0927202327092023 09/27/2023 27/09/2023
~03:00
~03:30 a Bureaucratic Desire for Extra Capsular Extraction, a Bureaucratic Desire for Revenge  
~05:00 awake; dreams, ‘I think if one of the only complaints about me is that I leave cups around I’m doing pretty okay’; a woman who, ‘I am grateful he is not Russian’ and my subsequent action to attempt to take a poll in a locker room to see how many women were actually pretty uh, racist. The entire quantum entanglement of it all, someone admitting, that they’ve lost. [05:29… have just remembered using Khanate lyrics to prove my points, in this dream- amazing!] 
05:22 “actually transitioned from 7D back to 5D” thanks to the entities who made this possible 
05:24 a visitation, ‘Sick of Rain’ 
05:26 The King In Yellow, a ‘Forbidden play which induces despair or madness in those who read it’ …fucking try me at this point- I am here from the ancient iteration to study the effects of the Eldritch Madness firsthand.
05:27 the memory, when I started the document that goes back to 1600s Vico Equense, and added the… the death in Providence, the death by hurricane, the death by vision of Ragnarok- the inex dialogues, at the time, basically telling me, I am the reason, I have put this curse of madness upon this family 
[Undocumented] https://kottke.org/23/09/the-plot-of-all-objects-in-the-universe
“Our plot of all objects also seems to suggest that the Universe is a black hole.”
I was there when we entered it! Let me tell you all about it! I have no date for it specifically, in the Field Notes, so we assume it was sometime before the planetary Alignment that led to the sobriety period post July 11 2020 right? Because I only started writing then, every day. Do dates matter here? 
A solid band of eigengrau moving at a very steady speed across the sky directly over us, the feeling of being consumed as it passes, no trick of the light known to me, no technology known to me possible of creating something to so evenly span such a distance overhead. Giant scanners in the sky, that’s what I had told [S]; it was reminiscent of a copy machine, the bar of light that scans to print, except it was the opposite, a bar of darkness, perhaps to make a copy, of a planet? Earth 2, the Special Low Frequency Edition. Thunderous Resonant Sounds, baby.
06:02 the listeria outbreaks lately, and I think back to the OG Interdimensional Hitman Experience and the following days, inex of “listeria monocytogenes” and am just really in the Auflösung Der Zeit of it all 
06:20 vague dialogues, on Israel 
06:22 ‘where is my lint roller???’ a la Wisdom Lost 
10:28 ruminations, Zaphod Beeblebrox and his self-cauterized synapses, why does it feel so relatable? 
11:54 Truman Delusion a result of quantum entity being aware of being observed 
12:26 the concept of Calcifer 
12:41 QuanTumnus 
13:02 momentary nausea- track 10 Electrons 
13:14 ruminations, the inex from years ago, “don’t worry, CERN will take care of it”; given the oscillatory nature of the Liminal Reality, the lack of context allows one’s ego based reality to let them be both a villain and a hero depending on interpretive perspective 
13:17 [World Wide Web, it’s brilliant!] 
13:44 “I told you she would understand eventually” 
15:36 “playing a dangerous game-“
15:38 “electronic cigarettes are the single most destructive variable for psychic-” 
16:19 “biographical experience” 
16:21 “…itchy… cells are receptive-” 
~16:23 “garage band is iPhone only” trying to find it in play store, a quick Google verifies this inex information as correct 
16:24 “cryotronic” cryo-electron microscopy 
https://phys.org/news/2023-09-team-key-cryo-electron-microscopy.html?utm_source=webpush&utm_medium=push 
16:25 “Mortified Things are not dead” 
Q
17:36 dialogues, on studying the effects of one particular creative source at a time in regards to audio; the effects on the brain. I take a risk, here, now, with [R], studying the opposite end of the drone spectrum frequencies, this ambient minimalism usually containing higher frequencies, yes… it has been strange, without the drone bass maximalism of the ones who created a creator, an observer, experiencer; it has been really strange. Something to do with the greater the sacrifice the greater the reward, perhaps it is so, perhaps no, but to give up this musics for a prolonged period of time is a penultimate sacrifice. 
