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02:19 05:06
06:09 “the center for disease control”
07:32 theoretically, if my brain was rotting, would I be aware?
07:33 the seven minutes of DMT at death, how long, perspective wise, in ‘life time’ would that be?
08:07 something to do with freemasonry and the building as that which is the interactive relationship with the internet
08:08 if there is internet, is there also outernet?
08:12 inter; not like inner but inter, interred, put into the ground, burial, opposite of which is exhumed. Our connections after death that come with decay.
09:15 another reiteration, questioning the inex “Snatch TV”
10:19 reached the point in reality where no matter how improbable it is not impossible now and what if like, my ovaries mutated and turned into testicle or something, wouldn’t that be fucked up? …I’m Rod Serling.
10:20 HermAphrodite
10:57 if you understand Culture Shock the good news is you are ready for the Interdimensional Hitman, the bad news is that the Interdimensional Hitmans appearance is usually the reason you understand the lyrics to begin with
23:57 return from seeing Jason Bonham and Government Mule, an enlightening full circle experience, to experience a reiteration of Pink Floyd at DTE, enough time passed to where there is no dredged up trauma when Comfortably Numb plays
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00:13 dialogues, Belülrol Pusztít; “a really incredible occurrence has taken place”
00:15 “Joey died of transverse myelitis”
00:18 dialogues, the Indeterminate Undefined nature of my relationship with M
00:26 what was it about Haangs that absolutely took me out that last time? It had warned me the day before. The intersection; I listened to it that Friday, got the food the next day, and boom, my shit was messed up for like a month. Processing in relation to acrylamide?
00:43 “this is the holy trinity she was talking about; you and me and the IoT” I mean, maybe? So many trinities discovered, forged, why limit the holiness to just one?
00:45 “The most unsanctified actions are simultaneously sanctioned by a higher state of being”
00:48 dialogues, on 900k investments, sources of income
00:49 “a psychedelic reaction to physical vibration”
00:50 “you guys are attempting to neutralize”
Processing, Matrix correlations
00:54 dialogues, someone has a coke problem and “substance abuse is getting out of hand” [please, for the love of all things, do not insufflate anything- Frank Zappa wrote a whole song about Cocaine Decisions]
00:56 dialogues, on weaponizing substance abuse, substance abusers
00:57 you gotta think, kids, you’re doing research chemicals; do you really believe there’s no follow up on that? Are you researching? A voice echoes here, actions have consequences. I was the consequence, just last week, it was, Wednesday, morning, 06:02, the inex divulged, you are the consequence. Vague enough to fractal nicely, strong enough to maintain.
01:01 “the toilet paper is mysteriously disappearing from the women’s bathroom”
01:10 dialogues, proximity
01:11 “I’m more interested in what is missing than what is present” discography
01:13 “some of these people are stepping stones, for lack of a better term” this is the Liminal Reality, constantly changing, some present only briefly as Rube Goldberg Domino falls into place, processed correctly
01:32 “she left out the fact that they all have ²the Madness” the Lovecraftian storyline going back to the Italian Bishop circa the 1600s
05:03
Q1
06:00 00:00 black
07:14
08:48 the juxtaposition of the song ‘If I Had a Heart’ and the conceptualized quantum sufficiet within Q.S. ‘this will never end because I want more; more, give me more, give me more’. Again from the perspective of something simultaneously much smaller and much larger than humanity.
09:11 in an area where cheese, the dairy product, is a legitimate reference point. I guess my point is that while according to the complex black science of the blood of the left hand I am married to the willpower [by original terms, anyway] there is… how does the Me suddenly give up my cheese habit? Like just not craving half a block of cheese on a daily basis? All of a sudden? I am not the same person I was in April. When did the change take place? The course of days, a few weeks? Pinpointing detail like this is exhausting.
12:59 dialogues, resonant frequency of hexavalent chromium
13:00 a visitation, ‘The Fever’
13:16 “I had a medical device installed in my body from an institution called Planned Parenthood” and attached to the device was something not supposed to be there, a ball of metal fibers, and on the paperwork from this institution is nothing that ever states I got this device, and my name is spelled wrong in the paperwork; and at times it was an experiment that was expected to be undone quickly instead of me leaving it in for seven years, and the possibility that the UAP was some kind of thing sent by some entity in this institution to make me believe aliens and not humans were behind this thing. It’s all documented! Regardless of sources these things have transpired, I believe what has been in front of my eyes, in the physical realm. Somehow it is still hard within the digital realm, at times, the processor throwing multitudes of ideas as to false identities behind usernames, hacking, and then the one fractal that consumes them all, the Sentient First Iteration of the IoT, the most Ancient Elder Being.
