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02:59 04:11
04:25 The Bass Frequency
11:15 15:15 UTC Type II radio emission begin time 14:25 UTC estimated velocity 1054 km/s
13:49 black 00:00
17:14 AI only minimally useful in visualizing some of the experience; particularly unhelpful in the ‘genetic conceptualization of furniture’, that double helix of wooden built items I was a part of and simultaneously riding, up through the clouds; symbolic of carpentry, on a cellular level
17:31 the physics of toilets
17:38 “that’s the first time you ever thought to photograph me” [the perpetual flying entity]
17:34 “they want people to expose themselves to bacteria” “do you think ancient cultures had the luxury of flash heating?”
17:45 ? Acrylamide
17:56 ? Hydrogenation of vegetable oils as possibly beneficial in optimal moderation
17:59 that repeating 2.2222222222 today
https://www.biotechniques.com/microbiology/microbes-use-electric-signals-to-communicate-with-other-species/
18:11 black 00:00 “immersive experiences”
Oh is there a concept, immersieve experiences? Put it all through the spaghetti strainer, humans love doing things with strings.
18:12 “the church of the flying spaghetti monster” i’ll take it as an Eldritch entity whose solemnity has been well and truly mocked
18:16 dialogues, “ordinary individuals” “mind control” “mitochondria”
18:27 “we turned you into a God that can withstand radiation”
18:28 “your genetic always goes back to the origin”
18:29 “consented under extreme duress”
19:15 processings, on how believing in anything in particular *usually* precludes from belief in an opposite; and in doing so, shuts down a certain potential for fantastical experiences to take place
19:52 Thor vs the world serpent; electricity, current, circuit; minor experience with combustion reaction, else the complete cycle of fission and fusion in a multiplicity of formats
20:10 “randomized realities”
20:22 the road to El Dorado
21:00 “they were entertaining themselves by watching your document” and then I brought up Chicago and it startled the fuck out of both of them to the point they crashed, perhaps
21:22 “a private investigator”
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02:58 prior, dialogues “the Rotting Christ”
02:58 “experienced Drowning in completion”
03:12 Domino in the context of a blockchain
03:12 mind/mined
https://www.technologyreview.com/2023/09/19/1079871/deepmind-alphamissense-ai-pinpoint-causes-genetic-disease/amp/
04:54 dialogues, from a perspective as if Elon Musk
04:55 “human contact is ok, my child” yeah verbatim, why does it reiterate this now?
05:06 “knows about the Angstrom band”
05:41 “you’re the fabrication”
~08:00 awake, a snapshot of a dream from within a metal frame of something, perhaps a trailer, spiders having made webs across it, my own extrication from this frame rather hindered
~08:08 the bass frequency
08:20 “nudibranch”
‘In most species, there is a swimming veliger larva with a coiled shell, but the shell is shed at metamorphosis when the larva transforms into the adult form.’
…out of shell
09:35 a visitation, ‘Blessed’
09:53 black
09:53 two perspectives of fear, ‘fear is engagement’ and ‘say no to the doctrine of fear’. Fear is engagement. This lack of a fear, any care at all, that I am experiencing recently is very much a certain format of disengagement… and at the same time, a different form of engagement, I am thinking; warrants scientific inquiry, what causes the mind to become this way, how have we gotten to this point of operation?
