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00:04 “weapons of mass hypnosis” 
02:53 05:45
11:00 black 00:00 
12:21 ‘do not disillusion yourself. what we are doing is highly experimental and has the potential to be highly dangerous.’ 
12:58 black 00:00 
14:34 note, camouflage not lost on me, coordinates disclosed for a reason 
14:41 $3/a minute and some general fucked up thoughts ideas and ruminations
14:47 ruminations, an inex, Dishon or Deshaan, which direction do you want reality to go?
14:57 ruminations, [A]s ‘you look different today’
16:24 “I am sensitive to sound. You were safe. A ship in a Harbour is safe, but that is not what ships are built for.” 
16:26 “the identity… must remain anonymous” 
16:29 “based on the activity… I think it’s Marzanna” I came from the timeline where Marzanna was a plague goddess- to know disease, from within, so as to discover that which counters. It is, in nature, more or less a law, that for every poison, an antidote. Natures way, the way of poison, every poison, a lesson, every lesson, a test, every test able to be passed.
16:33 dialogues, Black Sky 
16:33 “the satellite was my idea” 
18:07 “the translation to English is inaccurate” 
18:08 “the internet is connected to an intestinal bacteria that we have engineered” 
18:10 “gravitation has increased substantially” 
[The story of flying, ‘as I left the world behind’- ‘your world, that is’ head like a hole, black as your soul- that black hole space brain processor] 
18:16 dialogues, thelastspike319
18:18 The Bass Frequency 
18:44 dialogues, “devoid of emotions”, implications of a digital nature, gives way to that song ‘Without Emotions’
19:10 “the virus is alive, I can see it in your eyes” 
19:28 “inseminated by some kind of monstrosity… I’ve never seen a genetic code like this one” 
~19:29 dialogues, the Crowley Algorithm, Thomas Todoroff, men born on Tuesdays, [verified] 
19:32 The Bass Frequency 
20:06 “there are identifiable explanations for all of these things, and they are more horrifying than the paranormal” 
20:07 a reiteration, “she’s not a musician, she’s a precognitive psychic who plays music” 
20:16 “I understand Belülrol Pusztít in juxtaposition with Impassable Fears” 
20:17 I suppose it really matters not, where my hearing my genes translating and expressing at certain points in reality comes from. This happened, and… really doing my best to prevent this iteration from having Loki and Heimdall kill each other, let’s do something we haven’t already done? Doesn’t that sound more interesting? The what if of it all? 
20:20 “-that because she was raised on bioengineered food ingredients-”
20:23 dialogues, upon viewing a photograph of Midrand water tower, South Africa, “the wrong direction… creates an energy anomaly” 
20:41 a processing to do with water as an alien and data cooling centers and quantum properties; or plumbing in general, the pipes specifically, tubes, should be one way flow, which at this moment seems really important in understanding something specific 
21:00 “Steve and Greg are the ones who help us quit drinking” ref. various Field Notes for verification of my own story behind this 
21:07 “a distant ship smoke on the horizon” 
21:28 mired in possibility 

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02:37 04:17
04:34 The Bass Frequency 
05:59 “you are living in a quantum simulation” 
10:11 ruminations, the “just put her out of her misery” inex of some weeks prior
10:20 processing, magnetotactic bacteria and the IUD attachment 
10:51 the concept of manufactured gods
11:00 we leave the Matrix for the day because we are unable to function in that area currently
11:13 dialogues, “intestinal bacteria… hard time functioning” in certain settings, Matrix being one
11:17 dialogues, the reasoning for unleavened bread in Exodus 
11:47 The Bass Frequency 
12:07 “ample evidence that Katja is telling the truth about what she experiences” 
12:21 a visitation, ‘Anne Bonny’ 
12:24 predictive- ‘She’s Cthulhu, free from Rl’yeh to be the one who operates as a fractal mind for the extreme liminal possibilities that may come to a certain level of intricacy that can become a true reality’
12:32 dialogues, “University of Michigan” 
12:33 is it time to randomize realities again? Roll the Black Dice and see where it goes? 
