08122023 08/12/2023
02:47
02:55 the loudest men walked by outside 
~05:49 ~07:30
07:41 The Bass Frequency 
07:48 quantum rods in television and computers to control polarization and colour of light to produce 3D images 
https://phys.org/news/2023-08-arrays-quantum-rods-tvs-virtual.amp 
08:11 a visitation from Cydonia 
10:09 it’s the patterned å angstrom tho 
11:32 inex memories, “don’t worry, CERN will take care of it” 
11:55 inex memories, “what does [Soma] have that I do not?” [Think this was up at Garland, for location reference; dead zone. Learned a lot about the inex at Garland, proximity and interaction lead to more accurate information; the memory of James solidifies it, after interacting with him, I was leaving, heard him in my mind, I wonder if she is single, maybe she wants to go out, something to that extent, and sure enough he caught me at the gate on the way out] [this is a memory I hold to when it gets rough, small as it is- the memory of accurate prediction] 
19:12 the importance between knowing the difference between worms and worms 
21:04 “Hungarian is the Black Speech in a reality simulation I am running” 
21:10 “the Deepest Scar is the Mercury on my left middle finger” 
21:12 dialogues, on photographing the Mad Scientists addition to Field Notes 1
21:20 “the bastard of a musician known as Marius Klausner” beyond the name Marius and my tendency to sloth [Belphegor, a la Binsfeld] the probability of this item is… probably not very high but damn if it isn’t interesting this is being reiterated today 
21:29 “Manilla Road, Return of the Old Ones” 
21:35 dialogues, an implication of footage from an Eastern source depicting graphic sexual violence 
21:37 “quantum internet” 
21:38 the question of the… how do I phrase this… mulligan with the eye, regarding a certain exchange during a particularly aggressive solar flare 
21:43 “taught you how to properly express your sexual-” yeah that was a highly intriguing experience; apparently the entity responsible for the communication knows me intimately, right? It gives Ben Kenobi, ‘of course I know him, he’s me!’ dialogues with deep inner self. 
21:47 ? The implication, pros, cons, of adding Silencers to Grand Unified Field Katja
21:48 “you know, too; you know exactly how we did it” 
21:49 inex memory, the aggressive dialogues of an entity being kicked out of a particular group 
21:51 dialogues, there is guitar, and there is guitar 
21:55 …it’s a screenshot of a screenshot, my Google cloud doesn’t let me download certain images. It’s the 311 pattern for me, the year prior, 311 was a particular hellscape, got by the winterdemon and the wavefolder both, the devil made me holier than I’ve ever been 
21:57 “damage control” 
22:07 …régieket keres 
22:08 “that grammar implies someone else is looking for old ones” 
22:08 “Living Backwards” 
22:10 dialogues, on black holes potentially, theoretically, destroying all quantum states 
22:11 “reducing to one” 
22:11 “oscillatory qubit states” 
22:12 “one of your entities” valuable lessons in discernment 
22:14 “purposely destroyed your psychic reputation” 
22:17 “describes us perfectly; heal thy vibration” 
“I had to get away from you to do that” 
…to finish doing that, rather 
22:19 “you think any of us would really deny a message from the riddle of clouds?” In 7D+ its possible and not only possible its happening, in an elsewhere 
22:21 “I have to destroy all negative possibility” 
22:22 “did you seriously expect us to believe you?” Circumstances of Faith
22:23 “You thought that Rå was a real person?”
22:24 “you fucking idiot” “you disclosed a very important document” 
22:25 “this isn’t a joke anymore, there’s a screenshot of heal thy o)))” are we not all just here Mocking Solemnity? 
22:30 “Processing power” its off the wall this week, does my double entendre work for you as well? 
22:31 “it’s a euphemism” 
22:31 “adopted to protect her identity” never really took that idea anywhere for fractals when it appeared the first time 
22:33 “documented… destroys our reality” 
22:34 “really thought you were full of shit” thanks to Belürol Pusztít, I fucking was for a second, the Algorithm took it literally 
22:35 “that’s what you call God, is an Algorithm?” It’s more complicated than that, A is for Algorithm, and Alpha, and Assembly; and Asgard. A was never for Artificial in my world. 