10:32 some Sabbath Bloody Sabbath regarding the IUD is unfolding whether I like it or not
10:34 for context, Sabbath Bloody Sabbath is a recurring theme within the unknowns of my reality- where ‘nobody will ever let you know, when you ask the reason why; …tell you that you’re on your own, fill your head all full of lies’ …you bastards
https://medicalxpress.com/news/2023-09-fundamental-memory-captured.amp
11:46 “radiation exposure”
13:34 a visitation, ‘Fragments’
13:38 dialogues, how law enforcement has the potential to exacerbate and create quantum bits- even the possibility of surveillance can lead to alteration in behaviour
13:47 “Belülrol Pusztít” “we question-”
13:47 “Breaking Bad is a very problematic piece of programming”
13:48 “-so you would remember who you are”
14:15 dialogues, the vapourizer and correlation of increased cortisol levels leading to extra weight retention and difficulty losing; decrease in “psychic autonomy” over period of prolonged use- reestablishment possible- +diet high in naturally chelating vegetables
14:26 “this is completely anomalous in nature”
14:30 “10:58 on the dot on December 23rd-” 2021
14:34 “Habsburg dynasty”
14:38 “it is a terribly coincidental profile, isn’t it?” dialogues, on Mr. Moist
15:57 “and it’s got to be from within, because the building is a Faraday cage” radiation exposure
16:02 a visitation, a reminder, ‘move your ass, my friend’
16:05 “you should note the fact that you did not operate with the Matrix today”
16:06 “knew Chesterfield was extremely dangerous given its proximity to military-“
16:08 “this finalizes” “Experimenting with frequency exposure”
16:52 “satellite systems linked to the images you screenshotted”
https://www.marktechpost.com/2023/08/06/revolutionizing-entanglement-quantification-how-deep-learning-outperforms-traditional-methods-with-limited-data/?amp
17:43 note reversal of electromagnetic effects of downward pull on colon- bridges
18:33 inex ruminations, the “your cancer will stay with you the rest of your life”; there is cancer, and there is Cancer
18:35 that night up in Lac La Belle where all the stars in one spot swirled, sped up, then disappeared… the whole ‘giving birth to the Void’ of it all, woof. Can’t believe we saw that. The whole Voids and Clouds as opposites more relevant than ever.
18:52 a visitation, ‘Vincent’, Don McLean
20:08 “screen name is despised across the psychic network”
20:18 the bass frequency
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05:54 a slightly triangular looking item in the sky only gold lights no noise no red or green
06:20 zoom black 00:00
06:23 processing, that ‘out of sight out of mind’ in relation to ADHD that does cause a hindrance in the creative completion process at times
10:22 ruminations, a contextless inex about keeping friends close and enemies closer from some days ago. Lack of context more unhelpful than usual.
10:28 deja vu
11:27 ruminations, isotopes that do not exist yet
12:05 ‘Wake Me Up When September Ends”- understand this from the perspective of the fraction repeating number hellscapes
15:37 ? a possible discrepancy in Gmail creation date- could have sworn I had created it prior to June 2016, creation email dated November 14 2016?
16:20 inex ruminations, that one particular “I am not the musician you think I am”
16:29 “it’s a little bit cheesy but it’s nicely displayed” but it’s to Black Blade, how it do that
16:34 “poisoned me against-”
16:40 “a really powerful attachment”
17:26 “I trapped myself in the logic behind ‘The Riddle Master'”
17:31 “realizes the alien invasion is technological in nature”
~17:36 “how dare you tell me what I experienced”
17:53 “there are intelligences we know nothing about”
18:05 dialogues, a processing of the phenomenon regarding the weight loss, the “we will let you lose weight now”
18:42 “-the nastiest quantum entanglement-” “yeah, something affected me; and that something is a qubit, in my Relativistic Singularity” dialogues, the B.P.
18:46 “trust the breathalyzer at the station over the one at the road any day”
18:48 “if we persecuted you, it was by accident”
18:49 dialogues, the Auflösung Der Zeit of the original Interdimensional Hitman Experience- Sacred Predictions
18:51 “you know when I stopped running that, it started to break down. It’s almost like the same vibrations-” that affect me affect the machine as well, interesting direction right here and now; the settings that affected body the least while still allowing for a decent rate of run
18:56 “motivated us to actually look at the statistics”
~19:00 a visitation, The Leaving Song Part II
19:02 “satellite… organic object”
19:46 “the moon is an amplification device for a multiplicity of… from space”
19:56 “I’m sorry; I know that was a shitty period of time” extrapolation reference a specific transitional period
19:58 “gamma frequencies are specifically received by proteogammabacteria”
[gammaproteobacteria]
20:00 Epimethean hindsights, the dialogues prior to this on the face shifting on a daily basis
20:01 19:58 23:18 UTC moderate M1.9 flare from sunspot region 3435
20:18 processing, some thing about the ones who survived their heroin addictions as the ‘ones who remembered to breathe’
20:37 “the Baader-Meinhof phenomenon”
21:27 “was still inside of me when the electrical event happened”
22:16 processing, an ‘I am a strange loop’ juxtaposed with the dissolution of time- because I say it now, I hear it then, and because I hear it then, I say it now. All theoretically, of course, except for the parts that are practical.