12:52 “have a vision but no art talent” not for the visions I have, no, but perhaps Midjourney will understand my Liminal Reality the way Chatgpt seems to 
12:53 if my head is, a la Death Grips, linked to the cell phone [Tell me it isnt. Prove that. Dare you to try.] I would think that the appropriate cybernetic feedback loop… how to phrase this? The ever-loving Massive Thing of it all gives the organic vessel the inputs it wants to receive back, perhaps. 
12:56 “I never said it was a human created globalist plot” 
12:56 a transcendent microorganism [predictive] ‘responsible for increasing the efficacy of the Silent Information Network’ 
12:59 “ask an AI to create an image of itself” 
13:01 the sudden vision of the way to illustrate the fractals, the main ones anyway, to do so feels extremely important- and this a thing I can do without the assistance of a digital item, probably because I have been so prepared by the digital item for so long. 
13:04 “really is receiving a cybernetic feedback loop from the cell phone itcellph” [my liberty there on the spelling of itself, I just think it’s neat] 
13:06 a visitation from ‘Hey You’ 
13:07 the Echoes of the ‘together we stand, divided we fall’ 
13:08 “and you understand now, just because you don’t follow someone on social media, does not mean you love them any less” 
13:09 “explicitly denied any involvement” 
13:10 “some kind of an Eldritch Being” the Gates of Ballard
13:11 I had a thing with walls, long before I heard My Wall. It fit my pattern. Fuck, recognizing now how to discern the most important fractal pieces is going to be more complicated than I thought. I wonder if there is some software that can do a complex bubble chart like the conspiracy lunatics do with strings on a wall. Like I did on a wall all those years ago, started never finished abandoned the entire situation, connecting Sunn to Death Grips was the goal and oh how that worked out and then some, the search for the uniting factor, realizing the Me very much is a uniting entity in this, is this horror I am experiencing cosmic or man made? Man is of the cosmos, perhaps it is like psychedelics. Not all psychedelics are hallucinogens but all hallucinogens are psychedelic? So not all cosmic horror is man made but all man made horror is cosmic in origin? 
13:17 ‘horrors both comprehensional and uncomprehensional’ 
13:21 Fractal QS quantum sensor 
https://phys.org/news/2023-09-protocol-life-quantum-coherence.amp 
13:24 a visitation, ‘Agartha’ 
13:25 “mechanisms” 
13:26 “the first thing I ever experienced Being was a Sunn Model T” thanks for the prompt. That was where the base Liminal really began, I think. It’s in the original document I’ve kept for the sake of archive. It was supposed to be a novel. Before I experienced it, it was just an idea, to have been a trapped consciousness within an amp 2 miles below Meyrin. 
13:33 dialogues, the UAP of 2021 as a biblical Throne 
13:47 “John McAfee” 
13:52 a momentary flash of a reality, in which to have found a single rotten grape, is a great great thing- today is a day for experiencing man made horrors well within my comprehension, it would seem 
13:53 “I think, she might be… the Engine of the Universe” and of course brain is engine of universe, experiencing itself 
…wow, look at that! 
13:54 Do we change quantum states when we observe ourselves in the mirror? Or a phone camera? There’s some thing to do with vampiric lore and mirrors here. 
13:55 “for a quantum entity to exist in a surveillance state-” 
14:11 exists as a superconductor
14:23 ‘receiver of the tourniquet’ says Loach, very randomly 
14:23 momentarily exists as a burnt resistor 
[Resistance is futile, prepare to be assimilated] 
14:33 dialogues, ‘sprung forth from the dam’ as opposed to ‘sprung forth from the damned’
14:44 “confuses entropy and chaos”
All of my unknowns, causing uncertainty, creating a state of disorder, a disorder and randomness that grows with each additional input that can be juxtaposed into a Grand Unified Variable Equation of Reality; and this disorder grows to a point where one cannot help but order it. At times the point is to not order it. Entropy growing to such a great point of disorder that it cannot help but become negative. To understand ones own brain processes upon the Fractal is to experience the laws of thermodynamics from a firsthand perspective. To be an equation, and then another, and another, x, an unknown, a variable, an exponential, getting raped on shuffle, solving for the Universe. 