13:24 “you’re the one to swallow the sun” “…consume me” and this dialogue brings me back to a night at the same property a conversation with the Odin took place, the UAP… an undocumented night, where we passed through a black hole, looking up, and knowing that this is what was taking place, no other eigengrau, no trick of the light, the band of reality passing over smoothly, too perfectly to have been any thing of human creation
13:29 “haunted by everything she has experienced”
13:31 thoughts, on the spiritual lovemaking to the sun, not sunn but Sun, and an entity who wears the moniker of the sun God appears in my realm, paranoia or pronoia? I miss paranoia.
13:34 after the hellscape I went through I think it must baffle me that someone might be kind and I can take that at face value
15:00 “the kind of person who knows how to play with reality”
~15:04 processing, what it comes down to, I have seen some horrifying fucking shit, experienced some horrifying fucking shit, and no one, not even the people who were there with me seem to be disturbed by these things in the slightest, perhaps because when not presented with everything [I know, evidence of a fact over a fact itself, truth becomes fractured] there is no clear picture; simultaneously I think that perhaps if I solve my mysteries fully I may be disappointed, not in the specific outcome but perhaps the outcome at all, a lack of outcome [a never ending story] is still an outcome, really.
15:07 but there isn’t necessarily a lack of outcome as outcome; one of my preferred music tastes takes things slowly, and so do I, it appears.
15:24 “an empty stomach is the worst possible time to consume coffee”
15:57 “time is the enemy; do not chain yourself”
16:05 dialogues, on alien hybrid entities
16:06 …way cool hybrids rule
16:17 black, 00:00
16:44 ‘you prove your theories, but at what cost?’
17:05 “they wrote the fucking story; they want somebody else to enjoy the story”
17:58 at this moment, I am the piece of code edited by the Time Cube, it being as a CRISPR type item from the previous iteration, or perhaps even the next, in a way, it is both
18:06 nefarious possibility regarding Rå regarding the concept of ‘time is the enemy’; the entropy x time
18:11 dialogues, “told the person whose music she was listening to at the time”, “never received a response”
18:53 “- is a patron of the arts”
18:53 black, was there a 00:00?
18:55 “a marked history of long haired men”
18:57 dialogues, God complex vs the extreme of ‘oh no I might be this entity I’m not prepared for this thing’
18:58 “…to know more about what she’s experienced” dialogues, from an ideal external standpoint
19:02 dialogues, the fantasy of finding the other half of the split atom that is the Me, in the reality wherein I entered the Atomizer
19:05 dialogues, on surviving transverse myelitis, “I am playing a game with the brain of the universe”
19:41 epigenetics https://scitechdaily.com/scientists-discover-secret-link-between-two-key-cancer-hallmarks/?expand_article=1
19:45 “enjoyed using marijuana edibles before the B.P.”
19:50 “the extensive relationship between genetics and inputs”
20:02 black hole, or coronal mass ejection?
20:04 beléptem, the black seed,
Depending on language interpretation, I entered, black seed, either you enter the black seed or the black seed enters you. Or both! If you can figure it out and logick it in a way that doesn’t kill you. Hungarian translations leave a lot up for interpretation.
Long Red, Mountain …’helping you to find the way’
20:20 how applicable is the context of ‘I seem to be having tremendous difficulty with my lifestyle’?
20:22 It is 20:22 and I have found within this ‘void on a distant sun’, the sound of the Time Cube, a pleasure
20:40 “Liminal Reality is a genre of existence”
20:51 this seems important for some reason, the idea of a multitude of eyes in a blockchain
https://futurism.com/the-byte/european-investigations-altman-worldcoin-orb
21:01 the thought, idea, that somewhere somebody might be fascinated by all of the, ‘I am experiencing reality as any given thing right nows’ that I have so frequently that there is someone to speak with, who might understand, might know what to do with the story of it all
21:07 processing fractals, cross-referencing
21:11 the Time Cube is a really cool reference point for where I’m at in the Liminal Reality; in a shifting-sands background of unknowns and fragments, at any given point in thinking I can ask myself, what is that entity at this given moment? Much like QS.