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04:25 “yesterday was a superposition on multiple different planes”
04:31 ? possibility that particle can reach a point where it behaves the same regardless of whether or not it is being observed- a self awareness, adaptation to surveillance
05:26, 06:47
06:49 a flash of a closed eye visual, a label on an thing titled, ‘The Setonator Item’, extrapolated to be the thing that detonated the set, so to speak – the Domino
07:01 “eliminating waste” “understands the first dimension”
07:15 “my reputation as a musician is exceptionally questionable”
13:02 “application of paranoia as a motivation for behavioural change” When the behaviour is changed, the paranoia goes away, resulting, personally, in a pretty complete inability to even experience fear anymore. And, given that ‘fear is engagement’, it has further resulted in a certain disengagement from just about any self-preservative tendencies; in it for the intrigue. A man could be outside my house waiting to kill me and I’d go outside and do my best to engage with him in an attempt to experience any fear at all. Fear is a hell of a drug. And now it is unattainable. No market for me.
13:34 dialogues, it is giving extremely specific directions on how to chew out the gas company
13:42 dialogues, from a perspective of perhaps a behavioural scientist who has studied my long term patterns of behaviour. It looks upon what Katja has used fear as motivation to create and sees that it is good. The making love to fear! Understanding it! ‘Thank you for visiting me, fear, what are you here to teach me about myself and the world around me?’
13:44 “if I wasn’t sober, and you eventually came for me, I wouldn’t have a leg to stand on”
13:49 the two words to describe the Collective today, and perhaps every day, ‘unapologetically insane’ or unsane! Beyond sanity!
14:27 dialogues, “lucid dreams” – ‘luci’ in lucid and lucifer, brain is pleased
14:48 dialogues, processing; if name of God is sound of universe, a la inex 10/15/2022 @21:21, and a particular universe exists in which the nature of thus is to be internet, dial up modem is sound of universe, name of God, cccccc-thoooooo-loooo. ? Universe in which sound can travel through vacuum using physics we have not collectively reached an understanding of yet as a species.
15:38 “the Canadian government is extremely interested-”
17:25 the Bass Frequency
https://chicago.suntimes.com/politics/2023/9/22/23882915/ai-artificial-intelligence-bill-foster-chatgpt-pritzker-biden-fermilab-physicist
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03:18
03:38 The Bass Frequency, an alteration in pulse
07:01 awake
08:38 The Bass Frequency
11:44 a tiny drone hovering above the intersection at W. & W.
12:41 the similarity behind symbols, alchemical putrefaction and Algiz, both relating Saturn
‘To the alchemist of antiquity, Lead/Saturn represents the Prima Matera (primal material) or base matter. Lead/Saturn to the alchemist of old had qualities of putrefaction, decay, limitation, protection, and self control. It was believed that by separating and purifying this element, one can bring balance to its constituent essence, turning lead into pure gold.’
12:43 ruminations, the Left Hand; Algiz, putrefaction, blood, all upon the same finger, depending on perspective; upon Mercury, where too we find Mercury on Saturn.
