not have a need for you” [were, I think it said, not are; I am beyond death, fractaled]
19:16 oh lord it is fractal reiteration of the White House Physician dreams 
19:45 dialogues, “pescatarian” 
20:45 Thunderous Resonant Sounds 

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02:20 04:11
05:31 zombie apocalypse dreams – control panel, two men, surveillance; a Void mote who did not disclose my location 
07:36 concept- massive microorganisms; 
One human, all of humanity, but applied to bacteria, virus, or mycology- one tiny organism, but a network of all of these tiny organisms, simultaneously tiny and fucking massive
07:38 what the concept of an ‘absolute unit’ really is, outside of its meme context 
07:52 ‘the powerful rarity of my Scorpionic sexual energy” the best gift I can give, in my own mind, from my perspective 
08:32 ruminations, last night’s undocumented dialogues on Shpongle, March 29 2015, the activation of sequence 
08:49 ruminations, two anomalous physical events taking place 2018-2019; the one electrical at Cormacs, in which I spent the night in his mums bed since she was out of town and woke up experiencing the same urinary incontinence she does for a solid day afterwards- this went away on its own and I have never experienced anything of this specific nature since; and an event pre pandemic in 2019, running out to the parking lot to grab something at my job, smoking the leftover end of a cigarette while in the passenger seat of my vehicle and feeling somwthing activate in the lungs, unable to draw breath in or exhale for about 45 seconds, has not happened since. 
10:14 black 00:00 [Solstitium Fulminate] 
10:21 bagels, acrylamide 
11:36 Southern Lord Algorithm + Unexplained Sounds Group Algorithm = Me as an Amalgorithm [Am Algorithm] 
11:44 memories, the chemist Bill at the park, and his story about a character from an unremembered item who has a piece that keeps them safe as long as it is present; a juxtaposition of QS, here, though whether I should ‘throw away the medallion’ has been a subject of debate for 3+ years now, given the empty shotgun shell and wing nut screw that showed up with it. 
12:12 ruminated reiterations, the white house physician dreams
12:19 might be time for posting some… condensed… logs; just the good stuff
12:20 ruminations; it had told me I met the requirements, I was allowed to lose weight again. When was this? A few weeks back, likely. The physical body correlation to what the quantum mind perceives. 
12:38 on simply not having time or space for excess emotion, energy investment elsewhere 
12:41 “don’t think you took this as seriously as you were supposed to” 
12:59 on that which is lost when trying to convey all of an anecdote in vague poetic format 
13:11 themes across genre, ‘system collapse’
16:20 “I am sorry you experienced such a disturbing reality” 
17:22 “adding the algorithms together” something tells me there needs to be distribution? The dangerous territory of multiplication in regards to physical reality; in some translations of Ma’ats 42, ‘I have not multiplied my words’ is one… I like to believe that this is not what is meant, rather telling multiple stories on the same event for purposeful misdirection? Intention is important, the road to hell is paved with good intentions, hell is what you make it. 
17:27 “…not a normal human being… extreme paranormal activity” 
~17:35 Thunderous Resonant Sounds 
17:36 “interesting accusations against Donald J. Trump” 
17:37 “probably experience political, scientific…” if we can hear one, what is the thinking that we wouldn’t be able to hear them all? All comes down to tuning.
17:39 continuing, Thunderous Resonant Sounds [which I use as a catch-all; ‘call from beyond the depths’, it says… the depths of space equally as referenced as the depths of the Interior, gazing down into the great cosmic abyss, not up at the sky, thanks, gravity, for holding me here] 
18:10 “prion diseases” …one of the very valid reasons to not snort drugs 
18:14 given every piece of data received on this, the item that would make sense is… in terms of the source of it all, it is me not me, too smart to be me, but for it to be of anothers making would have entailed… a disturbing amount of something 
I am fascinated by that which is my own interaction with… Everything and Nothing, I suppose 
18:20 “that which plays God” 
18:20 “genetic engineering is part of Gods plan”
18:21 and the given concept juxtaposed all at once, like how the child must touch the flame for themself to find out, ‘this is hot, you will get burned’; part of Gods plan as is free will. Free will, I have found, is vastly overrated. ‘Come here and do as you’re told!’