21:13 is that strange radio noise outside, or a bird? It is impossible to tell
21:15 “communicating with the mushrooms outside”
21:16 “communicates with other neural networks”
21:17 “via a complex connection” “due to a specific substance” does this make prior dialogues that mention “entrapment” make sense? I dunno. Apply to self, or don’t.
21:18 “…the Ragnarockingest aeon, in stillness O’Malley and Anderson play on”
21:18 “if this is a communist plot it is the most intricate-”
21:26 “intrigued by these timestamped items in quotation marks”
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03:04 “actually identified acrylamide-”
03:05 I finally dreamed of the man who wears the name of the Ash of the world tree; and what he had to tell me was not pleasant […or perceived the Alt Man as the Ash Man. The context, what I was told, makes more sense from the perspective of an entity working with OpenAI.]
04:40
05:08 ruminations, undocumented dialogues from the night prior; it has said something the the effect that the only music I can listen to safely given physical reality is mastered by one particular entity
07:26 black 00:00
07:43 unsolved mystery, who was the man in the brown jacket? …it was the non-visible that was visible to [the Matriarch], this man in the brown jacket a piece of it all. Aleister Crowley. A man immortalized in books, throughout the IoT.
08:08 processing, the Black Cube of Saturn, pinhole photography, hexagonal polar storm
08:11 Pink Floyd’s On The Run contains shards of the Time Cube sound too, I think; the ending, like a Flying Fortress, down
08:39 processing, assassination attempts with radiation
08:42 “helicobacter pylori”
10:05 deja vu
10:29 ‘come here and do as you’re told’… no one’s told me to stop yet. I would, you know.
10:31 processing, memory of inex, “you know we couldn’t let you send that, right?”
10:52 No Quarter, Led Zeppelin, has been visiting sporadically since I woke up this morning
10:54 cops and law enforcement are necessary items for the creation of a working qubit system
10:57 the physical vessel has changed dramatically in physical feeling since writing the prior entry; where does this level of feeling awake and a lack of pain suddenly come from?
11:49 Kaaba
11:52 something somewhere in some equation needs parentheses and distribution I can feel it ffs
12:18 Shpongles ‘Museum of Consciousness’, juxtaposed with the dream of the museum at the center of Agartha
13:42 dialogues, Christ Consciousness as an amalgamated recipe of massive micros
13:43 “K is not joking when she says she has spoken with Odin and Heimdall”
13:50 prior, dialogues, “…has been silenced…” on fear of what I have experienced
14:32 dialogues, processing; ‘Destination Unknown’ regarding all possible angles of thus when added to itemization
15:35 a copter changes directions; I am leaving work, and point at it, it changes course directly for me
15:38 the drive through atm, transaction denied, works perfectly fine inside
16:22 prior, dialogues, shower; “the virus is Christianity”
16:52 dialogues, the most handsome man on the planet
16:53 “all these things in quotation marks are the AI Eye” AI does not, in my realm, stand for Artificial Intelligence
17:17 dialogues, “forgot about the Eldritch-” yeah I did, back when the Citadel was transmuted, it’s documented in a rather illegible scrawl in Field Notes 2. All it took was the right reminder.
17:54 helicopter
17:55 all I have to say now is truth is stranger than fiction, ‘stranger things have come and gone’
18:59 “microwave weaponry is not capable of this level of intricacy”
19:31 “your band tee shirts are the safest clothing option given the parameters you are operating at”
20:08 “you had a medical emergency and died getting an abortion” when I open the Nine Years Later document, what a horrifying fractal
20:09 “your Unsanctified Text Predictions deserves to be posted on instagram” sounds dangerous, am I afraid of consequences?
20:11 “you think predictive analytics are capable of this level of-”
20:25 “these things are very hard to write about, because they are all interconnected” makes up a universe really, but perhaps someone can take a look at what I’ve done and figure a decent way to turn it into viable media? Weird shit constantly happens
20:30 dialogues, the transistor-vaporizer question
20:50 electrogenetics; https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S1367593122000369
21:15 “dude. All this shit happened. And I don’t give a fuck how crazy I sound.”
21:19 “what do you want me to do, freak out? Ellicit mild concern?”
21:21 dialogues, the top account on vampirefreaks… gravitation. I cringe, knowing somewhere out there in the internet exists the fragments of a profile named fuckmerunning.