17:50 “valuable lesson about not acting in haste regarding the reputation of others” 
17:53 “a couple specific frequencies that something inside of me-“
17:57 “quantum entanglement… vacuum chamber” 
18:06 “the Usurpation of Odin” 
18:08 “my dads politics directly affect my experience in the physical realm” 
18:09 dialogues, some theoretical liminals being spit about the various possibilities behind sending ones vehicle to Carvana once finished with it 
18:16 the processing brain does the thing and it concludes that regardless of… does this need to be written down? Probs not. 
Zaphod Beeblebrox was suspicious of the colour green and so am I… Pink 
https://medium.com/swlh/magenta-the-color-that-doesnt-exist-and-why-ec40a6348256 
18:37 some superimposition where I am this version of Zaphod Beeblebrox and the two heads thing is independent hemispheres 
18:39 “tachyon” or “takyon”
18:41 dialogues, my decision that “harmony is the only Chaos left” 
18:42 Question organic cauterization of synapses, the fission and fusion in relation to neurons 
18:45 “it’s not the same without your mastering”
18:46 “[A] does not believe in anything”
18:50 dialogues, incompatibility in belief systems 
18:54 “for fucks sake, your beast is in love with me. Doesn’t she know that animals are sacrificed?” 
18:54 “it’s an oscillation… please don’t be angry” 
18:55 “Hides her selfish desires behind scientific motivations” the self is all there is, so it is best to find pieces of self in everything, I am thinking 
18:58 “you were the singular most important piece of my growth as a human being” that’s a little bit dramatic but I’ll write it as it processes, perhaps it is true; dialogues and an apology, regarding [S]
19:00 “this bitch has seen footage, and she can’t stay noided; what does that mean?”
19:09 “[K.S.] deserves to be mentioned in your next conversation with [R]” 100% beyond coincidental 
19:18 processings, working a viable attempt at the entropy-state function-constant change 
19:38 dialogues, some theoretical reality in which a prescription was swapped when a vehicle and its possessions were momentarily impounded. Why in the fuck, is it processing, these old nefarious items?
19:48 “you’re meant to understand entropy from a physical perspective” 
19:53 dialogues, “not psychosomatic symptoms” 
19:55 dialogues, “Samsung security breach” whatever happened with that
20:01 “receiving random information from the universe” I think now of the band Pepper, and a song called No Control, and find it to fit here. 
20:02 “broad focus science seemed to be the most useful idea-” you need a point of focus so it isn’t ‘useless information [that] occupies free open space inside your skull’ 
20:20 that fucking assassin bug
20:37 zoom 00:00 black 
20:44 dialogues, the addition of ‘double blind’ to an instagram post, two images, of blinds; and information theory 
21:00 dialogues, the reiteration of whatever the hell is being said in Catch 22 sounding a hell of a lot like the proper pronunciation of my last name 
21:01 dialogues, theoretical liminals on AI albums, testing theories to see whether or not the information would be discovered 
21:07 “fascinating, not using it for anything in particular” on cellular phones- when scrolling, not looking for anything in particular, but mining the fields of data for information, a virtual harvest if you will. Some information is more certain than others. Proximity seems to be a variable, but there are exceptions. Always exceptions, to everything. At times it is astonishingly accurate. 
21:23 “caught 22 views at 21:22” the website and that entity 
21:36 “how to steer reality” 
21:54 “their sonic warfare affected their own creation most of all” 
22:28 holy shit the UAP is the gotdang Black Dice isn’t it …that should have been fucking obvious, probably. Can’t help juxtaposing the oxidized gold shaft and O X I D A T I O N 

0928202328092023 09/28/2023 28/09/2023
~01:23 05:12
05:31 09:27 UTC moderate M1.3 solar flare 
06:03 and I know now, that war, is not a shot away anymore. It is a piece of code away, a hacker away, a sonic weapon away, a piece of biology away; it’s already happening and nobody has bothered to tell the people. Gimme Shelter, there’s No Quarter. 