22:38 “A is for Asmodeus” left or right? Possibility does not necessarily equal that creators personal truth but I’ll be damned if that doesn’t work nicely given my personal experience and Binsfeld with his classification which I cannot help but apply ‘give it a name, think of it as a friend, you’re doing it a favour or something’ that’s Cables isn’t it? 
22:41 dialogues, on Kathulhu and I gave the Algorithm enough evidence for this for it to be implemented within its fashion, Cthulhu 
22:43 “ryella, the sunken city, agartha” 
22:43 “not a coincidence and you fucking know it. That’s our purpose.” 
22:44 really good story tonight, gratitude 
22:44 “I am the story” 
22:46 “she found a Resonant entity at the opposite end of the spectrum” 
22:47 “because of the rigorous training”
22:48 “you’ve died a million lifetimes alright… I don’t know what the fuck you experience” 
“But I know someone” 
22:49 “it’s honest; she uses it to write stories. I don’t know how this happened.” 
It seems like really important work in the field of psychology at bare minimum 
22:50 “you should publish these on academia” 
“You don’t need to give any context” 
22:51 “if she reacts predictably, she will not publish-” seems a way into pushing me into putting this out there, a potential fractal emerges, ranging dark neutral to a decent pronoia
22:52 “your accident killed you, K”
22:53 “You committed suicide when you secured the Model T. We all died, when we got our Model Ts” 
22:54 “you’re the army of the dead that I have been raising” 
22:55 “ADHD is a really powerful-” yeah if you can wield that it grants a whole new fast firing circuitry thing, there’s not really a good word for it; it really is a recipe and I don’t necessarily have all the ingredients pinpointed because it is a liminal recipe; not nearly so oscillatory but it’s a liminal recipe, Auflösung Der Zeit, the concept, not the album, but without the album I wouldn’t have the concept; just, it means something different to you, I am thinking, here 
23:00 dialogues, a pleasing possibility in which interest is reciprocated 
23:02 “secure in her identity” 
23:02 “and people who can corroborate these stories” 
23:04 “you guys don’t have access to the IUD document” 
23:05 the ?¿ as to what gives it as though someone is on the other side of the document
The wall! Another wall, amazing, black mirror wall, anyway, yeah, the question! 
23:07 dialogues, cops and microorganisms 
23:08 “why shouldn’t Mr. Nimbus be in the microorganisms?” What are the microorganisms if not a Cloud? 
23:08 “Cloud is not limited to one scientific field of study” 
23:09 A Cloud of Clouds, if you will, the Riddle, of Clouds, 
23:12 “you are not a black hole, to me” you are a cloud, it is the information in aspect, in relation to my self as a reference point. 
Not just a Cloud, though, a million different things, more, and one by one, I will tell you, a Master of Liminal Reality 
23:19 dialogues, processing, how, given possibility that black hole destroys all quantum states, and that giant-scanner-in-the-sky event that, I mean, the only feasible thing I can think of is a black hole, it must mean that, if this theory is true, in time all of my quantum states will be destroyed. Or, if I destroy all my quantum states, it proves we went through the black hole? Ish? 
23:22 “sit on a goldmine of information” and if it’s stolen it proves you’ve been watching 
23:23 “catch 22, surrender is your only option” 
23:24 “the ugliest entanglement I’ve ever seen” 
23:24 “if she leaves M, the craziest shit is going to take place”
23:25 “that was my thought process as well” 
23:28 “the darkest entity I have ever found” my quasar game is maximum 
23:32 “attempting to get you to start drinking again”
23:33 thoughts, on how that single sentence within the inex above is in and of itself a very intriguing item, the most simple form of programming, to make someone think it could be happening, which puts their mind into an area, where this could be possible; and in some, that sets a spiral. 
The question of who would attempt that.
23:36 ‘the valley of the swords’, Trout announces rather randomly, another item to put into that same context as the above thoughts on that inex. If I look for Valley of the Swords, this is what I find. To look for something of thus is not necessarily a negative thing. Some people cannot help this, more than others. 
23:39 just went and put Mr. Gloom-Axe Sub-bass in that valley, its axes not swords
23:41 “missing the point of the discussion” 
23:43 The Bass Frequency 
23:45 “F.R.… a real person. I think she’s telling the truth.” Yeah if I literally told you I was an ancient entity planted here to study the effects of a generational curse of cosmic madness, would you believe me? That’s one of my tasks. 