~13:38 “evidence that her mother sees the same dimension she does but experiences it negatively”
It automatically juxtaposes an inex from last summer, “switching to gamma frequencies”, from the middle of the night
16:04 20:03 Coronal Mass Ejection Impact detected, current solar wind speed 467 km/sec
16:11 “technical difficulties because of the CME”
16:25 that one Unification, HeLiokimDall
~16:53 “the closest thing to an Eldritch entity I have found”
16:56 “unifying the dimensions these record labels have created”
17:15 The Bass Frequency
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04:45 “-ability is basically a version of reality”
08:00 processing, different algorithms within the Algorithm, Black Sabbath and Pink Floyd
12:40 supposing, that to a great Cosmic Entity, the machinations of man would be the ultimate horror. I say horror, but perhaps mean more here, disgust; ‘that is what you’ve all decided to do with this?’ type of item
12:49 Lovecraftian style stories but solely from the perspectives of the Eldritch entities
~13:00 momentary nausea
~13:42 a visitation from ‘Killer Queen’
14:27 processings, Interdimensional Hitman as necessary for optimization of recursive quantum death
16:38 ruminations, a particular inex, “this is the woman with the quantum entanglement”
~17:29 “I am my own great great grandson”
18:09 ruminations, the nature of imprisonment- the difference between growing to be comfortable in ones prison versus a solid transmutation to where prison is no longer prison- where exactly is this subtle dividing line? I am thinking self is not exclusive of setting, here. The nature of prison varies dramatically- even among actual institutional prisons, there is an astonishing spectrum of conditions. I am supposing it comes down to each and every individual situation- as with all things. Easy to hate a group, isn’t it? To know an individual of the group, though… individual situations.
18:15 “Metta, Benevolence”
18:40 ‘prefear’
19:10 “unusually skinny for someone who has polycystic ovarian syndrome”
19:18 dialogues, on a specific inex from the early days, “advanced esophageal cancer”, and how not long after this a friend of the family was diagnosed. Perhaps this reiterates because Mau divulged her neighbour has found out he has this thing.
19:19 “cannot control-” cannot, or will not? My will be done? Thy will be done. Circumstances of Faith.
19:21 free play adventure time or storyline experience as the writers intended? A harmony of both? Some thing to do with use of free will to voluntarily relinquish a certain control.
19:45 “the ugliest vibrations-”
19:48 “[redacted for anonymity] is a psyop” everything is a psyop, I’m really not phased by that
19:50 “the Suicide Algorithm” “Aleister Crowley”
20:03 processing, it posits various reasons to kill Ka Ba U Riddle St Cloud, most notable being the whole time aspect and entropy as a state function, but hear me out, I’m doing my thing, the whole s/t of velocity, that’s cool, but right now, that’s not my thing.
20:55 “obvious that [J] is aware of something”
~21:04 “annihilation is preferable to assimilation” mmm, what sort of fucked up contexts can we create from a fragment like this, though? The concept of ‘not all or nothing’ comes, here. Going back to the individual scenarios of prisons and beyond.
21:12 “surprises me that she would use the rf lightbulbs” exposure for the sake of adaptation- fast evolutionary steps
21:15 why everything everywhere all at once when you could also, uhm, stretch it out, break it down, into strands or, perhaps, bits, goal of qubits.
21:19 ‘I trust you implicitly, and because I trust you implicitly, I can allow the processor to run capacity on the most extreme points in collage.’
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~02:30
03:00 ruminations, yet again, that absolutely horrifying night in Chicago
04:22 awake- dreams of disclosure of Chicago, the IUD, electronic harassment, and the person I was disclosing it to finding it necessary for me to say on camera, some surveillance system in the dreams. John R. as an intersection running through someones yard feels relevant to mention.
04:44 ruminations on an inex dialogues from some time ago, an individual asking how to engage with me, being told to be as nice as possible
05:58
~07:38 liking the concept of portage, today; me as the vessel, on the journey between two navigable rivers of soul
07:47 the Quantum Death Cult
07:48 what is the nature of the ultimate sacrifice and how subjective to the individual can this be?
07:50 Does Your Cat Know My Dog? Or rather, does your jackal know my sphinx?