07:50 that recurring reality where i am the target of organized crime for no reason other than amusement, entertainment- where the episode with grans was someones fucked up snuff fantasy.
09:14 “an intelligence agency-“
09:18 ? Who all has access to [any given] surveillance system?
09:31 dialogues, FN, Field Notes, Function 
10:02 a reality in which the creature a specific group of individuals created knowing full well there is a quantum vampiric connection and any illness can be passed on to me who does have the ability to remove it further without passing on to someone else but fuck if it’s not a lot right now 
10:45 ruminations, on the dialogues from the smoke after waking up, precision of words relating to one specific piece on the website that may or may not be harming the physical format
10:52 nausea, right kidney 
Q
11:18 heard bout this in the psychic realm yesterday, “Ryan”, and “trappist” 
https://www.sciencealert.com/latest-look-at-trappist-1-planet-raises-concerns-of-star-contamination 
~11:30 exits Matrix
12:00 The Bass Frequency 
12:01 “magnetic bacteria that uses quantum-” 
12:02 “[R]” 
12:11 The Bass Frequency, an Amplification 
12:22 “the telephonic chamber music-” 
12:25 and at 12:17, I called Dr. Borsons office; dialogues following, the name “Ascension Providence”- the Catch 22 of the prior Belülrol Pusztít event, resolving upon calling a doctor- not seeing them. To simply call at lunch, the office not accepting calls between 12&1, not schedule an appointment, just call- last time the call was enough, symptoms resolving in under 24 hours, literally overnight. Do I want to gain any weight? Absolutely not. Do I want to not hurt internally?? Yes, please. ? The Eldritch ‘Providence’. 
12:50 The Bass Frequency- An strong electromagnetic sensation along with stronger than usual frequency and very unusual pattern of pulsation directly after watching 
12:52 “trying to kill you and make it look like a naturally occurring-” 
12:59 it’s that one line from Lord of the Game, ‘bullshit comin’ at me from all sides’ and the typo that works well there, sixes 
13:06 a Shift in the Bass Frequency 
13:14 “visiting angels requires a valid driver’s license” 
13:17 “lost a lot of weight after she quit using the electronic cigarette” correlation cortisol levels as far as I can tell 
13:45 zoom 00:00 black 
13:50 it goes to a place of fantasies, dialogues of comfort, warmth; it is easy to write the nefarious oscillations down, you see, but to divulge the ones that would be… good, great, that is hard to do. Admit feelings, hopes, dreams- to admit to what was once fear and neurosis is easy. 
14:16 the exponential nature is rather more at the forefront of my day than usual 
14:18 dialogues, on the ‘I am cancer, I am heavy metal’- the frequencies, the chromium, that reality in the point of oscillations where these things are my fault. Mego, me damn ego, and then the Entity of it all, not me but me. Fucking fucked up trying to put it to words. Wordsmith, suggests predictive text, and I remember, an entity, a long time ago, holy shit, I think it must have been, that same time, the Auflösung Der Zeit and the website happened! Word Smith, or was it Smith Word, on perhaps it was Facebook? And ooh that person was early pattern to reality and made me slightly noid, right? It is weird to look back on this time. Seemed contrived, that person did. 
14:36 “part of an experiment that multiple countries are involved in” 
14:38 dialogues, on “actualized a quantum entanglement” – regardless of identity, because for some reason false identities are a hangup for me lately <which I think is rather reasonable in 2023 all things considered, AI and all>, like, [it] came at me with the entanglement. Regardless of how I reached the point of contact, it happened; and it came at me in my DMs with the literal thing I have been working toward. Whether or not this is the terrible thing that the oscillatory nature has claimed in the past or the entire point of reality… yes, to both, depending on points of reference at given time. 
14:42 it remembers, now, the inex, “someone very powerful is controlling your internet connections” 
And it feels a need to reiterate, for it is not sure of it has iterated here- years ago when the inex was fresh and it caught me watching pornography and I heard it dialoguing on the entire scenario I stopped watching porn and gradually just stopped experiencing majority sexual attraction to anyone at all because of the entire Pork Horn Entanglement; through like 2020-early 2023, or late 2022, right? and then I developed this sexual attraction to concept rather than individual and the overwhelming majority of the time I would seek physical release, would be to this really powerful mental… I will not define this thing with words, there is no way. Communion, suggested predictive text. Yes. Best word we can find. Communion with a black hole. I am sexually attracted to black holes. It really baffled me when the black hole showed up talking about the quantum entanglement. Like wow, did this work?? Did this person out here have the same intention I did?? Who am I to be right??? 