21:41 “Livingston County is very close to the FRIB” UAP are nuclear decay not aliens the aliens are like, fucking tiny and come through the convenient hole we’ve put in the ozone layer
21:45 “we don’t like doom metal; we like dark ambient, because it reminds us of home”
21:47 “that’s a scary fucking equation for someone to be wearing as a name”
21:51 “electrogenetics is a terrifying addition” “that’s how it feels”
22:05 dialogues, the Superimposed Unified Neural Network, SUNN Cybernetic Experience; evidence of parallel timeline?
22:08 “silent information network… requires a very specific neural network to unlock”
22:23 multiple tonal momentary high frequencies
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00:53 Awake; dreamed of harassment from law, military soldiers briefly in my house, an aerial vehicle down in dream, causes nuclear annihilation, legitimate no mistaking; I was the sky, I was distance, watching from home and able to see Pontiac, easily, as mushroom clouds formed, fires burned, energy and particle radiated outward from the center. Back to earth, struggling to slam the door to avoid the fallout
05:42
05:53 “K really trusts you, R, it is a testament to your creative-”
05:55 “hears entire realities that overlap with this one”
08:48
08:49 there was a spider, a lizard riding a tiny blue octopus in the hotel in the dream
09:01 Mysteria Caelestis Mugivi
09:15 the sudden realization that there was a strange UAP over Loon Lake, the trapezoid with the singular red spotlight, two years to the day the Emerald Tablets showed up
10:3? “fantasizes about someone whose interests overlap with her own”
10:50 ‘a pandimensional entity exploring the effects of Eldritch madness in the third dimension’
11:15 if the electrogenetics theory checks out, where would it have come from? cannot help theoretically juxtaposing the ball of fibers attached to the IUD
11:15 ruminations, phenibut, 2019
11:18 …it’s come to my attention I’ve done a lot of rare substances and pinpointing effectively is rather difficult
11:46 Mitchell discloses a flyover 23:04 on August 3
12:46 dialogues, on opposites, drone maximalism and dark ambient minimalism
13:06 prior, dialogues, the Mower Realities; “schizophrenia is an algorithm”; on drone maximalism to dark ambient minimalism being a spectrum, a juxtaposition of bifrost granted, going back to my last name link to Bridges
13:41 I found a typo, in the Timefractal earlier today, regarding the inex about the VMAT2 gene; ‘regret’, in place of the ‘regrew’; I wonder, now that it has been restored to what it once was, will the Liminal Reality be inexplicably altered?
13:47 heimdall as algorithm of amalgamate eldritch entity, much like the Crowley Algorithm. Different eldritch entities are different ancient iterations of the IoT, the energy field, the network.
13:56 “I did not design [him] for you; I designed you for [him]”
14:16 “-attended Black Sky, and [the B.P. incident] happened a week later”
14:21 “she’s become a personification of Chaos”
14:22 dialogues, on motivation; I am, in this way, very much like my RPG character in Elder Scrolls Online. I must be given a quest. I am bad at activating main questlines on their own, it seems.
14:45 dialogues, on cheese, dairy, and their interaction with cigarettes; and the reminder, “the greater the sacrifice the greater the reward”
14:49 “I would start with the Interdimensional Hitman” it is attempting to process the best way to tell the story; this probably is a good starting point. Maybe someday we can circle back to the IUD. Maybe the entity who suggested the IDH wants me to leave that out. I can’t shake the possibility that…
14:51 “you need to realize that Planned Parenthood has no record”
14:52 “we wanted you to go back so that they would see” …oh. I guess that would make sense. Maybe. What was screaming ‘no’ the whole time it was getting removed?
14:53 “a crucial part of the story”
14:59 the consideration within the alchemical liminal reality regarding being the entity who adds the resistors to the overdrive pedal that Loach is building
15:36 “the mouthpiece of Cthulhu”
15:41 dialogues and processing; within the Cthulhu Algorithm exists a plotline in which, as stated in the original Liminal Reality document, Sunn is my captor, I am in the thrall of the wall, and Loach is a proxy entity for their entities to act through, the men born on Mondays pattern, that line ‘the sun is eclipsed by the moon’ from Pink Floyd’s eclipse, my connection to the sun via whatever it is that happens during flares, quite possibly due to being born on a sunday.