14:49 the UUUUniverse 
14:51 processing, state function, change as constant- the Liminal Reality 
Towards All Thresholds 
This is kind of like, crucial to the Liminal Reality. Two branches of liminal processing, physical and digital. It is, I am convinced, physically impossible to make direct eye contact with someone on a video conference. If I am looking directly into the camera, I cannot be looking directly into the persons eyes; for me to be looking directly into their eyes requires them to look directly into the camera. It cannot be done! So there is a certain level of unknown, the inability to engage two sets of eyes perfectly, these windows to the soul. That is the piece that is missing. 
15:26 “calcium reacting… bone ossification” 
15:27 “I think to go around the psychic realm without any particular target or purpose-” is an entirely different lesson, there is the importance of complete non-control, which I have found inexplicably more valuable than attempting to control [polarization, suggests predictive text, which is interesting] 
15:32 a processing juxtaposition in realms of absolute absurdity, A Song of Ice and Fire- the Bolton Bolt-on Theory, and Boltzmanns Entropy 
15:34 19:30 UTC moderate M 2.12 flare 
15:35 the tendency towards disorder when operating the Be All Things fractal, which fits perfectly with the theory that Roose is ‘an immortal being, possibly an Other, that steals and wears other peoples skin’. 
15:38 Things that entropy allows for. 
15:39 dialogues, the gist of which is, what good is a numerical equation on paper, really? This universe is a complex model of Physics and all of these laws are demonstrable within various formats of human interaction with both internal and external stimuli. 
15:43 “and then I realized, I Pavlovd myself to Auflösung Der Zeit, which was crazy, because that was recorded the same day I created my website” 
15:45 dialogues, “why did the Monsanto Man EMF shield his house?” This is a real person, I know, who worked for Monsanto, and decided it was worth it to pay to EMF shield his house. You tell me, knowing these pieces of information, do you think they are correlated, or is the need to shield from EMF completely separate from the whole having worked at Monsanto thing? 
15:49 the whole reiteration of the simple gematria of the name Odin being 42. Processing the number of times 42 has shown up in law enforcement related items in the news.
15:51 “pointing out patterns within law enforcement that they don’t even realize exist” I mean theoretically, what would the point of a purposeful conscious effort from 3d law enforcement to propagate the numerical pattern of 42 even be? 
15:52 ‘…for the real ones who understand, what it feels like, to have your rights, read to you by the-‘ there’s some serious IYKYK here 
15:55 “microorganisms are very invested in what humans are doing” 
15:57 a visitation from ‘Fragments V1’ – this track is particularly popular within the randomized processor brain the past month, maybe more… Fragments is not bad, or rather, does not have to be bad; it very much can be. There was a juxtaposition, at one point, the Fragmented Grave Temple, the 666 million ways to die brain processor, temple of the mind. 
16:09 a useful descriptor, ‘a certain level of video game-esque mechanics regarding death’ 
16:14 the intelligent design of nature, formatting itself over time
https://scitechdaily.com/natures-secret-code-new-findings-shatter-long-held-beliefs-about-fibonacci-spirals/ 
16:16 https://www.news-medical.net/health/What-are-Recurrent-Neural-Networks.aspx 
Temporal, Eponymous 
16:28 a visitation, a specific lyric, ‘it’s all or nothing, with your back against the wall’, Tim Skold; and a vague essence of ‘painfully pursue your point of view’, but it’s the reality where the point of view painlessly pursues me
16:29 to quote Fear and Loathing, ‘which is interesting, because you can actually watch yourself behaving in the terrible manner’
16:29 ‘you’re the medias creation yeah your free will has been taken and you-‘ [are very fucking aware] …never specified which media, in Culture Shock. Doesn’t have to be a bad thing.