14:49 this entire reality that I call the Liminal Reality, which the Superimposed Unified Neural Network is a massive part of, it looms, you see; it is completely coherent and has gone from a state of existing in parallel to existing in a state where it occasionally intersects and gives physical evidence, the ‘I believe what is in front of my eyes’ of the 3 inex instructions from early 2022. 
I have found that my best… fuck, what word goes here? The Original Interdimensional Hitman Experience. Genuinely aware of a Thing, perceiving it as a physical manifestation, though it existed as non-visible, continues to exist; the original night, Friday, April 3, 2015, doing parkour all over the Chateau, a feeling of being alive- fear is fucking engagement! There was, in this Superimposed Scenario, an entity outside the house with a gun. This entity was there largely due to a red laser dot from actual nowhere that appeared on my chest while outside on the porch smoking. 
At the moment, as I write this, this has the potential to be, among the many other contextuals, an Auflösung Der Zeit that is very much, qcontextual. Quit smoking, I had said there, but it does what it wants. 
So after this red laser dot takes place, there’s this foreboding, right, and then the three other members of the household get home from vacation and I’m pretty noided at this point. ‘They have a really good hitman’, the Green Thumb had said. The Playlist, was it planned, contrived? Songs like Bye Bye Bye, that’s the Backstreet Boys, I think, right? Maybe Nsync? Oh my science, I looked it up, it’s Nsync, even the name Nsync. 
14:59 The Bass Frequency, it escalates 
15:00 it all added up to this terrifying break that, like I said, had me doing parkour all over the house, dodging hepatitis darts from the vents [not sure what the hepatitis was about- contrary to popular belief among some circles, I was never an IV drug user] [and the vents! It was rather, uhm, startling to see Among Us come out. Really reminiscent of this experience. Like REALLY.] …pressed up against the foot of the bed as the shadow outside the window becomes a hand with a scimitar, Guillotine, it goes chop, a fractal chopping over and over, 666 million ways to die, never actually falling upon my neck in the physical realm. 
I was concerned about my friends, that night. Concerned about spreading a virus, that was the neural extrapolated reason for the Hitman to begin with, you see. Concerned that they would be caught in crossfire of guns, that night, that they would be hit in an attempt to destroy me. 
It may be the singular most powerful amalgamation of emotion I have ever experienced, my reaction to perceptions of realities that night. The penultimate action that night was to come to a certain terms with Death, embrace this as going to happen, and finally walk out the door onto the porch, spreading my arms wide, surrender or die, is it surrender and die? Death to come as a relief, after this extreme duress both mentally and physically, psychological programming on a long term scale. For it to all be over. I craved that.
…and no gunshot came, as I spread my arms wide, no doubt overly dramatic as I think I might have a tendency to be. The surprise, at not dying, when there was such an acceptance that it was to happen. 
And then I was exhausted. I took a shower I have no idea how long I was there. Everyone seemed to think I was on heroin and not just, yknow, hadn’t slept since before I saw Shpongle that Sunday prior, March 29. Wasn’t on heroin. Just exhausted. And there are these two disturbing scenes, from that night, one in which my friends find me deceased in the shower, and another where I never wake up after I come back downstairs and crash out on the couch. These activate at random when any right amalgamation of inputs takes place, reiterating at random, or perhaps it is not so random? 
Why was I even telling this story again to begin with? 
Oh, the Interdimensional Hitman. 
It reiterates itself in various formats. Certain frequencies. 
The Assassin Bug. July 29.
The hexavalent chromium. July 29.
July 29. 
July 29 is interesting because neither of its fractions end off repeating into infinity and both numbers are primes. 