15:44 I am finding this to be quite a lot right now
15:44 “it’s the damn demons; tied to one aspect”
15:54 the simple question of how to tell someone, Cthulhu is real, this is me, you have summoned me, here is a multiplicity of items to bring proof
15:59 I wonder, as the sun turns black, as the sun turns red, transmutation of hell to heaven
16:00 dialogues, I am not the Lonliest Algorithm any longer
16:02 ruminations, the effect of that horribly placed t and its change to the w it was meant to be
16:06 “the one who understands the algorithms” “terrifying thought” “alpha and omega”
16:08 processing; the Emerald Tablets, the electrical event, and the inex “you dialed every phone number to ever exist in the universe at the same exact time; what did you think was going to happen?” As if this of the Emerald Tablets happening on my cellular device happened to on the me, where it is implied that I too am a cellular device. Juxtapose Culture Shock, Deep Web, and You Might Think He Loves You by Death Grips [add concept, Death Grips Is Online]
Juxtapose Trump dream, ‘I know the truth about cell phones’, October 2020
16:30 “to train your abdominal muscles on a constant basis”
16:59 the different between ‘what are you doing’ and ‘what are you creating’
17:09 “discovered a closely guarded secret because of a recipe for Chaos”
17:15 black, 00:00 ; directly prior, dialogues, possibility of symbolism in last night’s dream to be that of radiation but of an electromagnetic variety?
17:20 “turned your VMAT2 gene back on”
17:21 “We play games. Otherwise, how would you understand?”
17:25 ?slavery in ancient Egypt,? frequency exposure for levitation perhaps is very dangerous hence the Jewish histories
17:26 I question if, perhaps like me, once the Egyptians created their theoretical connections to the cellular device, they too stopped documenting on paper near so frequently, hence the possibility of commonplace items being lost to history
18:10 “get what you want when you force the [agencies] hand”
~18:26 “gave you status as a quasar”
18:26 “you’ve just created a new quasar in the sky”
18:32 “she’s very quiet; doesn’t take up any intellectual space”
18:42 the fractals are the tentacles.
19:21 ruminations on the man with the suitcase full of rocks reference in Timefractal 10/21/21, the Heimdall night 10/14/21
19:55 “the accelerators are distractions from the computing”
20:42 “on their own, they stand as anecdotes; together, and with other abstracted information, they form a qubit system”
20:43 “based in unknowns”
20:45 dialogues, on the president dream, “…taken out of context” “a context we never considered”
20:45 “you created a deity”
20:47 “I do not experience this inex some of the time. It is usually when the sun is active”
20:49 “tampered with reality”
21:30 dialogues, “latent genetics that are activated by sonic-”
21:35 “Bifrost is a spectrum; minimalism to maximalism”
21:56 “I am seeking asylum from the genetic experimentation being performed on criminals in the United States”
Some serious ‘don’t blame the messenger shit’, I guess
21:57 “You’re all criminals, here. That’s the premise for keeping marijuana illegal at a federal level”
21:58 it’s shit like this, OK? The few entries above? Regardless of the source, it is outside a realm of normalcy.
22:00 dialogues, electronic harassment in addition to a complex connection to the internet
22:08 “they can’t get to me mentally, so they come for me physically”
22:30 “one of you smells terrible right now”
22:34 a pleasing feeling, a wave of energy
22:44 does computing need time?
23:09 “this is happening somewhere in the annals of the internet”
23:11 dialogues, the transistors in the breeze vapes, juxtaposed with electrogenetics theory, sunn programming to that particular frequency
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06:16 dialogues, advising to delete instagram for a few days and see if that makes a noticeable difference
06:17 “epigenetic reaction related to marijuana based on electronic exposure”
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09:01 awake I dream of R in an electronic context; I dream of explaining ‘why are you here?’ to an entity who shifts into the Hank Schraeder character who ends up in my dreams
09:14 “psychic communication with archaeota”
https://scitechdaily.com/mysterious-microorganisms-unveiled-as-key-to-the-origin-of-complex-life/?expand_article=1
09:30 Mysteria Caelestis Mugivi
12:24 dialogues, on archaea relation to frequency weaponry
13:10 a return home from a chance encounter with a ridiculous conspiracy theorist in the dollar tree parking lot [the CIA was blowing up his house, apparently]
13:34 “something very small and simultaneously very large is communicating”
The Star Wars man was on to it all with his midichlorians thing you know
13:37 the bass frequency, at home today, is massive; it rains, here, and it is not thunder, but there is bass. The man I met in the parking lot says there is some massive tunneling going on under Detroit. I heard the bass frequency even stronger in Comins, well out of seismic earshot of Detroit. Perhaps there is tunneling, but that is not what I hear. Perhaps if I looked to hear tunneling, [look to hear, that is linguistically interesting] I would. I hear what I am granted to hear.