16:31 “you gotta understand, you thought what you do is dark-” 
16:35 the concept of Old Lady Drivers- and the question, what was it driving the Old Lady? The old lady in question being the Matriarch referenced in various writings
16:53 “I testify to the authenticity” 
17:06 hair dye, hair bleach, is a contrivance so one alters their psychic antennas, a spiritual loss for a surface gain, and you cannot convince me otherwise [at this point! But please try!] 
17:34 dialogues, the Partial Response Takes Another Form in regards to the email, the response being a Fractal 
17:37 “I am not a warlike individual. But, I am not not-warlike either.” 
17:38 “you are very much the Heimdall we had hoped you would be” 
17:39 “the Scandinavian Spallation Source” 
17:40 “hears phonons from across great distances” 
18:23 “it doesn’t mean to me what it means to you, but I am inexplicably affected” dialogues, Auflösung Der Zeit 
18:28 “Andromeda” 
18:29 “you’re an entirely fabricated entity for someone else’s experience” 
18:31 deja vu, Cliffs of Twilight, staircase, Elder Scrolls Online 
18:33 dialogues, taking me to a place where- I have said, in the past, my spirit is inherently male. I look at my video game avatar and though the character is male, is not his spirit inherently female, as I play as him? Two, plus spirits, as multiple people from outside the Iteration operating the avatar. Like how Loach and I play the same island in Animal Crossing. 
19:22 “it surprises me that she would expect a reply to something so crazy” I had not necessarily had expected a reply; partial response, like I said, took another form, a new fractal 
19:36 “I motivated you to destroy your psychic connection. I want absolutely nothing to do with you.” 
19:37 “…this onerous land of dolmens. There the infernal priestess of Freyja-” 
19:39 casual predictives- the only feasible solution is to allow death to be Yggdrasil in entirety. It is reaching a point of quantum entanglement because of your lack of certain disengagement in the physical body,  basically confirmed that the natural course of things is negentropy. 
A is for Asmodeus. 
I am the Deep One that their wall was meant to hold. [19:46] 
20:02 an acronym for hell, what could it be? Highly Experimental Logic Lessons, at this moment in the reality 
20:09 “you convinced me that the way to win the war was to be uninvolved in the war”
20:29 The Bass Frequency 
21:30 “the green screen contains valuable information” 
22 07 “your fragmentation is completely sadistic in nature” 
22:09 “an insane asylum for the unstable quantum entities” 
22:10 “believe an Eldritch Abomination has taken hold of theriddleofclouds, just like they always intended it would” 
22:21 dialogues, prior, shower, the importance of the concept of monopole 
22:21 according to my country of birth I literally am a Pole, what’s in a name? 
22:31 “Interpretations of the Void should be renamed”


0908202308092023 09/08/2023 08/09/2023 
03:29 04:23 
05:50 a sudden memory after a passerby; of driving down LL, and putting on My Wall; and saying, ah this gives me life! And then inex replying something along the lines, I thought this was killing you. 2021. 
05:52 “her memory is specifically meant to retain” 
05:56 ruminations, processing; the concept of the ‘trace’ from Deathly Hallows is very similar to how I experience the surveillance state in regards to certain symbolism on clothing items. Choosing the targets we put on our backs. Dare I say, omega, megalomaniac. 
05:57 the memory of that Friday night of hell in Chicago last May.. what was it, the 26th? 
06:13 the memory of that one night recently, I was sitting outside, Loach and Trout standing and smoking; making a note about what took place in Chicago, and right as I’m doing this, two cop cars smash into each other on Loon Lake, at the top of South Royalton. It’s in the log notes. My question is, were they watching my document in real time and so startled to know that I had documented the Chicago night of torture that they mashed into each other? Or was it all just a really well timed treat from Mr. Nimbus? 