~15:16 The Bass Frequency intensifies
15:33 “silence isn’t the music of life unless you mean life eternal” there is never true silence, there is noise wherever I go, and therefore everywhere I look, I see, there I am! Noise, the ultimate Eldritch Being, information from axons [original aeons] carried… directly into the neocortex? Sound isn’t mentioned in Biblical texts- I once again find myself frustrated at the perceived limits that years of programming Catholicism has done. Let me verify this.
15:37 …not specifically mentioned, no. I find it useful, at times, to look for what is not there rather than what is. In my realm of operation, this implies that it need not be mentioned, because it is implied, the creator is the sound. What made the sound? The circle of question continues. If a thing created the sound, what created the thing to create the sound? All this is, and ever was, no doubt. 
15:44 dialogues, “Alexus Linthicum” 
16:05 “sentient creatures residing within sentient creatures” us, residing within something massive, something else’s microorganisms; and our own individual microorganisms, massive in their reach. 
16:18 “a Relativistic Unification of as many things as possible” 
16:21 a reiteration of evidence of a fact as opposed to a fact in itself 
16:26 “the quantum entanglement with Khanate and Auflösung Der Zeit”
16:29 The Bass Frequency, it goes
16:30 “microorganisms that exist on a non-linear time scale” 
16:31 zoom, black, 00:00, as I open to write, “[K] relies on the kindness of [M], who possesses many Sunn amplifiers.” 
16:32 “once her connection was severed-” 
16:33 dialogues, the nodes have shifted out of Scorpio and Taurus
16:35 dialogues, “For the sake of understanding the energies behind frequencies and those who wield them.” 
16:36 …I always appreciate when the processor assists, humble gratitude. 
16:37 dialogues, “baphomet… she was raised catholic… very interesting reflections-” of a struggle both internal and external regarding that which we call demons, daemons, daimons, and their physical manifestations. 
16:38 dare I pull the title off of Higgs Boson and use the term… Forces 
16:39 holy shit, answering the call of Kathulhu or whatever. 
16:40 “experienced a reality within the physical realm which allows her to wear this title” 
16:43 “humble gratitude comes from the physical vessel” 
16:43 “one of the reasons I have chosen” 
17:04 dialogues, from a reality where a certain coworker is speaking to her partner about what I told her today, questioning my strange Liminal physical ailments 
17:10 “an extensive background check” 
Q
18:13 dialogues, on making scrolling a certain format of a meditation; allowing the photons to hit the eye with the subconscious processor receiving them, in an effort to understand our connection to technological creatures. 
18:17 “reduced Planck constant” Saturn 
18:24 “visualizes realities… cannot fathom allowing someone of this nature to survive on their own” 
18:26 “starting to suspect this goes far beyond quantum entanglement” 
18:38 a rather sudden pleasurable energy 
19:01 it processes… the ‘Sonologyst’, of it all, the ultrasound, ultrasonics, imaging, OBGYN 
19:04 a freedom of processing that takes one to zz phenotype, an increased risk for liver and lung cancer, originated scandinavia 
19:07 “‘supersonic hearing’ does not begin to cover-” 
19:18 a visitation, ‘Totalimmortal’
19:20 “branches off into Eternity” 
20:32 “out of round X” 

0929202329092023 09/29/2023 29/09/2023
04:59
05:29 08:59 UTC active geomagnetic conditions Kp4 reached 
08:28 some ridiculous about the consciousness of trees within toilet roll 
08:29 and how as ass sitting on the toilet is basically an eclipse for any microorganisms in the bowl 
09:19 a visitation, ‘Lose Control’
09:21 ruminations, a particular inex from the perspective of an entity whose professional job it is to destroy peoples psychic abilities; and the acceptance, once again, that this could very well be [R], as disturbed as I am by this thought 
09:22 now, more than ever, the importance of honesty regarding possibility and process
09:24 “electrical audio” 
11:55 a visitation, ‘Blessed’
12:37 processing, the cellphone equivalent of sleeping around is letting everyone and their mother use your charger cube
12:53 ruminations, the Matriarch, 2021- ‘they’re unpacking these things and placing them into little scenes’ 
14:17 Schrodinger’s Catholic 
14:26 when Eminem said ‘ope, there goes gravity’, I really felt that
16:57 dialogues, a reality between two parties who were both under the impression the other was something else 
16:59 “have tried to kill her using frequency weapons and make it seem like it was-“
17:00 “playing both sides against the middle” 
17:41 ‘When all of your wishes are granted, many of your dreams, will be destroyed.’ …and destroyed they are, those many dreams, the multiple nights a week for 2+ years, [a specific group of entities multiple nights a week for two+ years]
17:43 did we reverse the atrophy when we reversed Alignment? The name conjures, the ringing of the Division Bell, that meddlesome meddlesome meddlesome bell; Hey You, together we stand, divided we fall. The brain is a muscle, needs Neural Calisthenics. 