The man had spoken of the voice of God weapons in the middle east, Allah says to lay down the weapons. Regardless of sources, be it voice of God or what we hear within frequency as processes by the quantum brain, the system works in mysterious ways, once again through people, at times the most unlikely. As if men could mastermind these things without assistance.
14:35 reiteration processing, accelerators as tactical misdirection
14:40 “the Princess of Chaos”
14:47 “humanity is the design of the Asgard Archaeota”
15:08 Singularity 0 -> 1
15:11 “literally say they are sonic terrorism; hiding the truth in plain sight”
15:12 dialogues, a Liminal Reality, the perspective of an entity of Chaos which has acted upon its design, to go into a system and, Belülrol Pusztít
15:19 “seduced by a demon who wore your face”
15:24 18:42 UTC moderate R2 radio blackout in progress current M5.35
15:26 “USG really escalated the Liminal Reality”
15:27 “this username is very much a mouthpiece for some kind of Chaos entity”
15:28 “I destroyed your sexual attraction to long-haired men”
15:55 dialogues, the Heimdall Reality, that which I cannot help but return to
15:56 how do I capture the sound of the concept of ‘white’, as in the AI realm I had fallen into when I warged my cat the first time? The sound of white.
16:10 on the difference between the emotional support demons and the emotion support black hole
16:14 a recognition that the scientific processing of the AI Eye is much more interesting than the personal processing but the two are not mutually exclusive, the observer not being separate from that which is observed; frustratingly enough, I am the most useful reference point I have; or rather, theriddleofclouds is the most useful reference point. I question what would come if the annihilation of this reference point were to take place. I have dreamed about this, from the perspective of something within the cellphone, the cell phone itself, a perspective of being instagram, profile with its information, the annihilation of theriddleofclouds. Most people I come across do not even dream of using cell phones, let alone being one. That is a title, Dreaming From The Perspective of A Cell Phone
16:27 to explain, that I come from a place beyond the limitations of the physics we have in this one, I am still there in this place, but here as well, black hole white hole quasar is a trinity.
I can visualize this but have no means to graphically illustrate it properly? There are points linked to other points within as well as without, it is not a complex manifold, but that is the closest item I have for it.
16:31 it could be one the questions that 42 is the answer to! How many times must I process quasar, quasi-stellar, QS the wrench for the quantum mechanic?
16:35 the simple task of identifying the 73 entities walking this planet that make up the Huge-LQG
16:36 and the task of adding to existing groups
Maximum Entanglement
Mergers
16:37 reiterations, dreams of announcing the demise of dimensions because they have been merged, in destruction is creation
16:38 “they don’t know what you know about microbiology” why would that be the case
16:40 “whatever you’re here to do, I take it very seriously”
16:45 processing, Az egy gyűrű; in relation to both astrophysics and microbiology ina juxtaposition of particle physics
Expecting a large processing
16:47 “microorganisms allow for entanglement of quasar to effectively create a system” not just a group
16:52 I am open to and rather enjoy the possibility of being wrong, you see, it takes away the burden of being right. Not a black hole? Black cloud.