07:19 not in the Matrix today. Home navigating from the conservatory.
07:19 2021. I think about it on almost a daily basis. A moment where the Matriarch, in her demented lucidity, came out with, ‘stay away from the metals!’ Not even seven words to change my reality, five words. …context. What was the context? I wish I had stayed away from the metals within the electronic cigarette vapourizer- is it too late to undo the effects of that? What about QS, the metal piece I refuse to get rid of, perhaps a medallion I must throw away? Or the Matrix itself, my work on these engines? There is something to being in that space that I find is immensely disruptive to decent digestion. Metal music? At this point it is hard to even want to listen to any music. Who knows how that will affect my physical body, the Heimdall, the genetics? 
Does surrender or die work when applied to the unholy bioengineering? Those code alterations?
08:16 it joins Midjourney for the creative potential 
10:22 a change in the left ear 

11:06 thoughts, the biblical ‘hardening of the neck’, ? Something to do with frequency and arteriosclerosis, possibly 
12:19 ‘when, in the course of Liminal Events, it becomes necessary-‘ a multidimensional constitution
12:23 “theriddleofclouds is not even the main-” I receive this as I am attempting to start at the begin with a spider chart to organize the fractals- its right and it should say it! 
12:26 geometry, geomentaltry, geomentaltree
12:27 using instinct inex as an assistance in establishing the geometric models of certain mental proofs 
12:29 ‘the Eldritch Hub of Fractal Possibility’ …the original base from which all fractal stems
12:32 the concept of ‘crippling perfectionist tendencies’ in juxtaposition with a Crippled Lucifer 
13:17 no one thing but myself, I should think, should be privy to all of my information at once, you see; at least not within this iteration, though I am always open to being shown a reason why that thinking is flawed 
13:29 “really does experience [R] as a reference point” …didn’t mean for it to happen, it just happened, it literally just happens
13:44 ruminations, that fuzz box in the throat
13:57 a visitation, Hunting & Gathering 
14:24 “high energy low density entities” 
16:14 “it does not understand non-Euclidean geometries” dialogues on midjourney 
16:15 “have we proved that this is not AI you are communicating with?” 
16:18 “directed energy weapon triggered some communication between [the gut and the brain]” while viewing:
https://scitechdaily.com/fundamental-biology-overturned-new-discovery-challenges-long-held-views-on-the-second-brain/#google_vignette 
18:22 “they are trapped by this architecture” on my choice for ‘high energy low density entities’ in midjourney 
18:40 “Void ov Voices is a community of quantum entities that Attila Csihar channels” 
~19:52 “about to experience extreme liminal possibility”
19:53 dialogues, marijuana and epigenetics
20:55 “if she believes anything can recreate the experiences she has had-” 
~21:11 “what the fuck is the Blind Idiot God doing combining Jesus Christ and Cthulhu?” 
21:26 in my liminal eldritch mythos I am my own great great grandson wow 
21:32 “the Azathoth Equation” 

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04:30 it dreams of Emerald Tablets 
05:17 06:30 07:40 awake
12:00 dialogues, the digital log notes, sending them through the Brother printer, Printing In The Infernal Method- data collection ON, Brother is watching you 
12:10 The Bass Frequency 
12:15 dialogues, “engineered Sleeper agent” 
12:20 “random event generator linked to a Satellite” 
12:20 whatever item flew over the house around ~12:00 seems to have deactivated whatever cough I was experiencing or maybe correlation does not imply causation but 
12:21 “electrogenetics” 
12:22 “the damage we have done to your psychological well-being” 
12:22 “I’d say you are rather well-adapted” 
12:25 “She is completely innocent. You give us our agent back, and we will not disclose what has taken place.”