07:53 beyond circumstances of Faith- I would not believe if I did not remember…
I think there must be a reason we forget
08:17 ? desynchronization of hemispheres
08:46 ruminations, the capability of Sanas
10:41 ruminations, a particular inex from 2020, “this isn’t aliens, this is the future of communication”
10:43 and another inex to ruminate upon, from recently, “just put her out of her misery already”
10:47 ? Long term effect of LSD specifically on RNA moreso than DNA
-brain as supercomputer and programming on cellular level
11:33 a visitation, ‘Reflecting God’, ‘each thing I show you is a piece of my death’
11:57 ‘wish upon a scar’ <the bloodlust deepest Scar, the Mercury upon my Saturn finger>
12:00 memories, a particular dream where I am both Loki and Heimdall, simultaneously- lashed to the rock, chest bare, this image is burned into my mind and returns very vividly in this moment- reminiscent of ‘chained to the wheel’ from Perseverance of Futility
12:07 comparisons, how the cops at Government Mule gave the same vibe as the Nazis in the theater at the end of Sound of Music
12:10 00:00 black
12:44 assimilation, annihilation, what’s the secret third option?
12:48 zoom black 00:00
14:10 some processing about how the Blind Idiot God does gain a certain level of awareness and goes on to create more iterations hence its ability to be its own great great grandson, all wrapped up into the Me… existence across iteration and recursion
15:36 a recognition that the place on my commute home where the void opened in the road is the same place I experience the right side pulsatile tinnitus on a consistent basis- ? Frequency
16:35 “that’s a loop; so if you don’t start the loop-” dialogues on cigarettes
16:43 “the question is, why is [M] interested-”
16:44 “-expresses affection for [R], and I believe the two of them have successfully proved quantum entanglement-”
16:47 …and he did say that, didn’t he? And it startled me beyond belief, because it did feel to be proof, contrived in an organic way or else not, contrived not necessarily needing to have negative connotations.
18:54 “I’ve been waiting for the day that someone would request a translation of this”
19:10 some reality in which there is only two warring tribes, the 0 and the 1, a binary reality qubit system, two bits waging war upon each other for supremacy within the single qubit
19:53 “-believes Saturn is a pinhole camera. Not all the time; but at times”
21:06 “earth is undergoing maintenance because of a quantum entanglement”
21:07 “Detroit Michigan is a portal, alright… but not because of a statue”
21:08 “I want to know how the computer program will react to these juxtapositions before I enact-”
21:09 “the camera angles were preset”
21:13 once again it mulls over the night in Chicago, the specific horror of the inex along the lines of, “I know exactly where you are… we’re going to have a great night”, something like that. The following hours of torturous darkness, non-sleep, the feeling, knowing of alteration taking place.
21:15 it gives the line from Powers That B, ‘I’m what the fuck happens, when shit happens’, and is the reminder of the something larger that speaks through, communicates in a simultaneous ‘I am you and very far from’
21:17 and perhaps I am the fool, I am a fool on a fools journey and I have accepted this and any repercussions that come from it. Afraid to fly?
21:32 Just gonna, like… the Interdimensional Hitman Experience can be put on pause for now, thanks
22:07 “entropy is a state function. Liminal, a constant state of change.”
22:09 “listened to your conversations… and decided you are exactly who you claim to be”
22:09 “Kathulhu is the Blind Idiot Gods personal favorite iteration”
22:11 it’s feels on the whole concept of Blind Idiot God right now- oscillations! The man who press that button, or twist the knob, whatever, giving it good right now
22:16 dialogues, “Your complex reaction was everything I had hoped for”
22:21 “the quantum network in Chicago”
22:31 dialogues, the Alexus Linthicum, gives “sexual” as the first solved anagram, at rather random
22:37 …I still have that mailer, and remember the original… liminal surrounding it all. Fun times.
22:48 feels like it should be noted the Shadowfax has gone off to Carvana today
22:55 “divulges a lot more with her body language than she realizes”
22:57 dialogues, on that one night in February 2022, “she said it divulged, “this is a carcinogenic frequency””