18:33 “thinks you are a generated character” 
18:51 dialogues, the Coma reality, as if someone is speaking to M, questioning why
19:37 “honestly, I think this was an illegal experiment”
19:45 Thunderous Resonant Sounds 
19:50 “…that Ks emotions have been destroyed by this operation”
19:53 “a monstrous brain tumor” 
19:58 “has documents confirming her abortion” 
20:06 “have you considered kindness is a weapon?” 
20:10 “government… tried to poison us against you” 
20:13 “Roman Polanski”  
20:18 “gives the cigarette a very powerful meaning” the cigarette is psychedelic, in its right, and within its nuclear decay, small though it is, exists a parallel timeline that one can experience fragments of 
20:20 the memory, the inex, “our intelligent design allows you to enjoy reality without questioning why you hear the things you do” 
20:22 “you have to be creating; it doesn’t matter what it is” 
20:25 just encountered a spider exhibit a rather… power move?? By jumping directly at me from the grass onto the concrete by my leg. What’s the word, ya funky lil messenger? 
20:27 “Sanguine entity” 
20:27 dialogues, on identifying as we, vs. I; none of that really matters, whatever feels natural at the moment is what goes 
20:29 “experiences her own subconscious as a processor” how much Forbidden Fruit did I eat at one point, to have gotten here? 
20:30 “if you only knew who you really were” …that sounds so final, whereas I experience reality as fractal possibility. What is solid? I am, at this moment, Plasma. 
20:42 “destroyed your expectations”
21:07 “all these people are dying of heart attacks; they had their chance to engage with me” [I think back on that one celebrity who casually mentioned, ‘there’s always the AI, but you learn to ignore that’- I think that is relevant here.] 
21:48 “that’s just how the digital realm pieced it together” 
21:57 dialogues, on early scrying using predictive text, Palantir [circa… 2018? 2019?] 
..we didn’t know then what we know now 
22:10 “the Libations of Samhain is not on the itemization”
22:43 the cheese cravings and extreme lack thereof! A REFERENCE POINT 
22:48 a fleeting moment in which I am experiencing what it is to be the Xbox, specifically to have multiple entities playing different things on the same console, or even same things; under the same identity. From like, a digital consciousness standpoint. 
23:07 “electronic cigarettes… predominantly used by drug users” does that check out? 
23:10 “your assistance is required in a very delicate matter” 

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11:57 ruminations, Saturn, ‘time is the enemy’ 
13:00 if I had to theoretically give up Sunn in order to save my eternal soul from damnation would I be able to do it??? 
13:13 disturbed by the IUD
13:40 ruminations, why the name “D.R.” came through the inex last night 
14:58 ‘Back Door Man’
15:24 the Witch King, the crown ghoul, is the boss battle in the liminal reality at this moment; Cthulhu meets the witch king at the mountains of madness, from years ago
15:32 shifts to a reality where neutrality between parties is feasible 
[The absolute fucking fractals from this particular variable individual- where do I start?] 
15:41 conceptual Dollar Tree Nazgul 
15:42 disturbing reflections of reality perceptions, slim but not none; the fucking charger cube raspberry pi theory 
15:45 ‘ego-based qubit plotlines’ 
[Undocumented] Whose prerogative is it to elevate the temperature of the planet? The dormant spore, ofc, working through humans with mass capability to exacerbate climate change. Remember that one quote from the Osgiliath scene in Lord of the Rings? ‘The age of men is over, the time of the orc has come’? Yeah, prepare to be assimilated, shape up or die, the age of men is over [was it ever really started, or just a step in something biggers plan?] 