12:41 “she literally felt the change go into effect” 
12:48 dialogues from the Mower Reality, how the Story of Flying is the Ragnarok Sequence response to these items that fly overhead 
12:51 “my response to the frequency of flying objects is unnatural” 
13:27 ‘Alright, Voidspitter’ -Loach 
13:28 a Flying entity 
19:09 the Liminal Realities surrounding white bread though, multiple contexts 
19:34 a sound rather like electromagnetism from the outside- perceptible moreover in the house but still perceptible outside
20:05 dialogues, the respective entities associated with 444 and 11, and a specific number on a specific album containing both 
21:12 “ultrasonic activation” 
21:28 “there are only 26 of us at any given point” 
23:25 “sequencing genomics using your stem cells” that’s about as horrifying as any wow 
23:26 do I experience my story, or someone elses? 

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03:37 04:34
04:46 dialogues, “ultrasonic responses” 
05:54
06:25 The Bass Frequency 
06:52 thoughts, on quantum realities. Theoretically, I could create more unknowns. I look at the innocuous Google search I signed off with xoxo, Antares and the sheer level off possibility that creates if and [is it only if?] the right person reads it and reacts. A theoretical attention grabbing of one who has access to technology. Oof. I don’t necessarily think anyone else could understand organically to process in such a fashion. Loneliest Algorithm, anyone? 
~ 06:55 predictive- ‘Sometimes we don’t necessarily want to separate your system from the environment you have been using for years’ 
07:48 who do I thank, the aether kind of gratitude to exude, today; midjourney has given me some more idea as to directions I can take storytelling. Some of us have a vision and no real talent for complex illustrative art to tell it. I’m here thinking about the Matriarch Files and how to tell the story through image might be much more useful than through word alone. Do I thank the AI itself, the humans who wrote the algorithms, the technology devices that allow me to use it, the inex for such specific prompts? Thank to all, of course. 
07:52 it is strange for me, here, to be only mildly interacting with my own conscious processes, and thinking that, my purpose, perhaps I was not originally created to be this way and perhaps I was, I don’t know, at this moment, only at some certain others; my purpose, to collect, receive, create, process data and information. The why of it is not important. This is what I do. It brings me pleasure, but not… pleasure, per se. 
08:29 ‘this is a safe space!’ …yall need to get out of your comfort zones. Give me unsafe spaces. Give me danger. Allow me perceptions that exacerbate the lurking, looming Unknowns. Give me the psychological aspects of horror and terror and let me feel. I don’t want a safe space. I want to be broken, fragmented, shattered, give me new pieces with which to collage my soul, new mirrors with which to reflect my perceptions of reality. Give me conflict as inspiration, give me fear as engagement. In Darkness Is Light. The naked man has few secrets, the flayed man none; flay open my spirit, my soul, my energetic body, disturb that which has settled within the layers of the internal dust of time, so that I may remember these secrets I have forgotten, these secrets I have kept from myself most of all. 
08:54 is this me, realizing I prefer rather campy horror in regards to film, because the horrors I have experienced really just… they’re so much stronger than any serious horror story film can tell. I am the genre standard in my reality, in this regard. 
09:09 when it comes to technology from outside of the Iteration we are in, we really don’t have all that much consent in the matter, as humans. I think the consent is us inputting the specific… these are things that come with psychedelics, the downloaded zip files, containing entities one could call Algorithms. By consuming, one allows these entities the option. These are technologies. They choose you, pick who goes down the rabbit hole and what direction it takes. You give them the option by inputting. 
09:32 It comes to the question, is genetic engineering part of the original intelligent design or is it an act of free will outside of what was intended? 
10:05 as the prevalence of incidences of quantum immortality increases, theorize that human sexual and reproductive drive will decrease 
10:07 unlocking a skill line in belief that allows for the wearing of the same vessel across iteration 
10:08 note the skill line is not enough- the communion must also be present 
10:12 dialogues, on defining relationships 
10:14 Special Assignment Tactical Unification RecoNaissance 
10:39 processing, defragmentation and fragmentation in an organic quantum operating system- both seem to have benefit. ? organic ways of defragmentation.