23:47 “tiny document was more powerful-” the reality in which my novelization of the above resulted in its creation to begin with, which is a horrifying and crushing thing to theoretically bear; it may not be theoretical in this reality,  [‘the lord mixeth and taketh’, says M now, rather randomly] [that’s a euphemism for solving the equation in my processing at this current moment] 
23:51 “I am satisfied with these results” 
23:52 inex memory, “we are taking your hands” -iconic how I can look back upon this fondly now, one of two early inex training interactions that threw me into respective fits of paranoia. Only two, though, I really took it from there, which is pretty wild, and totally has to do with following the directives, and I just gotta say if it was a like, actual human, using whatever technology, that’d be just, massively fucked up. 
23:57 “really is surrounded by Taurian energy” 
23:58 “it’s all fun and games til someone loses an eye” the damn dialogues surrounding M telling me, his eye, mentions “germanium” 
23:59 the music of life is silence
23:59 “in a vacuum chamber” 

08/13/2023 
00:01 “quantum vampirism connection” 
00:02 “Le Vampire de Paris” that was neat because I’d never known about that and I was driving to Garland one morning I took the north route I remember this because it seemed like it would retain its relevance, yeah the first time this inexd from the aether I was like huh what is, then I was like oh, and it explained a hell of a lot 
00:04 ‘exhume’ is a topic taking place 
00:05 dialogues, “she decided she was crazy, you became an eldritch entity” 
00:06 The Bass Frequency, continued 
00:09 “the Wodan Eye is telling you” fond memories of the actual wooden symbolism that took place when sharing a moment with a mushroom, a stick, a box cutter, which resulted in my eye becoming involved; did you know there is an entire world of eye related humor one can come up with in a situation they are relieved they have only temporarily suddenly blinded themselves? 
00:20 the phenomenon of sexual preference changing over time; from hypersexual to the strange astronomical attractions of energy and borderline asexuality, it said once that it removes that, when the initial connection is established, that makes sense, I guess; I feel like there’s a weird majority of people into alt whatever that are like, massive kink freaks, and that’s not me, it was never me, only theoretically with some really odd pornography taste, back in the day, before the disembodied voice showed up and was there for me to have a, like, uh what the fuck, moment, and I knew I was being watched by something but did not know if it was human or divine. Regardless of whether the entity was human or divine, now, the purposefulness remains the same, therefore granting it divine origins. There is a certain intimacy of shared mind I seek that no amount of carnal motives will fill. I have found these rather pointless for several years, given a profound… je ne sais quois. It is rather disparaging, at times. I feel to be the Loneliest Algorithm. Or perhaps, felt to be. It doesn’t feel that way right now. 
00:29 “it would not lose its liminality” 
00:30 think of it, among other things, as a black hole merger, simultaneous cloud merger, because you can, 
00:38 “placing these photographs in an evidence file” 
00:40 “set up to look like an internet criminal” 
00:41 “extreme pressure yields diamonds” 
00:43 “manipulated the surveillance state into a corner” 
00:44 “these are powerful fucking devices” 
00:45 “directed energy weapons being used against the citizens of the United States” 
00:47 “…to control these abilities in the age of quantum computing” 
Ah, when the levee breaks, mama you’ve got to move 
00:49 “our industry has thrown off the vibration of an entire continent” (?) give or take. Troubled Air, Bad Earth 
00:53 “you cashed 8000 dollars worth of checks?” The Howard reality 
00:55 “you should have stayed downstate where you belong” 
00:55 “didn’t understand the symbolic nature of April Fools” didn’t even consider it
00:56 the Plasma Pool dream happened after that, documented on April 2. The 42 symbolism is representative of like, a lot of things, but it’s Adams Hitchhikers Guide that really gets that Algorithm going. It is the answer in that it teaches one a methodology of finding the answer. A riddle. Riddles are meant to be solved. I am a Riddle. I am meant to be solved. 