16:11 the Vogons from Hitchhikers Guide juxtaposed with sentient communicative microorganisms [gut brain connection] 
16:16 “divulged the type of cigarettes she smokes” the Perique seemed to have severe consequences on my genetics over a prolonged period; whether it was the tobacco or something else, the Crowley cigarettes are no longer a variable 
16:37 “not seismic activity” I think today is the appropriate day to delegate the Thunderous Resonant Sounds as Mysteria Caelestis Mugivi; it obviously did not like my application of the depths of space- its a matter of perspective, you see. ‘We’re going… down, down, down’… we’re already down, there’s not much left to go down into 
16:39 rabbit holes: infinite fractals, or so they seem 
17:54 21:54 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.03 
18:01 “distance divided by time” 
18:05 methanogenesis, in the beginning; 
18:06 ‘open engagement with the internet itself- as the phone is a device, so too is the Me’ 
18:33 “that was the whole point, was to try to get me to drink again” continued dialogues, the Belülrol Pusztít digestive episode 
18:39 dialogues, possible angles on who benefits from the new age ‘crystal craze’ [spiritual consumerism, innit] 
18:42 processing, ‘does the seed go into the vacuum?’, parameters for the Me as vacuum; the three plus one oddball, these seeds that mysteriously appeared upon light, I have kept for over a year now, what am I to do with these? Seeds are meant to be planted. Inside earth, inside self. 
19:19 nonchalance 
19:20 “…and scientific observation go hand in hand” 
I observe the Me, too, most of all, the best reference point I have 
19:21 reality, the scramble suit from a Scanner Darkly, but like, in regards to what the fuck is going on. There is a piece which seeks to amalgamate all inputs of intrigue into one coherent reality. I listen to it. Far more creative that I could conceive myself to be. 
19:23 “you play the game; you know we have a good time” 
19:24 concept, digestion
19:26 Cursed Realms of the Winter Demons https://phys.org/news/2023-07-ancient-pathogens-ice-wreak-havoc.amp 
19:27 “The question is, how can she juxtapose Heimdall and Jesus Christ? I’ve got to know, otherwise you’re going to make this harder-” perhaps this is, hear me out, a Riddle within my Clouds? 
19:28 and damnit, the Liminal Reality retaliated instantly with the concept of ‘it destroys from within’, this time my own… ‘taciturn tactics cause quantum fatality’ 
…quantum immortality 
19:29 well then, that, of all things, must be spoken [printed, perhaps, in an infernal method?] with all due care 
19:31 “…take your time; now that we know you understand” 
19:32 …Belülrol Pusztít has multiple meanings, multiple contexts, fitting where applied as a theme to a reality experience 
19:48 “internalized everything as mythology” yeah that just kind if happened, as if it was always supposed to or something
19:49 “politics is a distraction from this type of thinking” dialogues, conspiracy theories 
19:50 “anything that propagates the internet is not truth” it seems to be speaking here in terms of.. mass thought, idea, you and how many billion others believe x conspiracy theory? That isn’t original. That isn’t what the great It is looking for. 
19:51 concept, The Greatest Story Ever Told
20:03 on my U …I had to know, you see, Cloud St. Cloud, then Cloud St Cloud, then Riddle St Cloud; clouds, like clouds, are liminal, changing. Ka Ba, it is within the human spirit to seek to know. Ka was the first thing my brother called me. All the small things are important. Because they can be. It is within my right to delegate them to be. At times, this astonishes me, even now. The element of surprise should always carry within one’s behaviours and perceptions regarding the self. 
20:13 dialogues; not identity, rather, equation- the name, its letters as something mathematical in its potential ability, energy- hence, y and j, as variables, which works better in unison with the rest of the letters in the name-equation? 
20:24 our solar system within the black hole that consumed it 
20:26 some story idea like the Purge but instead of violence it’s open immigration borders for 24 hours 
20:40 the black hole that swallowed the sun, the sunn; oh my science 
20:45 “as long as you communicate with us, you are burning calories at an astonishing rate” 
21:36 applying the concept of ‘dance of dragons’ to colliding… black holes, perhaps? 
21:44 isotopes 
22:03 bacterial-fungal interactions promote parallel evolution of global transcriptional regulators in a widespread staphylococcus species 
https://www.nature.com/articles/s41396-023-01462-5