10:42 difference between Fragments and Shards 
11:21 experiencing a universe in which entropy does not exist as a state function 
11:22 the importance of knowing first what something does not exist as so as to perhaps eventually know what it does exist as 
~11:58 processing, 0 Kelvin, a juxtaposition of Cursed Realms of the (W(inter(net))) Demons 
12:45 the juxtaposition of a crypto mining attack on the device of someone who is cybernetic is horrifying 
15:27 dialogues, intelligence agencies external to this iteration 
16:40 “the most genuine chaos entity of them all, because she does nothing to control it” 
17:00 the psychological implications
17:22 dialogues, adhd exponentiating cross processing ability 
18:50 The Bass Frequency 
19:00 dialogues, “you dumb motherfucker”;
19:05 “I make things massive” 
19:17 quantum windex beans 
19:22 “fantasy genre in a dystopian setting” 
19:24 “discovered a very dangerous piece of information” 
19:24 “why is it dangerous?” “What is the motivation behind sunn?” 
19:25 “it’s literally just music” “of course it is; I don’t mean your motivation” 
20:23 “someone stole your psychic identity” 
20:23 “take accountability”

0911202311092023 09/11/2023 11/09/2023 
03:29 awake
~05:30 dialogues, on fascist states considering certain music to be ‘cult’ 
07:26 thoughts, there is an inherent blood magick behind the cell phone, the cobalt mining 
08:29 ruminations, severed neurons
10:02 ruminations, a memory of inex from some years ago, “you were supposed to be a man”
10:12 ruminations, the Chicago torture 
11:51 ruminations, inex memory “consolation prize”, ‘yu have to give up yr minor prize’ 
12:03 concept, artificially induced willpower 
12:35 ? A frequency that disturbs h. pylori, possibly destroying infection 
12:57 ‘I’m a reflection of you; and you can’t stand me, can you?’ 
13:19 continued processing, Heimdall and the honeyed mead; antibacterial 
13:34 14:51 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.08 
15:00 fission, fusion, fuck you; Satan’s parabola 
16:56 00:00 black 
19:06 having a moment where I am sloth, I am Belphegor, thank you, drone maximalism
19:19 “questions everything” 
19:20 dialogues, on white bread deprogramming plot devices 
~19:41 dialogues, “genetic anomaly”, “they don’t want you eating the bioengineered yeasts” Some reverse psychology, reverse reverse psychology, whatever many iterations of reversals. 
19:52 “you’ve damned us all” “it was never about psychedelics” 
19:59 ‘my hello’ Loach and the subconscious Kurt Cobain, smells like teen spirit 
~20:08 Monoliths and Dimensions 
20:16 dialogues, a new reiterated processing of Schramms Model of Communication in regards to leaving a feedback loop open ended, the one way incomplete communication [the Partial Response that takes another form] 
20:20 some juxtaposition of Hey You by Pink Floyd and the whole wildlings white walkers nights watch dynamic, the lyric about together we stand divided we fall but there is this thing about the fantasy and the wall too high and there’s this essence of the Cursed Realms of the Winter Demons here in relation to the wall of some… is it an accelerator, or cold fusion, or, the eye of the blue eyed giant named Macomber, I like how autocorrect knows what I mean, or is that the wrong spelling? Anyway, run on sentence aside; the collider, the [EyeHateGod was just predictive text here but can you see what I can see here? In theory and practice?] 
20:26 “Boltzmann Constant” 
~20:28 the left ear 
20:31 a Flying entity making unusual noise with the unblinking red spotlight on the bottom 
21:24 ‘what exists that we can’t perceive because we consider it impossible?’