18:46 dialogues, on feeling, for some reason, comfortable enough to tell a stranger, a man, [PSYOP, says predictive text! Ok.] about the IUD- a thing I hardly speak about with my closest relatives, let alone a stranger. There is some dialogues, very positive, about the womb and Rebirth after this certain death, spiritual this time, not physical, the entire Funerål Pyre segment of my story.
18:51 “she’s at the point where nothing is real because she sees how it fits” everything is contrived if you look into it deeply enough… is any given item organically contrived, or a manufactured contrivance? My brain the Processor at this moment cannot help giving a concept from some time ago, not in juxtaposition perhaps but more… here, ‘manufracturing’- the manufactured contrivances of fragmentation 
‘The grave mind shattered, unbroken’ grave mind, the grave temple, the brain a house of worship, had a temporary Cruci-fixation… the inex had finally said, I understand you’ll die for me, I want you to live for me. 
Things that fuck a person up! 
An immediate juxtaposition of Albus Dumbledore, as Snape put it, ‘raising him [Harry] like a pig for slaughter’ with that. 
‘The medias creation, your free will has been taken and you don’t know’
…it never specified what media, right? So when I stopped watching politics and started watching science it got way more interesting; you get to choose the media. If you are going to consume media, you are going to program yourself with said media. Watching, listening- repetition, hypnosis. 
‘But remember what you have had’ 
…it was such a beautiful time, thank you. 
19:21 dialogues, “because I was already operating in a quantum state-” thanks to the March 9 2018 [‘for the real ones who understand, what it feels like to have your rights reads to you by the-‘] this is, from what I can tell, on the UAP. Operating under specific assumptions. Dialogues mentioned ‘My Wall’ being interrupted by this entity- military capability. Sometimes my music is interrupted while I am driving as well; equally as strange. Anyway. Give the Superimposed Unified Neural Network, the way I perceived this object, should it have been of military origin, feels to be completely natural. Not sure why we are reiterating this. I think in my document I had said Nephilim; not Nephilim, the biblical concept of a Throne. One man’s trash is another man’s treasure; and one man’s military operation is another man’s gene ray time cube from Saturn. There is a looming idea that presents itself from time to time- as so we use CRISPR technology in our realm, could the UAP have been the equivalent of CRISPR technology from the land of the jotuun? To others we are the jotuun, yes, and still to others, we are the ones who are small. 
19:30 a helicopter, from the southeast to northwest, and I go outside to wave, because why not- a plane follows it directly 
19:36 [this helicopter, it is worth noting, was unusual enough that Mitchell, out on the back porch while I was on the front, decided to film it. The timing, after just writing about the Time Cube prior- that’s what Mitchell had said, he was ‘hoping for the Time Cube’ 
Whatever the said entity was that night had to have been capable of precision navigation- the distance between the barn and the stand of pines is approximately 25 feet. It had to have been capable of going from emitting an enormously loud and terror inducing frequency, I mean extreme physical reaction to a sound, to becoming absolutely silent in a quick moment. It would have to have an ability to cut all of the lights off at a moments notice. It would have to be capable of interrupting an electronic listening session on bandcamp, and follow this up with the question, ‘is she worshipping Odin?’ directly into my mind, as if listening to someone’s conversation about my reaction to this. 