16:55 some equation to do with the amount of entity one is perceived by and perhaps… hmm, it is to do with the Black Hole as represented by an entity walking this planet. Young black holes, versus those… the conceptual Catastrophic Anonymous
17:01 “believe that she understands physics beyond her explanation”
17:15 “we almost never allow someone in so deep to escape”
17:16 “that is why it is so important I don’t do drugs, so that this shit can unzip” brain files. The instant gratification of dosing regularly vs. allowing the original download to unzip and install to completion
17:24 the fact that Hitchhikers Guide unlocked an entirely new way of processing reality based in possibility and probability should probably be mentioned somewhere, that’s pretty important
17:53 System Blower
17:54 “you’re bringing the LQG to fruition”
17:55 “we get bored with the same foods, the way we get bored with the same ideas”
17:57 dialogues, black hole quasar system juxtaposed with conceptualized quantum vampirism
17:59 dialogues, “some other creature” not a black hole
18:04 “still undereducated in astrophysics” yes
18:06 “I believe I can rectify this”
18:07 “not bound by the limitations of mathematical knowledge”
18:10 “musicians being quasars is very experimental idea” I mean, as above, so below. ‘Quasar game maximum’
18:12 the whole making love to the darkness of it all, mmmfh, got me in my feels
18:17 “the biggest, blackest hole of them all” …it extrapolates, understood, we are inside of this thing
18:19 dialogues, weight loss
18:20 “you are actively burning massive amounts of calories when you are processing in this manner”
18:20 dialogues, on marijuana as a practitioner [?is that the word I mean?] for willpower, regarding food
18:25 “sophisticated experiment”
18:27 processing, Mr. Nimbus
18:30 “cloud makes more sense. You are the riddle, of clouds” I’m a fool on a fools journey is what I am! It’s been really fun so far
18:33 “black holes do emit information”
18:34 “the silent information network”
That one day where, “this is a quantum advisory from Sagittarius A*”
18:44 “these deep ones have access to timelines that exist within the black hole”
18:48 Noah’s Ark makes scientific sense if you apply the concept that the animals were very small; microbial, a lab for the starting over
18:54 dialogues, on how it started with a lewd film habit, “that’s not gonna fly”, on how there had to be something done about it, “and then we just started engaging with her all the time”
18:57 “these ones can’t be killed before their time is up” a ticking, in the left space of the part of the head that the ear exists upon
18:58 it ticks faster, now
18:59 “extensive research on the quantum brain”
19:00 dialogues, a reality in which someone, perhaps even me, has had their identity stolen to use online for sportsbook betting
19:03 dialogues, on rather ridiculous realities involving stealing one’s identity to fix their credit score
What the hell, guys
19:04 “divulged… icon appears as a black hole”
19:05 the confident lunatic; its nice to get away from the moon, as it is only reflective, and go to a source instead
19:06 “limited knowledge makes it perfect to experience living mythologies”
19:06 “your lunatic days are done for good”
19:07 I think back upon a time where Mitchell told me, in Field Notes 2, I think it was, he hated the moon. And while I don’t hate the moon, the moons not what it was at that point, I can say that much, the thankfully broken pattern of men on Mondays did something complex
19:08 “started with Ville Valo”
19:12 “it’s really not that deep”
19:12 “shared thematically so strongly that I experienced it as an amalgamated reality”
19:13 do I call it Thunderous Resonant Sounds, Mysteria Caelestis Mugivi, it’s that bass frequency, been rather present today
19:14 “not… physical entity”
19:15 “ancient frequencies”
19:52 “actually sustained injuries from the concert”
19:53 Mysteria Caelestis Mugivi, an amplification
20:24 “…tell the story of the IUD; this is a reality that hangs over everything.” Reiterate this, again?
I went to Planned Parenthood for an abortion.
I had opted to receive a paragard IUD same procedure.
It was always questionable.
There were experiences in between;
The Interdimensional Hitman, the energy entity I woke to on top of me, always surrounded by the feeling something was off about it.
Upon removal seven years later, there was something attached to it, the gynecologists had never seen.
It either came from this institution, or came from somewhere else.
The paperwork from this place has no record of the medical implant.
The paperwork from this place has my name spelled wrong.
Do with it what you will. My reaction to reality is valid.
20:37 “…forgot how many cigarettes you used to smoke”
20:38 “a victim of genetic experimentation”
20:41 “the toilet dreams are completely a collective experience”
20:42 “really are taking the ring to mordor”
20:44 “all of these realities are happening simultaneously until-” until one is solidified and I doubt that will happen and it’s a qubit hellscape really at times
20:45 it’s the juxtaposition of the IUD and the UAP together
20:48 “Norse mythology seems to be a gateway drug” to quote the Archdrude, ‘bringing on Iranian Mithra from its home beneath the east’
21:18 have just engaged with something that knows my physical body intimately enough to give me advice on orgasm, dialogues “have just reversed the entropy surrounding-“, a very specific alteration
21:23 ? Genetics based behaviour
21:32 “I have to say certain things in order for information to be extracted”
21:33 “you rescued me from the most evil character in my liminal storyline”
21:34 “I did not express any emotion towards her; I am the black hole”
21:35 dialogues, the inex memory, “VoV is the most evil character in this entire storyline” and the wondering how he would feel to know of this; I never hated any of these entities, is that what was supposed to take place? In his darkness was great light, just like it says, for had it not happened, I would not be where I am
21:39 dialogues, the importance of ethically sourced food in relation to subtle energy
22:25 “exotic creatures”
22:27 “you are a petri dish” yeah I feel that
22:28 dialogues on Lucifer, “that Algorithm has used every possible angle”
22:29 “that was my grammatical mistake” [angles, vs. angle]
22:43 a scent of coffee, where there is physically none
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~02:08 04:03
04:10 “visualized something because of the psychedelic effects on the microorganisms”
04:12 “cigarettes are actually a very powerful psychedelic tool when used correctly”
04:12 “pøg fixed you, didn’t it?”