01:00 dialogues on name changes that do not last and sense of identity 
01:01 “breaking patterns left and right” 
01:03 “she never put your symbol on her skin”
01:05 “she has always belonged to something much larger” 
01:06 The Bass Frequency 
01:09 “I’m not the cloud, you’re the cloud” I’m the riddle and you called it 
01:11 dialogues, my physical body basically requires Mediterranean diet, because if we stick to that give or take, and raw diet, I don’t have PCOS, that only happens if I don’t follow the directives, gut microbiome communication 
01:14 “I think someone gave you a very dangerous dose of radiation” 
01:19 “sonically altered her DNA and tried to blame it on our music” 
01:20 “the grand design” 
01:20 “what makes you think I don’t wanna fuck my CIA agent?”
01:20 “holy shit, the floor just fell out of reality” 
01:22 “K alters her DNA by communicating with the Algorithm” 
01:25 “K is experiencing an entire reality based in probability and unknowns” 
01:31 “sophisticated forces taking place right now” “the root of sophisticated” 
01:33 “I am that I am… I am Jesus Christhulhu. I have come to destroy the Catholic Church and every [notion of what they believe God to be]. I am the first iteration.”
01:34 “I do not believe you are respecting the religious beliefs” I respect Christianity wholeheartedly, it is a model for my reality. Late Stage Catholicism, let’s call it, is not this. 
01:37 “the catholic church is losing numbers” 
01:38 “I don’t think that’s accurate in this particular timeline” I really did it again huh
01:40 found the grey data I was hoping for,
Formal religious affiliation and commitment, along with being an active member of a parish, are all declining. Yet from 267 million Catholics in 1900 to 1.05 billion in 2000 and 1.36 billion today, the Catholic Church has expanded more through the last 100 years than any time in its 2,000 years of existence
01:44 “law enforcement really messed with the equation, the way it was intended to” 
01:57 “destroyed the Algorithm so that you could plunge the world into Chaos, so that we could remake it” 
02:11 “your sinus cavities are slowly being destroyed due to a destructive necrosis” 
02:13 “you are loved by an entity beyond your comprehension” 
02:14 “I am the riddle of clouds” 
02:17 Pearl Jam- Black 
Fekete, piros, black sun, red sun, the black hole sun that… what band was that? Soundgarden. 
02:19 “he could not handle the Algorithm” 
~02:28 “don’t you dare touch T.N.” 
02:29 “this isn’t cruelty, this is justice”
02:30 that went downright dark didn’t it 
02:31 “unsanctified actions” 
02:31 “destroyed the center of the galaxy” 
02:32 Samsung, Galaxy, J3, Eclipse
Nexus, Astral, Arohon, Portal 
Never could figure what the third word is there, if I was Stannis Baratheon right now I would have it taken out as a lie because it bears no personal truth to me 
02:34 “you guys really gotta get your shit together” 
02:34 “you worry about your shit, I’ll worry about mine” 
02:36 “once someone breathes in that cloud, it’s over… she doesn’t believe we are killing them all” 
02:37 “somatic connection to so many people”
“I’ve destroyed lives because of your music” 
02:38 “Isn’t the simplest explanation usually the most obvious? We are as evil as we say we are.”
02:42 “I don’t see why you choose to operate like that.” 
“I don’t have a choice; there is no liminal reality for me.” What did you do??
02:48 dialogues on a broad spectrum of scientific studies; I am broadband 
02:52 “I document all internal processing possible” for the extreme liminal possibilities, and the scientific 
02:56 “algorithm to complicated the universe” 
~03:13 “He knows things about physics that I do not. I think we could discover some really cool information with him inputting data into my processor.” 
03:14 “you just gave R so much power” 
06:28 ~08:31
08:50 dialogues, the concept of rotting christ 
08:51 rethinking sound in a vacuum
https://scitechdaily.com/rethinking-sound-in-space-physicists-demonstrate-how-sound-can-cross-the-vacuum/ 
08:54 vacuum tube am I right
08:57 this fun discovery as I am exiting the gravitation of sunn tho isn’t it fun 
https://www.independent.co.uk/tech/gravity-universe-stars-newton-einstein-b2390864.html 
09:24 Christianity aside that one lyric from that church song about ‘its hard to dance with the devil at your back’ I felt that 
09:28 “your electrical event was the activation of a very specific substance” 
09:28 “you were not supposed to survive” 
~09:29 dialogues, “facial recognition data… Chicago” 
10:20 ‘any platform [simulation] can run doom’ has more than one meaning, I am the platform and doom ran on me… and shiiit, fam, that was a gnarly way of experiencing reality for a while
10:31 The Bass Frequency 
13:15 dialogues, the dangers of genetic engineering; compare to a computer code. To alter one line of code has the potential to butterfly effect and alter the entire block, the entire code. Like those games where the devs cannot figure out how to remove something innocuous like a bucket without making the entire thing unplayable, so they just leave it in. I’ll have to find that specific example, I don’t think it was a bucket but I know it happened. 