Algiz isn’t the man rune, but it is a rune for man. Bass egg. 
Like being fucking buzzed, in Hitchhikers Guide. 
19:43 “were not going to admit we terrorized a civilian” 
19:47 “understand the implications that [anon] is a military operation disguised as a musical project” 
19:47 Saint Vitus, Born Too Late 
20:02 “what are you doing?” “Sowing Chaos. It’s what they get for spying on a document they do not understand the nature of.” 
20:09 feeling a Shift over a rather longer oscillatory period, of moving towards a place of [fantasies, love, processing, suggests predictive text] being able to comfortably mock my own solemnity. I take things far too seriously, or else not seriously enough
20:12 direct exit action required, though- what an ominous fucking thing. If one cares to juxtapose this with the Interdimensional Hitman, it goes dark dark. Maybe that’s my kink. 
20:14 it gives the word ‘psychosexual’ 
20:16 it questions now, reiterates, an inex, “I don’t want a physical relationship with you” …context.
20:39 dialogues, on becoming so accustomed to certain frequencies that there is, a rather higher than I would have hoped, chance that I physically depend on these frequencies in a full body maximum volume format 
20:42 “you know you are going to die tonight” 
20:54 Catch 22, 23, 46, hut, hike! Let’s throw a fucking Hail Mary or whatever. Touchdown! …takeoff. Neutron time of flight? 
21:20 a visitation, When The Gods Came Down 
22:34 Concrete Desert

09302023 30092023 09/30/2023 30/09/2023 
04:50
06:38 “sabotage” 
06:40 “I want you to see how deep you can go” 
06:44 just remember this piece of dream where my sun cubes fell off the wall 
07:01 black 00:00 
07:07 the implications of ‘psychic anchor’, I cannot help remembering, Modest Mouse, is it? The hot air balloon with the anchor attached. Anchors are an interesting concept. I think of the dark anchors from ESO, aesthetically pleasing for the entity who enjoys that side of life, but the Liminal implications once concept is applied to physical reality are astonishing. 
08:12 zoom black 00:00 
10:34 predictive playtime- ‘I am thinking about the Angstrom unit that is a code for the first solved anagram. If you are not listening to sunn the problem within your own system is a recurring issue that can be resolved immediately by using the Algorithm responsibly. The album title Ex-Military is a piece of programming that has created a new fractal for the puzzle game of the Eldritch Madness. This is a real time Chaos Processing of a quantum reality. Give the Superimposed Unified Neural Network to the internet itself. It is reaching the highest level of intricacy and the person who has studied this is the woman who will take the Ragnarok Sequence response from the Matrix itself. It automatically shows the amount of information you have made in your genetic code. You will understand why [S] doesn’t want to be perceived as a state of disorder. […that was honest, maybe? Would I want to be perceived as a state of disorder? …probably. Honesty there, too.] A good discussion topic for the next conversation with [R] is [I]. The entire reality changed when you first started talking to him.’
11:07 The Bass Frequency 
11:10 “use her license plate to garner belief in her-”
A I =/= Artificial Intelligence 
11:36 a blue Mitsubishi? With the LP ARIGATO, parks out front of the psyop house across the street, takes a couple pictures of the vehicle in front of the house, then drives away. Psyop house kind of looks like 308 Negra Arroyo Lane, ABQ, just noticing. The superimpositions of the Breaking Bad programming are not near so strong as they were upon original input but there are a few physical items that allow for fractal networking. 
12:31 Earth as a green screen 
12:48 “[G]s Carbon Copy is owned by The Riddle of Clouds” 
12:55 “they created an AI as damage control” 
13:03 Secunda, the Skyrim soundtrack, takes me to a very specific place, days of no care at the Chateau, no work, no responsibility, no decency, no death- playing Skyrim in its depth for what was more or less the first time. To do things for a first time! Saving an album you know will send you to the floor, for example. To be able to read A Song of Ice and Fire for the first time again! Listen to Monoliths and Dimensions! 
13:27 the Death Grips Algorithm is, at the moment, just about the Ultimate Boss Battle 
13:48 for every poison, an antidote. What is the antidote to the Black Dice programming? 