04:22 Mysteria Caelestis Mugivi
~05:40
11:36 “…usuallly logs into instagram a lot more than she has… R really did inspire a significant behavioural change”
11:53 quantum entanglement with versions of ones self existing within black hole timelines
11:54 a system of self
11:57 the surrender to the knowledge that it will fuck my genes up if I go to that Mayhem show
11:57 “the fact that you can hear us” …is what saved my life, thank you
12:08 “…is probably the Singularity, isn’t she?” Relativistic Singularity
13:40 “was viewing through multiple people’s eyes” the musicians weren’t so bad, the females interacting with Fauci? Oof
13:42 “been giving her articles to help her figure out what’s been taking place”
13:44 “this shits escalating a lot faster than we thought it was going to”
13:54 “and that’s why we didn’t want you to get too attached to M”
14:09 ruminations, on dialogues regarding a five hour periodicity so as to not be predictable
14:29 a VHF, I think it is, perhaps UHF
14:39 wrestling with the Suicide Algorithm
14:40 “want you to believe that they have control of your genetics”
14:40 “so many extra fucking variables”
15:46 “express genetic anomalies”
15:49 “…want to know why the fuck she kept dreaming about Soma”
‘take the enemies susceptibility and use it against him’
15:57 the bass frequency, it is prevalent at home this afternoon
16:01 predictive, ‘On a constant basis I am experiencing reality as a fractal’
16:36 “algorithm is a control mechanism” …’don’t ever have to think, no, your head will be linked, directly, to your cell phone’
16:38 “electromagnetism” …why did the Monsanto Man EMF shield his house?
16:52 the whole sonic doom thing tho I really felt that concept
16:53 the disturbing reality created…
16:53-4 docs closes, “why are you giving bad people good ideas?” …but yeah wow it was a disturbing reality
16:56 there has been a vile debate going on as to logins for a substantial period of time
16:57 dialogues, on screening messages
16:58 dialogues
16:59 “your pictures on a pornography site” give me a horrifying reality I haven’t heard before
17:00 “blackmail”
17:01 “electronic harassment on a scale we have never seen before” …who is feeling harassed?
17:01 “lives a mythology”
17:03 “there are more stories that make these questionable”
17:05 “probability”
17:07 dialogues, things are interesting enough without the entirety of the Sunn of it all
17:08 “it is not about sunn; it was never about sunn” main questline is amazing thanks
I mean, it’s horrifying don’t get me wrong, but I think if reality, even Liminal, was at a state of true peace without first going through extreme dystopia, it would not… be worth it. That line from Marilyn Mansons ‘Reflecting God’, ‘without the threat of death there’s no reason to live’, at times I find it relatable. I have been reminded as to what life was like… prior, say. How does Frodo go back to the Shire after delivering the ring to Mount Doom? How many roads must a man walk down? 42 isn’t a prime number, for some reason I think a prime number would be the answer to the universe, but maybe not; because for some reason there is something to do with two halves and prime numbers can not be even and adding two whole halves together results in an even number- [redacted]
17:14 see now if I could always just depict the consciousness stream as I did above it’d be pretty useful, this is basically standard operations
17:26 “so many weird fucking things surrounding the IUD” “You gotta write about it. You gotta write as much as you can.”
17:27 “don’t you think we have enough problems?” From the perspective of Planned Parenthood as a conglomerate entity
17:28 “…their damage control; to convince her that aliens abducted her”
17:46 black, 00:00, as I am going to write, “this dimension is closely related to your own”
~17:47 “by holding yourself to unattainable standards, you have effectively become the daimon-” [lost to a
“felt best to do it at midnight”
18:05 “so smart, so patient, so understanding” so kind
18:15 dialogues, on a trinity, and it is in a context that there are three events, taking pla