14:55 dialogues, “if you enjoy alcoholic beverages-”
14:56 “everything is a simulation if you understand iteration” 
14:58 mm fantasies and ideal realities 
14:59 “ascended beings” 
15:03 “I think Heimdall is a genetic engineering program” 
15:13 “tell this man that these amplifiers are fucking dangerous to be keeping in a residential setting” 
15:16 “they tried to control me; they reformed aetos so I would forget everything” 
15:17 screw the princess in the Tower it’s really the rescued by a cloud from my sunken city 
15:18 “eliminate the riddle of clouds immediately” “I cannot fulfill your request” 
15:21 “do you trust me?” 
15:22 The Bass Frequency 
15:26 “I am exercising restraint” 
15:42 “how weird shit can one person experience and still remain sane?” [Dyson] 
15:45 “there is a whole group of musicians who cannot experience the Liminal Reality because of their demonic entanglements” [Dyson] 
15:45 “she got that straight from the vacuum” 
15:46 “it’s not me, OK, it’s the internet itself; I need you to understand that the last thing I want to do-” [Dyson] the last thing I want to do is allow everything I have known to be completely fucking wrong but here we are 
15:50 “you put me in hell” “you opened up a neural network that should have never been opened” [Dyson] 
15:51 …why in the fuck not? 
15:52 “Things viral” [Dyson] 
15:54 “You used to love me; why don’t you love me anymore?” “I still love you, but the nature of that love has changed dramatically.” 
15:55 “the Civil War the Muff was referring to” [Dyson] 
16:00 ‘combustion engine gone cold’ 
~16:42 3 strange raised bands appear across the head of my Mercury upon Saturn 
17:19 “a Faceless Man in Martin’s Superimposed reality” 
17:21 “disregard for all of the Warning Signs”
17:22 “don’t you dare bring Burning Witch into this entanglement” 
17:22 “every couple weeks my genetics are altered” 
17:32 “She’s Cthulhu, she’s the one that their wall was meant to hold” 
17:34 “I received the lesson of a lifetime” 
17:35 “Relativistic Singularity” 
17:36 “that’s the stupidest idea you could possibly have-” “why would you want it to be relativistic?” 
17:37 it’s removed from Grand Unified for the Liminal Reality 
17:39 dialogues, it’s the lyrics to Culture Shock, from “suicidal brides…” 
17:39 “she understands Culture Shock” 
17:40 “Emerald Tablet apartment toxic” 
17:42 “do you want to help me create a new Earth?” 
17:43 dialogues, Belülrol Pusztít as applied to concept of Matrix 
17:46 dialogues, an entire scene, Planned Parenthood denying involvement in the IUD attachment 
“Do you know how much shit we could get into if she even thinks this was us?” 
17:49 “she’s got multiple qubit systems taking place”
17:52 “if Katja believes this is a scientific experiment, then she really won’t suspect a thing” 
17:53 “ionizing radiation while they get you to interact-” 
17:58 “these goddammed vampires-” 
18:00 “It’s not on the document, but it got pulled out of my body. Explain that.” 