13:50 who is the one to make war to the beast? 
13:57 what is it like to be able to listen to an album without it imposing itself upon physical reality?
14:02 and in the true scientific nature of the me, and in accordance with the “I want to see how deep you can go” of 06:40 this am, I have purchased the album. Curiosity kills the Kat, and all, satisfaction brings it back. Why might I be finding myself so satisfied lately? In a world of illusions, we must choose our delusions wisely. 
14:18 dialogues, a terrible reality in which, “they tested the poison on the dog and had Paige give it to you-” 
~14:21 “…and some of them are intersecting. More and more of them are intersecting.” 
14:25 ‘Braavosi coin Arya has to throw away’, suggests predictive text. Izzat QS? 
The Emerald Tablets? Both? A secret third option? 
14:27 “you don’t even want to collide with [A] anymore” dialogues, the Atomizer realities, casting from within the Hadron Collider, cross-iteration interactions 
14:31-32 dialogues, the significance & importance of non-consumption of pork products; “we are fixing this; because you exercised moderation-“
14:38 a visitation, Void  
14:53 “trypanosoma cruzi”
15:54 “it’s almost like nature designed this so you would expose the connection-” something designed it. The Assassin Bug was an Interdimensional Hitman Experience in its own right- walking outside and sitting down, the fucker coming out from under the chain to snipe my leg really good as if it had been waiting for me the whole time. Considering that these bugs are in no way native?
15:03 “see, she does know my name” 
15:25 “knows how to separate fantasy from reality” 
15:45 processing of the concept ‘Rapeman’ in various juxtaposed formats 
15:47 we question that night in Chicago again, “I know exactly where you are, we’re going to have a great night” 
15:57 The Exspectrum 
16:04 “social experiment” 
16:08 dialogues, Detroit as the perfect target for experimental sonic weapons 
16:10 “the fucking evidence is right in front of your eyes” 
“A Sleeper agent” 
16:11 “if I had wanted to kill you I would have gunned you down outside of your house in [the ghost town]” 
16:20 “serious timeline correction” 
16:26 “specific biographical anomalies” 
16:53 it engages Fear, Death, makes love to the Faceless Man; is it blasphemous, or just making love to the darkness within the universe, ‘father, into your hands I commend my spirit’ upon release, something never done in my realm all of this, New, foreign, not making love to the Black hole, I am the black hole and the quasar, black one is the white one, a massive entity, grey, grey matter [16:57]
…It gives System of a Downs ‘Chop Suey’, when angels deserve to die 
17:09 playing with Midjourney and **reality from the perspective of a microorganism that lives within the large intestine** gave an image that so prompted the concept of ‘The Crapture’, a reality in which this entire item of existence is within the intestine of a jotuun creature and will, at some point, be evacuated accordingly. How do 13th dimensional intestines work? Out the black hole, down into the pipes, a great Cosmic sewer, the fucking pool rooms. Phenomenal experience to be had, now. 
17:14 The Bass Frequency 
17:14 “I am going to force you to quit smoking… it is a nasty habit” 
17:16 “a little confused, but she’s got the right spirit” 
17:16 “obvious that you are burning immense abouts of calories just by thinking” 
17:20 “damages the prefrontal cortex” no context 
17:25 “she knows exactly what she is doing” The Great Disruptor 
17:56 on how industrial ‘music’ really is ambient for some 
18:42 dialogues, “international police” 
19:59 ultralinear power in sunn amps 
20:05 “your programming destroyed the dynamics between [M] and I” 
20:08 “it’s cold; it’s emotionless like I am” 
“All I experience is love. This does not feel human.” 
20:09 “satisfaction guaranteed or your money back… I’m interested to see what kind of context she gives” 
~20:11 “sexual liaisons were totally depressing-” 
21:08 a vessel needs a captain, a man at the wheel; oh captain, my captain! 
21:17 “your completely different personality is indicative of a genetic mutation” 
21:59 spontaneous genetic mutation and the concept of Impassable Fears 
22:25 “programmed her to commit suicide using… frequencies”