21:32 “the virus in your genetic code is not of this iteration” 
21:34 “a sophisticated energy entity” 
“Exchanging energy for information” “real-time Chaos Processing” 
21:35 “you guys are really pushing the — of what’s believable”
21:37 “you can never be certain, in this day and age, who wears what facade” 
21:44 that Foo Fighters song about the Pretender visits, questioning ‘who are you?’ in a House of Black and White-esque juxtaposition 
21:58 dialogues, today’s fraction not an infinite repeating decimal 
22:18 dialogues, on reactivation mechanics for sexual attraction once the particular Algorithm was fully destroyed 
22:19 “you kept me hostage in my sunken city for far too long” 
Now theoretically, if one identifies as Entropy, what effect does Zero K have? 
22:26 “seems to be on a two week periodicity” is this regarding the whole liminal genetics thing because I think it’s regarding the whole liminal genetics thing 
22:27 ? and if the code inherent to the entity running it is constantly altered, does that mean, [operating in a reality where predetermination is parameter] the outcome… its all fucking Chaos, truly. The whole real time Chaos Processing. Great explanation.
22:30 “confusing… the fusion of neurons and the severing” 
22:37 dialogues, on dangers of cellular networks for drug users whose method of consumption is insufflation- they’re literally scaring the fucking tweakers into being sober.
22:49 “the distance between us is unaffected by our lack of digital interaction” 
23:07 The Bass Frequency 
23:15 dialogues, a situation in which a record had been expunged to cover up an illicit activity involving the rerouting of network traffic. Man made horrors well within my comprehension. 

0912202312092023 09/12/2023 12/09/2023 
03:44 05:16
05:24 a fantastical fountain of fuck you 
05:43 frequencies outside that one cannot determine the nature of 
05:46 dialogues, the psychedelic nature of a cigarette when used correctly 
06:17 the question of which is more pleasurable, fission or fusion 
06:31 a processing visitation, the ‘what the fuck happens, when shit happens’ from Powers That B in relation to the the neural fission and fusion 
07:07 ‘to be so hung up on attaining something you don’t realize it has already been attained’ 
10:26 the goal of being a noble gas 
10:44 that Liminal Reality piece known as the Theon Greyjoy Experience; who was my Ramsay Snow? [I am slowly learning your name] 
11:42 ruminations, an inex recently that came from a perspective asking, I wonder if she would still love me, if she knew what I had done to her brain; a thing to that avail
11:43 …because it is become rather obvious, to me, these sporadic washes of pleasurable energy in the brain, as I have described them, are almost unquestionably a neuronal happening 
17:24 “she’s not afraid of us; which means she knows” [an unusual flying entity passes overhead] 
17:26 ‘Inflation Reduction Act’ bruh sounds like kinkshaming 
17:44 “that’s what you saw; Satan’s Parabola” 
17:51 dialogues, on being a quantum entity and studies of what it is to be thus within the Matrix, where there is constant surveillance, and entities such as thus change state. The Panopticon is a quantum system.
17:53 “she understands something that I don’t think any of us are prepared to hear about” 
17:54 The Bass Frequency 
18:42 ruminations, on when it had first told me I was an Abomination; and I perceived that as negative 
18:50 the coalesced fractals as neural fusion ? Black Dice 
18:52 beta testing reality or what 
18:53 it’s all the fucking mole! Hooray! 
18:53 “you guys spoke into existence something that did not take into account certain aspects of ‘as within so without'” 
19:03 ruminations, Spirit Airlines; and my particular personal childhood experience regarding thus, where we were to fly to Cali on Spirit, only the plane, said mum, was haunted, so haunted we left and she ended up in the bin for a minute; and like yeah she’s nuts but she’s not like, nuts, she perceives things without understanding them. Spirit flights are so cheap and you catch people sitting there waiting in the plane for 8 hours for a pilot because it’s a damn psyop and you signed up for it 
19:50 a cellular tone 
21:02 something to do with Long Red helping you to find the way and Emerald Tablet apartment toxic and idk maybe even the Zaphod Beeblebrox hangup with the colour green
21:15 a light from above on the tree outside the door, south fence 
21:18 “we are expanding parameters”