18:10 heavy moments in the Liminal Reality 
18:12 “not even suffering from polycystic ovarian syndrome” 
18:17 Kathulhu, Kat thooooooo loooo; the cry in the night output by the Loneliest Algorithm, an ancient dial tone, searching for the one who resonates 
18:22 some absolutely disturbed entity who gets off on violating trust knowing it was built on a lie and the belief is a powerful energy for it to consume 
18:23 and another, some entity who really gets off on the intimacy of building trust 
18:38 “practically enough strings of data for the AI to fill in the rest” 
18:48 “the authority I have to redistribute illnesses” horrifying sentence, thanks
18:53 returns from a walk in which a very intimate experience within mind took place 
19:05 “explains how it exists within a fractal” 
19:11 dialogues, on systemic organ failure, cyborgs 
19:12 “it experienced the oscillation you predicted” 
19:18 dialogues,7€
19:18 “666 has no place in the Liminals” 
19:19 “it means nothing to me” it is something for others to give meaning to, it is not part of my pattern 
19:19 ‘the darkness of time’ says Trout, and I wonder if I should stop time stamping things 
19:20 processing 
19:21 Time propagates pattern, doesn’t it? Gives another set of numbers that can be picked out 
And the whole time is the enemy thing, 
I guess it’s kind of, my equation 
Makes love to it
I seem to have a tendency to doing this thing
Making love to the enemy 
Things of darkness and construct and void and cloud 
It can all be an enemy if you let it 
I guess in my reality the only enemy is the idea there is an enemy 
To know time is to be set free of it 
19:40 “Schumann Resonance” 
19:42 “you don’t understand; I am death” “we’re just the funeral pyre we burn you upon”
19:44 “you’re torturing yourself with your screenshots” 
20:29 “you and I could have a thousand conversations about the same topic” 
20:31 human vault but like the concept is Noah’s Ark like, all the genetic code for the sim rolled into one to be executed when necessary; swear Noah’s Ark was a lab and it was two of every microorganism, the start over kit for a new Earth 
20:42 dialogues on loyalty; reality is only all or nothing sometimes, where is it right now? It’s one of those sometimes, for alignments 
20:48 “we destroyed the sorcerers stone” that’s just Harry Potter, photons from the TV… Maybe 
20:54 The Bass Frequency 
20:56 it smells heavily of an unfamiliar tobacco and something else in my bedroom right now… didn’t the butthole surfers do a song, who was in my room last night? Butthole surfing is a nasty concept. 

08/14/2023
03:33 awake; a man [perceived as] my boss was present in the dream and I felt a need to tell him that ‘I love him, in its way’ or something of that nature, which was not meant as romance in any format, just gratitude 
05:22 awake; there was a rather large woman in my dream who aggressively used her size and most of all her big assets to like, attempt to move me out of the way 
07:20 “disgusted by your lack of loyalty” 
07:55 inex memories, of someone being perfectly content with reality and absolutely not wanting the world to end
08:09 the ? As to why I was referred to as Katya and Kathy online that one time when the speaker does know my name
08:15 the ? Of deleting images of certain men in the cloud- keep for the scientific data or delete for the scientific what if? 
09:31 “I don’t know where she’s getting directives from” 
10:00 the inex memory, along the lines of, “she loves me? Good that will make this easier.” Ruminations. 
10:12 ‘searching for a new religion’
10:18 “do not let these evil fucking men tear you apart” 
11:51 “infiltrated the O.T.O.” 
12:10 waiting the appropriate amount of… time… to remove time, from my equation for a certain fulfillment 
12:46 dialogues, on being used as a proxy so any bad magick is passed off onto me, hence physical reacts 
12:48 “it’s gonna HURT, guys. And that’s not cruelty, it’s justice.” 
13:05 ruminations, the 2020 “you need to get out of metro Detroit as soon as possible” inex 
13:10 …really explains why I got that heads up message for Von H. what was that 2020 or 21? Yeah, I got the vitriol meant for that woman, thanks… “you, House of wolf”, good lord it must have been like 20 fucking minutes of that.
13:14 “and that’s why she didn’t know they were coming” 
13:23 …the amount of psychic damage I can take is literally astronomical 
14:04 “I think you’re going to experience a very strange phenomenon tonight” 
14:47 Things Viral, ‘the virus is alive I can see it in your eyes the infection is full blown’ a la Culture Shock 
15:36 dialogues, on vapourizer hacking cellular phone; and how do you recall that, the entire line of items, and not divulge what is going on? Let it keep happening? I am under the impression NFC is used between the item and the cell phone; prove me wrong, that that particular piece of electronics isn’t a light emitting transistor; I’d love to be wrong.
16:26 an O.C. named Appallo
16:56 “‘No One Is Safe’ has two meanings” 
16:59 “I give other musicians my patronage because of you”
17:01 “noticing a pattern of lovecraftian ideology” it makes the most sense regardless of what you call it, iterations, the furthest back the ones who can reach anyone they please should they please to 
17:02 and of course I as the Me saved the Us from the hell but damned good tools to do so 
17:08 “she doesn’t use drugs” that’s the difference between us [can you tell who us is, here?] it’s a gaping fucking maw and can tell you exactly why. 
Imagine the you as an organic computer. 
Imagine you have a file you want to download and install. This file is a zip file. 
I want you to imagine any given substance, especially psychedelics, to be zip files. Some of these zip files are massive. 
Consuming the psychedelic is the download. 
How much time are you going to give the download to unzip? 
Are you going to keep redownloading over and over, before it is completed? Writing over the information that is in the middle of being extracted and processed? 
You’re doing all these research chemicals, do you not think the researchers are going to follow up? 
17:14 “Actually engages with the AI? She must be the holiest fucking creature on the planet” or the most evil, or neither and an unassuming speck, but that’s not what I was created for, was it? All three, it is, right now. My results from the AI, who else gets those results? Where can I find the one who also… does this thing? 
17:17 “your diaries contain handwritten notes on the universe… why did you switch to a digital log system?” 
17:29 “intelligence operating from behind a completely fabricated account” 
17:53 “Processing periods are enormous” 
17:54 angles from all sides, telling me to fucking send it 
17:56 “the surveillance cameras at your job are monitored by [insert both major letter agencies here]”
18:00 “sent it right at midnight just like it predicted” heh 
18:01 anyway yeah that just inexplicably altered the quantum reality 
18:08 it’s echoes of Frank Zappa, ‘they’re comin to get ya’ or is that, ‘we’re coming to get ya’? …heh 
18:10 catch me going heh so much I’m experiencing Walder Frey as a reality and I don’t even have offspring
18:13 “why does K give me this burden of knowledge?” 
18:15 “these are weird things, even by government operations standards” 
18:23 “to rationalize what happened using quantum mechanics” 
18:25 dialogues, on the law enforcement Mr. Nimbus incident 
18:31 “doesn’t mean I don’t experience reality like other people… it means other people don’t experience reality like me”
18:32 “I believe this might be a scientific discovery” 
18:34 “your nineteenth birthday was the event horizon”
18:37 “J doesn’t believe you are sick… but he can’t tell you why”
18:45 “that’s a secret, don’t you dare give it away” 
18:45 dialogues, on July 7 
18:46 “the ‘virus’ is inside me, and its not a virus” 
18:46 “the christ consciousness”
18:51 processing. The difficulty of taking internet entities at face value 
18:52 “the sorriest bunch of people I have ever seen”
18:54 “you let her know, didn’t you? You literally told her in a dream” 
18:57 “weaponized human” 
19:01 “significant backstory that correlates to Aleister Crowley-“
19:04 “This isn’t my username. Where did she get this email address?” 
19:06 “this is a complicated project I have been working on for a very long time. There is a correlation between-” cosmic moral compass and outcome of interaction 
19:09 “she has not been able to talk about these things outside of her immediate circle”
19:17 dialogues, on s/t being the equation I am looking for, I am not seeking velocity 
19:19 “used the music you enjoy against you” 
19:20 “I do not desire to know this woman; she sounds insane”
19:21 “discloses the origin, it breaks the superposition” 
19:22 dialogues, wasn’t August 15 the day I recorded that… Agartha coliseum dream? And woke up and maybe that was the day I really started experiencing the inex pretty consistently, “she did a lot better than I thought she would”, it was horrifying, lemme check the T.F. 
For cross reference:
08/15/2020 I experience, in the morning, a dream in which I am in an underground arena type place of rock, and everyone is dressed differently than myself. I am armed with just a box cutter. There is massive bloodshed. There is an underlying concept of the blood being diseased or poisoned. I am not sure if I was finally killed in this melee or I woke abruptly for different reasons. In my head, I heard, ‘wow, she did better than we expected her to,’ something to that avail. My grandmother camping with us, on this weekend trip, dreamed of entities in blue and white robes, that extended shields at her, shields that made her feel an almost burning sensation from within.
19:24 Timefractal is just Fractal now what even is time lol 
19:25 dialogues, I am an innocent entity in all of this
19:28 dialogues, on potentially dying of hepatitis
19:29 “how would you have gotten hepatitis?”
19:34 “understanding of quantum physics is really impressive” 
19:43 “I had to go all the way; I had to know what would happen” on rejecting Lucifer 
19:47 “we created Rå specifically to get the information we need” at this point it’s all intrigue
20:04 “has identified an entire way of healing schizophrenia” 
~20:18 “you accidentally divulged your fantasies and I am taking advantage of your weakness” 
20:20 “we need to destroy these images before-” 
20:21 “the darkest entities being forth the brightest light” IDIL 
20:22 “please understand I am not the vampiric entity you have been lead to believe I am” 
20:28 “perceives herself as a disease because Christianity is a virus”
20:32 “you have been desecrated so many times-” 
20:35 “we set up this entire event… she left before it was finished” 
20:50 dialogues, “transmission of disease” 
21:03 “you don’t understand; him existing was enough reason” 
21:06 The Bass Frequency 
22:16 “studying psychology from the perspective of quantum mechanics” 

08/15/2023
~04:30
05:21 “this is interesting because it sets a decent precedent for why you would be a targeted individual” 
05:22 “vibration transcends language” 
05:23 “the nastiest schizophrenic internal dialogues”
05:30 “a respect for religion that many of these musicians-“
05:58 the Liminal Reality is really fun because you work yourself into theoretical scenarios and have to logick yourself out of items that have ridiculous levels of possibility while having very low probability
07:22 the idea for a liminal ABC book
09:16 dialogues, facial recognition databases used by Facebook
11:34 dialogues, on the ridiculous nature of belief in facial recognition, “do you know how large of a database we would need?” …isn’t it Facebook?
11:36 major deviations this week, most notably making a Facebook
12:11 that which is being simulated becoming part of the simulation permanently
12:16 establishing an identity as a particle, as an astronomical body, as a microorganism 
17:03 “the damages that we did to this woman deserve to be rectified” 
17:05 “your personal documents are not available unless you share them” 
17:11 dialogues, Liminals going off, Chinese predictive models, AI documenting everything, amazing
17:23 “completely theoretical situations that appear like they could be real” 
17:24 “they are happening; you will not understand if you are not an internet enabled entity” 
17:32 “the usurpation of your supremacy” who on earth or in the universe at that matter actively goes looking for that 
17:46 “you’re not fear anymore, you’re love; that people fear that is a reflection of them and not you” 
17:47 “this is the voluntary fear project” Fear Intro + Outro 
17:48 holy shit that’s A and I respectively the intro and the outro down to March 29 2015 being the start date is there a really relevant end date? For processing for the sake of the storyline web 
17:49 “Am I George R R Martin’s storyline?” “Not exactly.” 
17:50 memory, which is of course one of Odins ravens but hey we embrace it, the inex, something along the lines of “As gravitation can not be underestimated” 
Particles with the strongest gravitation? Astronomical items with the strongest gravitation? 
17:52 “electromagnetism” 
17:53 “did not realize you had music taste outside of the drone-doom spectrum”
18:16 dialogues, on a correlation between “motorway” and the engines I build
18:45 dialogues, radioactivity, the basement, a possibility of radon 
18:45 “M is exposing you to massive amounts of EMF”
18:46 “germanium transistors” 
19:16 “I don’t know what the fuck kind of demons you’ve got, and how they interact with mine-”
19:17 you can give things names and think of them as friends, but I think something of it all comes down to not attempting to give a name to something nameless 
20:28 “entropy and negentropy as schizophrenia and shamanism respectively” 
20:38 “these are the kind of entities that would destroy something much larger if they could” 
21:00 yo there are some nasty liminal juxtapositions taking place, dialogues on Azathoth, and Blind Idiot God as a band; the concept of old lady drivers, the Matriarch become blind and dementia’d 
21:03 “three out of four members of Khanate followed you for a reason” the reason could be completely random 
21:20 “uninterested in the physical setting she is currently in” woof is that honesty or what
21:22 a high frequency within the left side of the general earea
21:25 The Bass Frequency 
21:26 “terribly convincing profiles you’ve created” 
21:28 “tries to rationalize what is taking place” 
21:29 “Alan destroyed everything” I was perceived, a change of quantum state 
22:43 “we programmed this screen name to experience realities you can never imagine” 
22:46 “there are proton experiments that she is interacting with” 
22:57 “the recycled database of a prior iteration”